The Honeymoon Period (The Austin Series)
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Authors: C.J. Fallowfield
The Honeymoon Period
By C.J. Fallowfield
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ASIN: B00KJ1DZFW
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Foreword
Thank you so much for buying The Honeymoon Period,
book four of The Austin Series, combining romance,
erotica and humour.
The series is designed to be
read in the following sequence.
New Leaves, No Strings
Baggage & Buttons
Forever & an Engine
The Honeymoon Period
Love & Loss
Infinite Love
Also available is a novella,
written from Gabe Austin’s point of view:
Destined (The Austin
Series Prequel)
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Chapters
It had been five days since I’d
found out that Gabe had been rushed to hospital and straight into surgery, and I
never wanted to experience the pain I’d felt in that moment ever again. I could
recall watching every house and hedge flash past as Doug raced Lexi and I to A&E.
I’d paced for hours waiting for him to come out of surgery and the recovery
room. I remembered that feeling of complete exhaustion and fragility, but I’d
refused to rest until I’d seen him, touched him and told him how much I loved
him.
From what
the paramedics had been able to deduce, from Gabe’s incoherent ramblings, was
that he’d apparently thrown himself out of the way of an oncoming car, onto the
kerb of the pavement. He’d suffered a nasty concussion, laceration to the head,
severely bruised ribs and hip, a broken collarbone and a bad rotator cuff tear,
which had required immediate surgery. I was told he’d been lucky, had the car
have actually hit him he may not have made it at all. I was still annoyed that
that this major fact had somehow got lost in translation, Doug, Lexi and I had
been under the impression that the car had actually struck him, there again
even with the knowledge that it hadn’t, I don’t think I could possibly have
been any less stressed or worried.
The memory
of seeing him lying in that hospital bed made me shudder. He’d been propped up
with his eyes closed, an IV running into his left arm, blood matted in his
beautiful blond hair and he’d ugly scrapes down the right hand side of his handsome
face, some of which were covered in dressings. He also had butterfly stitches,
just like I’d had for my operation the week before, along an ugly gash over his
eyebrow. His right arm had been put in a sling and he looked so pale. I
remembered sitting at his side, my head in his lap waiting for an eternity for
him to wake up. The joy I’d felt at feeling his fingers move through my hair as
he woke up and hoarsely moaned my name was indescribable.
‘Mia … Mia …
where are you? Come back to me baby, you’re dreaming again,’ he whispered. I
opened my eyes and looked up at him and gasped, realising I was in the present,
he was here with me now, recovering back in my old room at Riverdale private
hospital. I stood up and grasped his face and kissed him.
‘O God
Gabe, I was there again, seeing you after your operation.’ I let out a breath
that I hadn’t realised I’d been holding and he cupped my cheek with his left
hand.
‘Mia I’m ok,
don’t look so sad. I’m being discharged today and we can go home.’
‘I know. I
just can’t stop reliving it Gabe. I could’ve lost you and I love you so much.’
‘You didn’t
lose me Mia, I’m right here and getting better for you is what’s keeping me
focussed. I can’t believe you’ve spent all week here with me.’
‘Where else
would I want to be, Gabe?’ I asked as I looked around the twin bedded room we’d
shared since he was transferred here on Monday. Much to the annoyance of the nurses,
we’d insisted on pushing the beds next to each other every evening, so we could
hold hands at night while he slept.
‘I know
baby, that’s how I felt when you were in here. It’s just not how I planned your
last week of recovery.’
‘What did you
have planned?’ I asked as I gently swept his hair off his face and kissed his
forehead, taking my time to plant tiny ones over his stitches.
‘I was
going to spend every free moment in bed with you, making up for lost time,’ he
whispered.
‘Well, we’ll
have a lot of time to make up for, Gabe. The world is against us having sex.’ I
remembered the last time we had, it was after our date on Saturday night. I
could recall his touch, his sighs and moans, the heat, the passion and the
complete and utter contentment of lying in each other’s arms, exhausted and
covered in sweat, trying to catch our breath afterwards, it seemed a lifetime
ago. Since then he’d undergone major surgery on his shoulder, given police
statements to tell them what little he remembered of his accident and we’d
spent every waking moment together, with me tending to his every need, cutting
up his meals, helping feed wash and dress and shooing away the abundance of
keen nurses who’d tried to take over from me.
