Authors: Gail Bowen
“It’s tangential,” I said. “Clare was the running buddy of a woman who’d once been my teaching assistant. Her name is Anne Millar. Anyway, when Clare stopped showing up for their morning run in November, Anne went to the police and she went to Falconer Shreve. Everybody gave her the brush-off. Anne and I spotted one another at Chris Altieri’s funeral, and she unloaded. I just agreed to do what I could to help.”
Maggie’s tone was withering. “So a stranger and a casual acquaintance took the time to do what none of us who were with Clare every day for three years at law school bothered to do.”
“You had busy lives,” I said.
“Nobody should be that busy. But we’ll make up for it. You say the police gave Anne Millar the brush-off. Do you happen to know who she talked to?”
I hesitated, but I knew it was pointless to delay the inevitable. “Anne spoke to Inspector Alex Kequahtooway.”
“Kequahtooway,” Maggie repeated. “Okay, I’ve got it. He’s obviously the place to start. We’ll have to find out who’s issuing the inspector’s orders or who is paying him off.” For the first time, Maggie Niewinski faltered. “November to July. Eight months. It may already be too late.”
“You don’t think Clare’s alive?” I said.
“I hope she is,” Maggie said. “But I’ll tell you one thing. If anything’s happened to her, Inspector Alex Kequahtooway is dead meat.”
My mind was racing when I clicked off my cell. There was no way I could dismiss Maggie Niewinski. A telephone call was not an infallible indicator of character, but Maggie had not struck me as a fanciful woman, nor did she strike me as a woman who made idle threats. Obeying the adage that one picture is worth a thousand words, I walked back to my bedroom and picked up the yearbook from Clare Mackey’s graduating year at the University of Saskatchewan law school and returned to the comforts of the rocker on the porch and my bag of spice cookies.
I turned to the photo of the Moot Team. Maggie was at the centre of the picture, a fine-boned blonde with an air of fragility that, given her determination to leave no stone unturned in her search for Clare, was deceptive. I leafed through the book, looking for Maggie in other pictures. She was there many times, and always with the other members of the Moot Team. Clearly, they were women of parts: members of the staff of the
Law Review;
revellers toasting their tablemates at the Malpractice Mixer; exultant hockey players wearing skates and oversized sweaters with the U. of S. logo. According to the text on the page, their graduating year had been a good one for the women’s hockey team. They had triumphed at the championships in Montreal. There was a picture of the team, beaming, arms draped around one another’s shoulders. Beneath the photo the caption read, “Raising hell and kicking butt.”
Seemingly, they were about to continue the tradition. I put on my glasses and brought the photo of the hockey team closer to my face. Together, the women had the relaxed stance and easy body language of team players. They did not look like people who would relish destroying another human being, but that was exactly what they were about to do, and in my heart I knew that if I’d been in their position, I would have been leading the pack.
The scent of nicotiana wafted through the screened windows. Unbidden, memories of other nicotiana-scented nights washed over me. Alex wasn’t a faceless enemy to me. He was a man whose hands had caressed me and whose body I had loved. Our relationship had never been an easy one. There had been unasked questions and stupid arguments. We had quarrelled over small things because we both knew the big issue between us was beyond solution. But as problem-ridden as our personal relationship had been, I had never doubted that Alex was a good cop and an incorruptible one. Now it seemed that that assessment was being called into question.
The memory that drove me to pick up the phone and dial Alex’s number was not one I cherished. It was of a time when the door to Alex’s private world had opened and my cowardice had slammed it shut – perhaps forever. We had eaten dinner at my house and decided that, rather than driving, we would walk downtown to police headquarters. The night was unseasonably warm, and I hadn’t worn a jacket. When we started home, I’d been chilly, and Alex had put his arm around my shoulders. As we’d crossed the intersection near my house, a man in a pickup truck yelled an ugly racial slur, not at Alex but at me. His words had branded us both. “When you’re through fucking the chief,” the man had said, “why don’t you try it with a white guy?”
In the months afterwards, I replayed the scene a hundred times in my mind. Always in my revision, I behaved heroically. I raised my head and walked across the street with the man I loved. The truth was I had not been brave. Obeying an impulse as atavistic as it was unforgivable, I had shaken off Alex’s arm and run to the safety of the sidewalk. The men in the half-ton had applauded the fact that I had allied myself with them. My apology to Alex had been heartfelt, and he had been understanding, but there was no denying the truth: that split second at the Albert Street Bridge had opened a chasm between us that we had never again been able to close.
