Soul-Mates Forever (27 page)

“Baby, I’m very lubricated by your juices but I’m gonna use my fingers to get you stretched a little first.” Now his fingers are moving in and out of my wet pussy and are extremely slick. He inserts a finger into my anus and then another and I whimper a little. “Shhhh, baby. Just relax. God you’re so much tighter here. I fucking love how tight you are. You’re so sexy, so beautiful. I can’t wait to make love to you here. I love you so much. You tell me any time if it’s too much or if you want me to stop.”

The little bit of pain from there dissipates the more he moves his fingers in and out.
Shit, this feels unbelievable!
“More!” I moan. “Please!” I hear a loud moan come from deep within him. Before I can think or feel anymore his fingers leave me, and I can feel the tip of his glorious cock.

“Ok, my love. I’m going in slowly. I don’t want to hurt you so please tell me to stop if it’s too much. I can’t stop on my own so you’ll need to tell me.” I moan and groan as he enters me, stretching me, but God! It’s a-mazing! My bottom moves up to meet him causing him to move in deeper.
God! I feel so full this way so loved and sexy!
As we continue to move together his fingers enter my hot pussy and ACK! I can’t describe the feelings that are pouring through me. “Don’t move around too much, Pax. I don’t want you to hurt yourself, baby. Just feel it. Let me show you how much I love you. Let me make you feel sexy, loved and worshipped. Let me…”

“TUCKER! UNGH!” I scream as my climax overtakes me. I’m shaking, sweaty and am feeling things I’ve never, ever thought I could feel. Warm wet lips are kissing the back of my neck as his magical fingers sweep my long hair over to the side. His other hand rubbing my back as I continue to soar high in my orgasmic state.

“AHHHHHHH, PAXTON!” He yells out and collapses next to me. I reach over, throw my arm over him and can feel him trembling. Moving my head to the side I watch his concentrated face, the look of ecstasy all over it.
FUCK, he’s so damn gorgeous!

We lay there like this for a long time as we both try to catch our breaths, our body’s slick with sweat and our breathing erratic. He finally looks over at me, the most amazing smile of satisfaction on his face. “God, I love you. I can’t believe you just went with that.” He leans over and kisses my mouth, deeply and passionately. “You’re fucking amazing, my love. Do you know how much I love you? I’d love to pick you up and carry you to the bathroom, make love to you in the shower and make you cum again. But I can’t. So, I think someone will need to wash the sheets tomorrow.” We both burst out in laughter. I roll over carefully, lay my arm around his slim waist and snuggle into him.

“I’d do anything with you, my sexy rocker. You take me to places I’ve never imagined in my life existed and I’m so lucky to go there with you. I’m the luckiest woman in the world.” I kiss his full lips and snuggle back into my spot and yawn. “Don’t worry. I’ll ask Allie and Lana to change the sheets tomorrow. I’m sure they’ll understand,” I giggle.

My eyes grow heavy, and they move up to look at my beautiful man to find he is already asleep, a grin still on his mouth. I lay my head back down on his chest and dream about orgasms, flying high, his magnificent body and everything he just did to me. My body is sore, and I’m still throbbing where he gave me the best orgasm of my life. Best. Dreams. Ever!

* * *

Waking up the next morning, even though my head is aching, I feel so relaxed, so alive and so loved and sated. Ok, well I’m never fully sated, not with my beauty lying next to me. I look at her in the early morning light, her face so soft and sweet, and her breathing light as she sleeps. I can’t believe she let me into her most private place last night. God, I fucking love her. It felt so good, so tight, and so indescribable. I’ve never, ever done that before. I’m so glad I’m her first, and that she is my first too. Something we will always remember. I quietly and gently move the covers off me, go into the bathroom, shower, brush my teeth, take my meds and lay out Pax’s meds for her, take care of all the rest of my business, throw on a tank top, jeans, push my phone into my pocket and then head downstairs.

When I walk to the kitchen I laugh when I see Allie, Lana, Cassie and Beverly all running around cooking and laughing while Shane, Alan, Jessie and Buck all sit around the table talking a mile a minute. I lean against the door frame and smile. This is what life is all about. My thoughts are interrupted when my phone vibrates. I pull it out and walk into the living room as I look at who the caller is. Mom. Shit! After everything that’s happened I feel my heart soften so I answer it.

“Yeah?” I answer kind of curtly.
Well, what do you expect?

