The Billionaire and the Con Artist: A Bad Boy Romance (Bad Girls Series Book 1) (12 page)

“
Y
ou mind
if we sit and talk?” Axel says once we settle in his suite.

It looks like the one I had—five times the size of my last apartment, two bedrooms with king-sized beds, two bathrooms with jet tubs. Marble floors…

“April?” he says softly, and I realize my mind had wandered.

How considerately and gently said; I almost fell for it.

I follow him to the nearest couch and we sit, facing the fireplace.

I have to keep reminding myself this isn’t real as we settle in on the comfy seating.

Sure, Axel seems like a nice enough guy, and I am almost uncontrollably attracted to him, but he’s probably just playing his own game now.

Maybe he really does feel for me, but thanks to my big mouth, he knows what a horrible criminal I am and about me having done a lot more than take off with his watch and stuff.

If he’s decent at all, he’ll turn a thief like me in once he gets his shit back; I’m a menace to society.

But I don’t blame him for playing the good guy. I mean it’s fine for now—we’re using each other; we’re helping each other with specific personal goals.

He gets his shit back, I get to confront Taylor, although I have no idea what to say to her, what kind of revenge I can exact.

I guess I just want to look into her face, see if there’s truly not a single sign that she cared about me. I know she left that letter, but whether I see cold indifference or a spark of regret, I’ll get some kind of closure.

“So, April, you have a last name?”

My mom supposedly gave me the surname of the man who had fathered me.

I have no real connection to it, so I shake my head.

Axel’s smile is wry.

“I’m not going to turn you in, April.”

“It’s not that,” I say quickly. “It’s just that it doesn’t matter. I belong to no one. I have no dad—nothing from my sperm donor except what’s supposedly his last name.”

Axel’s smile disappears and I panic a little; I don’t want to disappoint him. He’s being so nice to me, whatever his endgame.

“But if you must know. April Sumner,” I say miserably.

I have to turn away from him—the look in his eyes is too much.

He’s not looking judgmental or mad or anything and it’s doing something to me.

He looks like he pities me, like he cares…

Shit
, I think as my face starts to scrunch. I’m about to cry again.

It’s too much to have the guy I stole from to sit there pitying me.

God, I’m so off my game.

Taylor’s betrayal made me regress, not only leaving me talking too much but feeling too much.

Feelings are anathema to this whole thing.

Feelings mean your guard is down, that you’re exposing a vulnerable spot that can be poked.

Feelings are the beginning of an unraveling.

It’s always best to remain distant—distance allows reason to rule.

The only feelings that can be trusted are gut feelings. Anything higher and your whole world can come crumbling down because of a misstep guided by stupid-making emotions.

Already, I’ve broken several cardinal rules: I’ve given my real first name, and Axel knows what I really look like. He also knows a good chunk of my personal history.

I’m here with him, having told him more than I’ve ever told anyone since I met Taylor, and yet he’s looking at me with those fucking sympathetic eyes!

I can’t take this softness from someone I hurt, someone I robbed. I can’t…

“It’s no wonder my mom hates me,” I say tearfully, unable to stop a stupid fat drop from falling from my eyes. “I’m no good; I’m a criminal. I wonder if she saw it in me early?”

“April, I’m sure that’s not why your mom dropped you off.”

“How can you be sure? Most of the older drop-offs were troublesome in a way—emotionally unstable or mentally incapacitated. I looked it up.”

“I’d wager your mom had things going on inside her beyond you,” he says in a way that gets my attention.

Sounds like personal experience to me, and it’s a good time to take this uncomfortable spotlight off my life so I say, “Well, what about you? Who are your parents, Mr. Moneybags?”

He just looks at me for a second then lets out a quick breath.

"My mom and dad are dead and gone, respectively. My mom killed herself. My dad wasn’t all that good to her, and when she found out he had another family and was basically living a double life, I guess it was too much for her. I found her actually—blood and brain matter scattered, dead eyes staring at nothing. I think part of her still hoped he would stay with her even after she found out about his infidelity, but he just packed up and left to live with the others, leaving us behind. I’ve never met his new family. So I’ve got a dad and at least two half-siblings and it’s as if they’re all dead; I never see them. Lucky for me, my mom died when I was seventeen—not long from my eighteenth birthday—so none of that living in foster homes for years stuff. I got emancipated from my dad, and soon, I got to live in a big old house by myself.”

I can hear the pain in his voice and it’s doing a number on me.

