Authors: Lynn Hightower
âOlivia James.'
They did not shake hands.
âCome on in.' He opened the door with a certain reluctance, and Olivia stepped into the house. He herded her to a room to the right of a tiny foyer. âThis is my little sanctuary. Sit anywhere you like.'
She only had a moment to see a bit of the house. The thin carpeted stairs that led to the bedrooms on the second floor. The way the hall ran straight back to what was surely the kitchen. And to the left, a living room, plaid nubby couch against the back wall, old boxy television on a stand in the corner next to a fireplace, and bookshelves jammed with paperbacks, the overflow stacked like piles of coins on the floor. It was quiet inside the house, except for the tick of the living room clock, everything economical, comfortable, and as normal as a pair of Wal-Mart jeans.
Bennington waited, smiling, for Olivia to go first, then closed the door behind them. Olivia wondered why he shut the door, if there was anyone else in the house.
The sanctuary had a layer of dust that rivaled her own office clutter. The entire back wall was a command post for computer geeks, screens, boxes, wires, a lot of it shoved aside and gathering dust. Olivia sat on the velveteen green futon pushed against the right wall, and Bennington pulled a little stool from behind a desk and faced her over a wagon wheel coffee table. The desk, the windowsill and the coffee table were littered with crystals, some pinkish, some clear, a lot of them blue. A feathered dream catcher hung in a corner of the room.
âI'm so sorry about what happened to Chris,' Bennington said, leaning back in his chair. He had a sleepy aura of contentment, as if his mind was on other things.
Olivia turned her cell phone off and held tight to the purse in her lap. âI don't think my brother died peacefully in his sleep.'
Bennington nodded sadly, head cocked to one side. âOf course he didn't. He died in agony. Strangling slowly, unable to move or call for help. I think it might have taken a while. My biggest fear is I'll go the same way.'
âSo you know.'
Bennington actually laughed. âSorry, it's not funny, of course, but it's either laugh or cry. But yes, I know. I know all about it, my dear.'
âWhat are we going to do?'
He folded his arms and settled back in his chair. âWould you mind telling me your side? Your end of the story. Then we can go from there.'
Olivia nodded. She'd come for information, but she was perfectly willing to give to get. âIt started with a phone call. From Chris. Nine weeks after he died.'
Bennington raised an eyebrow and scooted his chair closer. â
Interesting
. I had no idea. He actually called you. After.'
Olivia nodded.
âWhat did he say?'
âHe . . . he seemed like he was reassuring me. Telling me that everything was going to be okay, because he'd paid the piper.'
âHe actually used that phrase? Paid the piper?'
âYes.'
âMaybe he
thought
he'd paid the piper. My guess is the piper didn't agree. That's been my experience anyway. But go on. Then what happened?'
Olivia sat on the edge of the futon, and put her hands on her knees. Thinking she would just give him the highlights, there were private things to hold back. But once she got started it was hard to stop. It seemed essential that he know everything, so she purged it all, every last detail, the way the radio came on in the middle of the night, playing âHeart and Soul', the way Amelia's eyes had rolled back into her head, about her missing sister Emily and the death row convict who said he knew where she was. She told him things she had not even told McTavish. The blue chalk, the names in the ceiling, her original fears about things Teddy might have done, her relief when she found out Teddy was still the innocent daughter she'd always been, tangling with something that was over her head. Tangling with Duncan Lee. Decan Ludde.
Bennington's head snapped back when she said the name.
âDecan Ludde?' he repeated.
âYes. He's mentioned in the original accounts of the Pied Piper of Hamelin.'
âYou've done your research then. I'm impressed.' Bennington put a finger to his chin. âWould you like a cup of tea?'
Olivia said she did to be polite.
She waited in the little office while Bennington disappeared into the back of the house, twining her fingers in the handle of her purse, listening for the comforting whistle of a tea kettle. Instead she heard the ding of a microwave oven, and a kitchen cabinet slam.
Olivia wasn't good at waiting. She realized she'd been holding her breath when Bennington came in carrying two blue mugs that said
Tennessee Bank & Trust
.
