Authors: Mazo de la Roche
Tags: #FIC045000 – FICTION / Sagas
He assented with a nod. He longed to tell her that part of his gladness was due to her presence, the miracle of her riding beside him in the spring, but could not. He tried to make her understand by a look, and turned toward her with his wide, not unattractive smile.
She smiled in return and touched his hand, and he thought she understood, but she was only thinking: “What will become of him now? Is this a good or a bad step for him?”
They came to the low white cottages of Evandale, the blacksmith’s, Mrs. Brawn’s tiny shop, the English church on its high, wooded knoll, the vine-covered rectory. The wind blew, high and fresh, scattering the last of the orchard blossoms. They entered the driveway of Jalna just as the occupants of the other car were alighting. Renny had Eden by the arm.
They were crowded together in the porch. The lawn seemed less spacious than Alayne had remembered it. The great evergreen trees, with their heavy, draped boughs,
seemed to have drawn nearer, to be whispering together in groups, observing the return.
Rags flung wide the front door, disclosing, as in a tableau, the grandmother, supported by Nicholas and Augusta. Her face was set in a grin of joyous anticipation. She wore her purple velvet tea gown, her largest cap, with the purple ribbons. Her shapely old hand, resting on the ebony stick, bore many rich-tinted rings. Behind her, down the hall, the sunlight, coming through the stained-glass window, cast strangely shaped bright-coloured patches. Still grasping her stick, she took a step forward and extended her arms.
The arrival had been well timed for her. After a sound night’s sleep, she had just arisen refreshed, her initial vitality not yet lowered by the agitations of the day.
“Ha!” she exclaimed. “Ha! Children… All my children… Kiss me quick!”
They pressed about her, almost hiding her—Ernest, Renny, Finch, Eden. Loud smacks were exchanged.
“Dear me, Nicholas,” said Ernest, with some anxiety, as his mother embraced Eden, “do you think she should do that? The contagion, I mean.”
“She’ll scarcely catch anything at her age,” rejoined Nicholas, composedly. “God, how changed the boy is!”
“Yes… What a time I’ve had, Nick! If only you knew what I’ve been through! The responsibility and all! How has Mama been?”
“Marvellous. Renny’s letter has given her a new lease of life. I wonder what prompted him to write to her instead of to Augusta.”
Ernest stared, incredulously. “You don’t mean that he wrote to Mama about Alayne’s coming and getting the cottage ready for them?”
“He did. Right over Augusta’s head. The old girl is nettled, I can tell you. And serve her right. She’s too hoity-toity about here by far.”
“H’m! He should not have done that. It wasn’t fair to Augusta. And Mama is so helpless. What could she do?”
Nicholas gave one of his subterranean chuckles. “Do? Do? She has driven us nearly crazy. If she had had her way most of the furniture would have been carried from the house to furnish Fiddler’s Hut. Things haven’t been dull here! Look at her now.”
Old Mrs. Whiteoak was again seated in her own chair. To protect her from draught a black and gold Indian screen had been placed at her back. On top of the screen Boney, in brilliant spring plumage, was perched, his beady eyes fixed on her cap, the gay ribbons of which intrigued him. On ottomans on either side of her she had commanded Eden and Alayne to sit. She took a hand of each. It was almost a sacramental act.
Her mind had never grasped the fact that Eden and Alayne were estranged, separated. She saw them now only as an inseparable pair who had disappeared for a long time and were now returned miraculously to her. Her activities of the past days had brightened her eyes and reset her strongly marked features in the mould of authority.
“Ha!” she ejaculated. “And so you’re here! At last, eh? My young couple. Bonny as ever. Lord, what a time I’ve had getting ready for you! What a to-do! Eh, Augusta? A to-do, eh? Alayne, my dear, you remember my daughter, Lady Bunkley? She’s failing. I notice it. This climate don’t agree with her. It takes an old warhorse like me to stand it. I’ve lived through India and I’ve lived through Canada. Roasting and freezing. All one to me.”
Augusta looked down her nose. She was greatly chagrined by the old lady’s remarks. She said: “It is no great wonder if I am unwell. It has been a trying time.” She directed her offended gaze toward Renny.
