The Princess (28 page)

“What can I do?”

“We may end up visiting the palace. If we do, I’ll want us to do something normal like playing cards or baking cookies. If we don’t come by, you can just keep praying that he’ll stay open to me, as will his sisters.”

Shelby did keep praying. This wasn’t hard to do, as Peter was on her mind for the rest of the day. She was greatly encouraged when Toby called to say that Peter and both his sisters had been in church on Sunday.

Nikolai had honestly not known she planned to golf, but once he’d seen her car, he was not going to leave the country club. He had been there only to personally deliver some papers to Councilman Royden, but as had become the norm, he once again had time to stick around.

Right after Peter’s dad died, he had been on call quite often. Things were still going well with Peter but had slowed down. Nikolai now had time to court his wife again.

It had been more than six weeks since he had spoken with Shelby in the middle of the night, but the subject hadn’t resurfaced. The events of that past month had not been much help, but Nikolai couldn’t help but wonder if she had given any more thought to the conversation.

“Well, Nikolai,” Councilman Royden called as Nikolai worked his way past the clubhouse restaurant. “I thought you were leaving.”

“Change of plans,” Nikolai said.

The Councilman smiled. “She went that way.”

Nikolai only grinned at being discovered before he headed out the indicated door. He wasn’t long in spotting his wife. She was walking with two other women, all three pulling wheeled golf carts. Nikolai strode purposely toward them and knew the exact moment Shelby spotted him. She stopped in surprise, and the other women halted with her and followed her gaze.

“Hello,” Nikolai said jovially. “Need a fourth?”

“No,” she answered quietly. “We have four.”

“Oh.” Nikolai was momentarily defeated. “I’ll caddie,” he offered, recovering swiftly.

Shelby’s eyes grew huge. “There is no need,” she said, barely keeping her voice calm. “Really there isn’t.”

“I don’t mind.” He grinned like a schoolboy and reached for the handle of her cart. With his free hand he shook hands with the two other ladies, both of whom he’d known for years. Just after
this, they were joined by the fourth in the party, a woman who also knew the prince and whose smile matched those of the first two women.

“Go ahead,” Shelby said when greetings had been exchanged all around. “I’ll be right along.” Shelby waved and smiled as if all was fine. “Don’t you have something else to do, Nick?” she asked pointedly.

“Not for at least four hours. Isn’t it nice that I saw you?”

Shelby’s look was telling. “So nice that I could pinch you,” she muttered.

“Feel free,” Nikolai said quietly, a smile lighting his eyes as his wife turned away. “But I might pinch back.”

“Enjoy it, Shelby,” Vickey said on the thirteenth green. “Most women would kill to have such an attentive husband.”

“I don’t know what’s come over him.”

“He certainly seems to be enjoying himself.”

At this point Shelby had to smile. It was very clear that Prince Nikolai
was
enjoying himself. For all of his huge size, he would study the fairways like an earnest child and then solemnly hand Shelby a club, practically hugging her when she did well.

The other three women, all councilmen’s wives, looked on in clear enjoyment as the prince’s eyes followed Shelby’s every move.

They played the full 18 holes. Shelby was bemused for most of the time, until she remembered that Nikolai had been moving closer to her before Mr. Owens’ death. All she could think was that he must be making up for lost time. She didn’t know if she was flattered or intimidated.

“Thank you, Nick,” she said as the women finished and prepared to eat lunch. The two had a moment alone.

“You’re welcome. You played well.”

Shelby smiled a little.

“Maybe sometime you and I could golf together.”

Shelby had never seen him look so vulnerable. It was heartbreaking. With a hand to his chest, she went up on her toes to kiss his cheek.

“We’ll do that,” she said softly and smiled into his eyes.

Shelby went into lunch and even enjoyed herself, but her mind was a tad preoccupied. Deep in her heart she knew that the time had come.

Nikolai was sitting against his headboard the next night, a book in hand, when the knock came. Thinking he was hearing things, he paused. Before he could go back to his reading, it sounded again.

“Come in,” he called, watching in amazement as the door between his and Shelby’s room opened. The only light shining was over his bed, but he could still see the way she came in, shut the door, and leaned against it. Nikolai stared at her for a moment, got off the bed, and went to stand before her.