I had failed him, and we both knew it. Tonight I had a chance to make amends. I picked up my cell and tried his number. Remembering what we had once been to one another, I wanted to warn him, but at another level I knew that I needed an explanation myself. The Alex I knew had been principled, a man of integrity who believed that every human being had an obligation to do what he could to make a difference. He had been one of the best things in my life. I needed to know that I hadn’t been wrong to love him. I needed to know that, no matter what had happened on that icy November day, Alex was worth loving.
As the phone rang, images of the apartment I knew so well flashed through my mind. It was in a small old building downtown, not posh, but comfortable, with high ceilings and a bedroom with a small balcony where, after love-making, we would take our chairs and sit and look out across the street at the blank face of the church. The memories absorbed me. I didn’t notice how many times the phone rang. When, finally, the phone was picked up, the voice on the other end was not Alex’s. It was a woman’s voice. “Hello,” she said. “Hello,” and then in a voice in which anger and fear were mixed, “Hello. Who’s there? Hello.”
I hung up. Those few words weren’t enough to reveal whether the woman in Alex’s apartment was Lily Falconer, but one thing was certain: the man I’d loved for three years had found someone else to come home to.
CHAPTER
9
The next morning the skies were grey and there was a drizzle that looked like it had staying power. It was a day to sit on the porch, wrapped in an afghan, reading Virginia Woolf, but Taylor, Isobel, and Gracie had other plans. Recognizing that it would be difficult to keep a scheme involving a quantity of rocks secret on a horseshoe of land from which all rocks except those in ornamental groupings had been removed, the girls decided to spill the beans about their top-secret project.
Taylor’s enthusiasm for the Inukshuk book had infected her friends. Inspired by the tale of a man who had travelled almost two thousand kilometres guided only by the Inuksuit described in a song his father had taught him, the girls had drawn up plans for a series of Inuksuit that would lead a traveller around the land surrounding Lawyers’ Bay. Each Inukshuk would have a sight hole in the middle. When a lost soul peered through it, he would find his bearings and be guided along the route to the next Inukshuk. Ultimately, he would end up where he wanted to go. The girls had chosen their sites with care, sketched each Inukshuk, and made a rough estimate of the number and sizes of the rocks they would need. They had done their homework, and, in my eyes, the value of their efforts was not diminished by the fact that it was unlikely anyone at Lawyers’ Bay would ever get lost. Except for my ancient Volvo, every car there had a state-of-the-art global positioning system.
As if to offset the dreariness of the day, the girls were all wearing crayon-bright cotton shirts: Gracie’s was tangerine, and she had gathered her red-gold hair in a ponytail held in place by an orange scrunchy. With her rosy freckled skin and bright blue eyes, it was impossible to imagine that her mother was a member of the Dakota First Nation. Blake Falconer had said that his wife’s sadness at not having a daughter who was more in her image was enduring, but that morning Gracie seemed remarkably free of any marks of her mother’s rejection.
Cheerful and practical, she identified the role I’d been called upon to play in the scheme. “We need you to phone the rock company,” she said. “They won’t accept an order from a kid – take my word for it. I tried the company my mother used when she got the rocks for the gazebo and they insisted on speaking to an adult. My house is short of adults at the moment, so we thought maybe you’d help us out.”
“There’s a place in Fort Qu’Appelle we could try,” I said. “We might even be able to get what you need delivered today. Besides, I wouldn’t mind doing a little grocery shopping.”
Isobel gave me a puckish three-cornered smile. “You mean you’re unable to meet all your shopping needs at the Point Store?”
“Every so often I just have a hankering for something that doesn’t cost twice as much as it should,” I said.
Peter’s Rocks was one of those curious businesses that appear to spring up as backyard ventures, and then spill into the vacant lot next door, defying zoning laws and the dreams of fastidious neighbours. It might not have been nominated for any chamber of commerce awards, but Peter’s seemed to be exactly what the girls had in mind. Despite the misting rain, they stormed the rock piles with a passion they typically would have reserved for a sale at Old Navy. They argued good-naturedly over their selections, replaced hotly disputed choices with better choices, and generally settled in for a morning of solid trading. They were dressed for the long haul in waterproof ponchos, but the wind-breaker I’d hurriedly bought at a discount house before I came to the lake turned out to be worth exactly what I’d paid for it. It wasn’t long before I hightailed it to the shelter of the corrugated plastic roof that covered the concrete lawn ornaments.
All the usual suspects were there: jockeys, saucer-eyed fawns, huddled gargoyles, gargoyles with wings spread, Dutch girls saucily lifting the backs of their skirts to reveal ruffled concrete panties and sturdy legs, mother rabbits, bears wearing sweaters, angelic doomed children, gnomes, a flock of plaster owls that I glanced at only briefly, a solitary Sacred Heart, three Holy Families, and a phalanx of Blessed Virgins. Freed of the obligation to buy anything or pass judgement, I gave the ornaments my full attention, listened to the rain bounce off the roof above me, and tried to think of nothing at all.