He did not see it. His eyes were fixed on his grandmother. He was absorbing her aspect, delighting in her. Some perversity of his nature had impelled him to write to her, asking her to oversee the furnishing of the Hut for Eden and Alayne—she was the one above all who would see to it that the Hut was made comfortable. This he wrote, knowing that she was capable only of making things difficult for his aunt. His feeling toward Augusta was not altogether dutiful, though, on occasion, he would be demonstratively affectionate. She too often interfered with the boys. She too often sounded the note of England’s superiority, of the crudity of the Colonies. He admired her, but he resented her. He admired his grandmother and resented not her most flagrant absurdities. Now her air of hilarity, of the exaltation of a superior being, moved him to tenderness toward her. He forgot for the moment his anxiety over Eden. He forgot his smouldering passion for Alayne. He was satisfied to see her sitting at his grandmother’s right hand, for a while, at least, a member of this tribe. He felt the tug of those unseen cords between himself and every being in the room.
Eden’s exhaustion after the journey was, for the moment, forgotten in the excitement of the homecoming. He felt the cynical bliss of the prodigal. He was at his own hearth again, he was loved, but he knew he was unchanged. He smiled mockingly at Alayne across the purple velvet expanse of Grandmother’s lap, across the glitter of her rings as they pressed into the flesh of the two captured hands. He felt an exquisite relief in the knowledge that Alayne would
be with him at Jalna, to care for him as she had done once before when he was ill. He could not have borne anyone else about him. If he were to die, it would not be quite so horrible with her beside him… But he could not help that mocking smile.
“I am trapped,” Alayne thought. “Why am I here? What does it all mean? Is there some plan, some reason in it all? Or are we just mad puppets set jigging by the sinister hand of a magician? Is the hand this old woman’s? Not hard to think of her as Fate…”
“Shaitan! Shaitan ka batka!” screamed Boney suddenly perceiving her as a stranger.
“Tell the bird to hold his tongue!” cried Grandmother. “I want to talk.”
“Hold your tongue, Bonaparte!” growled Nicholas.
Alayne thought: “Is Eden going to die? And if he does— what? Why am I here? If I can nurse him back to health, can I ever care for him again? Ah, no, no—I could not! What are Renny’s thoughts? Why was I such a fool as to think that his presence no longer swept over me like a wave of the sea. Oh, why did I come?” Her brow contracted in pain. Old Mrs. Whiteoak’s rings were hurting her hand.
“Shaitan! Shaitan ka batka!” raged Boney.
“Nick!”
“Yes, Mama.”
“Ernest!”
“Yes, Mama.”
“Tell the bird to hush. I’m asking Alayne a question.”
They composed the parrot with a bit of biscuit.
“Are you glad to be home again, child?”
“Y-yes, Oh, yes.”
“And where have you been all this time?”
“In New York.”
“It’s a poor place from what I hear. Did you weary of it? Had Eden a good position?”
All the eyes in the room were on her. She hedged. “I went away once for a change. To visit cousins in Milwaukee.”
The strong rust-coloured eyebrows shot upward. “Milwaukee! China, eh? That’s a long way.”
Nicholas came to the rescue. “Milwaukee’s not in China, Mama. It’s somewhere in the States.”
“Nonsense! It’s in China. Walkee-walkee—talkee-talkee! Don’t you think I know pigeon English?” She grinned triumphantly squeezing Alayne’s hand.
“Walkee-walkee—talkee-talkee!” chanted Wakefield.
“Nicholas!”
“Yes, Mama.”
“Hush the boy I must not be interrupted.”
Nicholas put out a long arm and drew Wake to his side. “Listen,” he said, with a finger up; “an improving conversation.”
Grandmother said, with her dark bright eyes on the two beside her: “What’s the matter? Why haven’t you got a child?”
“This is too much,” said Augusta.
Her mother retorted: “It’s not enough… Pheasant’s had one. Meggie’s had one. May manage another… I don’t like this business of not having children. My mother had eleven. I should have done as well. I started off smartly. But, look you, when we came here the doctor was so hard to get at, Philip was afraid for me. Ah, there was a man, my Philip! The back on him! You don’t see such straight backs nowadays. No children… H’m, In my day, a wife would give her husband a round dozen—”
“Shaitan!” cried Boney, his biscuit gone and his eye on the stranger.
“—and, if there was one of them he wasn’t quite sure about, he took it like a man—ha!”
“ Shaitan kabatka!”
“He knew even the most reliable mare… skittish now and then.”
“Ka batka!”
“Hey, Renny?”
“Yes, old dear. Great days those!”
