Something Borrowed (28 page)

‘No, you don’t understand, not at all. Listen to me.’ He was laughing now.
Laughing.
It was a gentle rumble, delightful, playful and teasing. And sincere. Utterly, devastatingly, adorably sincere ricocheting through her heart like tiny sprinkles of stars. And it was killing her. ‘I don’t want to love you like I loved Bella. I want to love you the way I love
you
, Chloe.’

‘I have to go—I can’t be here. Wait.’ Had she heard right? ‘What did you say?’

He bit down on his lip. ‘I said that I love you. It’s been a bit of a shock; I’ll admit, but I do.’

‘You love me?’ Out of the corner of her eye, Chloe saw a huddle of smiling faces; her mum, Jenna, Evie, Anjini and the reporter. They looked like maidens from a historical romance film, clutching each other and swooning over the happy ever after. But this was Chloe’s life, and she was well aware of the scarcity of happy ever afters happening there.

But… what if? What if everything he was saying was true?

‘Yes. I bloody well do love you. And I’ll keep on saying it until you hear me properly. I love you, Chloe Cassidy, and I… well, I wondered’—his eyes widened as he grinned—‘if you still wanted to be with me, after everything?’

‘Want to be with you?’ Was he joking? A thrill of heat swam through her and her heart tugged towards him.

‘Yes.’

‘But you walked away from me, Vaughn.’

‘And I will never leave your side ever again, Chloe. In fact, would you…?’ He started to get down on one knee, but she pulled him up, her heart now pounding a zillion times faster.

‘Oh, no. No. No way. Don’t ever propose, don’t ever ask me to marry you. Don’t ever do that to me. I’m happy to arrange anyone else’s wedding, but I’m definitely not organising one for us. I know how that stuff ends, and it’s not pretty.’

‘So, I’ll just have to prove that I’m true to my word then, won’t I? I won’t leave you again, Chloe, ever. And I won’t propose if it really bothers you. But you’re happy with kissing?’ His mouth was close to hers now, and she felt the pull to him that she couldn’t resist. She craved the taste of him, the way he smelt, the heat of his arms.

God, she loved this man. ‘Aha. Kissing’s good.’

‘And strawberries?’

‘Oh, yes. Definitely strawberries.’

As he lowered his mouth to hers, he murmured, ‘Then we’ll have to stick with that, then.’ He winked at her, slow and sexy and full of promise for the future together. ‘For now.’

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here wasn’t
a dry eye in the house at Saturday’s Wedding Fayre, held at the Westgate Centre, Shepherd’s Bush, when Chloe Cassidy, head of
Something Borrowed
wedding planning services had a fairy tale ending fit for any blushing bride.

Four months ago, Cassidy was jilted at her own wedding; the news of her finance’s philandering brought to her by heroic best man, Vaughn Brooks. The day ended with more than tears when, bridezilla-style, Chloe tackled Brooks to the ground, resulting in a visit to the police station for her and to the hospital for treatment for him.

Fast forward four months and love has blossomed between the star-crossed pair, culminating in an almost-proposal that had every woman in the room melting and every groom wishing he’d thought of something as clever and meaningful. A proposal to a wedding planner at a wedding fayre. What could be more perfect?

But Cassidy, once bitten and now very shy of planning her own wedding, interrupted the proposal with a kiss and a polite refusal. ‘Of course, I love him and wouldn’t be without him. Ever again. I’m just too busy planning a perfect day for each one of my clients,’ she gushed after the almost-proposal.

Brooks just shrugged. ‘Whatever she wants, she can have. I love her with, or without, the ring to prove it.’

But there was a suspicious glint in her mother’s eye, and her sister was overheard saying, ‘No wedding? We’ll see about that. Leave it to me, Vaughn. I have a very good idea.’

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hank
you for picking up
Something Borrowed
, I hope you enjoyed your visit to the Cassidy’s crazy world. If you enjoyed Chloe and Vaughn’s story make sure you look out for more of my weddings books and the next of my new
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L
ove weddings
? How about Christmas weddings in paradise?

Here’s an excerpt from my Christmas novella,
Baby, It’s Hot Outside

D
aniel caught
the scent of jasmine and honeysuckle and something else—something so familiar it had him swivelling round. He sucked in air.

Emma.

He wasn’t prepared for the jolt of heat that ricocheted through him at seeing her again after these last few empty years. She’d come to an abrupt halt, eyes guarded. Cool liquid blue pupils fixed on him. A taut jaw, a tight purse of those kissable lips. Her long auburn hair had been shoved on top of her head in a high messy ponytail, but tendrils drifted round her cheeks as she whipped her head from Daniel to Bas and back again. She was wearing a soft yellow dress with thin straps that showcased her body. Curves that had fitted into his hands perfectly. Long legs that he’d loved wrapped round him.

And immediately he was flung back to that first endless summer when everything had seemed possible. Even a hastily arranged wedding. Turned out being possible and being permanent were two different things.

He figured a hug was out of the question.

“Welcome back to Waiheke, Emma. Oh, and merry Christmas.” He tilted Bas’s empty bottle towards her in greeting, going for casual and knowing his face was anything but. So much for all that training at cop school.

Hers went from porcelain to beetroot in a nano-second. Clearly he still had an effect on her. He wasn’t sure how he felt about that. “Danny. Hello.”

Danny
. The only person in the world who called him that. Danny was someone else, someone in the murky past. “How was England?”

“Great. Thanks. But it’s good to be back home. Er…How’s things?”

Home? Since when was it home for Emma? She’d always had itchy feet. She was never going to stay on Waiheke, she’d made that clear the day she’d met him and he’d promised to chase that dream with her. But life had thrown other plans at him. “Ah, you know. I’m the same as ever.”