It took the girls an hour to make their choices and another half-hour to watch a buff young man in jeans that appeared to have been put on wet load the rocks they had selected into the back of a pickup and tot up the bill. Then it was my turn. We hit the
IGA
, where, in honour of customer-appreciation day, the manager had slashed 10 per cent from the cost of all purchases, excluding tobacco and drugs. A good morning’s work all around, and we drove home content.
As we warmed soup and cut sandwiches, the girls dreamily revisited the many charms of the young man at Peter’s Rocks. Clearly, breasts were not the only things budding that summer for my daughter and her friends. The goofiness and speculations continued during lunch, and I was relieved when the girls asked if they could skip dishes so they could start levelling the ground where the first Inukshuk would be built.
We were without an automatic dishwasher at the lake, and I’d just submerged my hands in warm sudsy water when I heard a car pull up. I grabbed a tea towel and headed to the front of the cottage. When I saw that the visitor trudging through the rain towards my front door was Detective Robert Hallam, I opened the door with a smile.
“Come in,” I said. “There’s still soup in the pot.”
Robert was wearing a trench coat, a Tilley hat, and a look of abject misery. He stepped inside, but as he stood dripping on the hooked rug in the entry, he made no move to take off his wet outer clothes.
I reached for his coat. “Let me take that,” I said. “Come in and dry off. If you get pneumonia, Rosalie will never let me hear the end of it.”
The mention of his wife’s name brought a faint and fleeting smile to Robert’s face. “Thanks,” he said. “But this isn’t a social visit, Joanne.”
The penny dropped. “You’re here to talk about Alex,” I said.
Robert was clearly taken aback. “How did you know?”
“Maggie Niewinski called me last night. She said some friends of Clare Mackey’s were going to force the police to find out why Alex quashed the investigation into Clare Mackey’s disappearance.”
Robert had adjusted his expression, but it was clear he was still genuinely dumbfounded. “Joanne, I have no idea what you’re talking about. I’ve never even heard of Maggie Niewinski. I came out here today because Inspector Kequahtooway has gone missing. He booked off to attend to personal business, but he was supposed to be back yesterday. He still hasn’t shown up, and no one knows where he is.”
I felt as unsteady as Robert looked. “Come in and sit down,” I said. “We need to talk.”
Robert followed me into the kitchen. He perched on the edge of a chair, but he didn’t take his coat off. His normally ruddy face was leached of colour. “I might as well deal with this right off the bat,” he said. “Joanne, I need to know exactly when you told Inspector Kequahtooway that there were questions about how he was handling the Altieri investigation.”
“I never told him,” I said. “I tried to call him a half-dozen times, but he was never there. The last time I phoned I left a message, but he never got back to me.”
The colour returned to Robert’s face. “Thank God,” he said. He leaned back in his chair, tilted his head, and exhaled. “You have no idea what a relief that is,” he said. “I could hardly keep the car on the road today because I felt so sick about what I’d done.”
“You tried to give an officer you respected a chance to get things in place so he could defend himself,” I said. “No one could fault you for that.”
“I could fault me,” Robert said, sitting upright again. “I must have gone soft in the head. Joanne, if the inspector had taken off because you’d warned him there was trouble brewing, I would have been responsible. After thirty-five years on the force I don’t know how I could have faced that kind of betrayal of my fellow officers.” Robert snapped his fingers. “And my sister officers,” he added hastily. “Rosalie tells me I have to watch that kind of stuff.” He took off his hat and placed it, dripping, on his knees. “I’m making a mess,” he said.
“It’s only water,” I said.
Robert gave me a small smile. “Is that offer of soup still open? My appetite’s come back.”
“Then you’re at the right place,” I said.
I made tea and filled Robert in on Maggie Niewinski’s phone call as he ate.
After he’d finished his soup, Robert took his bowl to the sink. He turned on the tap and, with his back still to me, said, “Can I make a personal observation?”
“Sure,” I said.
Robert kept rinsing his bowl, and I remembered how uneasy he had always been about dealing with women. “I know you and the inspector are no longer an item,” he said. “But I thought you’d be a lot more worried about him than you seem to be.”
“I probably would have been more worried,” I said, “except that last night when I called Alex’s apartment, a woman answered.”
“Whoa,” Robert said.
“Exactly,” I said. “Robert, I think that bowl’s clean by now. You can probably stick it in the drainer.”
Robert turned off the tap and faced me. “There are always problems when a man lets his John Thomas do his thinking,” he said sagely.
