Authors: Robert B. Parker
"Now it's your turn," I said to Susan.
"Do you mind if I don't sniff behind the bookcase?" she said.
I settled for the several kisses. When that was done, Susan sat on one of the stools at my kitchen counter and poured half a glass of Merlot. She had come from work so she looked very professional in a tan suit.
"We haven't had steak salad in a long time," she said.
"Well," I said, "call me crazy, but I tire of tofu."
"Fickle," she said.
I was drinking a bottle of beer.
"I like this Merlot," Susan said.
"It's Meridien," I said. "When we were in Santa Barbara we used to look at its vineyards from the top of that hill we used to run."
The steak was grilling. I was cutting mushrooms and sweet peppers and celery and scallions with a large knife on a white Fiberglas cutting board.
"In some ways that was the hardest time we've ever had," Susan said, "Santa Barbara and all that went with it. But I kind of miss it."
I turned the steaks on the grill with some tongs.
"I was pretty dependent on you when we first got out there," I said.
"Well, of course you were," Susan said. "You'd been shot and nearly died."
"That does increase dependency, I suppose."
There was a lot of activity on my couch. Pearl was rooting the pillows around trying for a better lie. She finally found one that satisfied her and she settled into it with a sigh.
Susan got up from the counter, took her wine glass, walked to the front windows in the living room, and looked down at Marlborough Street. During the fall last year, when fresh corn was a glut on the table, I had wrapped and frozen any ears left over during the time of plenty. Now that fresh corn would be more valuable than ambergris, I couldn't wait to take out a couple of frozen ears and use them. They weren't good as corn on the cob, but thawed and cut from the cob, the kernels were a lot better than the perfect and nearly tasteless ones they sell in the store. I picked up one of the ears I'd defrosted and began to cut the kernels off.
"Magnolias are out," Susan said from the window.
"Every year," I said.
I scraped the cut corn into a small bowl, sprinkled it with very little sugar and some chopped cilantro, and put it aside.
"I wonder if my fondness for Santa Barbara might have had something to do with your dependence," Susan said.
"Well, I was sure at my least," I said.
"Physically," Susan said. "You were, and that maybe is what I'm responding to now. But in some ways you were more you than you've ever been."
"I think this may be my moment," I said. "I understand what you said."
Still carrying her wine glass, she turned away from the window and came back to the counter and sat again.
"Do you know why I've been so bitchy lately?"
"Is bitchy an acceptable phrase for a feminist?" I said.
"No. Do you know?"
"Has something to do with Brad Sterling."
"Do you have a theory on what the something is?"
"Well, I'd say something about him, or my connection to him, scares you."
"Yes," Susan said. "I think that's right. Do you know what it is?"
"No."
"That's the thing," Susan said. "I don't either, and being scared and not knowing of what makes me frantic."
"You're not used to it," I said.
"No I'm not. And," she shook her head, – "physician heal thyself-I decided simply to deny it."
"And yet you would ask about him."
"Of course, how could I not be interested? I had gotten myself into a situation I couldn't tolerate."
"And therefore…"
"And therefore bitchy," Susan said.
"Like you are about Russell Costigan," I said.
Susan took in a deep breath and let it out. I was finished tearing the romaine and the steaks were done. I took the steaks off the grill and put them on the cutting board to rest.
"You are so much fun," Susan said. "And you're so nice to people who need being nice to, and you're so nice to me that it is easy to forget how hard you are."
I got out a container of cajun spice that a guy had sent me from Louisiana and sprinkled some on the steaks. There was nothing to be gained here by opening my mouth.
"But it's not meanness, is it," Susan said.
I wasn't entirely sure she was talking just to me.
"You think I need to make the connection between how I feel about Brad and how I feel about Russell Costigan."
I nodded.
"And you know how difficult this is for me, which is why you are being very quiet."
I nodded.
"You are, of course, right, you bastard."
