This Isn't the Sort of Thing That Happens to Someone Like You (33 page)

 

Westry, Whittlesey, March.

Dogsthorpe, Longthorpe, Westhorpe, Wilsthorpe, Belmesthorpe, Northorpe, Obthorpe, Manthorpe, Leesthorpe, Grimsthorpe, Elsthorpe, Scottlethorpe, Hawthorpe, Hanthorpe, Garthorpe, Milthorpe, Castlethorpe, Kettlethorpe, Skellingthorpe, Grassthorpe, Besthorpe, Winthorpe, Kirkby la Thorpe, Woolsthorpe by Colsterworth, Woolsthorpe, Derrythorpe, Birthorpe, Far Thorpe, Mid Thorpe, Kingthorpe, Swinthorpe, Friesthorpe, Woodthorpe, Claythorpe, Authorpe, Althorpe, Yaddlethorpe, Yawthorpe, Thorpe in the Fallows, Caythorpe, Sibthorpe, Biscathorpe, Buslingthorpe, Scunthorpe, Grainthorpe, Londonthorpe, Scotterthorpe, Northorpe, Gunthorpe, Springthorpe, Culverthorpe, Mablethorpe, Manthorpe, Aisthorpe, Hogsthorpe, Little Cawthorpe, Trusthorpe, Thorpe Satchville, Thorpe Arnold, Thorpe.

 

Loosegate, Fleet Hargate, Gate Burton, Broadgate, Horsegate, Halesgate, Wrangle Lowgate, Deeping Gate, Westgate, Chapelgate, Guanockgate, Halton Holegate, Gedney Broadgate.

 

Dogdyke, Skeldyke, Seadyke, Fosdyke, Austendike, Gedney Dyke, Thorpe Fendykes, Quadring Eaudike, Dyke.

 

Old Leake, Leake Commonside, Leake Gride, New Leake, Leake Ings.

 

Pinchbeck, Pinchbeck Bars, Swallowbeck, Pinchbeck West, Fulbeck, Woodbeck, Sudbrooke, Binbrook, Sedgebrook.

Chainbridge, Cuckoo Bridge, Fosdyke Bridge, Swineshead Bridge, Hubbert’s Bridge, Gipsey Bridge, Bishopbridge, Bracebridge, Friday Bridge, Pondersbridge, Tattershall Bridge, Forty Foot Bridge.

 

Stickford, Tetford, Belchford, Snarford, Ludford, Spalford, Stapleford, Langford, Sleaford, Hazelford, Bottesford, Scalford, Twyford, Greatford.

 

Owston Ferry, East Ferry, High Ferry.

 

Holbeach St Matthew, Holbeach St Marks, Holbeach St Johns, Marshland St James, Sutton St James, Sutton St Edmund, Deeping St James, Deeping St Nicholas, Wisbech St Mary, Wainfleet St Mary, Witham St Hughs, Saltfleetby St Peter, Toynton St Peter, Thorpe St Peter, Walpole St Peter, Walpole St Andrew, Terrington St John, Tilney St Lawrence, Theddlethorpe St Helen, Wiggenhall St Germans, Wiggenhall St Mary the Virgin, Wiggenhall St Mary Magdalen, Toynton All Saints, Saxby All Saints, Wainfleet All Saints, Theddlethorpe All Saints.

 

Ring’s End, Fen End, Surfeet Seas End, Tongue End, Brand End, Moulton Seas End, Scrane End, Kirton End, Frampton West End, Fishmere End, North End, Benington Sea End, Halltoft End, Ashington End, Gedney Drove End, Tilney High End, Bridge End, Castle End, Church End.

 

Eastville, Midville, Wyville, Frithville, Little London, Jerusalem, Gibraltar, Boston, New England, Newark, New York.

 

In summer the sky is most times blue.

A blue so pure & bright
that
it hurts to look into
it
.

A blue
so deep that if you look
straight
up you
have to grab

something for
fear
of falling

 

 
                                    in.

The light
pouring
which pours from out of this blue
ness
sears

everything it can reach

 

/ fields of wheat / canals & drains / tarmac roads /

 

In summer the sky is blue & lifted high

 
               
a shimmering blue silence from which

 
               
there is no hiding place

(save)         beneath the surface of the land.

 

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he came back for
the taste of
her

 

like he was passing through the sky

 

to go somewhere and do something

 

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In autumn the sky is most times white.