We’d
watched movies, studied, had twice daily visits from Lexi and Doug and even
from his dad, who’d flown back from New York. We’d talked a lot too, discussing
some of our fears and insecurities. Pretty much everything but the last
conversation we’d had before he was hospitalised, the one where I’d asked him
to move in with me. I was convinced that I’d scared him, after all I’d scared
myself when the actual words came out of my own mouth. We’d only met four weeks
before, but had both fallen for each other so hard, we couldn’t bear to be
apart, at least that’s what I thought.
‘I promise
to make it up to you when I can.’
‘Sorry what
was that? Make what up?’
‘Sex baby. Were
you daydreaming again? You look really distant.’
‘I just
can’t wait to get you out of here, Gabe. It’s starting to feel like a prison
and I want to be able to share a bed with you and put my arms around you
without feeling like I might be chastised,’ I grumbled. He tugged my hair back
to make me look at him and sealed his lips over mine kissing me gently, making
my stomach do somersaults.
‘Mia, we’ve
a lifetime together to make up for it. Right now, we need to move. Your follow
up with Dr. Wells is in ten minutes.’
‘Are you
sure you should be getting out of bed so soon?’
‘Mia, it’s
my shoulder, not my legs.’ He released me and swung himself out of the bed and
I heard him take a sharp intake of breath.
‘Your ribs
still?’
‘Yes, but
they’re getting better, so come on, stop stalling.’
We held
hands as we slowly made our way down to Dr. Wells’ office for my ten day post
op consultation, after the laparoscopy, to diagnose my endometriosis and
infertility. I felt on edge since the last time we’d broached the subject, Gabe
had made it clear that children were in his future. I didn’t see them in mine
and it almost led to us separating. He squeezed my hand and smiled at me, as if
he knew how I was feeling. We were ushered in and spent the first five minutes
discussing what had happened to Gabe. Dr. Wells then asked how I was
progressing and carried out an examination of my stomach to see how my incisions
were holding up.
‘Everything
seems to be healing really nicely Mia, hopefully in time you won’t even be able
to see the scars. So, now we’ve diagnosed you, I’d like to discuss how we move
forward treating you. I’d like to try stopping your periods for a minimum of a
year, which should reduce your pain and stop the condition from progressing
further.’
‘That
sounds great. Can we do it for longer than a year?’
‘We could
do it for up to three years with an implant, but I’d like to just give it a
year initially on tablets and see how you’re doing. I know it was a lot of
information to take on board last week, so I’m wondering what thoughts you’ve
had with regards to the issue of your fertility?’ she asked. I stole a quick
glance at Gabe, but he just looked straight ahead at Dr. Wells without
flinching.
‘To be
perfectly honest Dr. Wells, children aren’t something I’ve ever envisioned
wanting, but I’m aware that I may change my mind one day in the future, so I’d
like to know what my options are.’ I felt Gabe’s thumb stroke the back of my
hand and knew it was his way of thanking me.
‘Mia, I
think our only option is to look at IVF. We’d have to try and remove some eggs
from your ovaries and fertilise them with either a partner, or donor’s sperm.
We’d then re-implant them in your womb to see if they’d take and if you could
carry a pregnancy to full term.’
‘And this
is something that could be left to many years down the line?’ I asked.
‘If we can
keep your condition under control and prevent further scarring and adhesions, in
theory yes, but I do have to advise against that Mia. To harvest your eggs,
we’d need to allow you to have your normal cycles and stimulate your ovaries
into production, which will give you more pain and discomfort and with each
period you have, the risks of further damage and re-occurrence of the painful
cysts increase.’
‘So what
are suggesting, Dr. Wells?’ asked Gabe, as I sat there silently, trying to
understand what she was saying.