âIt's Oolong tea. I made it with lemon and just a bit of raw honey. I hope that's okay.'
âPerfect,' Olivia said. She took the mug and poked her nose into the steam that rose from the surface, then set it down, untasted, on the coffee table next to a rock that had been split open to reveal the glitter of mica inside.
âMy turn then,' Bennington said, settling back on the stool. He held the hot mug without a flinch, drank while the steam rose in his face. âWe all had our reasons, you know, that night we went to the Waverly. It really was just a lark. Well, a haunted sanatorium, with a reputation for ghosts, and it was close to the hotel. How could we possibly resist? I had my dad's car, the three of us had ridden up together. We were feeling the freedom. We were dead serious about our wrestling match, so we weren't going to get wasted, and naturally it was lights out at nine, which worked for us, because we snuck out of the hotel at ten. We were way too keyed up to sleep.' He looked away. âHard to remember now how excited we were. Have you been there? To the Waverly?'
âNo,' Olivia said. âI've looked at the website.'
âHell of a place.'
âPatsy Ackerman says it's like a watering hole in the jungle where the dark things come to feed.'
Bennington actually laughed, choking on his tea. âYou're in touch with Ack? Is she willing to help on this? Chris thought he was wearing her down, but then he died. She won't return my calls.'
âShe's preparing. Meditating.'
âMore like working up her nerve. Look, I don't blame her. She had her own experiences there. And when I think back on that night â we were so young. Arrogant, stupid, taking on the world. You could almost say we got what we deserved. And like I said. We had our own private reasons, all three of us, why we had to get a scholarship. Jamison â escaping a smother mother who was going to keep him tied at home while he went to college unless he could pay his way. No dorm rooms or fraternities for him. And Chris, so worried about college money, your dad under so much pressure when his business took that dive.'
âWhat do you mean?'
âYou didn't know?'
âI was five years old that year.'
âRight. Your parents were in deep then, money troubles. Chris wanted to work his way through, not ask them for tuition. And then there was me.'
âMoney troubles too?'
âYou could say that. It whispers to you, you know? Talks to you over your shoulder, offers you your fondest dream. And all you have to do is pay the piper when he comes to call.'
âLike the Godfather.'
âExactly. And all hell breaks loose â literally â when you refuse. In my case, well, I had a girlfriend and she was pregnant, and her parents were pressuring her to abort. But we were in love. We wanted to be a family. And I knew that there would be no college for me with a baby on the way, no help from either set of parents, so I needed that full ride. Then I could have a crack at getting my computer science degree, and supporting a family properly. So yes, I wanted it bad, maybe worse than either Chris or Jamison.'
âThen what happened?'
âOh, then. Then we got exactly what we wanted. Whatever you say about the piper, he holds up his end. He just expects you to do the same. And the price, for all of us, was unbearably high. Jamison had the accident, and wound up a vegetable living with his mother after all. Your sister Emily disappeared, and Chris was so eaten up with guilt he wouldn't use the scholarship, he would hardly even come out of his room. It was touch and go whether he finished his senior year. And then there was me.'
Olivia waited. She'd told him everything. She wanted to know.
âMe. Well, I got my scholarship and I used it, I went to school. And the wedding was planned, the parents actually coming round. We even had a name picked out, Allison, because Shelly just knew it was going to be a little girl. The pregnancy was perfectly healthy, perfectly great. Then Shelly went into early labor. Only she didn't know it was labor, she thought it was just back pain, and by the time we got her to the hospital, things were pretty far gone. The baby was too far down in the birth canal for a C section, but in considerable distress. Cord around her neck. So, our little Allison. She strangled as she was born.'
âStrangled,' Olivia whispered.
Bennington looked away. âStrangled slowly, I have dreams about it. But. We lived. Chris, Jamison, me. We paid and paid hard, but then life went on. Until Chris stirred it all up last year, and the piper was on the hunt for all of us again. History repeats. But you could hardly blame him, your brother, with his daughter so sick.'
âJanet.'