"Don't you hate when that happens," I said.
Susan nodded. I began to cut the steaks into small squares. Susan was quiet. I looked up at her and there were tears running down her face.
"Jesus Christ," I said.
She turned her head away. But she couldn't stop her shoulders from shaking. Pearl raised her head from the couch and looked at Susan with a mixture of annoyance and anxiety. I came around the counter and started to put an arm around her shoulder. She stood and turned half away from me. Her shoulders were shaking hard now and she was cursing to herself.
"Goddamn it," she said. "Goddamn it, goddamn it."
I moved around so I was facing her and put my arms around her. It was like embracing a coat hanger. I didn't force it. But I didn't take my arms away.
"What is wrong with me?" she said. "What in hell is wrong with me?"
"Don't know yet," I said. "But we'll find out."
And then it broke and she leaned in against me and put both her arms as far around me as she could reach and sobbed. Pearl got off the couch and came over and tried to get her head in between our thighs and failing that put her head against mine and looked up at me. She'd have to wait.
"You got custody this week?" he said.
"It's take your dog to work day," I said. "You want some coffee?"
"Of course."
I got a cup from the storage cabinet and handed it to him and pointed at the Mr. Coffee machine on the side table.
"There's milk in the little refrigerator," I said.
Quirk poured some coffee, and added milk and sugar. Pearl paid close attention. There was a canister of dog biscuits beside the coffee maker. Quirk took one out and gave it to Pearl. Then he came and sat in one of my conference chairs. Pearl sat on the floor beside him and put her head on his thigh.
"Why you," Quirk said to Pearl, "why not my old lady?"
Pearl wagged her tail.
"Going through Sterling's address file, we came across the name Richard Gavin," Quirk said.
I nodded.
"When we talked the other night in Sterling's office," Quirk said to me, "you mentioned a guy named Gavin who kept popping up in whatever it is you think you're doing."
"Investigating," I said. "I'm investigating."
"Sure you are," Quirk said. "Gavin has popped up again."
"And you stopped by on your way to work to share?" I said.
"Spirit of cooperation," Quirk said. "Maybe you can learn by example."
He drank some coffee.
"Good coffee," he said. "You remember the name of the stiff in Sterling's office?"
"Cony Brown," I said.
"Right. You remember he was tried for assault in Massachusetts."
"Yeah, dismissed because the plaintiff got frightened."
"Uh huh. You want to guess who his lawyer was?"
"Richard Gavin."
Quirk pointed his forefinger. "Bingo," he said.
"Richard gets around." I was thinking out loud. "He warns me away from Carla Quagliozzi, who is Sterling's ex-wife. Number 3, I think, who is the president of a charity, of which Gavin is a board member, which was part of Galapalooza which Sterling produced. Gavin's name is in Sterling's address file…"
"To which you of course have no legal access," Quirk said.
"Right. And a guy who answers Gavin's description is calling on some of the other charities in Galapalooza asking how much money they made from the event."
"Is he now?" Quirk said. "You got any idea why?"
"No. All I know is that nobody made a dime, except Civil Streets."
"How much did they get?"
"I don't know," I said. "Maybe they didn't get anything either. They won't talk to me."
"I'll bet I can get them to talk to me," Quirk said.
"You have a winning way about you, Captain."
"Yeah. You want to make a wager what I'll find out?"
"If you get past the cooked books?"
"I got people can get past those," Quirk said.
"I'll bet they made a bundle."
"No bet," Quirk said.
We sat quiet for a time drinking coffee, both of us thinking.
"Here's what I know," I said to Quirk.
"See, spirit of concentration is working already."
"He talks a good game, and he puts up a nice front, and he won't admit it, but financially, Sterling is in the crapper. He's got alimony and child support. He can't pay his bills. He's apparently run out of people to borrow from. Even his sister won't lend him money."
I held up a last small corner of my oatmeal scone.
