Starcrossed (32 page)

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Authors: Josephine Angelini

Tags: #Juvenile Fiction, #Love & Romance

“Thanks, but no. I don’t want him dead,” Helen said. She shuffled

after Claire to homeroom.

Mr. Hergeshimer asked about her health as soon as he had a

chance to process how wretched she looked. Helen assured him

she was fine, and after studying her face skeptically for a moment

he gave up and went back to harassing Zach about his choice for

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the Word of the Day. Matt asked Helen in a whisper if her stomach

felt better, and then restated his opinion that she should quit track.

“You’re wearing yourself too thin,” he said, sounding an awful lot

like her father.

The rest of the morning went similarly. Every teacher asked if she

needed to go to the nurse, and all of her acquaintances worried

that she wasn’t better yet from her “fit” during track the other day.

Except for Zach.

“I had no idea you were so fast, Hamilton,” he said as he ran to

catch up to her in the hall.

“Yeah, I’m pretty fast,” she countered, trying to sound

disinterested.

“Right before you collapsed I saw you chasing that shirtless guy

and I realized that I’ve had it backward all these years. See, I always

thought you were the one that like to be chased, you being

such a tease and all,” he said with a faint sneer. “But it’s hard to believe

any guy could outrun you. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone

run that fast.”

“Wait, you told Gretchen?” Helen asked, a sinking feeling in her

stomach. “I thought it was the other way around.”

“I gotta admit,” he said, taunting her, “when you want to, you can

move so fast it’s, like, inhuman. The only other time I’ve ever seen

anyone move that fast was when one of those Delos kids was playing

the hero during football practice and this freshman went down

on the other end of the line—” Zach was cut off by Helen’s history

teacher, who gestured for Helen to hurry up and get in the room.

For the moment, Helen was saved, but from the way Zach was

looking at her, she had the feeling that this wasn’t the end of the

problem. She tried to put it out of her head by telling herself that

he could spread as many rumors as he liked, but everyone would

think he was exaggerating. Zach liked to gossip and even though

people generally listened to him, Scion speed was something that a

person had to see to believe.

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On her way to the auditorium to meet Claire and Matt, Helen got

intercepted by Cassandra and Ariadne. They asked where she was

going, and she didn’t feel like lying to them, so she invited them

along.

When the coast was clear, they sneaked in the unlocked fire door

and came into the auditorium from the backstage entrance. Matt

and Claire were already sitting on the apron of the stage, their

lunches laid out on napkins like a picnic.

“Good. You invited them,” Matt said with a satisfied nod when he

saw that Helen wasn’t alone. “But don’t bring anyone else along or

we’re going to get caught.”

“We’ll probably get caught, anyway,” Claire said with a smirk.

“But it’s totally worth it. Where else could we get such atmosphere?”

She gestured to the beautiful, glittery set that was growing,

piece by piece.

Cassandra and Ariadne looked around appreciatively, especially

at the parts of the set that were to be Theseus’s palace. They shared

a conspiratorial grin with Helen who managed to lift up half her

face in something sort of like a smile. The fairyland parts of the

Midsummer set appealed to Helen, but the Greek bits disturbed

her. The faux Doric columns were half painted and lying sideways

on the ground as if they’d been toppled, and they made Helen

think of the arduous journey she’d taken the night before.

She never wanted to go back to the dry land, but if she could find

that river . . . Wait, what river? she thought. She turned her back

on the half-built columns and sat down next to Claire to eat her

lunch.

Helen tried her best to get into the conversation, but she barely

had the initiative to chew, let alone laugh and joke. She could tell

that her friends were being clever and fun by the way Cassandra

and Ariadne were reacting, but she could barely stay awake, let

alone participate in the conversation.

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She kept thinking about flying. Well, really she kept catching herself

thinking about Lucas, but as soon as her thoughts slid down

that hot knife, she shuffled her imagination over to the side and

thought about flying instead. Maybe she would try it again on her

own later, she decided, but this time she would do it inside her

house so she wouldn’t be in danger of floating away. Although the

prospect of blowing away on the breeze didn’t seem like such a bad

idea right about now.

“Lennie! The bell’s ringing,” Claire said, her bag already over her

shoulder. Helen jumped up and got her things together while her

friends shot each other looks behind her back.

Claire tried to talk to Helen during track, but eventually gave up

when Helen kept turning the conversation around to ask how

Claire was instead. Helen didn’t want pity, and she didn’t want to

talk about herself. She just wanted to switch her brain off and float.

Eventually, Claire got the hint and started talking about the bonfire

party on the beach that night. She was having trouble deciding

if she was going to get a ride with Ariadne or not.

“On the one hand I want to get to know her better, but it would

mean I would have to go with her and Jason, and he always finds a

way to start an argument with me. Are you sure you can’t take the

night off from work? We could get a ride with Matt together,”

Claire said optimistically.

“You know I can’t.”

“If you asked Kate, I’m sure she’d let you,” Claire coaxed

“Gig? I really don’t want to spend the night sitting on cold sand

watching everyone make out,” Helen said with finality. “But you

should go and have fun. And who knows? Maybe you and Jason

will get along tonight, for once.”

Claire launched into a tirade about how annoying Jason was for

always disagreeing with her. Only half listening, Helen finessed the

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air currents around her, practicing flying with the gravity on. She

couldn’t wait to get home after work that night and give it a try.