âPancreatic cancer. She was definitely going to die, she'd have been lucky to get another six weeks. So Chris made a deal and Janet was miraculously okay. All those test results strangely incorrect. Then Chris died, and he died hard, but as a parent . . . as a parent, I'd say the piper was pretty fair with him. There were two other children, the piper could have taken them all. That seemed to be worrying Chris for a while. But in the end, the piper was merciful, and only took Chris.'
âAnd you? What did it want from you?'
âOh, I was a fool. My business went to hell with the economy. My wife got laid off from her teaching job. The house, the cars, the health care. We were losing it all. The Cobra insurance payments alone were double my wife's unemployment payments. So all I asked for was work. And I got it. Caught up all the bills, and actually have a healthy savings account. But I haven't paid the piper yet. I'm still waiting, to see what he wants. One thing you can say for him, he keeps his end of the bargain. I think he enjoys it. Making me worry. Making me wait.'
âBut what are you going to do?'
âWell, what can I do? Patsy Ackerman is no magic bullet, no matter what your brother seemed to think. I'm waiting for my bill to come due.'
Olivia put her head in her lap because she did not want him to see her cry.
She heard the stool squeak when Bennington got up, felt the futon cushion sink as he sat close.
âYou have two choices, Olivia, I'm sorry to say. You can simply accept what the fates deal you. Teddy lives, Teddy dies, Teddy never comes home, just like your big sister Emily never did. Or you can make a deal. Teddy can come home safe. Maybe even Emily can come home safe. Maybe you can have them both. But if you do thatâ' He put a hand on her shoulder, the slightest touch, then pulled it away. âIf you do that you'll have to pay. And you and I both know the price will be pretty high. The question is â is there a price too high for the safety of your little girl?'
Olivia looked up. Rubbed the tears out of her eyes. âAnd if I decide to do it. To make a deal. How do I make it happen? What do I do, just go to the house and wait?'
âYou could. But you say it never talked to you there. Maybe it can't get to you at the house. Maybe you have strong defenses. Who the hell knows? If you really want to do this, you should go to the source. Go where it's really strong.'
âThe Waverly?' Olivia said.
Bennington nodded.
âWhat would you do?' Olivia asked.
âFor the life of my child? I have two daughters, Olivia. Two sweet baby girls. I would do anything to keep them safe. Anything at all. If it was me, I'd make the deal.'
O
livia was halfway home when she took a random exit to fill the Jeep up with gas. She pulled into a new Weigels, set the gas nozzle running, and went to the ladies' room. Caught sight of her swollen eyes and blotchy face when she looked into the bathroom mirror while she washed her hands.
She got a cup of coffee, which she secretly found cheaper and better tasting than Starbucks, wondering, as she always did, if there was something wrong with her coffee palate. She truly did love Starbucks, God knows the ambiance was better. But the coffee just wasn't as good.
Olivia remembered to turn her phone back on as she belted herself back in the Jeep. There were three missed calls and two messages, both from McTavish. Olivia's stomach dropped, and her heart began to pound. It had to be Teddy. It had to be. Alive or dead? Her fingers shook so hard she could barely manage the phone, and she bounced her leg up and down waiting for McTavish to pick up. Which he did, on the second ring.
âOlivia? Where are you?'
âI'm at a gas station about an hour south of Knoxville, why? What's going on, McTavish, have you found her? Do you have Teddy?'
âNo, no. It's not that.'
â
It's not that. It's not that?
What the hell else is there?'
âOlivia, did you go and see Bennington this morning?'
âYes, I told you that's where I was going.'
âWas he home when you got there?'
âOf course he was home, we had a twelve o'clock appointment.'
âOlivia, listen to me. I made some calls after you left this morning. Something strange is going on. Bennington's wife just started a new teaching job, took over from a colleague on maternity leave. But she hasn't shown up for the last four days, and she hasn't called in. I got in touch with her sister, who said she was getting worried, because the two of them talk several times a week. She thought her sister was just busy, with the new job and all, but she was surprised because normally they'd be talking about it. But she hasn't been able to get her sister on the phone. And both of Bennington's sons have been absent from school forâ'