I want to hug him so badly but it feels so inappropriate. Worse, inadequate.

And, you know what? Stupid.

Why should I feel the need to comfort him?

He’s still rich—he never had to sleep in a car or wonder whether or not he’d get to eat dinner.

Poor people have dead and gone parents too, and on top of that, they have to worry about stupid basics like food and shelter and dying from curable ills.

At least he had a big old house when he was on his own.

But I guess a house isn’t always the same as a home.

I can’t stop myself from feeling for him, even though he still had huge advantages.

Then again, at least my mom’s still alive. My dad might be too, whoever he is.

And I certainly never had the horror of finding the person closest to me dead.

Guess everyone’s got their hardships.

“The silver lining is that my dad eventually had some investments pay off big time and ended up super rich. We were all doing fine before, then he hit a jackpot and left us, and then he hit a bigger jackpot later and got a huge trust fund together for me. My college was paid for, and when I was done, I could access what he left me. I guess he felt like he made things right by giving me a good chunk of his money; money makes everything right, right?"

He smiles at me and I feel like shit.

I made a lot of assumptions about him, as usual, but you have to be dismissive in this game—you can’t think about the human behind the mark or else how will you function?

“I got the money he gave me to grow with solid investments of my own. And now, I have everything anyone could ever want.”

“Obviously,” I say.

He freezes me with a look.

“Wrong,” he says. “It couldn’t get much better, true, but there is one thing I’d like to have I’m not sure money can buy.”

“What’s that, Jupiter?”

“No, you,” he says, looking at me intently.

My heart does a flip. He looks so intense, it’s making my beats speed up.

I don’t like the sincerity that appears on his face—it’s confusing me.

It’s making me feel like my chest is opening—like my inside parts are exposed to the unpredictable outside elements—and I don’t want that.

“I kind of would rather my dad in my life than the money, but…” He shrugs. “Anyway, that watch you stole from me came from my dad,” he continues softly.

“Oh,” I say guiltily.

I look down, twiddling my fingers.

“I didn’t care about the cash you took—I always bring rolls with me to give away—but despite my dad and I not having a relationship, that watch meant something to me."

“I understand,” I say. “And I’m sorry. I was sure it wouldn’t be a big deal.”

“Normally, you’d be right. You just picked the wrong thing from the wrong guy.”

“I don’t think I picked the wrong guy at all,” I say, then flush with embarrassment.

What the hell was that?

Panic must’ve shown on my face because then he says gently, “Relax. Everything will be okay."

But will it?

I’ve got absolutely nothing—not even my usual tools of the trade. I have to start from scratch in so many ways.

Plus I’m in the custody of a man I robbed, so I’m not sure I can trust what he says and yet… fuck. I do.

I don’t know why, but when he looks at me the way he’s looking at me, I don’t think he’ll hurt me.

I know I’m being stupid and letting feelings get in the way, and considering everything that’s happened, I should definitely be more cautious and suspicious and not trust this gorgeous hunk as far as I can throw him, but I can’t stop myself!

Losing control like this is one of the scariest things in the world.

“So. Before we get to planning, how about we get to know each other a bit better? Lighter stuff, that is. For example, where are you from?”

Phew! Change of subject.

Still, that’s too much goddamn information he’s asking.

“I’ve been living in L.A.,” I say, dodging.

“So what made you move to L.A.?”

“I was a small-town girl at heart with big dreams. I thought I could make something of myself moving to L.A., but damn—it’s full of pretty people. It’s easy to think you’re something when you shine in your own small town, but a lot of small town pretties get the same idea, and I found myself surrounded by pretties from all around the goddamn world. Some with actual training, better résumés. Apparently, types like me are a dime a dozen.”

I chuckle a bit.

“I doubt that,” Axel says. “I’m not surprised the castings might not exactly be nuanced, or that you’d mistake a bunch of girls sharing similar physical characteristics for proof of being generic. But, April, you’re more amazing, more unique than you’re aware of. No doubt it’s part of why I’m drawn to you.”

My cheeks flush with burning heat.

What the hell is this guy trying to do to me?

“Anyway, sounds like we’re both gamblers. Although having seen others flush their lives down the drain because of excessive risk-taking, I guess you can consider me a cautious gambler. Usually. Obviously, I took a gamble on you, and strangely enough, here I am, doing it again. Maybe I’m more like my brother than I thought,” he says, his voice trailing off a bit.

“Wait, your brother?”