“His John Thomas?” I said.
Robert picked up on my confusion. “Husband-and-wife talk. I’m sorry. I crossed a line there. All I meant was that Inspector Kequahtooway isn’t thinking clearly, and he needs his friends.”
I poured more tea. “I don’t think Alex considers me a friend any more.”
Robert’s eyes met mine. “Well, if he comes to you, give him a break – please. I know he disappointed you; he disappointed me too, but he’s in a lot of trouble, and he needs a hand.”
Detective Hallam’s car had barely cleared the turn when Zack Shreve appeared at my door.
“Don’t you ever work?” I said.
“I was working,” he said. “But the case is problematic, and I’m procrastinating.” Zack leaned forward, looking around. Finding nothing, he kept wheeling until he was in the kitchen. Willie, intrigued by the wheelchair, stuck with him. “So who was your company?”
“A detective from the Regina Police Force,” I said.
Zack stroked Willie’s head. “What did he want?”
I pointed to the cups on the table. “Tea,” I said.
“One-forty klicks round trip,” Zack said. “You must make a mean cup of Earl Grey.”
“Can I get you one?” I asked.
“No,” Zack said. “But thanks. I came to ask you to have dinner with me tonight. No kids. Just us. There’s a place down the road that opened up on the May long weekend. A young couple runs it. They have a pleasant seasonal menu and, like Magoo’s, they make everything from scratch. Unlike Magoo’s, they don’t have much of a clientele. I don’t give the place six months, but we might as well enjoy it while we can.”
“It’ll have to be early,” I said. “My son and his friends have an Ultimate Tournament.”
Zack frowned. “What’s Ultimate?”
“Come along and see for yourself,” I said. “Is six o’clock okay for dinner?”
Zack winced. “That’s when children eat,” he said. “But beggars can’t be choosers and I need a diversion.”
“The problematic case?”
He nodded morosely. “My client is alleged to have taken a knife to the lover who betrayed her.”
“Another case of a man led astray by his John Thomas,” I said.
Zack raised an eyebrow. “Somehow you didn’t strike me as a John Thomas woman. Be that as it may, the victim’s John Thomas isn’t going to lead him astray any more.”
“Is he dead?” I asked.
“No, but he is without his John Thomas.” Zack’s smile was wolfish. “So I’ll make a reservation for six o’clock?”
“Perfect,” I said.
I saw Zack out, then turned to Willie. “What do you want to do for the next five hours?”
Willie didn’t keep me on tenterhooks waiting for an answer. He went to the hook where I kept his leash, and we were on our way. We ran the horseshoe of Lawyers’ Bay, stopping only to check on the girls’ progress. Project Inukshuk was right on schedule. Seeing Taylor reminded me that I had to make some arrangements for her to have dinner, so Willie and I changed direction and headed for the Point Store. Through the screen door I could see Leah restocking the chocolate-bar display.
Willie hated being tied up, and I hated tying him up, so I just leaned closer to the screen. “How’s it going?” I said.
Leah came over, pushed the door open, and stood on the threshold. “Great,” she said. “I don’t think I’ve found my life’s work, but not many people have summer jobs that involve unlimited access to Werther’s Originals.”
“Since you’re having so much fun, maybe you wouldn’t mind doing me a favour.”
“Anything,” Leah said.
“Could you and Angus give Taylor dinner tonight before the tournament? I’m coming, but I’m going to have meet you at the field.”
“No problem,” said Leah. “So where are
you
having dinner?”
“With Zack Shreve.”
Leah shivered theatrically. “Ooooh,” she said. “The man who’s mad, bad, and dangerous to know.”
“That was Lord Byron,” I said. “Someone who knew Zack in law school said he attracts women who want to get up close and personal with a chainsaw.”
Leah grinned. “You can handle a chainsaw.” She glanced over her shoulder. A customer had arrived at the checkout, and he had the air of a man who didn’t like to be kept waiting. “Duty calls,” Leah said.
“I’ll catch you later,” I said. “Is Angus around?”
“He took the truck over to Bonnie Longevin’s to get strawberries. We’re going to set up a stand out front here to lure the cottagers.”
“Marketing 101,” I said.
“Something like that,” Leah said. “Anyway, Angus should be back any minute. Help yourself to a cup of our gross coffee and catch a few rays while you wait.”
“I can expand my knowledge, too,” I said. “I always learn something when I visit Coffee Row.”
The old gents were already at their places when I slid into a spot at the picnic table next to theirs. Endzone was there, too. Morris had put a piece of rug on the ground so that the dog didn’t have to lie on the wet grass. As Willie collapsed beside me, he gave me a reproachful look.