Starlight (The Dragonian Series Book 5) (3 page)

“You know it’s not him, right?”

“Yes, I told you from the beginning, I know what the Dent is. I believe the same thing he did and nothing will change my mind, okay?” The lies just kept pouring out of my mouth.
Just keep your mouth shut.
“Are we done?”

“We are.” She smiled, lowered her shield and walked to her table.

The noise in the cafeteria came back instantly and I could feel my friends’ eyes on me as I sat down.

“What did Tabitha want, Elena?” Becky wanted to know

“Nothing. Matter of fact, I needed to talk to her in private.”

Both girls looked at me in surprise. “She’s not that bad. Quite nice if you just give her a chance, Sammy.”

“Why would I?”

“This isn’t easy for her, okay?”

“This princess crap doesn’t suit you at all. You care way too much about others, even people who don’t deserve it.”

I just smiled, which made them laugh.

George was missing from the table, which was weird. “Where is George?”

Becky just crunched up her nose.

“Becky, where is George?”

“Somewhere, Elena. It doesn’t matter, okay?”

I squinted as she got up and left. I looked at her retreating figure as she placed her tray at the drop off line. She hadn’t even touched her food.

“Sammy?” I had to know.

She just shook her head.

“What is going on?” I sounded a bit more adamant.

“She broke it off with George, Elena.” Sammy sounded upset.

“What!”

“Because of what you said to her last night. It finally sank in and she asked him this morning to explain it to her. When he wouldn’t, she told him it was over.” Sammy had tears lingering in her eyes. “She told him to stay away from her apart from class and dragon duties. They are not an item anymore.”

I closed my eyes.
What have I done?

“Sometimes I just wish you could keep your theories to yourself.”

She got up too and I was alone at my table.

I tried to eat but I couldn’t. When I wanted to get up, George plunged down on the pillow opposite me. He looked completely out of it.

“I didn’t mean…”

“Don’t. She believes that I don’t love her. That this is a spell. It isn’t, Elena. And now…” He couldn’t finish his sentence.

“Then explain it to me, please.”

He chuckled sarcastically. “Blake didn’t tell you?”

“No,” I said.

“Then why do you think I will?”

“You are not making it any easier on us, you know? You hated Becky, George. Remember how you cornered her before the claim? Or did you forget that part?”

His lips pursed into a thin line. “No, I didn’t forget, okay? I’m disgusted with myself for how I treated her that day and after the claim was made. It’s not what you think, Elena, and now she wants nothing to do with me because of your insecurities. We will never tell anyone what the Dent is.” He wielded his shield, which made me jump slightly as all the noise disappeared. Tears welled up in his eyes. “Because if our enemies find out the truth, they will kill our Dents. That alone will destroy us, Elena. It’s not an enchantment and it’s not enslavement. We can make choices too, but we choose to follow your every wish because…” He didn’t finish his sentence, and from the expression on his face, he wasn’t going to either... “I never thought that I would ever say this, and Blake can kill me if he wants. Right now, I wish you never existed.” Noise came back and he got up and stormed out of the cafeteria.

Okay, that only made me feel crappier. It still didn’t make any sense. What triggered this love? I needed to know. Not just for my sake anymore, but for Becky’s too.

My Cammy rang and I saw Blake’s name flashing in neon letters. I didn’t pick it up and just pressed the disconnect button.

It rang again and I switched it over to silent.

In my first class, my heart wanted to break when I saw George and Becky sitting next to one another not even looking at each other. He was respecting her wishes, but he should fight for her, idiot.

I took my seat next to her as my Cammy kept vibrating non-stop.

Then it finally stopped and Sammy’s Cammy started to play his song.

The class started to laugh as she tried to sit on it to keep the ring tone quiet.

“Sorry about that, I forgot to switch it off,” she apologized to Sir Edward and just gave me the look.

Her Cammy finally stopped and she put it on silent.

Then Becky’s started to vibrate.

She looked at it and squinted as she gave me a look.

“Can someone please answer that?” Sir Edward interrupted his lecture and Becky opened her Cammy.

“We are in class, you idiot,” she whispered.

“STOP THIS, BECKY! ARE YOU INSANE?” Blake said and everyone just turned around and looked at her.

“No, I need to know.”

“You’ve never had to know before, why now?”

“Because you did a piss-poor job with Elena, asshole.” She switched off her Cammy. “Mind your own business!” she yelled at the class and put her Cammy back.

“Now I have to pay for it,” George whispered.

“Don’t George, please. I can’t do this.”

“Is there something going on here?” Sir Edward asked and just stared at all of us in the last row. Nobody said a word. Not even George.

“Becky?”

“Yes, I need to know if the Dent is real or just a stupid spell.”

“It’s not a fucking spell, okay!” George yelled.

“Becky, what is going on here?”

“I need to understand the change. He doesn’t want to tell me.”

“And he never will either,” Sir Edward said.

“Why not?” She was beside herself.

This was all my fault.

“Becky, please don’t,” I begged.

“No, Elena. Your version makes a shit load of sense, especially last night. Anybody ever wonder why Blake just changed like that after he woke up? It’s not real, and these idiots can’t even explain it to us.”

“It’s not that we can’t. We know what happened, why I love you, I just can’t tell you!” George yelled too.

“Why not?”

“Becky, please,” he begged again, and now I had tears in my own eyes too. “Don’t do this.”

“I just can’t George. I’m sorry.” She got up and walked out of the classroom.

