Authors: Jordan Silver
What the fuck
have I done? That was my first thought the next morning. My heart felt sick and
I almost had to throw up. She was still lying under me so I had to ease my body
slowly away from her. In the bathroom I hurried through my shower and headed
down to the kitchen. With coffee in hand I went out on the back porch and sat
with my head in my hand, I couldn’t even take that first sip. How the fuck do I
fix this? I felt lower than a dog, her father, my friend had trusted me and I
fucked his only daughter like a streetwalker. I heard movement behind me and
froze; shit.
“Good morning
lover.” I closed my eyes as she wrapped her arms around my neck from behind. I
knew what I had to do, it was going to be hard as fuck but I can’t destroy her
life. She’s supposed to go off to college and make a life for herself; I’m way
too old for her. All these things plagued me as I sat there with the soft
weight of her beautiful tits pressed into my back. Why hadn’t I remembered any
of these things yesterday before I ever laid hands on her?
I slipped out
from under her arms and put some distance between us before turning back to
her.
“Dominique we
need to talk.” I saw realization in her eyes, she knew what I was about to say
and the look of betrayal in her eyes cut me deep.
“No, don’t you
dare.”
“Dominique you
know it’s the right thing to do, this is all wrong…”
“So you get to
decide what’s best for me? You get to decide what my happiness should be?”
“Dominique
you’re so young, you have your whole life ahead of you and…”
“Why didn’t
you think of that yesterday when you were fucking me? What was all that about
me being yours? You said you loved me.”
Fuck I’d
forgotten I’d said that, I’d meant it but this was wrong.
“It was in the
heat of passion…” Her hand flew across my face and stung my cheek. Her
breathing was harsh in the early morning stillness as she fought back tears. I
wanted to hold her and tell her that everything would be okay but that would
only make it worse so I forced myself to stand where I was.
When she
turned and walked away I felt like howling, that look on her face, like I’d
destroyed her, and I knew I’d killed something in this beautiful young
creature, but this was the right thing to do, I have to believe that or it
might kill me.
I hid out in
the stables for the rest of the day working myself to the bone hoping to
exhaust my mind but nothing could erase the memory of that look in her eyes
when I’d lied and told her I didn’t really love her. I wanted so many times
during those hours to go to her and beg her to forgive me, tell her I didn’t
mean it that yes we could be together but that was selfish. I hadn’t even known
how much I was in love with her until this, now I’m losing her. Whenever my
mind remembered that I would never have her again, never taste her sweet lips,
never feel her supple body beneath mine ever again it almost drove me crazy.
“Boss you
alright?”
“Yeah Zeke I’m
fine the animals doing okay?”
“Yep, old
Nessie’s about to calf the vet says just keep an eye on her so I figure I’d
bunk down in the loft tonight.”
‘Thanks a lot
Zeke I appreciate it.”
I heard
squealing and splashing as I made my way to the house, looks like Dominique had
invited some friends over to use the pool. I glanced down at my watch it was
almost six; fuck how long was I out there? I headed to the kitchen for a drink
I hadn’t eaten or drank anything all day. I saw out the kitchen window a group
of scantily clad teenagers. My eyes searched automatically for her, she was on
one of the lounge chairs sulking didn’t look like she was having much fun to
me, and the guilt reached up to bite me in the ass. I was tempted to go to her
but changed my mind, I should probably distance myself from her; the thought
damn near brought me to my knees. Tossing back the last of my water I headed
out of the kitchen and up the stairs. I took a quick shower and went down to
make something to eat; it was Sunday we usually went into town for supper but I
guess I screwed that up too with my cowardice. I made myself a sandwich and
headed into the den.
It was about
two hours later when the slamming of car doors woke me up. I guess the party
had broken up
,
I
headed out of the kitchen and caught her on the stairs.
“Did you eat?”
She just kept
going without once looking back.
For the next
two days things went on like that, we were like two strangers living together.
There was no more teasing looks and giggles and worse she’d taken to wearing
baggy, ugly, unappealing clothes around the house and to school, it was as
though a light had been shut off.
The morning of
the third day I decided to put a stop to it.
“Dominique are
you ever going to talk to me again?”
She opened the
refrigerator and grabbed the juice with not a word or a look in my direction.
“Dominique I’m
talking to you.” I understood her anger but I couldn’t let things go on like
this the longer I leave this the worse it will get.
