Authors: Vikram Chandra
âShe is cursing Faraj and his family, saab,' Wasim said. âShe is saying they are devils. Just everything like that.'
Moina Khatun's face had dissolved from its angular rigidity into something that Sartaj found difficult to look at directly. He cleared his throat. âNothing useful?'
âNothing,' Wasim said.
âAll right. Let's go.'
He walked away. Katekar raised a hand at the woman, and followed. They were almost around a corner when she called after them in Hindi. âDon't let them escape,' she said. âGet them. Don't leave them.'
Sartaj looked back at her, and went on. The lane widened as they came
near the main road, and he could feel Katekar behind him. Sartaj slowed, let Katekar catch up and gave him a nod. They came down to the main road, towards the Gypsy.
âWasim,' Sartaj said.
âYes, saab.' Wasim scudded up beside them, unruffled and slick and brimming with sincerity.
âOkay, listen to me, bastard,' Sartaj said. âAbout this Birendra Prasadâ¦'
âSaab, truly, he will be no problem. Like I told you, the two sons make him the problem.'
On their left there was a wall covered with painted advertisements for cement and face powder. Sartaj stepped up to it and unzipped his pants. âListen, you said I was older than you. So let me give you a bit of advice. Don't think you are smarter than the people you want to work with. Don't hide things that they need to know.' Sartaj's stream spattered loudly against the bottom of the wall, and he only now realized how pent-up he had been. âDon't surprise me. I don't like surprises. I like information. If you know anything, tell me. Tell me even if you don't think it's important. More information is better than less information. Understood?'
âSaab, really, I wasn't trying to fool you.'
âIf you think I am a fool, then maybe I am the kind of fool who will have to look into certain businesses in this area, investigate certain people. Let me see, what were their names, your cousins? Salim Ahmad, Shakil Ahmad, Naseer Ali, Amirâ¦'
âSaab, I understand. It will not happen again.'
âGood. Then maybe we can have a long relationship.'
âSaab, this is exactly what I want. A lasting association.'
Sartaj squeezed and shook, jogged his hips back, tucked and zipped. âYou can play the politician elsewhere. Not with us.'
âOf course, saab.'
Sartaj reached into his pocket for his handkerchief, and turned, and Wasim was holding up his copy of
Filmfare
.
âPlease take, saab.'
âWhat?'
âThere is good information inside this magazine, saab.'
Wasim's smile was very sly and small. Sartaj took the
Filmfare
and thumbed it open, and the pages fell apart naturally to a black-and-white picture of Dev Anand, partly hidden by a thin, paper-clipped stack of
thousand-rupee notes, neatly staggered from right to left.
âIt's just a small nazrana, saab. With hope for our future friendship.'
âWe'll see about that,' Sartaj said. He rolled up the magazine and tucked it under his arm. âI've told Birendra Prasad to bring his sons to the station tomorrow. In case he doesn't, keep track of the boys tomorrow, so we can get them if we need to.'
âNo problem, saab. And saab, if you could also mention my name to Majid Khan Saab, and give him my salaamâ¦'
âI will,' Sartaj said. âBut for four thousand rupees, don't expect to become the honoured guest of the station. This is only chillar.'
âNo, no, saab. As I said, this is only a nazrana.'
They left Wasim there, and Sartaj was satisfied now that the man truly understood the nature of their mutual dependence. In the Gypsy, he unrolled the
Filmfare
and peeled off one note and handed it to Katekar, who tucked it into his breast pocket. Sartaj would also give some to Majid. He was under no obligation to pass any money upward, small amounts like this â under a lakh â were the field officer's prerequisite, and the senior inspectors and DCPs only shared if there was a respectable cake to cut. Still, he would give Majid the greetings from Wasim Zafar Ali Ahmad and offer a thousand, which Majid would laugh off. They had known each other for a long time, and a thousand â or even four thousand â was really only pocket change.
âSaab,' Katekar said. âAbout this evening?'
âI hadn't forgotten.' Katekar had asked for an evening off, to take his family for an outing. âDrive to Juhu now, I'll drop you and go.'
âSir, there's no needâ¦'
âIt's all right. Drive.'
Sartaj felt a warm uprush of affection for stolid, dependable Katekar. Megha used to say that Katekar and he were like an old married couple, and maybe they were, but Katekar was still capable of springing surprises. Sartaj said, âI thought you didn't like these Bangladeshis.'