I can immediately tell I’ve hit another of his sorest spots.

“I used to have an older brother—until he became a victim of his gambling addiction.”

“What happened to him?”

“Presumed dead. He liked to take risks and some of them did not pay off. Ultimately, he couldn’t pay off a gambling debt, and we haven’t heard from him since. We never even got a body to bury.”

“Wait, but then he could still be alive…"

“Doubt it. We suspect he has been neatly disposed of. My mom still held out hope, though, probably until the day she died. Somehow, the lack of any sign of him told her there’s a chance he still exists whole somewhere, that he could turn up someday instead of the greater likelihood he has been completely dissolved in acid.”

Axel pauses in a loaded way, like he’s waging a battle.

“It’s been about eight years since my brother paid with his life for his debt.”

“But Axel, dead men can’t pay bills. Was there any conclusive sign?"

“We received a package one day. I wasn’t allowed to see the contents, but after that, my parents totally lost hope and we had a funeral and everything. Whatever was in that package was enough to have a death certificate issued.”

Everything in me plummets.

“I’m so sorry,” I say, looking away.

“Thanks. Needless to say, I got soured on that sort of risky behavior pretty early—some consequences were pretty damned clear. So even though I play around, I don’t have a problem stopping. It’s like my dead brother sits on my shoulder while I’m at a table and whispers in my ear,
Time to go!
It’s sort of ridiculous considering…” He stops and looks at me. It seems he thought twice about saying whatever he’s about to say next but decided to go with it anyway. “…I have plenty of money. More than I can spend in this lifetime. Not to rub it in.”

“So wait—how come he couldn’t pay his debt if you guys were so rich?”

“That happened after. It was just his luck that some of my dad’s investments started paying off after he ‘disappeared.’"

He shrugs as if it’s all casual, and being able to see through it—witnessing the renewed pain of his losses plainly on his face—makes me ache for him.

He hasn’t really had it as easy as I thought.

I wish I could help him; reduce the pain somehow.

I look away instead.

“I still can’t believe how nice you’re being,” I say softly. “Despite experiencing this sort of thing on a smaller scale before.”

I shake my head.

“You know, I’ve been taught that most people are essentially selfish, evil even. But you know what? Since I’ve been working like this, I’ve discovered that sickeningly, most people actually want to be good. I can tell that even jaded ones who tell me no want to say yes so badly, but they don’t want to be a fool. In that moment, they want to be smart and safe, not good and stupid. But sometimes, even when they suspect they’re being conned, it’s like they can’t risk it—they can’t risk turning down the young girl who says she got robbed and is just looking for enough for an Uber to get back home. They can’t live with the thought that maybe that sad-faced girl might actually go hungry tonight if they keep it moving and don’t give her a fiver.”

My eyes well again and I feel Axel’s arms wrap around me.

“I have no doubt you killed it in the streets, April. How many could really resist you? I certainly can’t, despite everything.”

His voice is deep and gentle and pierces the most hidden parts of me, awakening all sorts of parts that have been asleep.

Our eyes meet, and I’m surprised the lights don’t go out as the room is suddenly and heavily charged.

T
he air is heavy
. Not because of sadness or regret; there’s not a hint of anger or sorrow.

The air crackling with electricity.

Desire courses between April and me, and though she is avoiding my eyes, I know April feels it as strongly as I do.

My cock is swelling, filling with need.

I know April wants me too, but it seems she’s hesitant about how I would receive her.

Her own emotions are eclipsing her gut—like mine did when I first met her.

She’s probably wondering,
Will he think seduction is part of my new plan? Will he get suspicious and stop trusting me? Will he be disgusted if I’m forward about this and reject me?

If she could quiet her brain screaming at her that I’m likely disgusted with her, if she could stop beating herself up for being unveiled as a lowly thief, she would hear her gut whispering,
It doesn’t matter what you’ve done, he still wants you.

Because I do. Badly, and in every way.

I’ll show her.

I pull her into my arms, rubbing her back a little as I hold her, trying to reassure her with my body that I forgive her, that it will be okay, that she is safe now.

I know it will probably take a while for her to accept that, but I have to start somewhere. I can at least show her that I still want her.

I tilt her chin up, and after a moment of hesitation, she gazes up at me, her blue-gray eyes searching mine, softening parts of me while others harden more.

I bring my lips to hers.

Tingles of electricity light up my mouth at the contact with hers.

