Authors: Margaret Frazer
Lady Ermentrude appeared to wander through her mind in pursuit of the words before saying, “Milk and honey. Yes.”
Frevisse helped lift her a little higher on her pillows, then left Thomasine the task of feeding small spoonfuls into her great-aunt’s waiting mouth. For a few minutes there was only the sound of spoon on bowl, until Lady Ermentrude said, stronger, steadier, “Ah. That’s better.” She looked around herself as if seeing the room for the first time. “What is this place?”
“Our guest hall’s best guest room,” Frevisse said.
“St. Frideswide’s guest hall?” Lady Ermentrude’s voice scaled up with outraged disbelief. Her hand clawed down around Thomasine’s nearest wrist, nearly upsetting the bowl. “Have they made you a nun yet?”
Thomasine’s mouth opened, but no sound came. Frevisse, against the girl’s panic, said soothingly, “There are days and days yet before Thomasine is to take her vows. You’ve time to rest, to sleep a little more.”
“No, I will not sleep! I will not stay here! Neither of us will stay! I’ll have us both away from here!” She moved as if to push herself up on her pillows, letting go of Thomasine to do it. Thomasine stood quickly up out of her way and Frevisse moved between them.
“You shouldn’t try to rise yet. You should rest awhile, I think—”
“I want out of here! And I’m taking the girl with me, don’t try to stop us! That bitch Isobel and her dog of a husband tried to make a fool of me. They’re here, aren’t they? Don’t deny it, I saw them!”
Frevisse said lightly, wishing she understood what the matter was, “They came directly after you, afraid something might happen to you.”
“Afraid? By God’s great toe, I’ll show them how to be afraid! Where’s Thomasine gone now?”
“I’m here, Great-aunt.” Thomasine, apparently recovering a little of her nerve, moved past Frevisse to where Lady Ermentrude could see her again.
Lady Ermentrude gestured for the goblet again, took it for herself from Frevisse, and this time drank without help. But her gaze remained on Thomasine, her eyes unblinking. “They shall not make a nun of you,” she began. Then she frowned and seemed to lose the trail of her thinking. She sat peering into the depths of her goblet before pronouncing, “If this is supposed to be malmsey, the vintage is truly vile.”
Frevisse said, “There’s medicine in it, to ease you.”
Lady Ermentrude cocked a wary and increasingly alert eye at her. “I’ve been sick.”
Frevisse refrained from saying, “You’ve been drunk as your own monkey.” She merely nodded.
“But I’m better now. It’s Thomasine I must take care of. You’re not keeping her, you know. I’ve told you that.”
“I will pray for you, Great-aunt, if I stay,” Thomasine offered.
Against the vastness of Lady Ermentrude’s certainty and the wandering of her mind, it was a feeble attempt at argument, and Lady Ermentrude, even weak and lying back against her pillows, swept over it, saying, “We’re past the time for praying. It’s doing that’s needed. A great deal of doing.”
“But not just yet, Great-aunt, while you’re still so ill.” Lady Isobel stood in the doorway, dressed only in her loose and flowing bedgown. Her fair hair spreading over her shoulders made her look hardly older than Thomasine. Only a tired grayness around her eyes showed she too had had little sleep.
She spoke mildly, but Lady Ermentrude stiffened. She was one of the few people Frevisse had ever seen whose nostrils actually flared with anger; they flared now, and her breast heaved as she gathered force for her mounting anger. “I need no words from you, whore! Nor your presence. You lost your chance and it’s Thomasine’s now. When I have her out of here—”
But anger was no substitute for strength. In an effort to raise herself on her elbows, the better to rage at Lady Isobel, she lost breath to finish and fell back gasping, ashen, against her pillows. Frevisse moved quickly, rescuing the tilting goblet from her loosened fingers as Thomasine sank to her knees, crying prayers beside the bed. Lady Isobel started forward but Frevisse moved more quickly, intercepting her and turning her back through the doorway, out of her great-aunt’s sight.
Thomasine suddenly found she was alone with the person she least wanted to face by herself. But she had seen enough to know that for now at least Lady Ermentrude could do nothing more than say words at her, and uncertainly she reached out with some idea of feeling for her pulse the way she had seen Dame Claire sometimes do with others. Lady Ermentrude, drawing deep breaths and steadying a little, jerked her hand away and gestured in feeble demand at the goblet.
“Thirsty,” she croaked.
Thomasine, in hope of the medicine sending her to sleep again, held the goblet to her lips. Lady Ermentrude gulped at it, seemed to revive a little, but did not try to rise again, only asked with a bitter edge of anger, “Your sister—where did she go?”
Thomasine said, “Dame Frevisse took her away.”
“That’s good. You stay away from her. She’s vile. She wouldn’t listen. You stay away from her.” Lady Ermentrude kicked feebly at the sheet. “ T want to go. Help me get up.”
“No, Aunt, you’re supposed to stay here!”
“God’s eyes! Don’t be telling me what I can do and not do! Help me up! Go fetch my women and tell them what I want. We’ll be out of here by dawn and halfway to Lincoln and the bishop before sunset. Go fetch my women!”
Her hand had closed in a convulsive claw around Thomasine’s wrist, dragging her close to drive the words and wine smell into her face, but with her last order she flung her loose. Thomasine backed quickly out of reach and scurried for the door.
But in the last instant she turned back to look and saw, to her horror, a small dark shapelessness flow from the shadows between the bed curtains and Lady Ermentrude’s pillows. As she watched, a narrow black stick came out of it, and suddenly there was a small, almost-human hand at the end of it, stretching, reaching, for Lady Ermentrude’s head. Thomasine gave a cry of terror and fled.
