Authors: Bibi Paterson
“Stop that,” Alex commands. And the Domly tone is back. “Nothing is ruined. I will handle this.”
I nod and squirm in Alex’s lap. That voice seems to have the power to make me wet instantly. “Alex?” I say.
“Yes, Liv?” Alex responds gently.
“Did it help?” I ask, trying to hide the tremor in my voice. “I thought…”
Alex lets out a deep sigh and I know he understands what I am asking. “No, Liv, it didn’t. For a few minutes, I felt centred again, calm and collected like it normally would make me feel, but when you started crying for real there was none of the excitement, none of the arousal I would usually feel. Instead, I just felt hollow and empty, and terrified that you would hate me.”
I can see the pain in Alex’s eyes and I would do anything to take it away. “Oh man, you mean I sacrificed my arse for nothing?” I joke weakly, trying to elicit a smile.
“Oh, Liv, baby, how can you joke about what I just did? I mean, you should probably be pressing charges...” I watch as Alex trails off, his devastation at what has just occurred written all over him.
“Alex, listen to me. What happened was consensual. I knew what I was doing when I walked into that room. I understood the risks. I might not have enjoyed it, and quite frankly that kind of pain does nothing for me, but that wasn’t the point. I wanted to do that for you. And anyway, I had my safeword. If I had really needed to, I would have used it.”
“Oh, baby,” Alex says, cupping my face. “My brave, brave girl,” he murmurs before bending his head down and brushing my lips softly with his. “I think you deserve some extra-special TLC.” I am suddenly very aware of my naked state as I lie in Alex’s lap. The hand cupping my face slowly makes its way down my neck before settling on my breasts. With the lightest of touches, Alex begins teasing my nipples, swirling his fingers over the sensitive nubs and adding light pinches.
Warmth spreads across my skin and the throb between my thighs intensifies. Alex begins to nuzzle my ear and neck, teasing my lobe with his teeth. I close my eyes, the sensations overwhelming me. “Open your eyes, Olivia,” Alex commands, and instantly they snap open in response.
Just when I don’t think I can take anymore, the hand caressing my breasts slips down between my thighs. His fingers trail lightly across my sensitized skin, goosebumps rising in their wake as they slowly move higher and higher. I am aching for Alex’s touch, and when he finally slips between my wet folds and draws a finger across my swollen clit, the sparks of arousal that are shooting through my pelvis ignite into wildfire. I gasp and Alex increases the pressure on my sensitive nub.
I am so lost in the sensations that I am barely aware of Alex propping my torso up on some pillows so that he can use his other hand. Suddenly, I feel a couple of fingers slip inside my drenched pussy. As Alex moves them around he finds that secret spot buried inside of me. My hips arch up as I come with a load moan, my inner muscles clenching around the fingers pumping into me. All the while Alex never lets up the pressure on my clit. Like a master, he draws out my orgasm so that by the time the last wave subsides I am spent and breathless. I am coming down from my high when I feel Alex shifting out from underneath me, laying me down gently before coming to kneel between my spread legs. “Is this okay, Liv?” I hear Alex ask softly. I nod, the need to have him inside of me becoming intense.
“Alex, please, I want to feel you…I am on the pill…” I plead.
“Are you sure, baby? Just so you know, I have never gone without a condom.”
I nod and reach out for him.
The sensation of Alex pushing into me is agonizing in its slowness. When I am full to the hilt, I hook my ankles behind Alex’s knees, pulling him deeper than I thought was even possible. Alex comes down to rest on his elbows, his hands tangling in my hair, as he slowly starts to kiss me. The action of his tongue mirrors that of his cock as he slowly thrusts into me. The fire inside of me is raging once again as each stroke takes me higher and higher. When, at last, I am not sure that I can take anymore, I explode. My body shudders and trembles around Alex. “Open your eyes, Olivia.” Once again I obey Alex without thought. Watching Alex’s face as he continues to thrust into me is the most erotic thing I have ever seen, and in response I feel my pelvis tightening, the tell-tale signs of my imminent climax. With a final thrust, Alex is consumed by his own orgasm, his frame stiffening above me as he spurts into me hard and hot, setting off another wave of pleasure that rocks me to my core.
I am slowly coming down from the overwhelming sensations still washing over me when I feel Alex shift off me. Moments later, Alex returns with a warm cloth and proceeds to clean me up with the utmost tenderness before climbing back in beside me and pulling me into his arms.
“I thought you didn’t do vanilla,” I whisper, a smile stretching across my face.
“Only for you, Liv. Only for you,” Alex responds, his voice hoarse and low, but I can hear the softness coming through.
Daylight streams through the cracks in the curtains, waking me from my deep sleep. I shift and can feel the stiffness radiating through my body. Somehow in my post-orgasmic bliss, I managed to forget about my bruised arse, but as I roll over, I let out a small yelp.
“Liv?”
I turn my head to find Alex regarding me with sleep-filled eyes.
“Sore arse,” I murmur.
