SEAL Team Seven Tyler: Book 4 (12 page)

Tyler

I knew it, knew after the fucked up day I’d had that I was gonna do this shit. I held her in my arms against my chest as the other girl who’d stolen my heart tried to push her away. I’m gonna have to get these two to come together looked like.

“Zakira say uncle Ty.” She rolled her eyes at me. I guess she was not pleased that I was sharing my affections. I kissed her little mouth and hugged her close with my other arm.

The others were starting to relax and giving me the look. I know what that shit meant, it meant do you wanna talk about it? They knew the answer to that one too. I never wanted to talk about this shit

I’d told them the story a long time ago, what I remembered and what had been written in the papers. But it wasn’t something I liked revisiting too often. Why would I? It was the worse fucking time of my life.

I figured I was gonna have to tell her though. Victoria-Lyn, since I’d decided to keep her, to blend our lives together, it was only fair.

When my brothers and their women ascertained that I was going to be okay, and more to the point when baby Zak fell asleep and eased up on the death grip she had on my neck that was meant to keep Vicki away, they left us alone.

“I’ll come get her as soon as I wake up in the morning, we have to do our exercise routine since the rest of you AW…never mind.” They had a good laugh at that. I was about to call them AWOL for pussy but I guess I’d joined the ranks myself.

Damn I hope I don’t become too much of a bitch made motherfucker, but somehow I thought it was eminent, it seems like that’s the only way to go with this love shit.

“I guess you wanna know what that was all about.” She was lying with her head on my chest, her hand making circles on my flesh that were making my dick stand up and take notice.

You’re a dog Ty, she’s hurt and you’ve probably scared her half to death for the second time today and all you can think about is rolling her to her back and burying your cock inside her.

I held her hand to stop the movement, but that didn’t stop my dick from reacting to her nearness. I pushed thoughts of getting her beneath me aside and concentrated on what I had to tell her. It was going to be days if not weeks before I could take her so there was no use even dwelling on it.

Of course after putting her off all this time, I now found that I didn’t want to wait, but I will because I have to. “I saw my stepfather kill my mom. I was about five when it happened.”

I felt her body stiffen and she tried lifting her head to look at me but I held her in place. “He’d been in jail, she’d help put him there. He was caught molesting a kid or some shit and wanted her to keep it hush-hush but she called the authorities.”

“He got sent away for five to ten but only did three I think; but he’d sworn in front of the court that he would get her when he got out. I guess she thought she had time, even if she could afford to move, which I don’t think she could. We lived in a rundown apartment in a not so nice part of town, at least that’s what I remember.”

“Anyway, either she thought she had time or she didn’t take the threats seriously, apparently nobody did, because she didn’t get the call like she was supposed to when he got out early for good behavior.”

I could feel the old rage boiling up inside me. The rage that had only festered and grown when I became old enough to understand just how fucked up the system was, and how horribly it had failed her.

“I was at the kitchen table doing my homework when she heard him at the door, he was trying to break in. I think she’d changed the locks or some shit I can’t remember. Anyway she made me go into the closet in her room and hide. I don’t think she knew what he had planned or she never would’ve sent me in there.”

I felt the bile rise in my throat as I relived the horror in my mind. “I watched him rape her before stabbing her repeatedly. While he was violating her body, her eyes found mine, and she shook her head.

That was her way of telling me to stay quiet. Then she motioned for me to close my eyes. Even then I think she thought that would be it, but it wasn’t.”

“As soon as he climbed off her body he pulled the knife and went to work. Her screams must’ve alerted the neighbors. I was frozen in place, couldn’t even scream though there was a helluva one trapped in my lungs.”

“There was a dripping sound coming from the bed, I learned later that it was her blood from where he’d cut her. Then that drip changed to a steady pour. That’s when he’d cut her throat.”

I felt her body jerk and shake in my arms. “Fuck me I shouldn’t have told you this.” I squeezed her to me while trying not to hurt her. “Why the fuck do I keep messing up with you?” I rolled her to her back and leaned over so I could look down into her face.

“It’s okay, I’m glad you told me, but it’s so sad.” There were tears in her eyes; I never wanted to see her cry again, ever. She’d shed enough tears as far as I was concerned.

“It was a long time ago.” I tried to soften the blow, though each time I relived it felt like the first, like I was back in that room reliving that horror.

“What happened to him, did they catch him? Is he in jail?” She was pissed it was too cute. I kissed her nose to let her know that I appreciated her pique on my mom’s behalf, but I personally had come to terms with it a long time ago.

I guess it helped that the commander had had him taken care of in prison where he was serving out a life sentence. That shit had gone a long way to helping me get over some of the anger I’d been carrying around for so long.

It had been months after I’d first told the team my story after the second time I’d had an episode and they had to hold me down and keep watch. Con had been the one to force me to come clean, to get it out.

After they’d all listened, including the commander, nothing had been said, but they were all beyond pissed on my behalf.

The next I heard anything about it is when the CO called me into his office and dropped the envelope on his desk before leaving me alone in the room.

I’d thought they were discharge papers at first, thought he’d maybe had enough of my shit. But when I opened that envelope with my heart in my throat, hating myself for fucking up the only good thing in my life.

Wondering how I was gonna make it without the men I’d come to think of as my brothers, the picture that fell out into my lap brought me up short.

It was him. I remembered his face from the newspaper clippings. Only in these he was fucked up and he looked… was he dead? Later the commander told me what he’d done.

How he’d looked up the case and called a few people to get the whole story and then he’d called in a few favors and had the scum taken care of.