Hidden behind a sand dune, Creon counted the minutes that

passed while his cousins Hector and Jason stayed submerged. He

hadn’t known about this talent, and he was happy that circumstance

had led him there to witness it. He had lost track of Lucas

earlier, which happened often considering his little cousin could

fly, and he had to settle for following Jason and Hector to this ridiculous

beach party. As he watched his cousins breach the waves

and stroll out of the thundering surf, he seethed with resentment.

All that talent wasted on cowards who were too frightened of the

gods to challenge them, and too interested in their own pleasure to

consider the implications that flirting with mortal girls could have

for their entire House.

Jason spent most of the evening talking to a tiny Japanese girl.

He seemed to be able to control himself around women, but Hector

was a different story. It wasn’t even midnight yet, and Creon had

seen him rolling around in the sand with two different girls

already. Didn’t Hector know how easy it was for Scions to impregnate

women? Did his idiot cousin really want his firstborn to be

from some foolish child with no character? Obviously, Hector

didn’t care about their House, or he wouldn’t waste his time with

such silly girls. It rankled so much, Creon had to look away and grit

his teeth. There was only one girl on this island that was equal to

any of them in status. Only one girl worthy of his attention.

Helen. But Lucas wouldn’t leave her for a moment, and it forced

Creon to keep his distance from her. He couldn’t confront his cousins

directly or his undercover mission would be spoiled, but there

had been a few times when Creon had considered it. Helen’s face

had stayed with him. He thought back again to their confrontation

out on the moors. The fear and anger in her eyes while she chased

him had been pure, so passionate it was almost too much to resist.

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She was powerful, and yet so unaware of her potential she was

nearly helpless. His hands shook at the thought of conquering her,

but he had to be patient.

His mother had begged him to wait until she could quietly ask

around and find out if there was a possibility someone in the family

had left a bastard in Massachusetts. Creon had reluctantly

agreed to wait a week on her reply, but he knew what the answer

would be. Even though he hadn’t seen the Furies when he first encountered

her, he knew Helen wasn’t his cousin.

There were rumors that a few Scions in the past had found a way

around the Furies, and Creon believed Helen was one of them. His

mother said it was impossible—that all the other Houses had been

destroyed—but Creon had more to go on than a gut feeling. The

traitors were guarding her like she was the last enemy Scion, and

she was so untrained, so ignorant of who and what she was, it

seemed obvious to Creon that she had been purposely hidden away

from all the Houses, even her own. But above any of these other

reasons, it was Creon’s body that told him she was not related to

him. He had met dozens of his female cousins, all beautiful as the

daughters of Apollo should be, but not one of them kept him up at

night the way Helen did. He knew she was from another House.

He was obligated by family duty to watch and wait for a few more

days in order to remain true to the promise he had made his mother,

but very soon he would prove himself. He was up to this challenge,

and although there was an alternative for unification of the

Houses other than combat, Creon forced himself not to think about

it no matter how tempting it was. This was his one chance at the

glory he deserved, the last chance at this type of glory for any

Scion. There was another Triumph waiting to be captured, and in

his heart he knew that this Triumph would be the one to open the

gates of Atlantis.

Creon was destined to be the Scion to make his family immortal,

and for that his father would honor him above all others.

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Chapter Twelve

Helen heard something up on the roof. She ran up the

stairs to the widow’s walk and threw the door open as

fast as she could, but the widow’s walk was empty. She

sighed, relieved. She didn’t want any of the Delos kids

sleeping on her roof anymore. She especially didn’t

want Lucas listening to her while she had nightmares, and she had

just woken up from another horrible one. She looked around at the

empty widow’s walk, feeling desolate and lonely, but she wasn’t

sure if that was because of a dream or because of her waking life.

She went back down to her bedroom and forced herself to notice

the writing on the mirror. Then she wrote I SAW IT AGAIN in

Claire’s green eyeliner and made herself to stare at the words. That

was two nights in a row she’d seen the river she couldn’t remember.

She was racking her brain trying to picture it, but her mind’s

eye kept looking away. Suddenly, she spotted her own reflection in

the mirror and gasped.

Her cheeks were sunken in, her nightshirt was pulled out of

shape, and her arms and legs were covered in icky black muck.

River muck.

She had seen a river with black banks and gray water. She could

remember thirst and not being able to drink. But why was it such a

struggle to remember anything else that had happened? She focused

her thoughts to try and bring the memory back.

Her thirst was tormenting her so she had gone down to the water.

She leaned over the foul banks of black mud and saw pale,

crippled fish bumping around clumsily, as if they had forgotten

how to swim. She backed away from the river, refusing to drink

that water even if she died of thirst with the sound of its current

rushing in her ears. . . .

Helen ran to the bathroom and threw herself into the shower, rubbing

at the black mud and rinsing her mouth out with gulp after

gulp of water. She felt polluted. She scrubbed until her skin turned

red and her eyes were stinging from being open in the spray.

When she got out of the shower, she dragged her sheets and pajamas

over to the washing machine. There was no blood this time,

but Helen doubted she’d be able to get out that river mud. She put

a half a cup of bleach into the washing machine and made sure the

water was hot, hoping that she would be able to salvage something.

Then she went back upstairs to clean all the dirty footprints she’d

tracked through the house.

It was early Saturday morning, and usually her father would be

home during the day and working at night, but he had opted to

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