“Tucker. Oh, Tucker. Thank you for answering my call. Son, I’ve missed you so much. I know you don’t believe me but I’ve been clean for a few years now and am on the right track. I attend daily meetings and have a wonderful support person from a man I met there.” She replies all in one breath. “Tucker, my son, you’d love him. I know you would. He treats me so good and… We’re in love, Tucker. I really would love to see you and catch up on everything, please?”

I sigh and rub the bridge of my nose. “Mom. I really want to give you a chance, really I do. It’s just…”

“Son, please give me a chance. I know I don’t deserve it but I can’t take it that you’re not in my life. It’s killing me. Please?” She cries and my heart melts.

“Ok. Look, a lot’s happened recently and I’ll explain more when I see you. When? And Where?” I start to head back to the kitchen, slowly.

“Oh, thank you. Thank you! Son, I actually bought our old house and am having it remodeled. Stanley, my man, is very wealthy and bought it for us. Can you come by later today or tonight or is that too soon?” She asks hurriedly.

My head turns to the stairs and see Pax walking down, a huge smile on her face. “Let me get back to you, ok? I’ll call you back in about an hour?” Smiling I walk over to the stairs and take my love’s hand and kiss the top of it.

“That’s sounds great, son. Thank you so much for taking my call and considering seeing me. I love you so much, please remember that.”

We hang up and Pax kisses me deeply, her minty fresh breath tasting heavenly. “Morning, my sexy rocker. Who was that?” I kiss her back just as deeply and then give her a couple extra pecks.

“That, my beauty, was my mom.” She gives me a surprised look and then her face softens. “She wants me to come by later today or tonight to talk. Feel like giving me some much needed strength and go with me? I want her to meet my girl and mother of our baby.” She stands on her tiptoes, throws her arms around my neck and kisses me again.

“Oh, Tuck! That’s awesome! I’m so proud of you! Yes, I would love to go with you but you don’t need my strength, baby. You’re the strongest person I know.”
Can my life get any better than this? I don’t think so, not by a long shot.

I kiss her earlobe and snuggle my nose into it. “Are you ok today, my beauty? Did I hurt your incision or the baby?”

Her cheek rubs against mine. “No, sexy. Although I am pretty sore somewhere else today. So sore in all the right ways.”

“Mmmmm, God, I want to take you there again. Soon, my love. Soon.” We kiss again with such love and passion, and I’m about to lead her upstairs so we can have some more deep love making when her stomach growls loudly followed by mine. We laugh. Our foreheads pressed against each other’s. Finally, we walk into the kitchen, arm in arm and are quickly surrounded by our friends and family.
Nope, can’t get any better!

After a day filled with fun and laughter, we’re in our SUV heading over to the house I grew up in. I’m cringing with dread of seeing the house that has caused my childhood with so much angst, grief and bad memories. I look over at my girl when she puts her hand in mine and she gives me her beautiful smile. “I’m fine. Really.”

“Liar,” she says sweetly. “It’s ok to be dreading this, babe. Completely understandable. You have major unhappy memories there but she sounds like she’s really trying. I know I don’t know her and I can’t imagine what you’ve been through growing up but you’re strong and so much better than that.” She squeezes my hand, and I squeeze it back then bring it up to my lips and kiss the back of it.

“Beauty, you amaze me. You’re the best thing that has ever come into my life. I don’t know what you saw in me but I thank God you’re mine.” She leans over and kisses me, my eyes closing and opening fast to watch the road. I pull away when I see my old house come into view. Pax looks quickly out of the front window and gasps. The outside has been completely refurbished and looks like a house the rich and famous would live in. I pull into the driveway, get out and walk around to help Pax out of the car and take her hand leading her up the walkway to the front door. “Damn, she really is fixing up the old place. I can’t believe it. It looks like a totally different house now.”

After ringing the doorbell, the door opens and the woman who gave me life is standing there, and I hardly recognize her. She looks really good considering all the drugs, prison and everything she’s been through. Her black hair is up in some kind of braid. Her dark eyes remind me so much of mine. She looks happy. Her hands cover her mouth, and she begins crying. I’m not really sure yet how I feel about all this, that and my head is starting to throb again.

