Secret life: firsthand accounts of UFO abductions (14 page)

Does this take a while, or is this a very short procedure?

Not as short as some of the others. But it’s not long and drawn out. They’re very careful. The other times they rush around, they give you a real fast exam. They usually focus on one part more than another, depending on what interests them. This time they’re focusing on this and they’re really careful, not because of you but because of the disgusting old hybrid embryos that they’re sticking into you. I feel like a cow. I’m so mad, but I’m also so exhausted. And I now there really isn’t anything I can do.

What does he do when he finishes with this?

The instrument stays in a while, and then he pulls it out. I have the impression there’s a lot of goo involved, but I never remember
feeling it…. And he pulls this thing out and he… I don’t know if he hands it to someone or puts it down. He might hand it to someone. And then he pats my stomach or touches my stomach and says, “There we go.” I say, “You’re disgusting, get your hand off me! Take your hand off me! Take your hand off me!” And he does.

Where was his hand, on your stomach still?

He took his hand off my stomach, and he sort of shakes his head as if he’s puzzled. Shaking is too violent a term, he moves his head as if he’s puzzled, as if to say, “I don’t know what’s the matter with this one.”

(Karen Morgan, 28, 1977)

Karen woke up in the morning with a sticky, gelatinous substance between her legs. She was puzzled about how she got it and washed it off in her morning shower.

Lynn Miller was with her son when they were driving to Cape May, New Jersey. They saw a huge object hovering by the side of the road, and Lynn felt compelled to pull the car over and stop. In the ensuing abduction, the aliens separated Lynn from her son, inserted a needle into her bellybutton, and then implanted something in her.

He puts something inside.

Do you feel whether this is going in just a little way, or a long way, or… ?

It’s all the way in.

Left side or right side?

I don’t know. I can’t tell.

Can you describe what this feels like? Does this give you any pain, or pressure, or cramping?

It hurts.

Now, is this after they do the bellybutton procedure, or before?

After.

And what happens next?

It feels like there’s something still in there, but they’re done.

Do you think that they put something in, or they took something out?

It feels like they put something in.

Okay. And what happens then?

Then they make me get off the table.

Just before that, now, this taller one, does he come over to you, say something to you?

They tell me they’re implanting me.

Does he say with what?

No. He said I was implanted.

Do they mean internally?

I don’t know.

What do you say when they say that?

I don’t remember saying anything.

(Lynn Miller, 30, 1985)

Janet Demerest has also had events in which she felt that something had been left inside her. As it was for Lynn, it was difficult for her to tell what was happening during one of them.

At some point the guy is there with this long metal thing, like a needle. But I don’t know what context [it is in]…. I think he stuck that thing inside me, and I thought it was going to hurt.

Now when you say stuck inside of you, do you mean through your stomach or… ?

Vaginally.

What do you think he’s doing there? What is your impression?

My impression is that he is putting something inside of me….

Do you feel any pain?

No, but I’m scared.

Do you say anything to him?

No, I’m afraid to move….

I asked Janet what the thing looked like that had been left in her. She said that it was “a little round thing.” When the procedure was completed, a female Being helped her off the table.

Somebody helps me sit up, pushing me from the back. I think it’s a woman, I don’t know.

Okay. You sit up on the table?

And all I can think is that I want to have a baby.

And what happens next?

Well, I think I kind of tell that to the woman, that I want to have a baby.

Does she respond?

No. She has no expression on her face at all…. I feel like I’m going to have a baby, and that I want to have a baby.

Do you think that might be related to seeing that thing put inside you?

I don’t know. I don’t know why all of a sudden I would want to have a baby.

(Janet Demerest, 33, 1987)

The procedures for implanting an embryo seem similar to harvesting an egg, and often the abductee cannot tell the difference. Similarly, it is often difficult to tell when the aliens extract an embryo or fetus from the abductee.

The extraction of the implanted embryo is the third critical gynecological procedure in the primary experiences. The abductee with the implanted fertilized egg may not realize that she is pregnant even though she stops menstruating. The abductee may have been extremely careful in her use of birth control, or she may not have had sexual relations of any sort for many months, and therefore there would be little or no reason to believe that she was pregnant. Nevertheless, her breasts swell and retain water, she may have morning sickness, and she may have a “pregnant feeling.” She may take a home pregnancy test that shows positive, and then she may go to a physician for a blood test that confirms her suspicions—she is pregnant.

But about six to twelve weeks later her period begins again. She is inexplicably not pregnant. She has no miscarriage, no expulsion of fetal material, no indication that something was “wrong.” She goes to her physician, who confirms that the fetus has suddenly disappeared.

Sometimes the pregnant woman decides to have an abortion. When the abortion takes place the physician is puzzled and mystified: There is no fetus. It has mysteriously disappeared.

