Authors: Elizabeth Wein
She gazed up at him, waiting for an answer.
Telemakos glanced over his shoulder toward the open door that led to the scriptorium, wondering where the librarian was. Harith could be pettily vindictive; he did not like the traffic that the children made through his formerly silent alabaster-roofed hall, since the Star Master had acquired an apprentice who had let his baby sister use the lapis ink blocks as finger paints.
Telemakos looked down through the floor again. Inas was still waiting below, her expression anxious.
“Is your face all right?” he asked.
“My face? Oh, Athena’s scratches. It’s nothing. They’re not deep—she’s only got baby nails. Little monster, she’s so sad; I wish she’d let me hold her. But she only wants you. ‘Boy, boy, where is Tena’s boy,’ she cries, every waking minute.”
“Where is she now?”
“The najashi took her down to see the pet lion. And that creature Menelik is an emotional beast as well, as starving for your attention as your sister! The najashi is still trying to teach him to hunt like a dog, do you know?”
“Yes, he tells me all about his hunting,” Telemakos whispered. “The lion hasn’t caught anything yet.”
“The kennelmen don’t like to run it loose without you there. It’s not so obedient for the najashi as it is for you.” Inas took a deep breath. Then she added quickly, “If you want to send a letter to your mother without the najashi reading it, drop it through the ceiling here when there’s one of us below. If it’s safe we’ll bang the shutters three times, and if there’s no one else in the Globe Room, you can send a letter down.”
If he did that, and any of the fourteen Scions reported it or was caught, by the terms of his covenant with Abreha, Telemakos could be crucified.
“I won’t,” he whispered. “I won’t. It’s a noble offer, Inas, but I don’t want you to be punished with me. Thank you for the offer.” His throat suddenly ached. “Thank you.”
“We are with you,” she said. “We are all with you.”
With that she smiled at him suddenly, then stepped outside his limited view of the room below. He did not dare call out to see if she was still there.
Telemakos swallowed the ache in the back of his throat and sat down again to the map spread over the Star Master’s writing table. But now, after Inas’s hurried vow of secret faith, the names of the rivers and cities ran together in his sight as though he had spilled a pot of ink across them. He dared not change a single pen stroke on these irrelevant documents; Abreha would check them against the copies. Mother of God, Telemakos thought, why am I learning this? What does any of it matter? Why would I ever need to know what water courses run near Hadrian’s Wall?
And still he had not warned Gebre Meskal of the najashi’s threat to the Hanish Islands.
That night Telemakos dreamed he was walking on Hadrian’s Wall. His left arm was sound and whole again, which made his heart sink, for in the back of his mind he knew that invariably some person or creature would hack it off before the dream ended. The mist came down so low he could not see his feet. Coming toward him along the wall in the opposite direction were two shapeless figures, one taller than the other, both black against the gray of the lowering sky. Telemakos knew that one was Gedar. The other he thought must be Anako, the man the salt smugglers called the Lazarus, who had first tried to blind Telemakos and then tried to kill him: the man Telemakos had sentenced to exile. They would have to pass close to each other, for the wall was narrow. Telemakos dreaded that his grandfather’s neighbor would greet him by name and let Anako know who he was. He kept his head down and did not look, but Gedar caught him by the wrist as they came abreast of each other.
“Morningstar,” Gedar sneered, but that was not a name Anako knew, so Telemakos was still safe. He dared not protest or struggle. The merchant’s hand burned like cold fire where it was locked around Telemakos’s wrist, like the icy touch of hailstones, until he could no longer feel his arm.
“So at last you’ve told your emperor all the najashi’s plans for stealing his island fortress. What king would trust you now?” Gedar taunted. “Liar. Deceiver. Traitorous toad. You should be named serpent, not sunbird.”
But it was not Gedar’s voice. It was Medraut’s voice, low and dark and full of music. Telemakos knew he had mistaken both men. It was his father condemning him so poisonously, and the other man was Medraut’s dead brother, Lleu, the prince of Britain, dark-haired and white-faced and imperious. They were allied against him. Telemakos tried to pull free of the cold hand that gripped his wrist; his dead arm came away in his father’s hand. Telemakos fled back the way he had come, stumbling, all out of balance over the old stones of the wall he could not see in the mist around his feet.
