The Last Ever After (30 page)

And Sophie's moment was when she'd almost won Tedros' kiss two years ago, only to lose it.

All this time, Agatha had believed that she and Tedros were the true loves in this fairy tale. That Sophie was never meant to get the prince's kiss their first year.

But what if she's right?
Agatha thought.
What if Sophie is Tedros' true love and we made a wrong turn? What if Tedros was never meant to be with me?

Agatha's chest hollowed. Her face softened with understanding. The only way she'd ever know is if she let Sophie and Tedros be together. If she didn't hate Sophie for trying to be his queen, but instead
gave
her that chance, just as Agatha had promised her in the School Master's tower. For a month Agatha had Tedros to herself, which turned out to be a lumpy, potholed stretch of tension and misunderstandings, with a cloudy and doubt-riddled future. She'd had her turn at being happy with him and couldn't find The End. Now it was Sophie's turn.

And if their kiss is real? If his name on her skin is right?

If Tedros is really Sophie's true love?

Agatha held her breath.

Then I'm meant to be alone.

She stopped in her tracks and looked over her shoulder, but she couldn't see Sophie and Tedros at all now against the waterlogged landscape.

“Dear girl, it will be a very long road if you spend more time looking backwards than
forward
.”

Agatha turned to see Merlin far ahead on the trail. Veiled
in fog, with a severe countenance, floppy cone hat, and a walking stick in hand, he looked like the Great White Wizard of epic storybooks, who had all the answers. Then a wasp landed on his nose and he fled up the path, shooing and cursing at it, his robes riding up over lime-green socks.

Agatha exhaled. Either Merlin had gotten too old to be a Great White anything or she'd gotten too old to believe in answers at all.

“What will happen to the League members?” she asked when they were side by side again. “Yuba was putting up more storybooks—all of them had new endings—”

“Eleven. Eleven more dead, including Jack Horner, Puss in Boots, and Anya, the Little Mermaid, all found in ripe old age and dispatched by Nemeses returned from the grave,” said Merlin gravely, wiping his fogged-up spectacles. “It was only a matter of time before the Dark Army began to have more success in finding their old targets. But I trust the members of our League to survive in the Woods until Sophie decides to destroy her ring. Once upon a time, those same heroes were trained in a Blue Forest, just like you. The only difference is they made it to graduation without the world ending.” He gave Agatha a droll smile.

Up until now, it had seemed too fantastical, too cartoonish for Agatha to think that the sun that rose and set every day for thousands of years was melting because of
them
. But the tenor of Merlin's voice suddenly made it real.

“What happens if it goes dark?” She peered at the small gold circle in the colorless sky, so faint she could look right at it.
“It's barely lighting the Woods anymore.”

“When it drips its last light, the sun will sink into the horizon and our world will extinguish like a candle into the sea,” said the wizard. “Every story must end, Agatha. That is how the land of stories stays alive. But your fairy tale
undoes
its endings: first you and Sophie, then you and Tedros. Well, now the moment is coming where your fairy tale either ends for real and earns its place in eternal lore—or becomes the last Ever After for us all.”

“How long do we have?” Agatha asked, the boggy trail growing firmer and drier under her feet. “For Sophie to kiss Tedros, I mean?”

Merlin gave the sun a cursory glance. “It's melting faster. Three weeks at most. Might not last until the boy's coronation. But perhaps that's another secret we'll keep from him until the School Master is dead.” He pulled a peach-flavored lollipop out of his hat, only to see it covered in mold. “Even the best magic seems to be losing its luster,” he mumbled.

“It doesn't make sense,” Agatha mulled as the trail sloped upwards. “Why didn't the School Master chase us? If he knew Sophie could destroy the ring, why didn't he try to keep her at school?”

Merlin gave her a curious stare, but said nothing.

Agatha didn't ask any more questions as they moved out of the Boglands and into Gillikin on the outskirts of Oz, the kingdom famous for its Emerald City. Gillikin's hills were steep and purple, blemished with dead, saffron-colored streaks, and the glittering green city in the valley was hardly visible behind
yellow-bricked walls built to keep out the Dark Army.

