Editors out to keep their own personalities out of other men’s books; so I have not presumed to tamper with the straightforward narrative of this one. Its conversations, however, were unevenly presented, perhaps because some were taken down in shorthand and others reconstructed from memory. Consequently, I have chosen typical passages from what seems to have been the authentic speech of each character, for use in imparting a similar colloquial ease to his other spoken words. Some incidents, originally related in long stilted speeches, I have reduced to narrative form. There were no chapter divisions in the Ms. For the name of the book, as well as for all footnotes, I am responsible. There is no questioning the fact that this is the work of an anonymous but genuine medical student. Thomas Painter and Gertrude McClure, a teacher and a student of morphology, have verified all technical references, and have shared equally with me the task of preparing the book for the printer. The following “Explanation” accompanied the original Ms.
A. L.
(To the Reader:
This story was received from a reputable literary agent, who claims to be as ignorant as we are of the author’s identity. The following explanation accompanied the first part of the Ms. Customary royalties will be reserved for the author’s account, should he wish to reveal himself to the agent with satisfactory proofs of identity.
—The Publishers.)
During the past year I have been drawn unwillingly into a series of grim events—and I have no assurance that their sequence is ended. The climax could yet be my own death. I happen to be possessed of knowledge that ought to convict any one of three persons of a capital crime; yet I am morally convinced that all are innocent. This makes me reluctant to divulge what I, and I alone, have learned.
Yet conceal it, even briefly, may mean that it will die with me; and, since its partial discovery might work greater injustice, I intend to write down all I know. I intend to describe these happenings in the strict order of their occurrence, starting with the first significant evening, a year ago tonight. Even though later events at times have erased the seeming importance of earlier ones, I shall try to show everything as it first appeared, for it may be that some item which I have thought trivial may be vital knowledge to another investigator. My shorthand diary will aid me, as will a great many shorthand notes taken in the course of duties which I shall presently explain. I shall alter the names of all persons, places, and institutions, and refer to the climate as that of Maine, with which I am familiar. There will be plenty of references through which anyone who is interested can locate the real town and school about which I am writing.
If at any point it seems unlikely that I can complete the story, I shall mail what is done to a literary agent who knows nothing of me.[
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I room at the Connells’, on Atlantic Street, four blocks east of the medical school. The hospital is about as far in the other direction, the main buildings are clustered in a private plat studded with pine groves and enclosed by a high iron fence. The hospital is at the eastern edge of the town by Altonville, the center of which is half a mile westward, beyond the Maine State College of Surgery.[
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My rooms are in the garret of a one-story frame house. Biddy Connell, who did my washing during my first two years as a medic, let me fix them up with wallboard. I am writing now in the front room, my study. The bedroom is in the rear. Between them opens the well of a steep stairway. In the very early morning of the 3rd of April, 1932, I had gone to bed about one o’clock, and may have just fallen asleep when sharp, explosive shrieks brought me swinging down before I even knew what I was about. Dr. Wyck had told me to eek an eye on Biddy Connell’s husband Mike, a truck driver, whose left arm had been amputated two weeks before. So far, despite the shock, he had borne his misfortune without a whimper.
As I groped for the hall light, I caught a glimpse of Biddy pawing for the bulb. The light flashed on and off again, leaving against the black a bluish, momentary impression of Mike’s features, stark with pain.
“For the love of God, Mike, what is it?” she yelled.
“The black one, wit’ white eyes, Owoo! His nails are in me sowl, tearin’ it out through my arm’s end. Mother of Heaven! He’s torn off me arm.”
I found the hall light. Mike lay rigid, shivering, his breath painful and loud. Then the stump of his arm lifted and banged hard against the mattress, until he howled with agony. I held it still and tried to quiet him; but his right hand kept clutching spasmodically for the left forearm that was not there.
“Owoo! God, God, I can’t stand it. Biddy, call the doctor.”
“Here’s Mr. David, come down to take care of ye,” she crooned.
He shook his head and insisted upon having Dr. Wyck.
“Him? Not that one. Niver will I let him in here again.”
Her husband nodded obstinately. “They’re afraid of no one but him, I tell ye. He knows them all, and the names too. A black one it was, wit’ white eyes, like in the hole in the hill.”
I could guess what was prompting this talk, but did not care to let myself believe it. Under my hand I felt his heart behaving in an amazing fashion, beating more rapidly than seemed possible, only to pause periodically for a dangerous interval, give a terrific pound, and continue its rapid, steady pumping. He suddenly sat upright, a noise of pain gasping in and out his throat, continuous, horrible.
“Oh, then, I’ll call him,” Biddy agreed.
She pulled on her pink wrapper and hastened into the hallway. It seemed a long while before anyone answered.
“Oh, darlin’, is it Miss Wyck speakin’? Sure, ’tis Biddy Connell.—Yes, sure, for Mike.—Yes, there’s Mr. David here, but my Mike won’t let a sowl but your fayther go near ’im, the thick mich. Oh, God forgive me, and him sufferin’.”
It was too bad that it was night, because Daisy Towers, who had the switchboard daytimes, usually knew where anyone in town was to be found, and always prided herself on keeping accurate track of the doctors. As it was, Biddy had to make several calls before she got an answer to 190, the number of Prexy Alling’s private laboratory at the medical school. Dr. Wyck proved to be there. He made violent objections, but Biddy implored. “Oh, he’s altogether sure he’s dyin’, Doctor. Yes. Quick, now.”