Frevisse patiently said again, to Sir John this time, come out in his bed robe to be sure all was well with his wife, “No, truly, she seems better. Muddled still, and weak, but very likely to live, I think. Unfortunately her temper is no better than it was.”
“It is a shame, but very like her,” Lady Isobel said sadly. She was leaning wearily against her husband’s shoulder, his arm around her waist in support. “All this started before her drinking did yesterday. No, the day before yesterday now. But she drank all her medicine?”
“She drank much of it and should sleep. Now if you’ll pardon me…”
She meant to return to Thomasine, but Thomasine was suddenly there, catching urgently hold of her arm. “I saw,” the girl gasped. “I saw—” The word caught in her throat, then was cut off completely by a strangled, inarticulate cry from the room behind her, that scaled toward a wail and broke into a less-than-human caw of pain.
“Angels and ministers of faith, defend us,” Sir John breathed.
Frevisse in her mind echoed him, riveted to her place by the same shock felt by them all. It was Dame Claire, coming unseen from the shadows of the hall, who moved past them toward the doorway, saying sharply, “She’s in pain. Are you deaf?”
Behind her, forms stirred, jerked out of their sleep, and began to rise before they even knew why they were awake. Frevisse’s own shock had been broken by Dame Claire. Quickly she followed her, saying over her shoulder to Sir John and Lady Isobel, “We’ll see to this. Best you stay out of it. Thomasine—‘’
But Thomasine was already following Dame Claire. It was the woman Maryon at her elbow, and behind her Robert Fenner. The choking, stuttered cries from Lady Ermentrude broke and began again, and Frevisse whirled away into the room. Maryon followed, and Robert behind her slammed the door against anyone else who might come to gawk.
Lady Ermentrude was no longer lying feebly under her blankets but flinging from side to side on the bed, thrashing against her own strangled, croaking screams. Her body jerked in rhythm to them, and her bulging eyes stared frantically at nothing.
Dame Claire, with a tiny vial in one hand, cried out to anyone, “We have to hold her! I can’t help her like this!”
Robert, already moving, crossed the room to fling himself over the bed, pinning Lady Ermentrude’s legs flat beneath his body. She writhed, but he was too heavy for her to throw off. Frevisse managed to lay hold of her shoulders while Maryon grabbed at her arms. Between them they forced her down flat. She heaved under their hold, writhing and thrusting with strength she should not have had, still crying out. Her eyes were wild and unfocused with pain, and she was fighting not them but whatever pain was driving her as tears ran down her face, smearing into her tangled hair.
“Hold her!” Dame Claire pleaded, the vial still in her hand, held uselessly out of reach of Lady Ermentrude’s flinging head. “If I can quiet her with this… !”
They held, but there was no holding her still, until quite abruptly she arched her body upward to what seemed a breaking point under the grip. She stretched out in a helpless spasm, her mouth open in a silent scream. Then she collapsed, rag-limp and gasping, staring upward at the ceiling, all the struggle gone out of her.
They waited. She did not move except for her breast’s rapid rise and fall. “
The vial now unneeded, Dame Claire said softly, “Let her go. Slowly. As careful as you may.”
Carefully, poised to grab her again if need be, Frevisse and Maryon obeyed. Robert, as slowly and cautiously, rose, holding his breath until he was safely clear.
Across the room the door began to open. Dame Claire glanced at Frevisse and shook her head. With an agreeing nod, Frevisse backed hurriedly away and went to keep out whoever was meaning to come in.
“Not now,” she whispered urgently, even before she saw it was Sir John.
His face all creased with anxiety, he tried to look past her into the room. “Is she…”
As he hesitated over a choice of words, Frevisse answered quickly, understanding. “She’s alive. It was another fit came on her but she’s quieted, sooner than before. She may be…”
“Dame Frevisse!” Dame Claire’s voice was sharp with alarm and urgency, two things she rarely showed.
Forgetting Sir John, Frevisse rushed back to her.
“Her breathing is failing. And she’s gone cold again. Feel her.”
Frevisse felt Lady Ermentrude’s face. It was still flushed with her panic but was cold as hung meat. Her breathing, which should have been steadying, was coming in small heaves, and her whole body moved as if to help her take each breath. At Frevisse’s touch, her eyes swiveled toward her, pupils spread so wide the eyes seemed black with terror.
“Father Henry,” Frevisse said. “We need Father Henry.”
“I’m here,” the priest said behind her, his box in his hands. Dame Claire surrendered her place to him, and by that single gesture Frevisse understood that there was no earthly thing left to do for Ermentrude. Whatever was happening was now God’s business, with Father Henry as his intermediary.
Maryon, stricken and white with shock, had already withdrawn to the door. Sir John still stood there, with a crowd of faces behind him. Frevisse belatedly looked for Thomasine and saw her on her knees at the prie-dieu, her face pressed against her prayer-rigid hands, her lips moving silently. Robert Fenner moved as if to go toward her, but Frevisse’s hand on his arm stopped him. Prayers were the most needed things now, certainly not his attention. He resisted, but at her subtle pull he retreated with her and Dame Claire to join the others at the door.
They waited, all of them and the crowding servants. For a mercy there was now no sign of Lady Isobel; Sir John, for the little that Frevisse was aware of him, seemed oddly incomplete without her. But her attention was drawn, as was everyone else’s, to Father Henry. She heard his hurried words and the struggle of Lady Ermentrude’s breathing. They were the only sounds in the room until Father Henry’s words of Last Unction ran out, and then there was only Lady Ermentrude’s breathing, until it caught and strangled to a stop. Her hands lifted, moved as if she meant to sign herself, or to seek for air no longer there, then were flung outward as her eyes rolled back and her body arched and stiffened one final time. Father Henry caught her hands and held them, but even as he did, all of her collapsed, her body falling loose and empty, her head rolling sideways, her hands no more than lifeless rags between his own.