There was nothing I could say. I’d long been trying to figure out how to do the same thing myself. But for this man who I looked up to like a father to take that upon himself for me, it had solidified our relationship and brought us closer.

I’d told the others what he’d done after his death, but Logan had seemed to know already, which didn’t surprise me. His death had helped to ease some of what I was carrying around with me, but until now I didn’t think anything could make what was left bearable.

“He died in prison.” That’s all I told her before lowering my head and licking across her lips. My body shook for a whole different reason this time. It was the first time I’d tasted her.

Knowing that I had to keep myself in check, that I couldn’t take her now, made it all the sweeter. Her lips were still bruised so instead of the kiss I wanted I teased them with my tongue, only dipping it inside to play with hers for a little bit before pulling back.

She felt so warm and soft next to me, like she was meant to be there. I ran my finger gently down her cheek not seeing the bruises there, but the beauty beneath.

My heart actually moved in my chest when I thought ‘this is mine’. It was the sweetest moment I’d ever had in my life. Something I never thought to share with another living soul.

She didn’t seem to think any less of me because of my background, and because she pretty much no longer had a choice in the matter, I didn’t bother to ask.

“I’m going to have so much fun being in love with you.” What the fuck Ty, who the fuck says that cheesy shit? It was the thought that ran through my head though and I couldn’t resist sharing.

“Oh Tyler.” Why the fuck was she crying? I guess they were good tears since she wrapped her arms around me and went after my mouth. “No baby, you’ll hurt yourself, let me.” I took my time letting my tongue taste her again, running it slowly, sensually, back and forth across her bottom lip that was still swollen.

I kissed every bruise on her face until she was squirming beneath me and I had to press my cock into the mattress to keep from losing my head and just taking her.

“How do you feel sweetheart, are you having much pain?” She shook her head and lifted her mouth to mine. I guess she was trying to tell me shut up and kiss her, but I needed to be sure that I wouldn’t hurt her.

“No love, tell me.” She pouted like the baby when she didn’t get her way and made me grin. I caught myself, realizing that for the first time in my life I was truly at ease. There was no lingering worry about what she would think of me, that she would look at me with distaste.

I didn’t realize until now that that had been my problem, my big worry, well one of them anyway. How the woman in my life would handle my life story. “I’m just a little sore, the stuff you and Dani used seemed to work really well.”

“Let me see for myself.” Before she could answer one way or another I reared back and lifted the old tee shirt I’d given her to wear to bed. Her ribs were already changing color again.

Once again I lowered my head to lick her bruised flesh. I licked my way up her chest from her ribs to her unharnessed tit. It was the firmest tit I’d even seen. Plump and sitting high on her chest, just begging for my mouth.

I took the nipple in my mouth and she damn near pushed me off of her. Her back arched and she pushed her rapidly hardening nipple deeper into my mouth.

I could feel my cock leaking into the pajama bottoms I wore as I moved my mouth from one nipple to the next. “Ummmm.” I had the mad urge to bite into her flesh, to mark her, to claim, to tame.

Pull back Tyler, too soon. Not because we’d only just begun, but because she’d been hurt only that day and she needed time to heal. “I can’t wait ‘til you’re all better. I want inside you in the worst way.”

She grabbed my head and pulled it back towards her tit. I smiled around her flesh as I licked then bit into it making her arch into me again.

I made love to her nipples going from one to the other with my hand between her thighs rubbing her pussy on the outside of her panties.

She was soaking wet and crying out into the night, but I knew as much as I wanted to mount her it would only be for my pleasure, that she probably wouldn’t get any enjoyment if we were to fuck right now.

Her breathing became choppy and erratic and I had to calm her. “Shh baby, it’s okay I’ll take care of you.” I’m thinking I maybe shouldn’t have got her this turned on in her state, but the deed was done. There was still something I could do for her though.

I pulled her panties down her legs and opened her pussy with my fingers. “Your pussy’s so pink baby.” I licked the outside of her pussy folds with the flat of my tongue until I reached the hood that hid her clit.

She was so turned on already that it was peeping out at me. I teased her clit with the tip of my tongue while pinching her nipple between my fingers. I teased her clit until it came fully out of its hiding place, and sucked it into my mouth.

Her pussy creamed, I wanted to taste her, had to taste her before I went mad. I let my tongue travel from her clit to her pussy slit and delved in. Sweet fucking ambrosia.

Her pussy grabbed my tongue it was so fucking tight. All I could think about was how that shit was gonna feel around my cock. I had to reach down between my cock and the bed and squeeze my shit; he did not understand what the fuck was going on.

He scented the pussy and was wondering what the fuck was the hold-up. I ate her pussy nice and slow holding her in place so that she wouldn’t hurt herself. Her taste was unlike anything I’d ever known before.

I French kissed her pussy, sinking my tongue deep inside her before pulling out and sucking her clit. I kept repeating that over and over until I felt her body preparing to cum.

She moved her ass wildly and her hands grabbed my head as she mashed her pussy harder into my mouth. She screamed like a banshee as she came in my mouth

To bring her down before taking her up again, I pulled my tongue out of her and kissed her inner thigh, licking and nibbling my way down to her knee before moving over to the other leg.

This time I started at her knee and sucked and licked the flesh of her thigh before making my way to her pussy mound. “I love your fat pussy.” I cupped her whole pussy in my big rough hand and felt the tickle of the sparse pubes that covered her cunt.

I rubbed her clit with my palm until she was grinding herself against my hand hard. Her breathing sped up again and she was moaning out my name and begging me…

“What do you want baby? Tell me.” She was red in her face but she still moved against my hand. “Your mouth, please Ty.”  I nipped her thigh before giving her my mouth again like she asked.