She looked at the beer bottle in his hand. “So I see. Some things never change, eh?”

“I guess not.”

But he had. And how. That was a battle he’d fought hard and won—no point locking horns with her over it. He was of the mind to let it all go. This was Bas’s pre-wedding party, after all, he didn’t want to spoil it.

Out of the corner of his eye he saw his friend disappear outside.
Traitor.
Daniel dragged his eyes from Emma and started towards the back door. “I should probably go and help Bas with the preparations.”

“Running out on me already? Really? You can’t even bear to be in the same room as me for one whole minute?” Her eyebrows rose. She bit her bottom lip. Wary. Tense. “There was me thinking I’d left the frostbite behind.”

“Still waiting for the thaw, Em.” And yet there was heat mixed with the ice he’d constructed around his chest. It had been his fault she’d left without him in the first place. He wasn’t angry with her, just angry with himself. With the fact that they hadn’t been strong enough to deal with the crap thrown in their path. And now they were stuck in a place neither wanted to be in; married and separated and living at the opposite ends of the world. “I’m needed out there, apparently. I have a job to do…and, to be honest, I just don’t know what the hell to say to you.”

He should probably start with
I’m sorry
. But he’d never been good at verbalising.

“You and me both.” Holding on to the back of a chair Emma took a deep breath and closed her eyes. When she opened them the wariness had diminished a little. She even attempted a smile. Small, but there it was. “Look, I know we have a lot of stuff to go through but tonight we’re here for Bas and Megan—can we at least try to be civil?”

“Sure. I can do that.”

“Good. Thank you. It means a lot. She is my best friend—and he’s yours—and it’s a special time for them. I don’t want to ruin things.”

“Noted. I can do civil no problem. I’ll keep out of your way—that seems to work.” A whole weekend of celebrations to get through where he’d be regularly rubbing shoulders with his runaway wife. Great.

Then his eyes settled on hers and held for a moment. He remembered a time when he would stare into her gaze and feel as if he could see right down to her soul. Now all he could see was awkwardness. There was so much they needed to say, so much that needed working through, but he didn’t know where to start.

Worse, that tug was still there. That irresistible pull towards her. For a few years they’d circled each other, created a life of love and fun and laughter, everything had started and ended with them, with their dreams, their cozy world, their precious unbreakable bond. Now they didn’t even know how to begin.

He stayed exactly where he was. “So, in the interests of being civil, tell me where you’re staying? At your mum’s, I presume?”

Emma sighed, her gaze dipping to the floor and then anywhere but back at him. “I should have emailed and let you know…but…well… I didn’t think it would be a good idea to come back to our house, Danny. Given that we, well… given that we’re in this situation.” Her gaze settled on her hands and she rubbed her left ring finger. No wedding band, not even a thin white line. She’d ditched the ring a long time ago, then. There was that tug on his heart again. Damn it. She looked back at him. “I will come round. Maybe tomorrow? There are a few things of mine I need to get. If that’s okay with you? When would be a good time?”

For her to close that door on their relationship forever? Never. But things had irrevocably changed, he knew. “Any time—you still have your key? Just let yourself in. It’s your place too, you have a right to come and go as you please. I’m on an early shift, so won’t be home until after four.”

“Okay. Thanks.”

“How long are you staying for?”

This time when she wrapped her arms round her chest, he wasn’t sure if it was an unconscious barrier or a comfort hug. Either way she was telling him to keep his distance. “Two weeks. I have a job starting in the New Year in Brisbane.”

“This hemisphere? Getting closer.”

“Yeah, you take the jobs you can get these days. There’s nothing in Auckland, little out of the city. Nothing here on this tiny island. But Brisbane sounds great. Mum’s already booking flights, she’s stoked to have me only a couple of hours away. She said you’d been to see her a few times, did the lawns.” Emma’s shoulders relaxed a little and there was a small smile. “That was kind, Danny. And surprising.”

He took a step away. “You’re surprised that I can be kind?”

“No. No, don’t be silly. I didn’t mean that. Of course not, I know you can be kind.” Wearily she shook her head. “You were just so wrapped up in all that other stuff when I left, I wasn’t sure…how you’d be.”

“Two years is a long time, Emma. I’m fine.”

“Yes. Yes you are.” Her eyes grazed over his face, then down his chest. He wasn’t sure where else because he turned away, burning under her scrutiny. Damn it, when she looked at him like that all the familiar emotions washed through him. Heat. Longing. A need to hold her. Actually, a shocking need to touch her. But guilt was there too, fraying the edges, taking off the shine. Her voice brought him back, “I was wondering whether you’d moved on…? Are you seeing anyone, Danny?”

“It’s none of your business, seeing as we’ve barely communicated in two years. But for the record, no.”

“Oh. Okay.” Her eyebrows rose and her eyes darted to his left hand. And yes, he was still wearing his wedding ring. What of it?

He wanted to ask her about any significant others too, but wouldn’t. It wasn’t his place. He’d lost the right to know about her private life a long time ago.

Damn, this was worse than miserable. This was worse than he’d ever imagined, because in some dark part of his head he’d envisaged a huge blow-out argument, an opportunity to get all their issues out once and for all. A swift get-it-over-with end. But this? This was like a long slow painful death. And God forgive him, but all he could think was that Emma’s skin had missed the New Zealand sun, that her hair was longer and glossier than it used to be, that her eyes were tired. Beautiful, but tired.

He’d missed her at first. Damn, and how. But he’d learnt to live without her. Eventually.

“Okay, so I’m going out back to give Bas a hand. Good to see you again, Emma.”

“You too, Danny. And…er, merry Christmas right back.”

Yeah, right.
With Emma here, under the same summer sun and clearly still deep under his skin, Daniel doubted there’d be anything merry about it at all.