Pearl left Quirk and came over and I gave it to her. She ate it with a lot more enthusiasm than its size deserved.
"It's a mess," Quirk said. "But there's ways to get out of it. People get out of it all the time."
"Sure," I said. "The right kind of people. They change the way they manage their money. Restructure for debt relief until they get back on their feet. They might even get a better job, or pick up a night job. But Sterling's old man was a self-made success, and Sterling went to Harvard and played football and was in Hasty Pudding, and drives a Lexus and rents himself a corner office and thinks all those things are important."
"So he doesn't do the only thing that makes any sense," Quirk said. "He does something stupid."
"He does something stupid," I said. "And now he's involved with people like Cony Brown."
Quirk nodded. We both drank coffee again. Pearl lingered near my desk, in case I might eat another scone. Quirk got up and went to the side table and poured himself more coffee. He put in a careful measure of milk and two sugars. He took another dog biscuit from the canister and came over and gave it to Pearl and went back and sat down. Pearl ate the biscuit and resumed her scone watch.
"And," Quirk said, "there was Galapalooza, grossing all that dough."
"Ah yes," I said.
"So where's Gavin fit?" Quirk said.
"Don't know yet."
"And what is Gavin's connection to Carla Quagliozzi?"
"Don't know yet."
"And if you had been married to a guy and could call yourself Carla Sterling, why would you go with Quagliozzi?"
"Might be pride in heritage," I said.
"Yeah, that's probably it," Quirk said.
"Or it might tell you how she felt about Sterling."
"And what the hell has all this got to do with the Ronan lawsuit?"
"I don't know," I said. "Got a guess?"
"Maybe nothing," Quirk said. "Maybe it's got nothing to do with it."
The Northshore Shopping Center had opened for business late in 1957 with a Filene's being the first. Since then it had divided and multiplied and roofed over and become a vast enclosed warren indistinguishable from a mall in Buffalo, Boise, or San Bernardino. It was someplace to go for young mothers with unhappy children, and old people on whom the walls had begun to close. It provided an indoor place with security, food, bathrooms, and other people. If all else failed, you could buy something. I was in my business suit: running shoes, jeans, a tee shirt, leather jacket, and accessorized with a short Smith & Wesson and some iridescent Oakley shades. I could see my reflection in the plate glass window of the bookstore opposite and I was everything the haute monde gum shoe was supposed to be. Maybe more.
Jeannette Ronan arrived about 10:10, which would have been right on the button for Susan, so I hadn't begun to think she was late yet. Her blonde hair was below her shoulders and gleamed of a thousand brush strokes. She wore a dark lavender suit with a short skirt, and no stockings. Her legs were very smooth and tanned the color of caramel candy. When she sat down she gave off the gentle aura of good perfume.
"Coffee?" I said.
She shook her head. Brusque. She reached into her matching purse and took out a checkbook and a big gold fountain pen.
"How much?" she said.
"To spend the night with me?" I said. "I usually get one thousand."
"Don't be coarse," she said. "How much for the photographs."
"Oh, those are free," I said. "You want the one with my body oiled, or the all-natural one?"
She spoke as if the hinges of her jaw were sore. "I will pay you for the pictures of me," she said. "How much do you want?"
She was working her tail off to be icy. But she wasn't old enough or smart enough or tough enough. She barely managed sullen.
"Jeanette," I said. "I'm not here to sell you pictures. The Polaroid stuff was just to get you here. We need to talk."
She stared at me.
"Besides, nobody will give you back blackmail items in return for a check, for heaven's sake. Next thing you'll be asking if I accept Visa or MasterCard."
She continued to stare. She held onto the checkbook and pen as if they would fend me off. Looking like she did and having money was all the defense she would ever have, if she needed one. Smart wasn't going to be part of it.
"Do you demand cash?" she said.
"No."
"Why wouldn't you take a check?"