We cannot be sure of the exact number of times a woman has undergone the implantation and extraction procedures unless we know the number of pregnancies that are terminated in the first
trimester. Even then, the pregnancy may be terminated after a very short time, and the subject may assume that she simply missed a period or two and never know she was pregnant. We also have indications that some extractions are completed just before the first menstrual period is missed so that the woman has virtually no overt signs of pregnancy.

Lynn Miller described being painfully poked in the side by the Taller Being and told, “It’s time to take it.” The Taller Being began by using a speculum-type instrument followed by a long, black instrument with a “cup” on the end of it.

Can you tell me what this looks like?

It’s long and it’s black. It’s got sort of a cup on the end or something.

Okay, you can go on.

With a suction or something.

Is this instrument attached to anything, or… ?

To a machine.

Is the machine on?

There’s buttons lit up.

Do you hear any noise from it?

No, it’s silent.

So he inserts this suction-cup device, and what happens next?

It feels like he’s tearing something inside at first…. They’re not too gentle. I keep on telling them it hurts.

Do they respond to that?

No.

Does he try to make it stop hurting?

No.

Does he say anything to you while this is going on?

No.

Okay, you can go on.

He seems to pull something out, and he puts it right in something else.

What does he put it in?

Sort of a container with water or something in it.

Is this container near the table, or does somebody give it to him?

He gives it to him.

I mean, when he first got it does somebody bring it to him to put whatever… ?

Yeah, one of the little guys. He wants me to see it. I don’t want to see it.

Does he show it to you anyway?

Yes.

What are you looking at, then?

I’m looking at a fetus.

Is this a live little fetus?

Yes, it’s in the bag.

Why does he want you to see this?

He says, “This is your child and we’re going to raise it.” Does this look like a normal fetus?

Yes. I told him it was part of me and they didn’t have any right. He says, “It’s our right.”

That’s all he says, “It’s our right”?

Yeah.

Now, what does he do with this container?

He puts it in the machine.

Is there a door or a drawer for it, or an opening?

There’s an opening on the top; he lifts it up and puts it in.

Does it disappear into the machine, then?

I can still see it. It must be glass.

Do you ask him why he’s doing this?

No. I just tell him it’s mine.

Does he volunteer any information as to why he’s doing this?

No, he just said it’s all right.

What happens next?

He told me I’m done, get dressed.

(Lynn Miller, 31, 1986)

Although the majority of fetal extraction procedures are performed when the abductee lies on a table, Anita Davis had a fetal extraction while sitting in a special chair.

It’s almost like a birthing chair, it’s at an incline this way, and he’s adjusting straps, or stirrups, or something. I don’t get the feeling it’s to tie me down or anything. I know that I’m going to somehow sit on this thing.

… So this looks more like a chairlike device.

Like a chair that you’d squat in, like something that if you were to give birth in, it would be a good thing. It would go along with the force of gravity, and it would have you in the squatting position with one foot on each thing. I want to go back to the table. I don’t like this.

But you don’t actually see a table in the room?

No, I don’t think so. I tried to.

Okay.

It’s very obvious that what they put in now has to come out. It’s almost time to give birth to it, but yet, they’re not doing one of those birth numbers, but yet… It has, it’s time to take it out so they can have it. There’s a sense of relief with that.

Is it more than one of them who are adjusting this?

He’s adjusting this. He’s doing it all. The little guys are just standing there, almost hands behind their backs, at ease.

So what are you doing?

We’re talking back and forth. I see.

It’s almost like the obstetrician. I don’t have any sense of dread or anything; it’s like “Yeah, this is part of the procedure.” He gets it ready, I get into it, sort of, there’s no pain or anything…. He straps my feet in. It feels just like going to the obstetrician, though. There’s no sense of “Oh, what are you doing to me?” I know what’s happening….

So you get into this contraption. And they kind of…

Strap my feet in.

Where are your arms?

There’s like handles on the sides….

So now you’re… sitting upright?

Mm-hmm.

Your legs are…

Kind of bent, like a frog.

What are your feet on?

On little foot platform things, kind of… .

What are the little ones doing?

Just standing there.

And the taller one?

He positions himself underneath… with maybe something made of glass… something to catch it in. And he has me bear down once. There’s no pain, it’s not like I’m simulating birth or
anything. And for some reason it just comes right out. There’s a sense of relief. He gives almost a little Pyrex thing to one of the little guys, and he takes it out.

Can you see that little Pyrex thing?

Yeah, if you want to know what it looks like, it looks like what you’d expect a very early miscarriage to look like.
(Anita Davis, 33, 1991)

Twenty-year-old Tracy Knapp found herself the subject of a fetal extraction procedure that provoked intense feelings of sadness and depression in her.