I had stepped toward the door. We both turned to find Mike sitting up, pressing the stump into the pillow, his face twitching, his eyes wide and scared.
“Why do I feel it there, Biddy, like pokin’ me arm through the bed? Look! I can feel the springs with me fingers, all twangy, like a harp. Me poor fingers—they ain’t there.”
“Does it still hurt so much, Mike, darlin’?” she asked.
“No. It stopped hurtin’, sudden, a minute ago. Hurtin’ that way. It always hurts. But it was like to kill me then—even after—the black one—let go.”
“Stop yer blather. Lie down. I’ll tell the doctor to niver mind,” she said; but he became frantic, and she had to reassure him. “All right then. Lie down, now, while I talk a minute to Mr. David.”
She led me to the far end of the hall, and whispered hoarsely, “Look, ye know Miss Finch, the pretty nurse? Well, today she told me there was no more need to cut of his arm than to—to—fly. Would it be true, d’ye think, Mr. David?”
“It’s utter nonsense,” I said at once; but my voice may have sounded too cocksure. I had witnessed the amputation, and had heard the whisper that the limb could have been saved by anyone less interested than Dr. Wyck in a chance to demonstrate the suturing of skin flaps.
When we went back, there was a crafty, wild look on Mike’s face. “I heard what ye said,” he whispered. “I heard it. But there’s nobody but him can make ’em go away. I know. I’ve seen him do it.”
“Make what go away?” I asked, but Mike refused to answer.
A few minutes later Dr. Wyck entered, growling, as usual. Biddy turned her back on him at once. His face, which I always remember as being ruddy and youthful, despite his years, seemed pale and wore a sardonic scowl. Here was on doctor who never cajoled his patients. That was why persons in Altonville, when in danger of their lives, called upon the passionless, machinelike skill of Gideon Wyck.
“Well,” he asked gruffly, “what ails you?”
Mike looked uneasily at me and Biddy, and then whispered, “It was the black one, doctor, wit’ the white eyes. Tuggin’ me sowl out, he was, here.” He indicated a spot a few inches beyond the outthrust stump.
Dr. Wyck seemed to catch hold of his temper. “Oh,” he said, “the black one, eh? You mean my friend Beelzebub? Why didn’t you twist his tail, like I told you to?”
“God! I couldn’t move a finger. Frozen stiff, I was.”
“And so you hauled me all the way over here because you dreamed you were being hurt? You fool, I’d—”
“Dreamed? Fool? Fool yerself!” protested Biddy. “He niver yelled before, iver. Wide awake, he was, and near dyin’ with pain, long after. Ask Mr. David.”
“I told you all he’d imagine he felt pains in his missing arm.”
“His heart was most abnormally affected, Doctor,” I put in.
“Humph. Any man can scare his heart to death if he tries hard enough.”
“ ’Twas you that was scarin’ ’im,” Biddy blurted, “I heard ye, with all that talk about”—she sniffed—“divils.”
Gideon Wyck glanced about menacingly at Mike, as if to rebuke him for having revealed a secret.
“That’s all he needs to be scared of. The arm’s all right. And I don’t want any more night calls about grown-up babies.”
“Babies? Yes,” Mike said hoarsely, a wild glare in his eyes, “that’s a nice way to speak to a feller that gave his own blood to keep ye alive, ye old ghost.”
The doctor seemed to start, at that.
“Gave
your blood? We pay fifty dollars a pint for any donor, you included. More than a truck driver’s blood’s worth.”
The dual storm of invective from Mike and his wife was stilled by a long ring of the telephone bell. Biddy answered it and came back to say, “Yer poor sweet daughter, and she’s a thousand times too good for the dirty likes of ye, says ye’re wanted at the hospital, quick. And it can’t be too quick for ye to be getting’ out of here, after givin’ us the paper-thing about the insurance.”
“I haven’t had time to write it, and I won’t find time till you learn to be civil with your betters.” With that, the attendant medico stalked from the house.
Mike had closed his eyes. I gave Biddy’s hand a squeeze, and told her to call me if anything else went wrong. Then, with the memory of her furious eyes to confront me, I climbed back to my garret.
Anger, which I had suppressed in the presence of the doctor, now made me lie trembling with indignation. I was very fond of the Connells. They were simple, superstitious: the best reason why a doctor, of all people, ought not to scare them.
What should I have done? It is not usual for a student either to rebuke his instructor or to bear tales about him. The idea was especially difficult in the case of Gideon Wyck. A lifetime of teaching at medical school had fostered certain deplorable traits that offset his technical excellence in surgery. Gideon Wyck was idolized by half his students for the very ruthlessness that made him a bad practitioner, but a superb scientist. Youngsters whose stomachs began to squirm in the operating room would think of the cool self-control of Gideon Wyck and get a grip on their urge to vomit. His professional anecdotes, often revoltingly cruel, were something you learned to laugh at before feeling at east over a dissection. While disliking him, I was determined to avoid his disfavor. That, however poorly, will have to excuse my irresolute conduct during his bullying of the Connells.