So Cold the River (2010) (9 page)

“That’ll do.”

Kellen lifted his hand and punched a button on his key chain and the lights of a car in front of them flicked on. A black
Porsche Cayenne that looked brand-new.

“They must pay students better than they did when I was in school,” Eric said.

“Nah, I bought this with my side venture. Sling a little bit of that crack.”

“I’m sure you do.”

Kellen smiled. “One of these days I’m going to get a white guy to believe that.”

“Matter of time,” Eric agreed, walking around to the passenger side, opening the door, and sliding into the leather seat.
“It is a damn nice car, though.”

“My brother gave it to me,” Kellen said. “Twenty-fifth birthday present.”

Eric raised his eyebrows. “That’s one hell of a present. What’s he do?”

“I’ll show you in a while,” Kellen said, and he didn’t elaborate as he started the engine and drove them away from the hotel.
Eric didn’t question him. On another night, the remark might have caught his curiosity more. Tonight, all he wanted to do
was press his head back against the seat, shut his eyes, and believe that when he opened them again, the only things he’d
see would be of this world.

J
OSIAH
B
RADFORD WOULDN’T HAVE
minded just sitting on the porch with his feet up and having a few beers in privacy that night, waiting on the heat to settle
and letting a day’s work ease out of his muscles. Danny Hastings had a wild hair in him, though, way Danny tended to on Fridays,
and so Josiah found himself away from the porch and at the casino instead.

Danny was maybe the dumbest son of a bitch had ever learned to walk upright, but he still had more brains than money. Despite
that, he found his way down to that casino about weekly. He was the sort of dumb that thought he was one pull of the slot
lever away from rich, one righteous shuffle and deal away from flying first class to France.

Pathetic shit, if you asked Josiah.

Could’ve stayed home, of course, but once Danny called, Josiah relented pretty easy. That had nothing to do with Danny or
the casino and more to do with the fact that Josiah’s mood
was darker than normal after working in that blistering sun and dodging Amos and watching the weekend crowd arrive at the
hotel. A distraction seemed like a good choice. Josiah knew his own moods pretty well by now, saw ’em coming like storm clouds,
and tried to get out of their way when he could. There’d be times, though, when he’d see them on the horizon and just not
give a shit, let them come on and wash over him. And on those occasions, heaven help you if you got in his way.

He was inclined, as he often was, for a good screw. That was fortuitous, because the women did more drinking on a weekend
night, a circumstance in his favor. He and Danny got to the casino around eight, and Josiah downed a few bourbons and watched
Danny gamble away the forty bucks he had in cash—money that was supposed to get him through till next Thursday’s paycheck—then
go to the ATM and take out a fifty-dollar cash advance on the last credit card any bank would ever be fool enough to give
him. Josiah left the blackjack table then, ordered another drink, and shot the shit with a few old boys he knew who were hanging
around the bar waiting for Danny to get cleaned out one more time.

It was carrying on toward ten when he walked by the blackjack tables on his way to take a piss and saw Danny haggling with
the dealer, two dollars in chips left in front of him. Couldn’t do nothing but shake your head at that. Stupid bastard.

Josiah took a leak and came out and stared around the room, feeling the weight of his anger again, anger driven even deeper
because he hadn’t found a woman. Oh, there were some tens around, no mistake about that, but they were all hanging off somebody
else’s arm already, rich bitches come down for the weekend with their boyfriends. Wouldn’t look at Josiah but would look through
him, same as the hotel guests always did. There were people—Danny Hastings, for one—who were comfortable with
that sort of thing, slipped into their anonymous little life like it was skin that fit them. Didn’t fit Josiah, though. He
wasn’t the sort who could tolerate being an unknown. That was what he realized as he studied some of the men in the casino,
men who controlled whatever crowd of assholes they’d arrived with. He didn’t want their damn money or their slut wives or
their ass-kissing buddies. What he wanted—deserved—was the role. People took notice of these pricks and treated Josiah like
he was furniture.

Hell with it. He’d have one more drink and call it a night.

He was halfway back to the bar when he heard someone scream, a wild impression of a rebel yell that came out more like a little
girl’s sound, or maybe a pig’s squeal, something that made the hair rise up along his arms and neck, not because it frightened
him but because he knew the source—it was Danny.