‘I’d
suggest that the younger Mia can do this, the better. Even for someone who
isn’t fertility challenged, as they get older the production of their eggs
reduces. We could look at harvesting them while Mia’s still relatively young,
fertilise them and have them frozen until you make the decision that you’re
ready to have them implanted. Obviously, this is also time sensitive, the
longer the embryos are frozen the more risk of them not taking. Either way, if
you did decide to try IVF in the future and the implants in Mia fail, you do have
a fall back option of looking for a gestational surrogate, someone else who could
have your embryos implanted and carry a pregnancy to term for you.’ She smiled
kindly at me and I dropped my head into my hand and rubbed my forehead. We were
talking about me pre-meditating a pregnancy, a pregnancy I didn’t even bloody want.
‘Baby are
you ok? You’ve gone very pale.’ I felt Gabe’s grip on my hand tighten.
‘It’s just
a bit much, you know. I’m eighteen. I’m eighteen years old, I’ve just started
University and we’re discussing
this.
’
‘I know it
can’t be easy for you Mia, but it’s better to know now and have time to digest
what we can do for you. This is why I suggest stopping your periods immediately
and reviewing the situation in a years’ time. It may be that we continue this
method of condition management for another couple of years and see how you feel
about harvesting then.’
‘Then
please, let’s go down the management route straight away. I’m definitely not
ready to be thinking about anything else at the moment.’
Dr. Wells
ran through the new form of pill that I’d need to take and advised that she’d
do a three month prescription and see me back for another review to see how I
was getting on with it. She agreed to have it taken to Gabe’s room by lunch
time, so we could leave as soon as he was discharged. I felt like there was no
air in the room and when she shook our hands and we left, I knew I needed time
alone.
‘Gabe, I’m really
sorry but I need a bit of space and fresh air. Can I see you back in your room
a bit later?’ I looked at his fingers locked in mine as I spoke and he released
them and put them under my chin, pulling me up to look at him. I bit my lip
praying he wasn’t going to insist on us talking, it was too soon.
‘Baby take
all the time you need. I know it was a lot for you to go through and I’m so
grateful that you did it for me. We don’t have to discuss it again until you’re
ready, whether that’s days, months or years, ok? No pressure. I love you, don’t
go too far.’ He planted a kiss on my forehead and I stroked his hair and
whispered ‘
Thank you’
and ran for the exit.
It was cold
and damp outside but the freshness was welcome. I found a bench facing the car
park and sat down, tucked up my feet and hugged my knees to my chest and took long
slow breaths. I was so not ready for all of this, I hated babies. Everyone said
how beautiful they were and I just saw an ugly blotchy thing that cried,
drooled and smelled all the time and I avoided them at all costs. I also felt
angry, angry that my choices had been taken away from me. I hated not having
control over my life and here was another area where I’d have to accept that I
had none.
I enjoyed
having some time alone, without anyone else to worry about but myself, for the
first time in five days. How could Gabe be so interested in being involved in
plans for children when he couldn’t even discuss the fact that I’d asked him to
move in with me? My mind starting trying to process everything that had
happened in the few weeks since I met him, it was insane, I knew it was insane.
How could I have fallen for him so quickly and hurt so much when we were apart?
I felt my insides twist in agony again at the thought that I could’ve lost him
on Sunday. I wanted to scream, cry and vent, or even punch something, I’d wanted
to do it since I’d spied him in that hospital bed, but hadn’t dared to. I’d
needed to be strong, to take care of him, not the other way around. Even now I
was alone, for some reason the tears wouldn’t come. I could feel a ball of pent
up frustration and anger in my gut and I so desperately wanted to let it go,
but for some reason it was embedded deeply, now wasn’t the time. Instead, I tried
to focus on what was going well in my life and shut everything else out. I felt
my phone vibrate in my pocket and pulled it out.
Baby are
you ok? You’ve been sitting on that bench in the cold for over an hour and I’m
worried. If you need some time away from me, some space, you only have to say.
Anything to make you happy G xx
An hour? I
looked at my phone again and was shocked to see he was right. I looked around
and scanned the third floor and saw he was sitting on the windowsill watching
me and even though he smiled, he looked sad. I blew him a kiss and went back
inside and headed up.
‘I’m sorry,
I lost track of time.’ I walked over to him and cupped his face and kissed him.
I wanted to hug him and have him put his arms around me, but it was too early
in his healing process for that.