Gary Weston didn’t say anything. Being 18, he didn’t think it was his place.
While they were working along, Gilmore said, “Let’s steal the truck.”
“What do you mean?”
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“Let’s come back tonight and steal it. Then we’ll paint it and sell
it.”
Weston didn’t want to get him mad. “Well, Gary,” he said, “we
insulate for the guy who owns the truck. We kind of know him real well.”
“Yeah, can’t do it to a friend,” said Gary, sipping his beer.
When Weston got back, he told a few of the others. They all had a good laugh. Gary had obviously had a couple of beers. You don’t steal a truck.
Before leaving work that night, Spencer asked if he had gotten his license. Gary said that Oregon still hadn’t sent it over. Something about how they couldn’t find the license. The story was one dam thing after another.
Spencer said that since they couldn’t locate the old one, Gary ought to sign up for the driver’s training course.
Gary said, “That test is for kids. I’m a grown man and it’s beneath me.”
Spencer tried to get him over this. “The law,” he said, “is for everybody. They’re not singling you out.” He tried to explain. “If I were in some state and didn’t have a driver’s license, they would make me take it too. Do you think you’re better than I am?”
“Excuse me,” said Gary at last, “I’ve got to call Nicole.” As he walked off, he said, “Real good advice. Thanks, Spencer, for the good advice.” Quick to get away.
The message Nicole had brought at lunchtime was that Mont Court had gone out to their house in Spanish Fork to tell her that Pete was pressing charges of assault and Gary was in a serious situation if they weren’t dropped.
Gary told her not to worry, and they gripped each other’s hands.
The moment she said goodbye to Gary, however, Nicole did begin to worry. It was as if a doctor had come to the house and said they were going to amputate her legs. What a weird meeting. Mont Court was a big good-looking Mormon, like captain of the swimming team or tennis team, kind of blond and just a little straitlaced. He was embarrassed terribly by her sister April who had been sitting in Nicole’s Mustang when he arrived. April must have liked his looks, or maybe it was just too warm-never knew why April was doing something-but she took off her halter, and was sitting with her bare back up against the car window when he came out. Mont Court made a point of walking around the rear of Nicole’s car so he wouldn’t be caught staring at April’s bare breasts through the front window. Nicole would have loved to be able to laugh at it, but she was sick.
She knew Gary’s mind. Don’t worry. Don’t worry ‘cause I’m close to killing Pete. She decided she better talk to Galovan herself.
He lived in a grubby little cottage back of Vein’s. She tried to tell him that Gary had his problems and was trying to straighten out. She said the last thing that would do anybody any good was to return Gary to prison. All the while, Pete was dressed in an old sweaty T-shirt and dirty pants. He kept telling her a lot of stupid things. Said Gary hit him pretty good.
She tried to keep calm and sensible. She wanted to explain about Gary and not get upset. Pete, she said, the guy has been locked up a long time. It takes a while to get used to being out.
Pete Galovan kept interrupting. He didn’t want to hear. Just a big plain old oaf. “The guy is dangerous,” Pete said, “he needs help.” Then he added, “I’ve been working hard long hours, and I shouldn’t have to take this kind of thing. He treated me badly. I’m now in pain.”
She kept working on his sympathy. Pete would understand what she was saying, she said to him. He could see that she loved Gary, and love was the only way to really help a person.
“Love,” agreed Pete, “is the only way to bring the spiritual power of God to a situation.”
“Yes,” said Nicole.
“But this is a tough situation. Your man is far gone. He’s a killer, I believe. He wants to kill me.”
At that moment, Galovan was looking so bad to her that she said, “If you press charges, he’ll be out on bail. He’ll get you then.”
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She didn’t take her eyes away. “Pete, even if they lock him up right away, he’s still more important to me than my life. He’s a hell of a lot more important to me than your life. If he don’t get you, I will.”
She had never said anything she meant more. She could feel the shock come over Pete as if he was bleeding inside over every part of him, past and present.