A ragged, dirty white.

And you wonder how this could be the same sky but it is.

 

The earth turns thick & hard beneath it.

Winds rip through the clouds and

slashes           of           light

run across the fields and vanish over the horizon and leave

 
the land as heavy as before.

 

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The colours of the earth change.                    Westry

Fields & ditches clog with leaves.                  Whittlesey

Rivers swell.                                                   Pondersbridge

 
                                                               
Forty Foot Bridge

 
                                                               
Ticks Moor

 
                                                               
West Moor

 
                                                               
Ten Mile Bank

 
                                                               
Salter’s Lode

 
                                                               
Outwell

 
                                                               
Friday Bridge

 

 
If you had stayed at home it

would never have happened.

 

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We know the seasons are changing mostly by the shape & colour of the sky.

 

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s  t  r  e  t  c  h  e  d   o  v  e  r   u  s  f  r  o  m

h  o  r  i  z  o  n   t  o   h  o  r  i  z  o  n

t  h  e   l  e  n  g  t  h   &   b   r  e  a  d  t  h   o  f   a   d  a  y .

 

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In winter the sky is most times grey.

 

A dark & bruising grey.

 

The days shorten.

 

The distance between the horizon shrinks. What little light

seeps down
is thick & lifeless.

 

In winter there’s
no danger of falling into the sky

Our bodies
anchored to the ground by the weight of the light.

 

The earth hides secrets.

 

The land is silent.

 

The drains & canals will freeze and be covered in snow.

 

The snow will come fast in the night and

block the roads & drains and leave

nothing

but whiteness

(all lines & textures concealed).

 

The land giving back light to the sky.

 

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In spring the sky is all these colours. Spring comes

 
gradually here.

Broad beans & early wheat break through the surface of the soil.

Pale green buds squeeze out from dry branches

while the sky fades to light grey & white &
finally a
faint blue.

The air
cleanses itself
is cleansed,
with by

a warm wind from the south

bursts of sparkling rain

 

The sky lifts away from the ground.

those arms lifted

 
up to the sky.

The horizons draw apart

and stretch the sky taut and

space & light flood back into our lives.

 
that arching back.

 

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This is the time when change

is a daily force:

 
woodlands smeared green overnight

 
fields purpled with lavender behind your back

 
wives & mothers & daughters pregnant by dawn

 

This is the time when the floods come

and the ditches and barriers have to be built again,

a little
deeper

 

a little
higher

But still, with all this life bursting up towards the sky,

 
(the earth holds secrets)

 
(the sky watches)

 

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The hills having eyes means nothing here.

The land is level and all we have watching over us is the sky.

 

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This place I’ve grown up in is
              a landscape of lines,

a world of
                                              the parallel & perpendicular.

The straightest line of all is the
             hard blur of the horizon.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

A single unbending line which encircles the day.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

When I was
As a child I would spin around

with my eyes on the horizon
trying to catch the place where

       the line turned or bent        but I never could

 

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the mystery of the straight, encircling line.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

(All the) other lines find their way to the horizon
sooner or later

 

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High lines,                                                (Years ago, playing in the

connecting lines:    telegraph wires         furrows while your father

                               railway tracks           watched, you looked up +

                               canals                       saw a line of boats gliding

                               drains                       through the sky. The fear

                               rivers                        you felt, seeing those

 
                                                       
boats above your head.)

 

Low lines,

boundary lines:      ditches                      (No hedges or walls

                               roads                         between fields here,

                               paths                         only the ditches + roads.

 
                                                       
Ditches to stop the sea

 
                                                       
reclaiming what it owns.)

 

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The lines of this place are sometimes washed out by floods.

Obliteration.

Water erasing the        (Cornelius the Dutchman

manmade geometry          digging his way through

restoring this place            the 17th century.)

to the sea it once was.

 

Sometimes it will be rain, swelling the rivers until they break

through

and rush over the fields,

settling across hundreds of acres for weeks at a time,

sky below as well as above, clouds & seabirds gliding overhead

sky above as well as below, clouds & seabirds gliding overland.

 

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Or snow will cover everything, blocking drains & roads,

……….

Mothers forbidding their children to leave the house.

Lost children in the fields.

You said you don’t remember your mother telling you to go out,

but you would have been too young to remember/to go out.

 

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Sometimes        the                fog

 
               
will

 
come        in                with

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