"If I were blackmailing you, I take the check, give you the pictures, you go home and stop payment on the check. Call the cops. I try to cash it and they've got me with proof of my extortion."
"They what?" she said.
"It's okay. I'm not going to ask you for money."
"Well, how do I get the pictures?"
"You don't."
"Then…"
"I want information. I'm going to use the pictures to force you to give me information."
"See, you are blackmailing me."
"Yes I am. You change your mind about coffee?"
"I… yes," she said and her eyes shifted. "I'll have some, black."
"Fine, and if you're not here when I come back with it I will show these pictures to your husband."
"How do I know you even have the pictures?"
"There are four of them altogether," I said. "They were in with some love letters signed `J' in a shoebox under Brad Sterling's bed."
I took one out of my jacket pocket. "Here's one of them," I said.
She looked and quickly looked away. "Put that away," she said.
Under the careful tan her face and neck flushed richly. I put the picture back in my jacket pocket.
"Large coffee?" I said.
She looked around the room. No one was paying any attention. She nodded yes to my question and I went up and got her a cup and one for me, cream, two sugars, and went back to the table with them. She had crossed her legs, which was a good thing, and was leaning back a little in her chair, being serene and ladylike in a difficult situation. I put her coffee down in front of her carefully, without spilling any, and put mine in front of me and got back in my chair. We sat. While we sat I surveyed the room. No sign of anyone intending to shoot me. Jeanette didn't touch her coffee. Susan did that too. You gave her something to eat or drink and she allowed it to sit there for a while. Maybe it was a gender thing. When presented with something ingestible, I began at once to ingest it. Jeanette met my eyes in a long look.
"Did you like what you saw in the pictures?" she said.
"Absolutely," I said. "My congratulations to your trainer."
"I'm not ashamed of my body."
"I'm not ashamed of it either."
"You said something a moment ago about spending the night," Jeanette said.
"It was an attempt at levity," I said.
"We could, you know."
"Spend the night together?" I said.
She smiled at me. It was a smile full of invitation and promise. A nice smile, very practiced.
"And all I have to do is give you the pictures?"
"It might be a night to remember," Jeanette said.
She made a small show of looking at her watch. It was gold and silver and had a big face.
"Maybe," she smiled again, "a day and night to remember."
"That a Cartier watch?" I said.
"Yes," she said, "a Panther."
"Nice," I said.
She looked at her coffee and didn't drink it.
With her eyes demurely on the coffee cup she said, "Are you interested in my offer?"
"More than the spoken word can tell," I said. "But no thank you."
She looked up and there was something like fear on her face. I knew what it was. She'd tried money and she'd tried sex. Neither had worked. There wasn't anything else.
"Well," she said, "what the fuck do you want?"
"I'd like you to tell me about the sexual harassment suit against Brad Sterling," I said.
"You'll have to talk with my husband," she said.
"Mm umm," I said.
"What do you mean, `umm hmm'?"
"I mean you want to think that through a little?"
"Why should I?" she said. "He's my husband, he's a brilliant lawyer. You'll have to talk with him."
"Does he know?" I said.
"About me and Brad?"
"Yes.
"No."
"Does he know that the lawsuit is a fraud?"
"Fraud?"
"Fraud."
"I don't know what you are talking about. I admit to a brief period of foolish sexual intimacy. But that doesn't mean he has the right to harass me."
"May I call you Jeanette?" I said.
"Of course."
She smiled when she said it. The response and the smile were automatic. Neither was appropriate to the situation.
"Jeanette," I said, "you're in a mess. And the only way out of the mess is for me to help you. But if I'm going to help you, you really have to stop trying to outwit me. I don't mean to be unkind, but you're ill equipped."
She flushed again and her eyes blurred a little as if she were going to cry.