Agatha looked back, trying to spot Tedros and Sophie down the slope, before she saw Merlin glowering at her and forced her eyes ahead. They hiked the purple hills for an hour, Agatha itching at what seemed a copious amount of unseen pollen, before Merlin spoke again.

“Agatha, since we have a while before lunchtime and I know you're sorely in need of distraction, may I ask you to recount for me the events of last night? I'm particularly interested in anything you may have learned about the School Master.”

Agatha quelled her instinct to check on Sophie and Tedros one last time and drew a deep breath. She told Merlin every detail of what happened once he'd left them behind Evil's glowing green gates. She revealed how she and Tedros made up before they parted ways as Edgar and Essa, how they kissed as boy and girl instead of girl and boy, and how Hester saved her from a night with Aric in the dungeons. She explained how the menagerie atop Honor's rooftop was now Tedros' story instead of his father's, how she outwitted her reflection on Halfway Bridge, and how the old villains had defaced each other's student portraits. She spoke of the classes in the School for Old, including the villains' assessment of past mistakes and the maps pinning down the whereabouts of their Good Nemeses. She talked about finding Excalibur in Sader's painting, the School Master's revelation about the Reader World, and the beautiful, white-haired boy named Rafal, who remained calm and still at his window as he watched Sophie escape. And when she was finished, Agatha had to double over for breath,
because she'd been so lost in her story that she hadn't realized they'd made it all the way to the highest hill in Gillikin, crested with a field of wilted tulips.

“Rafal said one day Sophie would come back to him,” she puffed, waving away more pesky pollen. “Maybe that's why he didn't chase her. He doesn't understand how much Sophie loves Tedros.”

“Or he understands
exactly
how much she loves Tedros,” said Merlin vaguely, laying out a picnic lunch of chicken potpie and watercress salad atop the flattened flowers.

“What do you mea— Wait, we're eating
here
? In the middle of the day with zombie villains on the loose?”

“Gillikin fairies are an Ever's most dependable scouts.” Merlin held up a handful of watercress stalks. “You'll keep an eye out for us, won't you, Gillies?”

Agatha watched him waving vegetables at thin air, convinced the old man had finally lost his mind. But then she noticed the watercress whittling down in his hand, as if magically being eaten by something . . .

“Invisible,”
said Agatha, flashing a bright smile. “It's not pollen! It's
fairies
!”

She looked up at the drab, gray air and imagined it aglow with thousands and thousands of diaphanous wings and tiny, fantastical little bodies. Once upon a time, she'd thought of fairies as girly, vapid insects (she'd swallowed one her first day at school), but now, she'd give anything to see the little Gillies, even for a moment. She held out her arm and felt them crawl all over her, chills of wonder goose pimpling her skin, her smile
growing as she listened to their thrumming wings . . .

Then her smile evaporated. She could see Sophie and Tedros in the valley of a distant hill, their blond bodies close together as they walked.

“Merlin, am I . . .” Words stuck in her throat. “Am I . . . doing the right thing?”

Merlin studied Sophie's and Tedros' small figures, as he sipped on a goblet of wine he'd pulled from his hat.

“Let me tell you a story about Tedros' father, Agatha. Years after Tedros was born, King Arthur came to my cave one day demanding a spell to spy on Guinevere, his queen. He was quite sure she'd been straying from the castle at nights for some time and wanted to see where she'd been going. Now, Arthur's anxieties about Guinevere were not new. Even when they were students at the School for Good, he'd schemed and manipulated and done everything he could to ensure she chose him as her true love. At the time, there was stern competition from a young knight-in-training named Lancelot, who in addition to being bookish and an animal lover like Guinevere, also happened to be Arthur's best friend. Arthur certainly noticed the attraction between them, but he made sure Lancelot knew of his intentions towards Guinevere and that he would not be denied. Besides, as Arthur saw it, Lancelot couldn't hold a candle to him when it came to the things that mattered to a girl: looks, lineage, money, fame. . . . So when Guinevere and Arthur were tracked as Leaders, and Lancelot as a Helper to the future king, Arthur persuaded Guinevere he was the right choice for a husband. How could she marry Lancelot—now a
knight for the king—when she could have the king himself? As Arthur put it, Camelot
needed
Guinevere: he would accept no other queen and it was her duty to Good to marry him. No girl could stand firm against such words, not when they came from a boy as dashing and determined and powerful as Arthur.

