“Will Cox was good friends with the sheriff but his boy was convicted all the same. Les spoke up in court, âYou're giving that life sentence to a young feller that can't tolerate no cooped-up life! I weren't cut out to make it on no chain gang!' Maybe the judge winked, as some has claimed, maybe he didn't, but everybody heard him say, âYou'll be all right, boy.' That judge knew what he was talking about, too.
“Les was sent to prison for the rest of his natural life and stayed three months. He was on the road gang out of Silver Springs. One day his daddy was out there talking to the guard and a railroad car got loose some way while Les was on it. Rolled down the grade to where he jumped off and run. Never been seen since, not by the law. Supposed to be dead but there's plenty who will tell you he came back in later years hunting revenge. nobody around this county could believe Les Cox was dead and they don't today.”
FORT WHITE
At the paved highway they turned south toward Fort White, then west again on the Old Bellamy Road. Where wisteria and a few old pecan trees recalled to him a long-gone homestead, Mr. Kinard said, “As a young feller, Edgar lived a while in an old cropper's shack used to be right over yonder, shade of them oaks. Later years, he bought some Collins land just down the road here, built his own house and farmed several hundred acres. Good farmer, too, cause if he'd of been a poor one, we'd of knowed about it.”
On a hilltop on the north side of the road stood a sallow house with a dark-shaded porch and a rust-streaked tin roof shrouded by the Spanish moss on an immense red oak. “That's the place. That's where Brooks Kinard and Joe Burdett served him that warrant. I was up there one day with my dad, we was driving him a well, fixing his pump, so I remember Edgar. He was thick through the shoulders and uncommon strong, my daddy told me.”
Across the Fort White Road was Elim Baptist Church which Grover Kinard wished to visit. Though the church had been replaced, his parents awaited him in the old churchyard, also his sister and his brother Brooks. “See his dates? May 1910, same month we seen the Great White Fire in the sky. Some thought poor Brooks had took sick from that comet but I reckon he died of his consumption.” The lettering on the Kinard headstones was blurred by moss and lichens and the stones had shaggy grass around the base. “My folks ain't hardly had a visit since the day they come here,” mourned the Deacon, scraping the lichens uselessly with a weak penknife.
Not far from the Kinards lay D. M. Tolen, 1872â1908. His gravestone read, “How Desolate Our Home Bereft of Thee”âa graveyard irony, Lucius thought, since according to Kinard, Mike Tolen's widow had fled that bloodied cabin and gone straight back to her Myers family in South Carolina.
Nearing Fort White, the county road narrowed to a shady village street of gaunt frame houses in old weedy yards. At a counter in the grocery store, they bought barbecue ribs with soft rolls and soda pop, then carried their lunch outside to a wood picnic table where three old black men hitched along to the far end of the bench, ceding most of their space to the white men.
Working his toothpick, the Deacon frowned and muttered, patting the pockets of memory for something lost. “Born right here in this ol' town and I ain't been back in years,” he sighed, “and it ain't like I live so far away. Eleven miles! Just goes to show how life leaks away when you ain't paying attention. One day you look up, look around, and the world is empty. Not empty exactly but something is wrong, there ain't no color left to life.” outraged, he glared at Lucius. “Watsons long gone and Coxes moved away, Burdetts and Betheas, too. Ain't none of them good old families left. Died out or gone off to the cities, gone away like they was never here at all.”
CRAZY WATSON EYES
Following Kinard's directions to the Collins house, Lucius traveled south through the old woods on a clay track as white as bonemeal, with dust so fine that the tires made no sound. He passed no cabin, heard no dog. Then the wood opened and the old schoolhouse rose on a knoll under great oaks.
Already in the door was Ellen Collins, a rather thickset person who looked cross. Over her shoulder, gazing at him from the wall across the room, were three figures in a large old-fashioned photo in an oval frame. A young girl in a white dress, full-mouthed, not quite pouting, stood behind a pert, quizzical old lady in a black dress with white scarf and brooch who was seated beside an imposing man in a dark suit, white embroidered shirt, and black bow tie. The man's gaze was forthright and his brow clear. His hair was plastered to his head after the fashion of the time, and a heavy mustache flowed down into bushy sideburns that extended to the corners of his jaw.