In his eighteenth year, Pete saved his money for nine months in order to be a Mormon missionary. At nineteen, he was overseas only four and a half months before he had his first nervous breakdown. During that time, however, he brought nine converts into the Church.
That was two a month. The average rate for young missionaries like himself, working in France, was two converts a year.
He got so carried away with his mission that he started having strange religious experiences. He was convinced he could convert President Kennedy who was on his way to France for a state visit. When the Church told Pete they were taking him home, Pete thought it was because they wanted to make him a general authority on conversions. What a letdown when they put him in a hospital, and gave him lithium.
He was soon out and attributed his recovery from all this super-excitement to prayer, but he didn’t feel God had treated him fairly with that breakdown. So at the age of 2o he had his first sexual intercourse.-He knew full well that a Mormon missionary was not supposed to have sexual involvement before or during a mission, but was bitter against God. Right after, he knew he had committed wrong act, and went to his bishop, and told him. Pete was chaste for five years. He had a lot of jobs and traveled all over on construction work, but he was chaste.
Later, around 197o, dissatisfied with his life and searchihgs, was staying with a friend in Seattle and working as a security for Boeing. He happened to be listening one night to a religious tion where people dialed in to ask for prayers. Pete didn’t know
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about the program but when he called, he did mention the Mormon Church and his beliefs, and some Mormons happened to hear the show and informed Pete’s Branch President who quickly told him not to phone the program anymore. The Church didn’t want Galovan to go public. He was not delegated to that kind of work. It hurt Pete’s feelings. He was only trying to help people. So he put in a written request to be excommunicated. Didn’t want the Mormon Church limiting his desire to aid.
He worked with the Jesus Movement, and lived in the House of Joshua north of Seattle and went on television and spoke out against the Mormon Church. His father was even called by the prophet, Spencer Kimball himself. “What are you going to do with your son?” the prophet asked. His father said, “Leave him alone. It’s the work of God. He’ll come back stronger than ever.”
Pete went over to Hawaii and met Pat Boone, and tried to live in a commune with about twenty-five people and answered the hot line for addicts. He saw suicides and he saw healings. Worked with all kinds of religions. Decided his mission was to help reform the Mormon Church.
But he crashed. They put him in the hospital and gave him group therapy and lithium: He felt the spirit of Elijah in the heart of his body, and knew the world could come to peace. He returned to Utah and got a job as a janitor. Going back to the Church gave energy to all he did. He ended up running the janitorial shop plus a cleaning business, and it got to where he had contracts to clean a number of grocery stores and as many as twenty people were working for him. Out of the strength of his worldly success, however, he fornicated with a number of women, and was disenfranchised. Then he met Elizabeth.
She had managed to live by herself, earn a living and take care of her seven kids. Pete told her, “I’m a big businessman; I can handle it for you.” She kept saying, “I don’t feel right.” It wasn’t, she exPlained, the overwhelming thing you should have. Finally, she agreed to marry him.
There was tension between Pete and the kids. He had a temper, Elizabeth had a temper, the kids had tempers. The cleaning business
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was done at night, and in the daytime, Pete slept. The kids couldn’t make noise. One day, Elizabeth’s son Daryl put his fist through the window. One of the kids said, “Mother, that’s it. If you stay with him, we’ll take off.” She had to explain that Peter was paying for the food.
They got married in July of ‘75. In October, he threw one of the ,’ kids across the room. The police got called. The kids were crying, Peter was crying — they separated.
Since the Church had disenfranchised Pete, his business in Ogden had begun to come apart. His customers had been Mormons in good standing and now he lost them, one grocery contract, then another. He came close to having another nervous breakdown.
He went to see Elizabeth, who had moved to Provo, and stayed the night with her. Next day, he moved into the Hotel Roberts around the corner from Veto Damico. Later, he moved over to Vein’s basement. He was hired by the Provo School District, got a job, got other jobs, made money enough to help support Elizabeth.