“What the fuck
do you want?”
“Don’t speak
to me like that I understand your anger but you don’t disrespect me are we
clear?”
She huffed and
tried to leave the room.
“Get back
here.”
She stopped at
the force in my voice and turned venomous eyes on me.
“I have to get
ready for school.”
“I understand
that but we need to deal with this I want you here as soon as school lets out.”
She shrugged
her shoulders at me and headed out of the room. I was so not looking forward to
that conversation.
All day while
I worked around the farm I puzzled over how I was going to handle the situation.
If I didn’t do this right I could lose her forever and that’s something I could
never accept she was never going to be out of my life that’s just not going to
happen.
By the time
she reached home I thought I was ready to deal with the situation.
“How was
school?”
“Listen don’t
act like you care about me okay, don’t ask me about school or anything else
about my life you don’t have to worry about silly little me fawning all over
you again I got the message. In a few months I’d graduate and leave here and you’ll
never have to be bothered with me again.”
“Dominique
please we have to deal with this, it’s all my fault I take complete blame for
everything I’m sorry I took advantage of you okay…”
“You can stop
now I know what you’re going to say, I get it, you fucked me now you don’t want
me not to worry I’ll get over it.”
With that she
ran up the stairs leaving me feeling like an ass.
“You handled
that well Tyler.” I couldn’t help but admonish myself, what a fuck up.
I needed a drink
but refused to go that route I won’t let myself believe that it would all end
like this. There had to be some way to salvage this. I’m not usually such a sap
but this is a teenage girl a girl I’d been charged with taking care of I can’t
fuck up her life and leave it like this.
I went to my
home office to do some paperwork; I heard her knocking around in the kitchen a
while later, she’s been cooking as usual but she still wouldn’t eat with me. It
was getting to me I won’t lie I hated the rift between us hated her anger and I
missed the fuck out of her. The whole time I’ve been fighting her I’ve been
fighting myself as well. I lay awake late at night hard and hurting, wanting
her. More than once I found myself outside her door in the middle of the night,
I even sent my fist through a wall in order to keep myself from going to her
bed.
I got lost in
my paperwork and it was past dark outside when I heard a car door slam. Picking
my head up I looked through the window in time to see headlights heading down the
driveway. Jumping up from my chair I went to the top of the stairs.
“Dominique
where are you?” No answer, a check outside revealed that her jeep was missing.
I took a deep breath for calm, she knew she wasn’t allowed out this late on a
school night, yes she was eighteen but she still had rules. And don’t I feel
like a fucking hypocrite for thinking that after what I’d done to her. I sat on
the top of the stairs beating up on myself trying to find a way out of this
mess I’d made. Is this what I had to look forward to until she went away to
college? Disobedience and defiance? Coldness and harsh words?
I don’t know
how long I sat there worrying and sick to my stomach but by the time I heard
the jeep returning and saw that it was after eleven at night my worry turned to
anger.
She came
through the door and stopped short when she saw me sitting on the stairs.
“Where’ve you
been?”
“Out.”
“Not good
enough, now answer me where have you been for the past three hours.”
“I don’t have
to tell you anything I’m an adult I hereby relieve you of all parental
responsibility.”
She stumbled a
little on the bottom step and something curdled in my stomach.
“Have you been
drinking?”
“Of course not
I just had a sip of beer.”
“You…you’ve
been drinking and driving?” I was up and heading towards her leading with fury;
the little fool, she could’ve killed herself.
When she saw
the look on my face she tried running back down the stairs but she wasn’t fast
enough. I took her down in the hallway between the dining room and the kitchen.
All I remember is that there was a struggle, she was trying to get away and I
was pulling her back and her shirt tore down the middle. I got one look at the
tops of her breasts spilling out of her bra, that’s all it took. I buried my
face between her beautiful tits and sucked the skin leaving a mark. My hands
were rough as I pushed her short skirt up and pushed her underwear aside so I
could get to her heat; that heat that had been calling me for the past few
days. Sinking two fingers inside her wet core I took her mouth in a torrid kiss
which she returned just as feverishly. We were like two animals as we tore at
each other her hand was around my cock and I thrust into her palm. I slammed
her back against the wall and lifted her spreading her wide to take me.