"Here's the mess you're in," I said. "I may have a few details wrong, but I'm pretty sure about the, ah, broad outlines of it. You meet Brad Sterling while he's running Galapalooza and you're volunteering. Maybe you were interested in doing something charitable. Maybe you and your girlfriends just thought it would be fun, maybe meet some celebrities. Brad's an attractive guy, and you get involved. Then one way or another your husband gets wind of it. Maybe you love your husband, maybe you like the life he gives you, whatever, you want to save your marriage. So you say it's not what it looks like: It's a case of sexual harassment."
She was sitting very still, her coffee still undisturbed in front of her. She was trying to hold my gaze but not doing it very well. Her eyes were definitely teary.
"It's not a bad ploy. But you know who and what your husband is. And you should have guessed that he'd sue the bastard."
The tears that had blurred her eyes were beginning to spill. She picked up her napkin and blotted them, carefully, so as not to spoil the eye makeup.
"So," I said, "you got your girlfriends to help join in, make it more credible, take some of the heat off you. And your husband sues on behalf of all of you."
"He flirted with all of us," Jeanette said.
"I'm sure he did."
"So there really was some harassment," she said.
"I'm not sure flirtation's harassment," I said. "But that's not my issue."
"Well, it's an important issue," she said.
"Sure," I said. "What I don't get is why Sterling is so passive about it."
"Maybe he felt guilty," she said.
"About what?"
"Well, he was having an affair with a married woman," she said.
"Sure," I said. "That's probably it."
We were quiet. She dabbed again at her eyes. They looked fine.
"That about how it went?" I said.
She nodded.
"You wouldn't have any thoughts on where Brad might be now, would you?"
"No."
"You know he's a suspect in a murder case?" I said.
She nodded.
"See any connection between your lawsuit and the murder?" I said.
"My… good God no," she said. "What could that have to do with murder?"
I shrugged.
"Ripples in a pond," I said.
"Ripples?"
"Know anybody named Richard Gavin?"
"No."
"Know why your husband would hire a couple of sluggers to scare me off the case?"
"Sluggers?" She wrinkled her nose at the word. "My husband?" She was horrified. "My husband certainly wouldn't…"
"I'll take that as a no," I said. "Ever hear of an organization called Civil Streets?"
She said, "Certainly."
At last an answer.
"It's one of the beneficiary organizations for Galapalooza," she said proudly.
"Know what it does?"
"I believe it is a rehabilitating agency for criminals." She corrected herself. "Former criminals."
"Know how much they received from Galapalooza?"
"It was all pre-allotted," she said, "by share. How many tables everyone sold, that sort of thing."
"But you don't know how much they actually got."
"No."
"You know how much anyone got?" I said.
"I heard that the costs were so high that they weren't able to distribute as much to charity as they had hoped."
"I heard that too," I said.
We sat quietly. She had never touched her coffee. I had drunk all of mine and was thinking maybe she'd had the better idea.
"Anything else you can tell me?" I said.
"About what?"
"About Brad Sterling or Galapalooza or the guy got killed in Brad Sterling's office, guy named Cony Brown, or a woman named Carla Quagliozzi or what you plan to do about the sexual harassment suit?"
"I don't know… What do you mean about the sexual harassment suit?"
"You can't press it," I said. "I have your letters and your pictures. You take it to court and you'll lose, quite publicly."
"But I can't tell my husband," she said in a tone that suggested that I was an idiot for suggesting otherwise.
"Well, you don't have to right now. Until we find Brad, you can probably sit tight and keep your mouth shut."
"But what if you find him?"
"Well, maybe he won't come back," she said hopefully.
"Then the lawsuit becomes moot, doesn't it," I said.
She nodded slowly. "Yes. I… guess… so."
"But take a worst-case scenario, maybe I'll find him."
She shook her head and looked at the tabletop and didn't speak.
"If," I said, "anything happens that prevents him from coming back. And if you had anything to do with it, I will tell everyone everything I know," I said.
"You don't think I… My God, you must think I'm simply awful."
"Yeah," I said. "I guess I do."