Danny had won.

There were wild bells and chimes going off somewhere back among the slot machines, and Josiah fell in grudging step with a
handful of other onlookers and walked toward the sound.

“
Josiah!
Josiah, where you at? You got to see this!”

Danny shouting for him even though Josiah was just five steps away now.

“Josiah!”

“Shut up, I’m right here.” He shouldered up beside Danny to look at the display. Dollar slot machine, thing still buzzing
and clattering, designed to draw a crowd of fools who’d want to rush off and shove their own cash into one of these glittering
garbage disposals. It took him a second to find the figure—$2,500.

“You see that, Josiah? Twenty-five
hunnert!
” Danny gave another one of those damn squeals and slapped Josiah on the back. It took all Josiah had not to knock his ass
to the ground.

“I put in a dollar, was all. One dollar, you believe that? Had
myself some luck on over at the blackjack table, was starting to feel it ’cept for the last hand.”

Except for the last hand
. Brilliant. How many broke sons of bitches had said that?

“So I’d lost my money but I knew I had the luck going, right? Didn’t have nothing but two dollars left, and I only played
one of them here. Took a pull and won, took another and won, and then this one, this one was just the
third pull
.”

Some stupid blond chick was clapping for him now, trying to get others involved, and Danny turned and grinned at them and
held his hands up over his head, clasped them together like a boxing champ. Shit, but he was ugly. Josiah didn’t know that
he’d ever yet seen anyone uglier. Ugly breed, of course, redheaded men. Women could pull red hair off, but men? Damned disgusting.

Danny was heavy with beer weight, too, and freckled and sweaty. Looking at him now was almost too much to bear. Dancing around
with his hands over his head like that, all over twenty-five hundred bucks. He’d give every cent back to the casino by next
weekend, still be telling this story like it was some sort of accomplishment.

“I’ll tell you one thing, hoss,” Danny said, hitting the print button and watching his ticket come out, the blond girl still
whistling and clapping. “Drinks is on me for the rest of the night.”

“Better believe it,” Josiah said, reaching out and—this took great effort—punching Danny in the shoulder, light, friendly.
“Go on and cash that out, then come on back to the bar and spend it.”

“I always said it, I
always
said it,” Danny crowed, his voice thick with booze and excitement, “one day, the name Danny Hastings will be anonymous with
success!”

Anonymous with success.
Holy shit, he’d actually said that, and not on purpose.

“It already is,” Josiah said, and Danny just grinned and slapped him on the shoulder again, still not getting it, as the rest
of the onlookers snorted with laughter.

“Like I said, go on and cash that out. I’ll be at the bar,” Josiah said.

Danny was gibbering on enthusiastically as he went. Josiah let him get all the way up to the cashier before he circled around
the slot machines and left the casino.

He found his Ford Ranger in the parking lot and fired it up, drove away from the casino, and then hesitated on 56, unsure
of which way to turn. He sure as shit wasn’t going to be able to sit in there and watch Danny carry on all night, not in this
mood. Maybe if he’d been a little drunker. But he was still sober, and still angry. Could go home, but home was out in the
hills between Orangeville and Orleans, and driving away from town now felt like cowardice, running off to sulk. No, go on
to another bar.

By Monday—hell, maybe by Sunday—he’d feel some sense of regret for leaving like this. Mostly because Danny was going to be
dumb enough to buy drinks all night; partially because the idiot had actually wanted Josiah around to share his windfall.
Right now, though, there wasn’t any way he could take it. It was only twenty-five hundred dollars, but it had fallen into
Danny’s fat, sweaty palm, not Josiah’s.

He was at the parking lot exit, foot on the brake, waiting for a chance to pull out, not paying any of the passing cars a
bit of attention except to look for a gap, until he saw a black Porsche Cayenne fly by.

That son-of-a-bitch student, still in town. The car incensed him, made him want to stamp on the Ranger’s accelerator and ram
right into the back of it, watch those taillights bust. He pulled out behind it and did hit the gas a touch, as much of a
burnout as his worn tires would allow, then felt stupid for it. Peeling out in front of the casino on a Friday night was almost
like yelling for the police on a bullhorn, asking to be arrested.