T
HOUGH HALF HIS LETTERS
home were truly innocent of any intrigue, Telemakos felt he had to construct pitfalls for himself, to keep him on his guard, in case he should alert Abreha to his change of mood when he was not endangering himself. He took to baiting the najashi.
There are many empty rooms in the Ghumdan palaces
.The najashi likes to play mother to the small orphans
.His spearmen are not so well trained as Gebre Meskal’s
.
Telemakos included this last comment in a letter to his grandfather. He meant nothing more artful by it than to nettle Abreha with its scornful tone. When he read it aloud, the najashi stopped Telemakos short and ordered, “Repeat that.”
Telemakos did, and felt himself go cold as he realized how much it sounded like a general’s report.
“And again,” Abreha ordered quietly.
Halfway through his third reading of it, Telemakos faltered, the flattened palm frond trembling so in his grip that he could not make out the writing on it. He went down on his knees with a jangle of silver and bowed his head.
Abreha’s signet ring brushed cool and rough against the base of Telemakos’s skull as the najashi laid his hand over the back of his neck.
“Hush, child.” Abreha spoke soothingly. “To send plainly stated military information to the imperial parliament of Aksum would be a fool’s mistake, and you are no fool. Destroy this letter, and write another.”
Telemakos rewrote it sitting at Abreha’s own desk, beneath the najashi’s watchful, frowning glare, and gave away no hint of the iron menace that shadowed him except in that his shaking pen produced writing that was more unreadable than usual.
He was careful not to mention Abreha’s soldiers again. He had still the threatened Hanish Islands to tell of, and that was a deal more dangerous to mention than the palace guard. He began to look forward to the time when Aksum’s highland roads would be closed by the Long Rains, and he would have a reasonable excuse not to write home. He was rarely allowed a moment’s idleness anyway, and the scheming was beginning to exhaust him.
Dawit, sadistically, liked best to set his apprentice several tasks at once. Telemakos would have to polish the enormous teak-and-crystal compass from Cathay, translate a Greek geography aloud into South Arabian, and calculate latitudes on an abacus all at the same time. He was awkward and self-conscious, juggling scrolls and pens and tools with his single hand. The pens had been Athena’s province; she had sorted and cleaned them and passed them out. Telemakos missed her there to pick up the things he dropped and to hold his pages flat.
While Telemakos drew, the Star Master plied him with endless mental arithmetical calculations or drilled him in lists of stars or rivers or the principal cities of Persia.
“Name the tribal kingdoms of Himyar and southern Arabia.”
“Kinda and Qataban, Hadramawt, Awsan—” Telemakos hesitated. Through the pulley hole came a noise of torrential weeping, but for once it was not Athena. This was one of the bigger girls. Inas?
“Ma’in.” Telemakos hesitated again. He bent over the map he was drawing, trying to recite the required list of kingdoms mechanically but concentrating on the voice below. It was not Inas of Ma’in. It was Malika, the lovely, preening girl who called herself queen of Sheba. Her wordless keening alternated with angry, sobbed protests.
“Sheba,” Telemakos added.
With the side of his hand Dawit pretended to slash his own throat, commanding instant silence. He put the other hand behind his ear in exaggerated parody of a careful listener.
Telemakos laid down his pen and bent his head. “I am forbidden to eavesdrop in this palace,” he said evenly, straining to catch the sense of the outburst below.
“Pish. You are not eavesdropping; even Harith at the other end of the scriptorium can hear that. Their racket would wake the dead. Come and listen.”
Dawit knelt with his head tilted low over the pulley hole; his beard hung down the shaft. No one in the room below seemed to notice him at all.
Malika was wailing. “I shall not, it was my mother’s palace and I shall not dower it to a warrior lordling with no wealth of his own. I do not care how famed he is in battle, I am a queen, not a prize!”
Inas’s calm, firm voice said soothingly, “Of course you are queen. Be heroic! Don’t you see, if you marry a man of petty title, your kingdom remains intact, your own?”
“It does not,” Malika sobbed. “It all belongs to him.”