“Great-Uncle Edgar, about 1904.” Ellen Collins swept her arm in introduction, having missed his start of consternation at this unexpected confrontation: why was a portrait of unmentionable Uncle Edgar hanging on the wall of a Collins house? “With Great-Grandmother Ellen Watson and my aunt May Collins as a girl,” Ellen Collins was saying. She introduced Cousin Hettie Collins and her daughter April before pointing him to a chair.
When pretty Hettie welcomed him with a warm peck on the cheek, her daughter teased her. “Mama? Are we âkissin' cousins'?” April Collins, not yet twenty, had taffy hair hacked shortâby herself, from the look of itâand the same bald gaze as the great-uncle on the wall, the same white crescent underneath the pupil. “Yep,” she laughed. “I got 'em, too. âCrazy Watson Eyes.' ”
Lucius saw nothing crazy in his father's eyes, only that fixed gaze, as if he had never blinked in all his life. But as he watched, Papa's likeness seemed to shift and resettle into a visage swollen with intransigenceâa change effected by that crescent, white and hard as boiled albumen, as if a trapped madman were glaring out through the eye slits of a mask.
From their hard settee, the silent ladies watched him, mystified by his intense absorption in the portrait. He took a deep breath and let the vision go. On the wall, a serene Papa resumed his place between his mother and his niece.
“That's the first photograph I've ever seen,” he explained, finding his voice.
“That's the
only
photograph: how could you have seen it?” Cousin Ellen sat stiffly, arms folded on her chest, ready to bar his admission to this household. “If I hadn't told you, how would you even know that that was him?”
“He's kin, Aunt Ellie! L. Watson Collins?
Got
to be kin!”
“For all we know, that's an alias,” said her aunt severely. Plainly she was having second thoughts about permitting this self-styled Collins to cross their sill. “If Julian ever got wind of this, or Cousin Edâ”
Lucius cut her off by asking boldly if, in the opinion of this Collins family, Great-Uncle Edgar had really been a cold-blooded killer. Startled, his cousins deflected the question. April jumped in. “When that man smiled, watch out! Uncle Edgarâ”
Ellen Collins cut her off. “Uncle Edgar could be ever so pleasant and considerate, but nobody dared cross him. Oh, just a
violent
temper! My brother has that explosive temper, too. He'd pick a quarrel with a fence post. More than once, I've heard him say, âIf I had lived in Uncle Edgar's day, I'd have killed those Tolens, too.' ”
“Uncle Edgar was acquitted, Ellie,” Hettie reproved her. “But he never learned to control his temper, that is true. We know something dreadful happened in his youth in Carolina. That story arrived with the Herlongs, who came south from Edgefield County after Granny Ellen, but the grownups would never repeat it.”
Ellie inquired, “I suppose you know about Belle Starr? That was a story he never quite denied. He always said he'd had no choice because she'd ride around his place, shooting her pearl-handled six-guns, spooking his horses, so one day, he just stepped out and took care of it.”
“Probably fooling,” Hettie said. “Everybody said he liked to tease.”
“Granddad Billy Collins was very offended by that Belle Starr story. He told his boys it was dishonorable to shoot a woman, even an outlaw queen. Granddad died young, before the Tolen trouble, but he'd made up his mind about his brother-in-law before he went.”
“One thing we heard, Uncle Edgar sang âThe Streets of Laredo' with real feeling. Claimed it came from an old Celtic lament which had tingled up the iron blood of his Highlands ancestors, but we think he brought that song from Oklahoma along with his black hat. You never caught him out without that hat on.”
“Probably going bald,” April suggested. “Wore black hats and sang sad songs because he knew he would die before his time and was remorseful for his misspent life.”
“Oh, what nonsense, girl!” The ladies tittered.
Lucius liked these new cousins very much, especially Hettie, who was pretty in her old-fashioned brown dress, though slight and fragile as if ill. He knew he should confess right now that he was Cousin Lucius but this would make them instantly suspiciousâ
Why are you masquerading as a Collins?
Once they mistrusted him, they would tell him nothing. On the other hand, the telephone could ring at any momentâstrait-laced Julian warning them that nosy Cousin Lucius was in town.