âI like Bangladeshis in Bangladesh.'
âBut that woman? Moina Khatun?'
âShe lost a son. It is very hard to lose a child. Even if he was a thief. What was that dialogue from
Sholay
? Hangal's line? “The heaviest burden a man can carry on his shoulders is the arthi of his son.”'
âVery true.' And true to filmi logic, this particular Bengali son had committed robbery to marry off his poor sisters. They went over a flyover, over a clattering train with its late-afternoon crowds already swelling from the
doorways. The dead boy had wanted more than marriage for his sisters, he had wanted a television set and a gas range and a pressure cooker and a larger house. No doubt he had dreamed of a brand-new car, one exactly like the brilliant silver Toyota Camry that was overtaking them now. What he had dreamed was not impossible, there were men like Ganesh Gaitonde and Suleiman Isa, who had begun with petty thefts and had gone on to own fleets of Opel Vectras and Honda Accords. And there were boys and girls who had come from dusty villages and now looked down at you from the hoardings, beautiful and unreal. It could happen. It did happen, and that's why people kept trying. It did happen. That was the dream, the big dream of Bombay. âWhat was that song?' Sartaj said. âYou know, the one that Shah Rukh sings, I can't remember the film.
Bas khwab itna sa hai
â¦' Katekar nodded, and Sartaj knew that Katekar understood why he was asking, they had spent so much time together, on these drives across the city, that they followed each other's leaps and conceits.
âYes, yes,' Katekar said. He hummed the tune, marking time with a forefinger across the steering wheel. â
Bas itna sa khwab haiâ¦shaan se rahoon sadaâ¦
Mmmmm, mmmmm, then?'
âYes, yes.
Bas itna sa khwab haiâ¦Haseenayein bhi dil hon khotin, dil ka ye kamal khileâ¦'
And they sang together: â
Sone ka mahal mile, barasne lagein heere motiâ¦Bas itna sa khwaab hai
.'
Sartaj stretched, and said, âThis Shamsul Shah, yes, he had a big khwab.'
Katekar snorted and said, âCorrect, saab, but the big khwab took his gaand finally.'
They both burst out laughing. In the auto-rickshaw to Sartaj's right, two women turned their startled faces away and leaned back under the cover of the canopy. This made Sartaj laugh even louder. He knew it was frightening to other people, this furious, rasping mirth coming from policemen in a Gypsy, but that made it all even funnier. Megha used to say, âYou tell these horrible police stories and then you cackle like some bhoot, it's very scary.' He had tried, for her sake, to stop, but had never been completely able to. It felt good now, anyway, to be rolling across the city with Katekar, laughing wildly, and there was no need to restrain himself, and so he laughed some more.
They were quiet when they pulled up into the curve of Juhu Chowpatty, through the compacted clog of rush-hour traffic. Sartaj walked around the front of the Gypsy, feeling a faint brush of air from the ocean. The chaat
stands were neon-lit already, and the customers were streaming in from the road. âTell the boys I said Salaam,' Sartaj said.
Katekar grinned. âYes, saab.' He put his hand on his chest for a moment, and then walked towards the beach.
Sartaj watched him go, the confident rolling walk, the heavy-shouldered sway, the clipped hair. An experienced eye would pick him out for a policeman in a moment, but he had a talent for shadowing, and they had made some good arrests together. As he rode through Ville Parle, Sartaj hummed
Man ja ay khuda, itni si hai dua
, but he couldn't remember the end of the song. He knew the tune would spin in his head all day, and the last antra would come to him very late, somewhere between night and sleep.
Man ja ay khuda
, he sang.
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Katekar found the boys and Shalini waiting, as appointed, near the stall called Great International Chaat House. He rubbed Mohit's head, poked him gently in the stomach. Mohit gurgled out a titter that made Rohit and Shalini smile.
âThey're late again?' Katekar said.
Shalini twisted her mouth to the side. Katekar knew that look: what could not be changed had to be endured. And Bharti and her husband were always late.
âLet's go and sit,' Rohit said. âThey know where we sit.'
Katekar looked up and down the row of stalls, and across the road. There were two buses staggered behind each other, and it was hard to see. âRohit, go and see, maybe they're trying to cross.'