My Cammy vibrated continuously again. I even got text messages that I was too scared to open. I didn’t even know when he’d paired phones.

I felt George’s pain, but I knew exactly what Becky was going through.

She didn’t return for class and George went missing too.

Sammy didn’t even speak to me. I never thought that Becky would finally admit this. I should’ve kept my mouth shut.

In Aviant, I sat alone in the coliseum when a dragon came in, landing hard.

I jumped slightly from the rumble that vibrated through the entire coliseum, as I hadn’t expected it, but flinched again when I saw who it was.

What was he doing here?
He was huge and moved to one of the entrances that led to the seats. His human form wearing a robe came running out and he ran up the steps toward me. “Something wrong with your Cammy?” He sounded upset.

“Blake, please, just don’t, okay,” I said, got up and put away my sketchbook I was drawing in.

“No, Elena.” He grabbed my arm as I walked away.

“What do you want me to say? That I feel crap that Becky broke it off with George? I do, okay?”

“Elena,” he grunted. “This is so not my department.”

“I know, it’s my fault, but you cannot blame me for feeling like this.”

“Like what?”

“You’ve got to be shitting me, right?”

“Just speak to me.”

“I can’t, because this is not you.” I tapped him hard on his chest. “I don’t know who this is.”

He narrowed his eyes. “You are not making any sense.”

“No, you are not making any sense. You hated my guts, Blake. Despised me ever since I set foot in this place. You wanted nothing to do with me. And now…” I blew out a huge breath. “You want to blame someone for breaking them up, blame yourself, as it’s your change that made this Dent thing finally sink into her head. It’s not real.”

His entire face fell and everything went dead silent again. I didn’t even hear his shield. “What don’t you get?”

I flinched as the old Blake showed himself. “You want me to yell to the entire fucking world what it is we went through? I promise you, Elena, I have more enemies than you think and our lives will be the same as what you went through with Jako.”

What does he know about what I went through with Jako?

“Be patient. And stop filling Becky’s head with your theories. I will show you when the time comes.” His shield disappeared as I could now hear the zing of bugs baking in the sun’s rays. He turned around and walked away.

Now
that
I trusted. Even if he made me super mad. It was the old Blake. The one that wanted nothing to do with me.

“And answer your Cammy when I call,” he grunted one last time, and before I could yell anything back he was already in the air flying back to where he’d come from.

I found Becky that afternoon sleeping on her bed. She was starting to reflect what I’d felt on numerous occasions.

I sat on her bed and tapped her softly on her bum to wake up.

She stirred and finally opened her eyes. Tears lingered immediately. “Don’t try to make me feel otherwise, Elena.”

“This is all my fault. I’m sorry.”

“No, you just finally made sense. Blake hated your guts. For months after he woke up and you were gone, I struggled with this same thing, but we just accepted him like that. Forgot about all the nasty things he used to tell you because he was actually doing a hell of a lot of things trying to find you. He showed us what you meant to him so we forgot what he used to be like. You just reminded me of that last night.”

“Becky, George is a wreck without you. He wished me dead this morning.”

“It’s not the real George.”

“It might not be, or maybe it is. Maybe I have it wrong.”

“You are just saying this…”

“No, I’m not, okay? Blake got pissed off because I didn’t answer. We had a huge fight and he told me more or less the same thing George did.”

Her eyes rose slightly and she pushed herself up. “He told you what the Dent is?”

“No,” I said and wielded my shield. Why couldn’t they just do this and tell us what the fuck it was so we could believe them and just move on? “George told me this morning that if his enemies knew what we mean to them, they would kill us, and that alone would destroy them.”

“It doesn’t make any sense.”

“I know. Blake told me—the old Blake, not the giddy one—more or less the same thing. He got really angry at what I was thinking. Believe me, that Blake I know. And he still asked me afterwards to answer my Cammy when he calls.”

She sighed. “This is messed up, Elena.”

“He said if we can hear each other’s thoughts he will show me. I will know, Becky.”

“It might be a long time, Elena.”

“Then break up with him then, not now.”

“I don’t know if I can trust this.”

“You have no choice. You and George, to be honest, were the only two that gave me some hope with Blake. Don’t ruin this because of my insecurities, Becky.”

“What if it’s not real, Elena?”

“Then we release them and hopefully they will wake up and we can move on with our lives as they should be. We don’t need to cross that bridge today, Becky.”

She just looked at me. “I don’t know.”

“Becky, do you love him?”

“You know I do.”

“Then stop this, okay? This, this is not complicated, believe me.”

“So we wait till one of us finds out and we tell the other one?”

“Yeah, something like that.”

She took a deep breath.

“You want me to go get him? I really don’t want him to hate me.”

She smiled again and nodded.

“Go wash your face.” I tapped her on the bum and couldn’t believe I had to track down a Moon-Bolt, who could hide like a needle in a haystack.

I took a deep breath and took out my Cammy. I couldn’t believe I was going to phone him.

His Cammy rang twice. “See, not so difficult.” His holograph appeared. He still sounded upset.

“You know where George might be hiding?”

“Try the roof of the girls’ dorms, Elena,” he said and his holograph disappeared again.
Rude bastard.

I walked up all the stairs and took the elevator from the seventh floor all the way to the top. There was a door and I opened it. More steps led to the ceiling and I opened the hatch that opened onto the roof.

I peeked outside and found his dragon form lying at the edge of the roof.