“Oh! Stanley! My baby boy is here! Ohhh!” She runs to me and pulls me into a hug. Paxton tries to release my hand and step away but I hold it even tighter. I don’t hug her back. I can’t, not yet, not ever maybe. I’m so confused and unsure. “I’ve missed you so much! I can’t believe you’re actually here.” She releases me and takes a step back when a big burly man walks up behind her and puts his arms around her waist. She turns her head and looks up at him. “Stanley! This is my baby boy, Tucker.” She turns back to me and smiles widely. “Tucker, this is Stanley. Oh, where are my manners, please, please come inside?” She steps aside, Stanley following her and motions for us to enter.

I take a step back. Pax’s hand grips mine tighter, and I see a worried look on her face. “I… I don’t think… I’m not sure…”

“Tuck, if you don’t want to go in, if you want to just head home, I’ll do whatever you want, baby. But be sure. This is your mom, for better or worse, and life is so short,” she whispers.

I nod at her, smile and then lead her into the house. I am again amazed by the interior hallway. It looks brand new, and nothing like I remembered it. Turning around quickly, I clear my throat. “Mom, Stanley, this is my fiancée, Paxton Davenport.” I look at Paxton and see the love in her eyes and the beautiful smile on her lips. I look back at Mom and grin. “I hope to make her my wife before our baby is born.”

The screeching is so loud that it’s almost deafening. “OH! TUCKER! NO, REALLY?” She rushes over to Paxton and gives her a hug and then hugs me again. I still can’t reciprocate. She leans back, holding onto my arms, the tears flowing and has a huge smile on her face. “I can’t believe it, married soon and with child. You’ve made me the happiest woman I’ve ever been. Well, having you has been the happiest but this is a very close second! I can’t believe it! I’m just so happy for you both!”

“Um, Mom? Can you tone it down and can I have a glass of water? I need to take a pill for my head and you’re killing me with the screaming. I promise I’ll explain but I really gotta sit down.” She frowns and nods and leads us into the most beautifully decorated room I have ever seen. All my memories from those horrid childhood days are not in this room any longer. I take my girl over to the leather couch, and we sit closely to each other as Mom runs out of the room to get my water. She returns, hands me the glass of ice cold water and sits in the chair beside the couch. Once I’ve swallowed my pain pill, I lean back on the couch, with my head back, and I close my eyes.

“Lord, son. What’s wrong? What can I do to help?” My mom speaks softly. I feel Pax move but still grasping my hand.

“We, um, well… We both were in a really bad accident with someone you might know. A man named Darndage came after us and tried to kill us and your amazing son saved my life and his but we were both hurt pretty badly, Paxton explained.”

I peek out of one eye and watch my mom’s hand cover her mouth, her eyes wide in horror.
Yeah, she knows who Darndage was.

“Oh, my God! Stanley that is the horrible man I told you about. The one I made the terrible mistake of getting Tucker hooked up with. Oh, son, I’m so sorry. Paxton, I hope you can forgive me some day. I’ve made so many mistakes, so many things I’m so sorry for but can’t take back.” She starts crying. Stanley walks over and sits on the arm of her chair and holds her.

“Mrs. Williams. Give him some time. This is all… This is all so surreal for him right now, ya know? And after everything he’s been through with his childhood and everything lately, I’m sure it’s so overwhelming for him,” Pax says as she tightens her hold on my hand.

Mom sits up straight and wipes the tears from her eyes. “Thank you, please call me Lily. Son, you will never know how sorry I am but I hope in time you will let me make it up to you. I love you so much.” She looks at Pax with a sad smile. “Now, dear. What can I get for you? I have different juices, milk, sodas?” Pax asks for some orange juice and again Mom is off running to the kitchen.

Stanley slides down into the chair and coughs. “Tucker, I know you don’t know me from the man in the moon but I love your mother and she has told me everything, and I mean everything that happened in her past and yours.” He leans forward placing his elbows on his knees and has a serious look. “I can’t imagine what you’re feeling and I won’t pretend to, just know she loves you with all her heart and is very sorry for all you went through. She’s such a changed person from when I first met her. She’s trying so hard, Tucker, know that and believe that. I ask you to just give her a chance. Do it for yourself, not her.”

My pain simmers down from the medicine and I sit up. “Why do you look so familiar? Who are you?”

He shifts in his seat and opens his mouth to speak when Mom comes in carrying a tray filled with Pax’s juice and an assortment of food. She sets it down on the coffee table and sits down on the chair next to me. “Son, he is Stanley Kerns of Kerns Record label. He, um…” She looks at Stanley, he nods, and then looks back at me. “He’s actually been talking to a man named Gregory about your band.”