“I didn’t know if I should call or just come in,” Shelby admitted softly.

“You’re welcome either way.”

Shelby nodded, and Nikolai took in her attire. She had shorts on and a long baseball shirt. He thought she looked adorable.

“May I tell you something, Nikolai?”

“Certainly.”

Shelby took a deep breath. “I’m terrified,” she barely whispered, effectively breaking her husband’s heart.

“Oh, Red.” Nikolai’s voice was low, and a moment later he reached for her. Shelby sighed when his arms went around her. It was so much easier to have him touch her.

Nikolai found it easier too. Until she’d admitted that she was frightened, he hadn’t wanted to assume why she’d come to him. To finally have her permission to hold her was one of the sweetest things he’d ever known. And when he kissed her, it was sweeter still.

Shelby was amazed at his gentle touch and found herself smiling up at him.

“I should have known you would be nice.”

Nikolai’s smile matched her own. He spoke with his hand on her hair. “I should have known you would be amazingly soft.”

Shelby laughed a little, thinking it was a lovely note to begin on. She was also very glad she had come.

“The prince gave me this as he left this morning,” Murdock said as he handed a note to his wife.

First studying her husband’s face, Fran opened it slowly and read.
Murdock, Princess Shelby is in my room. Please let her sleep.

Fran raised shining eyes to her spouse. Murdock smiled down at her before he leaned to give her a kiss.

Shelby stretched luxuriously, a groan escaping her, before she remembered where she was. Turning to look at Nikolai, she found herself alone save for the note that lay on his pillow. After Shelby pushed up against the headboard, she opened it.

Do you ever notice the timing of things? It had been on my mind several times yesterday to tell you I had to be away for a few days, but I kept forgetting. I had just about decided to call you when you knocked on the door.

Please know, Shelby, that leaving you this morning was very hard. I’m in Enstrom, meeting with the committee on budget cuts and taxes, but remembering your sweetness is going to make it very hard to concentrate. Looking forward to seeing you Friday or Saturday . . .

Nick

Shelby read the note over twice and sat thinking about the changes that would follow in the days and weeks to come. She suddenly didn’t want to stay in bed much longer. The princess had an urge to see her mother.

“What’s this?” Shelby asked as Daria put a large wrapped box in her lap.

“Something I bought you before you married, but the timing was all wrong.”

This was all Daria would say, so Shelby opened the box. She pulled out the two loveliest peignoir sets she had ever seen. One set was a soft peach; the other, a pale mint green.

“Oh, Mother.”

“Do you think Nick will like them?”

Shelby smiled. “He didn’t seem to mind my shorts and baseball shirt, so he’ll probably love these.”

Daria’s smile was huge. “You knocked on his door wearing shorts and a baseball shirt?”

Shelby shrugged, trying not to blush but not succeeding. She laughed a little and said, “I don’t think he cared.”

“Of course he didn’t.” Daria’s voice was gentle. She studied Shelby’s bent head for a moment. “Are you all right, Shelby?” she asked quietly.

The princess looked at her mother. She knew the question stemmed from what she had shared that morning, but Shelby’s mind went elsewhere.

“I don’t have anyone to talk to.”

Daria nodded. “Your father and I realize that. Your loyalty to the palace keeps you from coming home to us with your questions and concerns, but then you haven’t had a husband you could talk to either.” Daria couldn’t stop the tears that filled her eyes.
“We can see the loneliness written all over you, Shelby. I can only hope and pray that it’s coming to an end.”

Shelby reached to hug and kiss this woman who was so dear to her.

“Shelby,” Daria said as soon as they separated, “loyalty to the crown or not, you must tell me if you’re all right.”

“I am, Mother, honestly. Nikolai had to leave town, but to be frank with you, I’m glad for a little time on my own. It’s a lot to think about.”

There was so much Daria could have said, even more questions she could have asked, but this was not something she could do. Shelby must lead the way in this issue, and right now she was ready to be silent. It did her heart good to have Shelby come to her. They enjoyed a meal together and talked of plans for the holidays. When Shelby left, Daria reminded her that the door in Henley was always open.