“The two were married in a resplendent wedding and soon had the beautiful baby prince Arthur wished for. And yet, even with the queen of his dreams, Arthur couldn't relinquish his suspicions. Just like he did as a teenager at school, he tried to control Guinevere, have her followed, and ensure that she loved him and only him. But still he couldn't sleep easy, as if he'd known he'd forced her hand. By the time he flung into my cave, ranting for a spell to verify her faithfulness, he was an angry and obsessed man, his soul possessed by fear and jealousy. That day, I told Arthur there was only one magic spell to cure his plight after all these years. . . . He had to let Guinevere leave the castle at nights and do exactly as she wished.”

Merlin gave a rueful grin. “Arthur was apoplectic, of course. I told him that for ten years he'd tried to control his and Guinevere's fairy tale, denying Guinevere her own story, only for him to be nearly driven mad. A man cannot force his own destiny. A man can only hold it back. All these years he'd been terrified that Guinevere did not love him, but the only way he'd overcome that fear is if he enabled the truth. To restrain Guinevere from finding her real true love—whether Arthur or someone else—meant neither Arthur nor his queen would ever be happy; neither of them would ever know if their love
was
real
. The wound would reopen again and again, the two of them punishing each other over a fairy tale arrested from its true ending.”

The wizard drained the last of his wine. “Needless to say, Arthur found this all treasonous hogwash and left my cave vowing he was finished with me. Indeed, it's what led him to steal the sex-switching spell from my cave. Soon Guinevere had fled with Lancelot, Arthur had put a death warrant on his own queen's head, and I had to abandon the precious boy I'd raised from childhood, never to see him again.”

Merlin finally looked at Agatha, his blue eyes glistening. “Now Tedros is reliving his father's story in front of our very eyes. Indeed, when he becomes king, he'll inherit the death warrant on his own mother. Everything old is new again, my dear. Only this time you are in Guinevere's place, unsure whether you can be her son's queen, just as she was unsure of being his father's. But Guinevere wasn't strong enough to be honest with Arthur, even if she knew she couldn't be happy at Camelot. By failing to be true to herself, she was as blameworthy as the king. But you are a wise, wise girl, Agatha, and Tedros is lucky to have found you. For the difference between you and his mother is that you're willing to question your story as you live it—and thus stop history from repeating itself. You have a compass in your soul directed towards Good, even if it means setting your beloved prince free to the night and letting him test your love. Even if it means you may lose him at The End. Because neither you nor I knows what will happen, Agatha. Neither of us knows whether your doubts of being a
queen are well founded or whether Sophie is Tedros' true love or whether Sophie will destroy the ring. But unlike Arthur that day he came into my cave, you are willing to let go of the old and accept the unknown of the new. And that is what will keep Good alive, whatever Evil may come.”

Agatha was sobbing hard now, cleansing, sepulchral tears, as if she couldn't bear the weight of Merlin's words. He wrapped her in his arms, letting her cry, until he heard her blow her nose on his robes and had to shove a cup of pistachio pudding in front of her face to distract her. She laughed through her sniffles and rested her head on the wizard's shoulder, spooning at the sweet green cream. “I'm really not all that Good,” she croaked. “The first day of school in those candied halls, I ate part of a classroom.”

Now it was Merlin's turn to laugh. “So did I, my dear. So did I.”

More laughter echoed behind them and they turned to see Sophie and Tedros arriving to the hilltop, both of them in stitches. “Here I am in a girl's body with a dye job so bad that Merlin had to be joking, and I'm just off a chocolate roller coaster steered by a rat, and I'd prepared this whole speech to give you, and before I can get one word out, one
word
, here you are, fee-fi-fo-fum, clubbing me in the head—”

Sophie was giggling so hard she had to clutch her stomach. “Well, if I'd known you had to touch one of Anadil's rats!”