“I’m sorry I
can’t wait I have to have you now.” I pushed up inside her and she screamed
into my mouth as her pussy gripped me in a vise like grip. I held still
enjoying the feeling of being buried deep inside her again. I never wanted this
feeling to end I wanted to feel her around me for as long as my cock would
stand up. That didn’t last long as the silky feel of her walls compelled me to
fuck. The pictures on the wall shook and fell as I stroked into her hard and
fast. She moaned and fucked back at me just as hard as I tried to get as deep
inside her as I could. Her little pussy was so tight just like the first time,
she completely owned me in that moment, her beautiful body her cries of
passion. I wanted it all, fuck responsibility fuck thinking. I hammered away at
her as her nails dug into my back her face in my neck and then she tightened
around my cock even more and screamed her release.
“Scream for me
baby.” She held on tight as our bodies rocked together both seeking release
going faster and faster racing towards the finish, when I came I bit into her
neck sucking her flesh between my teeth, leaving my mark. Holding her clutched
in my arms I headed for the stairs once again our bodies still locked together.
I didn’t say
anything as I took her up to my bed; I spent the rest of the night fucking her
sweet young body into exhaustion finally falling asleep still buried inside her
pussy that refused to let me go.
In the morning
I woke up fucking into her, before my eyes were open before my body was
completely awake my morning wood was at work. Looking down at her beautiful
face I saw that she was awake; she was shy and sweet as she looked up at me. I
kissed her then, no soft kiss this, it was wild and hot just the way she made
me feel. Holding her close I shifted our bodies so the she was on top.
“Ride me
baby.” Her body moved like a dream, soft and sensual her breasts standing firm
and lush just waiting to be sucked. Sitting up beneath her I took her nipple in
my mouth and sucked, her ass was held firmly in my hands as I helped her body
move in a dance of lust. Her scent was intoxicating it made me want to do
things to her, wild things, things that would probably scare the shit out of
her.
“Would you let
me fuck your ass Dominique?” She tightened around me and came.
Easing her off
of me I positioned her in the middle of my bed, seeing her there like that so
open and at my mercy made lust burn a hole in my chest. Moving around behind
her I fondled the cheeks of her ass, running my hands over her, under her;
fingering her well used cunt and tasting her on my fingers.
“One more
thing first.” I lapped at her pussy like a dog, my tongue cleaning up her
escaped juices from around her pussy to her rosebud. She was pink and soft and
as my tongue sunk into her she pushed back against my mouth.
“Oooooh.” She
cooed as I ate her pussy making sure to nibble on her clit, to prepare her for
my ten inch cock in her virgin ass I eased a finger in up to the first knuckle,
she tensed up and flinched.
“Easy baby,
easy, I’ll go slow for your first time but I promise you’re going to like it.”
“I trust you
Ty.” Those words did something to me, they said so much, I knew in that moment
that I could do anything to her I wanted; that she would never hold anything
back from me. I massaged her tight as fuck ass with my fingertip and she came
in my mouth.
When I was
able to get my whole finger inside her ass I knew it was time. Leaving the
spicy taste of her pussy I knelt behind her and using some of her pussy’s juice
I greased her rosebud then I took a mixture of my pre cum and her own juices to
coat my cock before guiding it into her. I watched as my cock eased into her,
just a half inch or so at first. Her little flower opened up around my cock
head and I wanted to take the plunge but made myself go slow.
“Are you okay
baby how does it feel?”
“Strange
but…ah…good.” She tried pushing back but I placed a hand in the small of her
back to stop her.
“No sweetheart
you’ll hurt yourself let me.” I eased just the tip in and out getting her used
to having me there adding a little more of my length each time until I had half
my cock inside her.
“So fucking
tight, you still with me?”
“Uh huh.”
“Finger your
pussy for me baby.”
I felt her
finger through the thin membrane and my head almost blew off.
“Fuck.” I took
one big stroke and buried my whole cock inside her ass, she screamed and her
body shook in orgasm; I’d never heard such language from my little girl’s mouth
before.
I went wild
fucking into her deep; her ass was tight and gripping and the feel of her
finger rubbing against my cock head was like nothing I’d ever experienced
before. All caution fled as her body relaxed around me and I could move the way
I wanted to. Her cries of ecstasy rang out as I fucked her ass my hands coming
around to hold her tits squeezing and pulling as I plowed into her before we
both fell over the edge.