That pretty much summed up his little confessional with Lacy. Goodness! Kent shivered at the thought, wondering if his little trip to Boulder might be his undoing. If the visit had been a mistake, it would be his last. He swore it then, surveying his room for the last time.
He ran into the sitting room and turned on the television. He left his bed unmade; the toothpaste lay on the vanity, capless and dribbling. A John Grisham novel rested, dog-eared, on the nightstand, bookmarked at the ninth chapter. He ran down to the kitchen and scribbled a note to Helen.
Helen,
I'm headed for the mountains to fishâclear my head. Won't be back 'til late. Sorry about dinner. If I catch anything, we can fry it up tomorrow.
Kent
He reread the note. Good enough.
Kent left through the front door, casually opened the garage and pulled out his fishing tackle. Bart someone-or-otherâMathews, he thought, Bart Mathewsâwaved from his riding mower three lawns up. Kent waved back, thinking that the gods were now smiling on him. Yes, indeed, Kent Anthony left his house on Saturday with one thing on his mind. Fishing. He went fishing. Kent lifted his rod in a motion that said,
Yes sir, BartâI'm going fishing, see? Remember that
. He smiled, but his hands were trembling. He tossed the pole in the backseat, on top of a closed box he'd loaded in the wee hours last night.
Kent backed the silver Lexus into Kiowa Street for the last time and sped from suburban Littleton, blinking his eyes against nagging whispers telling him that he was nuts.
Nuts, nuts, nuts
. Maybe he should
un-
rescind the decision to rescind the decision to abort. Now, there was some clear thinking.
On the other hand, how many would-be criminals had found themselves in precisely this situationâon some precipice overlooking the actual drop and thinking the cliff suddenly looked awfully high? And there was no bungee cord to yank him back if he went into freefall, no rip cord to pull in case he decided to bail out. It was straight down to see if you could land just right and roll out of it. The facts said that 99 percent ended up splattered on the rocks below, bird meat. The facts, the facts. The facts also said that every single one of those greenbacks was waiting to go home to Papa. And in this case, he was Papa.
Besides, at some point you suddenly realized you were already there, over the cliff, falling free, and Kent decided he'd now reached that point. He'd reached it two months earlier when all hell first broke loose.
It took him forty-five minutes to reach Front Range Meat Packers. He had selected the company ten days earlier for several reasons. At least that was the story he was telling himself these days. It might be more accurate to say that he had
chanced
upon the company, and then only because of the dreams.
The dreams. Ah, yes, the dreams. Although he could hardly remember the details of the dreams when he awoke, their general impressions lingered through the day. Brilliant general impressions, like the one that suggested he find his truck on the outskirts of town, near the Coors beer-processing plant. It was as if the alcohol delivered him to a deep sleep where things became clear and memories were bright once again. He'd awakened in the middle of a dream once and found himself shaking and sweating because it really felt like someone was in the dream with him, giving him a tour.
The dreams had played on his mind like fingers across a keyboard, stretching out tunes that resonated with his own brilliance. In fact, he'd finally concluded that they were just that: his own brilliance, shocked into high gear by the events that had pushed him. Pure logic found in the quiet of sleep.
And there were several very logical reasons why the Front Range Meat Packers plant met his needs. First, and possibly most important, it was located far off the beaten track in a large warehouse district south of 470. The metal structure evoked images of the Mafia cover operations he'd seen in a dozen movies. It was also closed on the weekends, leaving a hundred short-box refrigerated trucks parked in the sprawling lot, soaking up the sun's rays until Monday. He'd walked through the lot on Tuesday, wearing glasses and sporting a slicked-back hairdo that did a good enough job of changing his appearance, he thought. He had played a meat buyer from startup Michael's Butcher Shop in East Denver, and he'd played the part well. He'd also been given a lesson on exactly why Iveco refrigerated trucks were still the best units on the road. “No chance of the meat spoiling in here. No way,” meatpacker Bob “the Cruiser” Waldorf had insisted, stroking a three-inch goatee.
Which was why he needed a truck in the first place. To keep the meatâ the
fish
âfrom spoiling.