He drove more slowly but stayed behind the Porsche, followed it up the hill and out of town and then thought,
Oh, man, it’s going to be hard to pass this one up,
when he saw its turn signal come on just in front of Rooster’s, then watched it slow and pull into the bar’s gravel parking
lot. Just what he needed to tempt him tonight—some rich kid going into a local bar like it was a damn tourist attraction.
Stare at the country folk, maybe take some pictures. Ask more questions about Josiah’s own flesh and blood.

He pulled into the parking lot and watched the driver’s door of the Porsche open and the kid step out, big as a damn barn.
Josiah had him in the headlights, could see the muscled-up shoulders and chest. There was someone with him this time. The
second guy was white, with short hair and one of those three-day beards that was supposed to make him look casual, indifferent.
Older than the black kid, but not so old you’d have to feel bad about beating the shit out of him.

They disappeared inside and Josiah cut his ignition and shut off the lights. He’d been spoiling for a fight all day, and now
he was going to get it. Size of that black kid, it was clear this one would be a sight. Wasn’t nobody going to be talking
about Danny Hastings and his twenty-five hundred bucks once Josiah finished this.

T
HE RAMSHACKLE JOINT
Kellen drove them to had a neon rooster on its sign, but no name. Maybe the bar wasn’t even called Rooster’s. Could be they’d
just taken a shine to that sign. Inside, it was a warm-looking place, old but clean. A handful of people were sitting in the
booths that lined one wall, maybe six more scattered around the bar. Two guys tossing darts in a corner.

“You again!” the blond woman behind the bar said, squinting at Kellen. “Give me a minute, I’ll remember it. Hmm… got a
K
in it. Kelvin?”

“Kellen.”

“Darn! Should’ve had it. But you haven’t been down here in a long time either, so it’s really your fault.”

“Can’t argue with that,” he said, and ordered a beer, asking for whatever was light and on draft. Eric held up two fingers,
figuring it would be a good idea to shade on the light side for
the rest of the evening anyhow, the way his mind was playing tricks.

“You need anything else, yell for Becky,” the woman said, sliding the beers over.

Kellen nodded. “I’ll remember it. Now, think you could find TNT on that TV?”

Becky tried the remote and didn’t have any luck getting a response, tossed it down and stretched up on her toes to reach the
TV. Good long legs, nice tan. Maybe forty-five. Older than Claire by a decade. Claire had great legs…

“Here we go,” Kellen said. “Thank you.”

He’d requested a basketball game, Timberwolves playing the Lakers. Eric despised the Lakers. He used to get dragged down to
the games now and then by a producer friend who always considered it a business venture and spent the game with his back to
the court, peering around the stands in search of A-listers. Eric, who’d been a pretty big basketball fan at one time, particularly
of college ball, had hated the Hollywood aspect of the Lakers games, Jack Nicholson down there courtside in his damn sunglasses
barking at the refs, other stars miraculously finding their way to the games only when they were on national TV.

“You wanted to know what my brother did,” Kellen said, and nodded at the TV. “Number forty for Minnesota.”

“No shit?” Eric said.

“None. I was recording this, hate to miss any, but what the hell.”

Eric found number forty and saw the resemblance immediately. A few inches taller than Kellen and lankier, without the bulked-up
muscle, but the head shape and the facial features were clear matches.

“What’s his name?” Eric said.

“Darnell.”

“Younger or older?”

Kellen hesitated for just a beat, and his eyes flicked sideways before he said, “Younger. Three years younger,” in a voice
that was softer than it had been.

They watched as the ball found its way to Darnell Cage. He took a kick-out behind the three-point line on a fast break, shot-faked
and then drove to the foul line and put up a floater that caught the back of the rim and bounced long.

“Come on, D, come on,” Kellen said. “Give that ball up. Had the cutter.”

The teams went back and forth without Cage touching the ball. Then the Lakers scored and Minnesota ran a post set that didn’t
generate anything, threw it back out, and worked it around the perimeter. There were eight seconds left on the shot clock
when the ball came to Darnell Cage on the left baseline, and Kellen laughed. It was a low, almost devious sound.