Rohit didn't like it, but he went, flapping his chappals angrily on the concrete. He had been stretched thin by his recent growth, but Katekar was certain that he would fill out once he hit his twenties, once he was married and settled. All the men in the family had attained an impressive thickness, shoulders and arms capable of intimidation, a respectable stomach. Rohit turned back, shaking his head.
âPapa, I want sev-puri,' Mohit said, tugging at Katekar's shirt.
âLet's go and sit,' Shalini said. âThey can find us.'
Rohit hadn't really gone far enough, but Katekar didn't need any more urging from Shalini. Bharti was her sister, and if Shalini thought they could go and sit, Katekar would sit.
They found two mats, as far right as possible, and arranged themselves. Katekar took off his shoes, sat cross-legged, sighed. The sun was still high enough to heat his knees, but there were the beginnings of a breeze
against his chest. He opened his shirt, and mopped at the back of his neck with his handkerchief, and listened to Shalini and Rohit and Mohit place their orders with the boy who had shown them to their places. Katekar didn't want to eat yet. He was savouring the feeling of being at rest, of not having to shift from foot to foot like the waiter, who now sped off to his stall.
The boy hurried back, expertly balancing the food as he manoeuvred around and through the walkers. âEh, tambi,' Katekar said, âget me narial-pani.'
âYes, seth,' the boy said, and he was away.
âNarial-pani?' Shalini said, looking arch.
He had told her the previous month about an article he had read in an afternoon paper which asserted that coconuts were full of harmful fat. She had waved her hand at him and said that she didn't believe all these new-fangled things he read in papers, who had ever got ill from eating coconuts or drinking narial-pani? But she never forgot anything, and she wasn't going to let him get away with his backsliding from science. He tilted his head to one side, and smiled. âOnly today.'
She smiled back, and let him be. So Katekar sat and drank his narial-pani, and watched Mohit devote himself to his sev-puri, and Rohit watch the passing girls. A ship balanced on the gleaming horizon. Katekar watched it, and he knew it was moving but could not see it move.
âDada!'
Katekar turned, and there was Vishnu Ghodke, waving frantically. He made his way over, followed by Bharti and the children. There was the usual flurry of greetings, and a lot of shifting about, and then the family was finally established on two mats. Shalini had Bharti close to her, and Vishnu was near Katekar. The children were hemmed in between Bharti and Vishnu. The two girls were typically beribboned and fancy-frocked, but the boy, who had been born last after much prayer and ritual, was dressed as if he were going to a wedding. He had on a little blue bow-tie, and a big red plastic wristwatch which he was winding and rewinding. Mohit and Rohit leaned over to push him about, and Katekar felt a surge of affection for the two, for wanting to mess up the prissy little brat's careful coif. He squeezed the cheeks of his two nieces as Shalini and Bharti launched instantly into an animated conversation about some ongoing family intrigue involving relatives of relatives. Katekar liked his older niece best, the girl who had quietly watched the boy become the centre of her parents' world with an increasing understanding and resig
nation.
âYou've grown taller, Sudha,' he said. âAlready, so soon.'
âShe eats like a horse,' said her father, with a guffaw and a hand on her head.
Katekar saw the angry squeeze of Sudha's jaw as she ducked away to whisper something in her sister's ear. Vishnu had a voice that didn't need any loudspeakers. Katekar said, âShe wants to grow up to be tall, like me. Sudha, you come here and sit next to me. I'm also very hungry. Arre, tambi.'
So Sudha sat next to Katekar, and they went over the menu together, and from that much-stained paper, chose a feast of bhelpuri, papri chaat and Sudha's favourite, pav-bhaji. They ate together, and now Katekar relished the break of sour into sweet on his tongue. Food was the greatest and most reliable of pleasures, and to sit on Chowpatty and eat it with wife and family, with the sea heaving gently, was as close to contentment as Katekar had ever been. So he sat and listened to Bharti go on. She was wearing a shiny green sari. A new one, Katekar thought. She had been a stocky little girl when he had first seen her, too shy to speak to him. A very few years later, Vishnu had given her a heavier mangalsutra than Katekar could remember from any wedding in the family, and she had never stopped talking since. She was wearing the mangalsutra now, along with a gold chain that went around her neck twice.