Kent now drove up to the warehouse complex and scanned it nervously. The grounds lay deserted. He snaked the Lexus into an alley and rolled toward the adjacent complex. Gravel crunched under tires; sweat leaked down his neck. It occurred to him that the unexpected presence of a single fool here could close down the operation. There could be no witness to his visit.
The adjacent lot housed a hundred ten-by-thirty storage cubicles, half of which were empty, their white-flecked doors rusted, dented, and tilting. It was a wonder the business found willing renters for the other half of the cubicles. That was another reason he had chosen this particular location: It offered a hiding place for the Lexus.
Kent nosed the car up to space 89 and turned the motor off. Silence rang in his ears.
This was it. Technically speaking, up until now he had not actually committed any crime. Now he was about to break into a storage bin and hide his car. Not necessarily something they would fry him for, but a crime nonetheless. His heart pounded steadily. The alley on either side lay clear.
Okay. Do this, Kent. Let's do it.
Kent pulled on leather gloves and stepped from the car. He pried the roll door up with considerable effort. Its wrenching squeal echoed through the concrete cubical, and he winced. Goodness, he could have just as easily put a flashing red light atop the thing. Kmart special. One crime being committed here! Come one, come all.
But no one came. Kent hopped back into the Lexus and pulled it into the space. He grabbed his briefcase and pulled the door closed, wincing again at its screech. Still the alley remained empty. He knelt quickly, withdrew a small rivet gun from his briefcase, popped a rivet on either side of the tin door, and replaced the gun.
He left space 89 and walked briskly for Front Range Meat Packers, scouring the compound in every direction for the one fool who would ruin everything. But the compound sat still and empty in the morning light.
Kent had run through a thousand methods for stealing a vehicleâcrime number two in this long string of crimes he was about to commit. It wasn't until Cruiser had offered his explanation for the five trucks outside the main compound's security fence that Kent had landed on the current plan. “See, out of a fleet of 120, those are the only 5 that are inoperable right now.”
“What? Breakdowns?” Kent had said, half kidding.
“Actually, truck 24, the one on the end, is in for a routine tune-up. We take good care of our trucks. Always have, always will.”
It had been a gift. Kent stood by Cruiser, frozen for a moment, sure that he'd been here beforeâstanding next to Cruiser while the keys to the kingdom were handed over. A déjà vu from one of those dreams, perhaps. There were other ways, of course. But in an operation strewn with complications, he had no intention of turning down the offering. He'd returned Thursday night and broken into the truck with a coat hanger. If they discovered Friday that truck 24 had been left open, they would probably move it. But it was a risk he had taken gladly. The process of breaking into the truck had taken him two full hours. He couldn't very well take two hours in broad daylight struggling on the hood with a coat hanger.
Truck 24 sat, unmoved, and Kent covered the last thirty yards over the graveled lot in a run. He grabbed the truck's door handle, held his breath, and pressed the latch. The door opened. He sighed with relief, tossed his briefcase on the bench seat, and climbed up, shaking like a leaf. A small ball of victory swelled in his chest. So far, so good. Like taking candy from a baby. He was in the cab, and the coast was clear!
One of the primary benefits of spending six years in higher learning institutions was learning how to learn. It was a skill that Kent had perfected. And one of the things he'd learned as of late was how to hot-wire a truck. Specifically an Iveco 2400 refrigerated truck. Not from a book entitled
How to Hot-Wire Your Favorite Truck,
no. But from a book on safeguarding your property, along with an engineering manual, an auto mechanic's electrical guide, and, of course, an Iveco 2400 repair manualâeach source lending a few details to his collective learning experience. In the end, he knew precisely how to hot-wire an Iveco 2400. The procedure was supposed to be a thirty-second affair.
It took Kent ten minutes. The Phillips head he'd brought was a tad small and wanted to slip with every rotation. When he finally freed the panel under the dash, the wires were so far behind the steering column that he nearly ripped the skin from his fingers prying them out. But in the end his learning experience proved valid. When he touched the red wire to the white wire, the truck rumbled to life.
