Suddenly Dirty (33 page)

Authors: J.A. Low

“What did you think of the scan today?” Sienna asks.

Putting my knife and fork down, I answer her with the truth. “It was incredible; I can’t believe that’s our baby in there.”

“And are you happy it’s a boy?” She asks.

“As long as it is healthy that’s all that matters. But a boy is kind of cool, I can teach him to play football, play the guitar and Jake will want to teach him to surf.”

“A girl can do all those things as well,” Sienna adds.

“Of course, especially ours, next time.”

Sienna looks at me in shock. My answer throwing her off, but it was the truth. I want more babies with her.

“There won’t be a next time, we aren’t together, Evan,” Sienna responds, playing with her salad.

Giving her a pointed look, I say, “Seriously, as if you are not going to want to jump this again?” As I point to myself.

Sienna laughs loudly.

Oh, how I’ve missed that sound.

“How did I forget how big your ego was?”

“You know it’s not the only thing that’s big,” I remind her, wiggling my eyebrows at her.

She shakes her head at me.

“Let’s go for a walk. It’s a beautiful night,” I ask her, before standing and holding out my hand for her, she hesitates for a moment then places her hand on mine. That one touch felt like she had come home; this was where she was supposed to be, with me beside her holding her hand. Walking out into the warm summer evening, we quietly look out over the city. Leaning in, I whisper, “Last time we were here I ripped your panties off of your body and my fingers were making you scream.” Sienna’s body breaks out into tiny goosebumps across her skin. She’s a little excited.

“Yeah, and the reason we are back here is because you left me,” she adds, as her green eyes sparkle.

I felt like I had been sucker punched. “Seeing you with Beau, it broke my heart,” I confess, grabbing the edge of the railing for support.

Sienna’s hand rested on my arm. “I’m sorry, Evan, if I could go back and change the choices I made that day I would. I saw how much I hurt you, it killed me.”

I could hear the apology in her tone, turning to face her I took her face into my hands and ask, “Do I still have a chance, Sienna? Tell me, do we still have a chance?”

She was silent for a moment and I swear I could hear my heart thundering out of my chest waiting for her to tell me what I wanted to hear.

Tears fall from her beautiful eyes as she tells me. “I still love you, Evan.”

That was all I needed to hear. I take her lips with mine in a searing kiss. Finally, I had my woman back in my arms, this is where she belongs.

“But, Evan,” she says, untangling herself from our embrace. “The way you treated me back in London – that can never happen again. You broke me, Evan. You ripped out my heart and stomped on it.”

I fall to my knees and look up at her. “Sienna, I am so sorry for the way I reacted in London. I’m going to spend the rest of my life treating you right making sure you know how much I love you,” I declare. I reach into my pocket, pull out a box and present it to her.

Sienna is crying, not believing what she is seeing.

“The moment I saw your picture you captivated me, it took my head a while to catch up with my heart. It knew you were my other half the moment it saw you. I want us to be a family Sienna, you, me and Bean. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. I promise that I will try and give you the life you deserve, I promise to be the best damn husband in the world for you. I promise to rock your world with my wonder dick every damn day.”

That made her laugh.

“But most importantly, I promise to love, honor and cherish you until the day that I die. So how about it, want to be my wife?”

I open the box showing her the vintage five carat Cartier diamond ring.

“Evan,” she gasps, looking at the ring. It was a huge stone but I needed the world to know she is mine. Pushing the ring onto her right finger, as her left was in a cast. I hoped it was going to be a yes.

“Yes, yes, yes,” Sienna screams, pulling me up into her arms.

Fuck, I feel like I just won the world series. Nothing can beat this feeling.

“Evan,” Sienna whispers, while I am showering her with kisses. “Take me home, please,” she says, sounding desperate.

“I guess you’ve missed me then?”

“You have no idea how fucking horny pregnancy makes me.”

“Seriously?”

Sienna nods.

Holy fuck, hell yeah. I take her hand and make our way to the nearest exit. I need to get Sienna home, and soon.

***

“Evan, fuck, Evan,” Sienna screams my name, as my mouth captures a nipple.

“They’re so sensitive. Shit I think I’m going to come,” she screams again.

I feel her body shudder from her climax, fuck she wasn’t joking about the hormones.

“I need to be inside of you, sweetheart. It’s been too long. I’m sick of jerking off in my hand, it is a poor substitute for your pussy.”

“Seriously, Evan just do it,” she growls at me.

Fuck, I love this woman and how impatient she is for my cock. I push her dress up over her hips and rip her panties off for old times’ sake. A couple of seconds later I am sinking deep into her, and fuck it feels good. “Sienna,” I moan, as her tight little channel wraps around me. “Baby, I have missed you so much,” I growl, as I start to move inside of her, her fingers ripping open my dress shirt throwing it off of me.

“Evan, stop,” she calls out, stopping me

“Shit is everything okay? The baby?”

Shaking her head, her fingers touch my chest tracing the new ink. “You got the same tattoo as me,” she says, staring at it in bewilderment. The Arabic script across my heart – ‘What is coming is better than what is gone’.

“Of course, sweetheart. You were what was coming and I was too stubborn to realize it.”

“I love you, Evan,” she says, kissing me.

“I love you too, Sienna,” I respond, looking at her, my heart bursting with love.

“Now would you hurry up and fuck me,” she curses.

With pleasure!

THE END

You
for finishing my first book I hope you liked Evan and Sienna’s story as much as I liked writing it.

My boys
Thank You for letting Mummy go after her dreams. I’m sorry that I was attached to my computer most days you both helped Mummy out when you went outside and played on the trampoline even if that meant you tried to kill each other. I am learning the art of writer/life balance i’m sure we will work it out, maybe.

My husband
who is my biggest supporter, cheerleader, sexy scene tester and all round spunk rat. With out you by my side there is no way in the world I would have been able to achieve this. And I promise I am working on the next book as we speak.

Sam
My writing buddy, ideas bouncer, motivator and question answerer I am so happy that I met you in Kylie’s masterclass all those years ago. Having someone to help navigate this writing stuff with has been a blessing. Now hurry up and publish that book!!!!

Maria
Thank You for falling in love with Evan in all his many forms during this process and your enthusiasm with each chapter I wrote. I loved your comments each time I sent them to you even if you were pissed with the things Evan did and YES you have dibs.

Jemina
Thank You for making the HOT cover. I know it was hard work spending your days searching for just the right abs for it.

My Beta readers
Danielle, Simone, Deb, Nicole, Geovanna Catherine and Emily
Thank You for your feedback and helping me make this book the best I could possibly make it and for falling in love with Sienna and Evan’s story.

Trish
My awesome editor Thank You for wading through all my words and making them perfect.

My Proofreader Heather
Thanks for picking up all the little bits that I missed and helping me talk American.

Mo
Thank You for your help answering the million and one questions I have had and helping me not freak out when things got overwhelming. You really made this journey not as scary as it could have been.

Thank You
to the Indie authors who took the time to help me navigate through the maze that is self publishing and paying it forward to a new author.

Thank You
to all the bloggers who have taken a chance on a new author I really appreciate the support I have received from you all and I can’t wait to work with you all again soon.

Also a big
Thank You
to my Sinsters for all your love and support!!!

JA Low lives on a faraway beach in Australia. When she’s not writing steamy scenes and admiring hot surfers, she’s tending to her husband and two sons, and dreaming up the next epic romance.

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