I want to say I don’t know what this is charging my body like this, but I do, and man, is it frightening because I know it’s not just lust.

April has way too much power over me—I’m far too invested in protecting her, ensuring her happiness.

Here we are, sharing a soft kiss, a tentative kiss, and it is shaking everything up in me.

I’ve never felt so raw—well, not since the last time I let myself be open to a woman, the one who imparted the most important lessons to me about the fairer sex as she fooled me into giving her access to a chunk of money—do not trust lightly.

But this thing between April and me—I’m not letting myself be open this time, something else has the reins, something else is in control. I can’t help myself, and I don’t even care to stop what’s happening. Even after knowing what April is capable of, here I am, vulnerable to her, open to any weapon she can use against me.

All that matters is that she’s here with me, in my arms.

Warmth runs through me again.

Her lips are so sweet.

She tries to deepen our kiss and I let her, but I don’t let her drag us to the bedroom.

I can feel she wants to get past this part and get down to the basics, and I think I understand why.

I can feel it as strongly from her as it radiates from me—she is soft, open, and vulnerable against any weapon I can use against her.

But there’s only one tool I have aimed at her.

We explore each other’s mouths I feel her melting for me, her remaining walls crumbling down.

Only then do I move my lips to her neck, and her head arches back as she lets me nibble on her.

"Axel," she whispers, and the way she says it twists me.

She sounds like she’s pleading, begging for some sort of mercy.

My thumb grazes her cheek as my lips make their way further down to her delicate shoulders.

She’s so small, her skin is so soft.

She feels so delicate and everything in me wants to make sure she’s protected and safe from now on.

I don’t want her to feel the type of despair that seemed to take over her today ever again.

I pull her top off and she works on my shirt.

Once we’re both a bit more exposed, she pulls her lips away and starts kissing my chest.

It is both adorable and maddening, and my cock throbs with need even more.

I realize where she is headed as she works on pulling my pants off.

She wants to pleasure me more this time, but I suspect that’s not all.

She has found another way to get to the heart of the matter, so to speak, to distract me from exploring her, making her a victim of my soft touches.

I almost stop her but I realize it is something she needs to do.

She pulls my cock out as my pants fall to the floor and she lowers herself until she is kneeling before me.

My heart cracks when she looks up at me with her wide eyes, and I know I am done for as our eyes lock for a few moments.

Then she grabs my cock and starts licking it, and it gets harder in her warm grasp. 

She teases the head of it with her soft lips, then with flickers of her warm wet tongue.

She licks my shaft, giving each side attention before suddenly closing her mouth over me.

She moves her mouth, bobbing her head over the lucky first few inches while her small hand works the rest of my shaft.

She slides her palm to my balls, cupping them before sliding her hand back up to the base of my shaft as she licks and sucks my cock, torturing undersides with her tongue.

Then she suddenly pulls her mouth away, leaving it missing her warmth briefly, before I’m distracted by her tongue on my balls.

She licks and cups them, then trails her tongue up my shaft before swallowing my cock again.

She starts moving more aggressively, bobbing and sucking and licking, making me never want it to end, no matter how much I’d like to bury my cock in her pussy.

When she moans against my shaft, I shoot closer to climax, the vibration catching me by welcome surprise.

She looks so sexy, and her small warm mouth feels so good, her tiny hands trying to grip my engorged cock, unable to fully wrap around it—all of it brings me closer and closer to spurting in her mouth.

But I don’t want to end there.

I let her bring me closer to the edge, gently grabbing her head and moving her mouth over me, thrusting into her beautiful face until I feel my balls start to draw up.

Then I pull away from her quickly, my cock regretfully leaving her warm mouth, stopping her from taking me over the edge.

“Get up,” I say, my voice thick with desire.

She obeys, watching me closely.

I pick her up and carry her to the nearest bed, laying her flat on her back, her nude body an open feast for me.

I begin by leaning over, and I watch the happy anticipation fill her eyes as our bodies line up.

But instead of working my cock inside of her, I lean to her neck, delivering kiss upon kiss, nibbling the delicate flesh and making her squirm.

Her hands travel my body, and I can feel her need, smell her desire.

I know it’s driving her crazy that my hard, throbbing cock is poised above her sopping wet pussy, I know she wants me to drive it into her more than anything, but I’m nowhere near done with exploring the rest of her body yet.

I can tell she’s never had such attention paid before, and I’m happy to show her all sorts of new pleasures.