The sudden sound startled Kent, and he jerked up, promptly dropping the wires and hitting his head on the steering wheel in one smooth motion. The motor died.
Kent cursed and righted himself on the seat. He gazed about the compound, breathing heavily. The coast was still clear. He bent over and restarted the truck. His hands were sweating in the leather gloves, and he briefly considered pulling them free. But a dozen episodes of
Forensics
crashed into his mind at once, and he rejected the notion.
He shoved the truck into reverse, backed it into the lane, and nosed it toward the complex's exit a hundred yards off. One look and any reasonable person would have known that the driver perched behind the wheel in truck 24, sneaking toward the exit gate, was not your typical driver headed out for deliveries. For one thing, typical drivers don't sit like ice sculptures on the front edge of the seat, gripping the wheel as if it were the safety rail on a roller-coaster ride. For another, they don't jerk their heads back and forth like some windup doll gone berserk. But then, none of that mattered, because there were no reasonable peopleâor for that matter,
any
peopleâto see Kent creep from the lot in truck 24.
Within three minutes he was back on the thoroughfare, headed west, anxious and sweaty and checking the mirrors every five seconds, but undiscovered.
He studied the gauges carefully. The company had seen fit to leave truck 24 full of fuel.
Way to go, Cruiser.
Kent flipped on the cooling unit and rechecked the gauges. In fact, he rechecked the gauges fifteen times in those first ten minutes, before finally settling down for the seven-hour drive to Salt Lake City.
Only he didn't really settle down. He bit his nails and walked through every detail of his plan for the thousandth time. Now that he'd actually jumped over this cliff, the ground below was looking a little more rugged than before. In fact, having executed a brilliant plan that left absolutely nothing to chance, it occurred to him that he had virtually
depended
on chance up to this point. The chance that his alarm clock would actually work that morning. The chance that no one would be at Front Range Meat Packers on a Saturday morning, regardless of the fact that they were closed. The chance that the Iveco had not been moved into the secure compound. The chance that he could actually get the Iveco started.
And now Kent began to imagine the road ahead strewn with chances . . . with flat tires and traffic delays and power outages and routine pullovers. With boulders falling from the nearby cliffs and closing the road. Or worse, squashing his truck like a roach. That one would be God's doingâif indeed Gloria had been right and there was a God. Unless it was an earthquake's doing, in which case it would be Mother Nature reaching out to express her opinion of the matter.
Don't, son. Don't do this.
He glanced at the speedometer, saw that he exceeded the posted sixty miles-per-hour speed limit, and eased his foot from the accelerator. Getting pulled over for a speeding ticket, now, that would be a story for Stupid Street.
Kent reached the preselected dirt turnoff thirty minutes later and pulled into a grove of trees blocking the view to the interstate. It took him no more than five minutes to pull out the large magnetic signs he'd hidden in the tall grass midweek and slap them into place along each side of the truck. He studied his handiwork. For the next twenty-four hours, Front Range Meat Packers truck 24 would be known as McDaniel's Mortuary's truck 1. The signs along each side said so. In black lettering that was quaint and unobtrusive but clear and definite, so there would be no doubt.
Kent pulled back onto the highway and brought the truck up to full speed. Yes, he was most definitely over the cliff now. Falling like a stone.
FINDING THE right body, the “fish,” and arranging for the pickup had taken Kent the better part of a week. He'd approached the challenge in two parts. First, setting up a plausible body pickup and second, actually finding the body itself.
Although he'd established McDaniel's Mortuary as a legitimate business only two weeks earlier, to look at the ghost company's Web site you would think it was one of the older houses in the West. Of course, local mortuaries would be the first to identify a new player that suddenly appeared in their territories, so he'd been forced to use distance as a buffer against recognition. It wasn't likely that independently owned mortuaries in Los Angeles, for example, would be familiar with funeral homes in Denver.
The company of choice also needed to be large enough to handle transfers to and from other cities on a regular basis. The request for a particular body on ice could not be an unusual occurrence. In addition, the mortuary had to be computerized, allowing Kent some kind of access to its data files.