Eden withdrew his hand from his grandmother’s. There was a look of exhaustion on his face. He got to his feet; his lips were parted, his forehead drawn in a frown. “Awfully tired,” he muttered. “I think I’ll lie down for a bit.” He looked vaguely about.
“Poor lad,” said the old lady. “Put him on the sofa in the library.”
Eden walked slowly from the room. Ernest followed him, solicitous, a little important. He covered him with a rug on the sofa.
Grandmother’s eyes followed the pair with satisfaction. She then turned to Alayne. “Don’t worry, my dear, we’ll soon have him well again. Then let’s hope you’ll—”
“Mama,” interrupted Nicholas, “tell Alayne about the Hut. What a time you’ve had, and all that.”
This was enough to distract her attention from the necessity of multiplying. She now bent her faculties to a description of the downy nest she had prepared.
Nicholas said in an undertone to Renny: “It was appalling. The Hut could not possibly have held the furniture she insisted on sending to it. There was only one thing to do, and that was to carry the things out at one door and
bring them back through another. Augusta, poor old girl, was at her wits’ end.”
The master of Jalna showed his teeth in appreciation. Then, his face clouding, he asked: “What do you think of Eden? Pretty sick boy, eh?”
“How bad is he? 1 couldn’t gather much from your letter.”
“I don’t quite know. I must have Dr. Drummond see him. The New York doctor says his condition is serous. Not hopeless.”
“American doctors!” observed Nicholas with a shrug. “Fresh air. Milk. We’ll soon fill him out… Gad, what a trump that girl is! Gone off in looks, though.”
“Nonsense,” denied Ernest, who had come up from behind. “She’s lovelier than ever.”
Renny offered no opinion. His eyes were on her face. He read there spiritual acceptance of her changed condition. A calm embrace of even Boney A trump? No. A proud spirit subdued by passion. He moved circuitously to her side among the pieces of heavy inlaid mahogany. He sat down on the ottoman that had been occupied by Eden.
“I want to tell you,” he said, “how happy it makes me to have you here.”
Old Mrs. Whiteoak had fallen into a doze. Fate seemed to be napping. Alayne and Renny might have been the only two in the room, each so felt the isolating power of the other’s proximity.
“I had to come. He wanted me—needed me so terribly.”
“Of course. He needs you… And when—he gets better?”
“Then I shall go back.”
But the words sounded unreal to her. Though she had left her possessions in the apartment, had made preparations for
only a summer’s stay, the words sounded unreal. The apartment, with its artistic rugs, its pretty lamps, its bits of brass and copper, seemed of less importance than the ebony stick of this sleeping old woman. Rosamond Trent seemed of no importance. This room spoke to her. Its cumbersome furniture had a message for her. Its thick walls, enclosing that subjugating atmosphere, had a significance which no other walls could have. She might not grasp the unqualified meaning of it. She had not courage for the attempt. The room might be only a trap, and she—a rabbit, perhaps—a limp, vulnerable rabbit—caught!
His tone, when he spoke again, was almost crisp. “Well, you’ve come, and that’s the great thing. I can’t tell you what a load it takes off my mind. I believe it will mean recovery for Eden.”
She must work, she must strain for Eden’s recovery. And that was right. One must obey the laws of one’s order. But what a fantastic interlude in her life this summer was to be!
Augusta had gone out. Now she reappeared in the doorway and motioned them to come. They rose and went to her, moving cautiously so as not to awaken the grandmother.
“He has fallen asleep,” said Augusta. “Done out, poor boy. And you must be so tired, too, my dear. Shouldn’t you like to come up to my room and tidy yourself before dinner? I’ll have a jug of hot water taken up to you.”
Alayne thanked her. She would be glad to change her dress and wash.
“Then,” continued Augusta, “I shall take you to the cottage—I think we had better drop that horrid name of Fiddler’s Hut, now that you are going to live there—and show you our preparations. I suppose I should say my mother’s preparations.” And she directed a reproachful look at Renny.
He returned her look truculently. “I like the old name.” he said. “I don’t see any sense in changing it.”
“I shall certainly never call it that again.”
“Call it what you please! It’s Fiddler’s Hut.” He gave an angry gesture.
“Why should one cling to low names?”
“You’ll be sneering at Jalna next!”
Alayne thought: “Have I ever been away? Here they are, wrangling in exactly the same fashion. I don’t see how I am to bear it. What has come over me now I am in this house? A mere movement of his arm disturbs me! In New York it was possible—here, I cannot! I cannot! Thank God, I shall be under another roof!”