His kin awaited him in a stiff row like frontier women squinting over the hammers of long muskets. Mind racing, he frowned intently at the picture. “I'm named for Granny Ellen,” Ellie Collins said. “And that's Aunt May at about fourteen. Her brothers are my daddy, known as Willie, and my uncle Julian, who won't so much as mention their late uncle.”
April grinned. “Hold everything they know so tight that nobody knows if they know anything at all!” Hettie and her daughter laughed with that affectionate malice reserved for family folly. They seemed quite willing to air out old closed rooms, since the Collins clan had nothing to be ashamed of, but for the moment, Ellie's presence kept them in line. “Collins honor,” she reproved them, trying not to smile.
“
Watson
honor!” April cried. “If it weren't for darned old Cousin Ed, this family might have loosened up a little after all this time!”
RAKING LEAVES BY MOONLIGHT
The ladies recalled that Uncle Edgar's four children had returned with their mother from Oklahoma to live in this community while their father was finishing his new house in the Everglades. When these cousins departed, all tears and smiles, they promised to come visit, but the only one who ever did was Eddie.
“Cousin Ed must have been fifteen when he came back here to help out on his father's new farm. Like Rob and Carrie, he was born in that old cabin near the Junction but the place he called home was Uncle Edgar's new house on the hill.
“Over the years, Cousin Ed never tired of talking about Carrie Langford and her banker and her fine riverside house. He rarely mentioned his brothers, so the Collins memory of Rob and Lucius more or less died out. Ed said he knew little about Robert and Lucius because he only heard from those two when they wanted money. As for Edna's children, they weren't Watsons anymore. His stepmotherâEd always said âmy stepmother,' although he was older than she wasâhad changed her name and cut off communication with the family.”
Hettie sighed. “Ed's saying that doesn't make it so, because much as we loved our dear cousin, he mostly saw things in a way that suited his idea of himself. We told him where to get in touch with Edna but he wasn't really interested and never tried.
“When Ed got his first auto, he would come through on vacations twice a year and bring his children. They'd stop here coming and they'd stop here going, and every visit without fail, he would tell us about yesteryear, how he went to Fort White school and got beaten with peach switches when he failed his lessons, and all about the meat and biscuits in thick syrup that the kids brought to class in their big lunch pails, and the three brass cuspidors lined up for tobacco-spitting contests at the general store, and the town marshal with a club lashed to his wrist and a big pistol, and the saloon where passersby might see some poor fellow pitched through the swinging doors. There wasn't one detail of the old days in Fort White that Ed forgot.”
April laughed. “Year after year, we hoped he would forget. He never did.”
“Well, Ed had a sincere attachment to these woods,” her mother reflected. “He'd drive into the yard and get out and look around at the oaks and hickories, hands on his hips, y'know, then heave a great big sigh and say, âI sure feel like I've come home when I come back here.' We never could figure why these old woods meant so much to him, cause when he got here he hardly took a step outdoors.”
“After his first wife died, Ed thought nothing of bringing a female friend, might be a week,” Ellie said with disapproval. “One was the weirdest woman we ever saw. Before she sat down to her supper she would take her belt off, put it around her
neck
!”
“Didn't want to constrict her stomach till she et up all our food. And Gussie! Tell about the one he married, Mama.”
“Augusta was too lady-like to sweat, you know, didn't even
perspire.
All us poor country women were worn out and soaking wet from the damp summer heat, hair gone slack and
beads
of sweat on brow and lip. And here was Augusta perched on the edge of her chair, cool as a daffodil, even though she was buttoned up right to the chin. Him, too. Buttoned up tight.
“We never saw him without white shirt and tie even when cooking. Oh yes, Ed dearly loved to cook! Before Edna Bethea came into their life, Ed cooked for his daddy in the new house on the hillâUncle Edgar wouldn't pay a cook just for the two of them. Ed never tired of telling how hard his daddy worked him, how he raked the yard by moonlight after doing chores all day. And without fail his Gussie would pretend she'd never heard that story. âRaked the yard at
night
?' She'd turn real slow, hand to her mouth, and stare at him round-eyed, just a-marveling. And Cousin Ed chuckling along to let us know something pretty good was coming our way. Then he'd bust right out with itââWell,
heck
! We never had free time during the day!'