On May I4, 1976, however-the day after Gary met Nicole Pete and Elizabeth got divorced. They were still friends but she kept saying it wasn’t fair. He really wanted to be in love with who would love him, she said, not this circus of working nights and weekends.
Now he sat on the bed of his little cottage room feeling dirty and from sleep and exhausted from the way he needed his sleep. him was the face of this girl Nicole who was saying she was ready kill him if he pressed charges. Pete felt so miserable, he could This girl, who he judged to have a good heart inside and a rough life on the outside, this girl who was humble and wasn’t lous, disliked him so much.
He was also scared. He didn’t have time to mess with the lem. Yet it didn’t scare him at first as much as it hurt him. He
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pricked inside. Nicole loved Gary enough to be willing to commit murder for him. It hurt Pete that no woman had ever loved him that much.
He thought about it, breathing in all the sorrows of these thoughts, and felt sorry for Nicole and touched by her. “Well, relax,” he said, “calm down. Maybe the guy deserves another chance.”, Pete said, “I’ll drop the charges.”
He got on his knees. “Given your permission,” he told her, “I’d
like to say a prayer with you.”
Nicole said okay.
“It’s for you and Gary. You’re both going to need it.”
He prayed that the Lord have mercy on Nicole and Gary, and bless them, and that Gary get some control of himself. Pete didn’t remember all the things he said in the prayer, or even if he held her hand while he prayed. One was not supposed to remember what was said in prayers. It was sacred at the moment, and not really to be repeated.
When Nicole went Out the door, there was a calm spirit in the room, and Pete felt happy enough to go over to visit Elizabeth. By the time he got there, however, he was upset all over again. There was horror to feel all over the city of Provo. He sat on the couch, and told what happened w Nicole, and he began to cry. Pete said, “He’s a very dangerous man and he’s going to kill me.” The more upset Pete got, the less Elizabeth would show. She told him to cool it.
Pete told her he was going out and get an insurance policy and put her in as the beneficiary. That made Elizabeth feel terrible. Pete said, “If I can’t give you money one way, I’ll fix it this way.” Then he asked her to marry him. One more time, she said, No.
“I’m dropping the charges,” Pete repeated, “I’m not going to press charges.” Pause. “Even though I feel I should press them.”
Next day Pete went out and got the insurance policy and went over to the Provo Temple and put Gary’s name on the list, so people would pray for him.
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laughed. Rosebeth was so young and so cute, and had such a crush on Gary. Next night, she came over all by herself, and before Nicole knew it, she invited Rosebeth to give Gary a kiss. Then they all laughed and Nicole gave Gary a kiss. It got to the point where they had their clothes off, and lay around in bed.
You couldn’t call it an orgy exactly. Rosebeth remained a virgin. She was ready, however, for anything else. It got sweet. Nicole really liked the idea of giving this gift to Gary.
Early Sunday morning, lying in bed, Gary asked Nicole to shave her pubic hair. He had been talking about that for the last couple of weeks. Now, she said yes. As she climbed into the tub, she was thinking, “It really means something to him.”
He helped. They were using a big pair of scissors, and being careful, and smiling a lot. Nicole felt bashful, but also thought it was the thing to do. She was not so much afraid of cutting the hair off as of what it might look like afterward.
Over the weekend, they did it more and more. Once, RoSebeth came over in the daytime, and Gary closed the doors and windows. Since the neighbor kids were used to hanging around, you could feel them getting restless outside. God knows what the neighbors heard. It wasn’t all that quiet. Nicole began to feel a little paranoid. If it ever came out that Gary was fooling with minors, he could blow his total case. Then it occurred to Nicole that she wasn’t in such a good spot either. They might take her children away.
She began to think of Annette. Nicole didn’t have any doubt that Gary might have been having a few thoughts when he gave Annette that peck on the cheek. He did love young girls. But Nicole was also sure he would never have done anything, physically speaking. So from Nicole’s point of view, Pete was still out of line. Anyway, Nicole didn’t feel ready to stop things with Rosebeth.