My lips travel from her neck to her shoulders, and she’s letting out these soft little whimpers that are short-circuiting my brain, driving me nuts and chipping away at my control.

It takes iron willpower to keep going instead of plunging into her depths to calm the sharp tingles shooting through my body at those delicate feminine sounds, the raging need to relieve my throbbing cock, the mad desire to be one with her.

I slide my lips to her chest, going for one breast, engulfing it in my mouth, running my tongue over her mound of soft flesh, teasing her nipple before moving to the next and giving it the same treatment while my hand holds the one deprived of my mouth.

Then I pull away to kiss my way down her abdomen, her flesh jumping a bit at the soft contact.

I love the way she writhes. I love drowning her in sweet torture.

“Axel,” she begs breathily, though I’m not sure for what, although I have a few guesses.

I savor the hoarse sound of her pleading voice but continue my way down, stopping just above the bud calling for me, the clit begging to be licked.

Instead, I slide to the joints of her thighs, teasing her by kissing all around the parts she wants touched most. I nibble her inner thighs, kiss below her belly button.

Then finally, I bring my mouth to her drenched pussy lips.

She cries out deliciously, writhing even more, her hand grabbing my head.

I suck her lips, darting my tongue between her folds, teasing her with flickers at her entrance, swiping my tongue over all her peaks and valleys.

Then I fasten my mouth on her clit, sucking and licking the hood, holding her thighs down as she squirms and moans wildly.

It’s apparently too much for her, and she starts fucking my face, and before I can pull away, she comes hard against my exploring mouth, flooding the soft sheets beneath her more.

I let her ride out her first climax, watching her beautiful face slacken, a hint of a smile on her lips as she lies with her eyes closed.

Then I move to cover her, wanting to feel the last pulses of her orgasm before sending her to another one, one I can hopefully share.

Her body is limp but open to me, and I stare at her until she opens her beautiful eyes.

When she does, she smiles sweetly, and both my cock and heart throb.

How does she make me feel so goddamned much?

I don’t really care for answer—all that matters is
what
I feel and rolling with it.

I bring the head of my cock to her soaked middle, rubbing it in her wetness a bit and teasing more squirming from her as I slide the smooth tip over her feminine folds. Then I find her soaked entrance and start pushing in.

She arches her back as I enter her in one smooth motion, not stopping until I have bottomed out, balls-deep inside her slick, pulsing warmth.

I stay still for a moment, savoring the closeness of our warm bodies, the long reach of my hard dick inside her welcoming body.

Then I start moving, sliding my cock out a bit before pushing it back inside her, finding a rhythm that won’t take me to the edge too soon as I plunder her delicious body.

She is looking at me a certain way, and I think I know what she means—I want it too.

I bend my head to kiss her.

Her canal floods more as our mouths meet, my tongue exploring her oral cavern while my cock drives in and out of her juicy peach below.

Soon, I can’t take it anymore and I increase my rhythm, fucking her harder and faster, slamming into her with relentless thrusts as my need increases.

I can’t think about anything—only feel as her delightful pussy massage takes me closer and closer to the edge.

Her hands slide over my back then come to rest on my ass cheeks as they rise and fall with my hard thrusts.

Kissing her while she caresses and holds me, my greedy cock plugged into her tight, warm body, I start tumbling over the edge, April’s body gripping me in a way that lets me know she’s on her way too.

I push harder and faster, our skin slapping together lightly, and April’s mouth suddenly leaves mine as she screams her orgasm, just as I start shooting my jets into her.

I ride her through my orgasm and hers, slowing down my thrusts a bit, feeling as if I’m going deaf and blind as we pulse against each other, my throbbing cock still buried deep within her pulsating canal as her body floods even more.

I feel one with her, far beyond the physical.

If April thinks she’s getting away from me now, she’s fucking crazy; I’m never letting her go.

I collapse on top of her, then remember how tiny she is and try to redistribute my weight.

She laughs a little and it warms me.

I don’t even know what amused her for sure but I hope to push that button again.

“Don’t worry about it,” she says. “I can take it for now; you don’t have to move.”

I want to relax but I don’t want to crush her, nor do I want to move off her.

She wraps her arms and legs around me.

“Don’t worry about it,” she says again. “I like this.”

I finally relax, savoring the feel of her soft breasts against my hard thumping chest, dreading the moment my cock finally softens and slips from her.

I want to stay connected to her.

At some point, without actively moving off of her, I fall dead asleep.