There was another spate of speechless weeping, and then Queen Muna’s soft voice murmured something comforting that Telemakos did not catch. He glanced at Dawit. The old man was watching him, or trying to, through eyes like needle slits. The Star Master whispered, rather loudly, “All the girls go running to my daughter when they feel sorry for themselves. They are down there wiping one another’s eyes, cuddling and kissing like kittens in a basket.”
Muna’s voice floated aloft, then, more clearly: “But you know, my love, it will belong to your husband, whoever it is you marry. Socotra is only mine by wedlock, though I was born there.”
“I should make a
union
. Not a trophy,” Malika said bitterly. Telemakos had never heard her say anything so profoundly serious. Then she ruined it by adding, with deep petulance, “And I want someone younger and prettier.”
“What’s her age?” Telemakos whispered.
“She’s ten,” Dawit answered. “It is only a betrothal. Nothing will happen for some years yet. You see why the najashi is breaking the news early! She’ll have time to get used to the idea.”
Gedar the despicable olive merchant went back to Aksum before the Long Rains began there. He made a special trip up to the scriptorium to ask Telemakos, with oily goodwill, if there was any token he could bear home with him for the lady Turunesh Kidane. Telemakos spent a furious, sickening afternoon composing an appropriate letter to his mother for Gedar to carry.
Arrest Gedar
, Telemakos wrote.
“Dearest Mother, I miss you so much,” he read aloud for Abreha. “Give my love to all, my father, and Grandfather, and my aunt. I am still kept apart from Athena, and miss her as much as I miss you; still I watch for her daily, wishing I could just once follow her when she appears. I have only seen Athena a single time this week, but I watch for her always.
“She isn’t bearing our separation well. They can’t let her near the songbirds; she tries to fling them out the windows. I have seen Athena arrest Lu’lu, the youngest of Abreha’s children, and bite her on the hand like a nasty little dog. She treats Queen Muna with such contempt it embarrasses me. Why does my lady endure it? Muna adores Athena. Gedar and the magus and the najashi’s children have all stopped trying to make her be nice to them, but Muna never even complains. My heart bleeds for the abuse she takes so selflessly on behalf of the unfeeling little wretch.”
The charms were tinking softly. Telemakos pressed the bracelet against his ribs to steady the quaking. He thought: I am going to learn to keep this blasted alarm quiet. That will be a good challenge.
There were two more paragraphs of this drivel still to read. He had woven the message in three times:
Arrest Gedar
.
Arrest Gedar
.
Arrest Gedar
.
Abreha listened absently, gazing down at the outline of Britain that Telemakos had sketched on a sheet of fine linen. It was the beginning of his idea to make a store of maps that Dawit would be able to follow with his fingertips. Telemakos read to the end of the letter, and the najashi held out his hand without looking up. Telemakos passed the strip over for it to be sealed.
“What misery there is throughout my house,” Abreha said quietly. Telemakos stood watching through his lowered lashes while the najashi, frowning forbiddingly, pressed the star-and-lion sigil of Solomon into the hot wax.
“You are right to observe that my queen suffers her ills without complaint,” Abreha said. “I wonder that she doesn’t confide in her father.”
Telemakos said nothing.
“Or in Rasha, her lady-in-waiting?” Abreha prompted.
Telemakos sucked in a sharp breath. “You have put me under pain of death as a suspected spy,” he said in a low voice. “If I overheard such a complaint, and I spoke of it, would I not risk being dragged down to the Street of Shade for execution?”
“I fear I have made you overcautious,” the najashi said. He blew on his signet ring in the warming pan, to cool it. “And in truth, I do not need you to tell me that my queen is unhappy.”
The najashi gazed down at the linen map that covered his desk. “I can make your sister eat when she refuses food from anyone else but you,” Abreha murmured. “I can make her lie quiet in my arms until she falls asleep, even though she has spent the past hour screaming herself hoarse. But I cannot make her love my queen. She is too little to understand. She blames Muna, not me, for sending you away from her.”
He fell silent again. Perhaps he was lost in his study of the map that lay before him. But it seemed as though he were waiting for an answer, or a suggestion, from Telemakos.
“When I was a deal younger, if ever I drove my mother to despair, my father would take her riding,” Telemakos hazarded; “the two of them alone together.”
This had actually happened, once. It was memorable.