“Roll on your front,” Alex commands, and I comply immediately. He slips the duvet down to reveal my bottom lined with red marks and faint bruising. “Fuck, Liv, you have no idea how horny it makes me seeing you like this.” He runs a light hand over my sensitive cheeks. “Oh, baby,” he says in a worshipful whisper. With gentle hands, he moves my knees, pushing them underneath me so that my arse is in the air and I am balancing on my elbows. Before I can think about what he is doing, Alex starts by laying a trail of light kisses all over my skin. I shiver, the sensation sublime, as my body responds to the gentlest of caresses. The kisses turn to licks and then Alex is running his tongue down the seam between my cheeks, over the delicate rosette of my butt. I tense and try to wriggle away, the sensation feeling entirely wrong.
“Stay still, Olivia!” The command is accompanied by a light tap on my hip, and quickly I fall still. I breathe deeply, trying to overcome the discomfort I am feeling in this new situation. “Good girl. Now relax.” A hand snakes around my hip and the fingers focus on my clit, swirling and pinching, as I gradually grow breathless under Alex’s attention. Completely distracted, I am only vaguely aware of another finger swirling around the entrance, until suddenly I feel a pushing sensation in my bum. Immediately I freeze, my breaths coming out short and shallow, in response to the intrusion. “Relax, Olivia. I am not going to hurt you.” My body immediately responds to the tone in Alex’s voice, and I find myself automatically letting out a deep breath and unclenching my muscles. Alex pushes his finger further and all at once I am full, but full in a weird, dark way that I would never have anticipated. “That’s it, baby. Just breathe.” That, coupled with the non-stop attention that my clit has been receiving, means that I know that my orgasm is not far off.
“Fuck, I can’t wait,” Alex mutters. I feel the head of his cock at my entrance and then he is pushing deep inside of me. The finger in my arse starts swirling gently, eliciting an intensely erotic sensation that I am not prepared for while Alex stays still, buried inside me. “You are so tight, baby. Fuck, I don’t know if I can hold back.”
“Then don’t,” I growl through gritted teeth, as I become needy for my orgasm. My body is prickled in sweat as every nerve ending is overstimulated. Slowly Alex draws out both his cock and finger before slamming back into me. My back arches and my fingers clutch desperately at the sheets as I explode, my orgasm all the more intense with his cock at this angle. Alex continues his thrusts, his fingers still buried in my arse and pinching my clit, and my next orgasm hits me with the force of a freight train. I cry out loudly, the words incoherent.
“That’s it, baby. I wanna hear you fucking scream my name. I own your orgasms…this is all mine.” At his words, I come again violently, my body shaking fiercely, every nerve in my body on fire. And then Alex is spilling his seed into me, his thrusts never abating until I come for the final time, shouting out his name. My body is shaking and tears are leaking out my eyes with intenseness of what I have just experienced as Alex gently pulls out of me. My mind is elsewhere, though, lost in the supernova that has overtaken me. Seconds later, he is cleaning me up once again, before pulling me into his arms and covering us with the duvet.
I lie limply in Alex’s arms, waiting for my body to calm as he smoothes the hair back off my face. The expression in his eyes is calm yet I sense emotion rippling through him. Before I have a chance to say anything, a loud beeping noise interrupts us. It takes me a second to realise that it is actually the alarm on my phone, and as I glance around, locating it on the nightstand, I realise Alex must have brought it up with him last night.
“Shit, I’d better get up; otherwise I’ll be late for work.” I sigh and stretch my arms out above my head.
“You are not going anywhere today, Liv,” Alex grumbles, burying his head in my neck and kissing the sensitive skin behind my ear lightly. “You can play hookey for one day.”
I scrabble for the phone, finally turning off the incessant beep. “Alex…” I wheedle. “I can’t just skive off.” Truthfully I would rather stay here in bed with Alex all day, but if I don’t work, I don’t get paid.
“Is Charles in the country?” Alex’s voice is mock-stern and I can’t help but let out a small giggle.
“No,” I reply.
“And do you have a deadline?” he asks, his expression deadpan.
“Nope,” I respond with a roll of my eyes.
“Well then, one day won’t matter,” Alex says earnestly. “Besides, I need to spend the day with you. It’s been too long since we just hung out, you know. And…” Alex suddenly looks a little embarrassed as he trails off.
“And what?” I ask curiously.
“And I miss my best friend.” Wow, Alex just told me that I am his best friend and my heart is doing somersaults.
“Well, if you put it that way….” I smirk at him, quickly tapping out an email to let Charles know that I won’t make it into the office. “So what does this make us then? Friends with benefits, or something?”
“Or something,” Alex says quietly. We are both lying on our sides facing each other, and I sense there is something he wants to say. “Liv, I meant what I said last night about loving you. I am not exactly sure when you crept into my heart, but all I know is that the thought of you leaving, it just kills me.”
“Alex, you have my heart too,” I say. “Truthfully, I think I knew it when you kissed me on our wedding day. I love you and have been convinced that you didn’t feel the same way. I knew we were friends and I loved that, but a part of me has always wanted more.”
“Liv, I have a confession to make.” Alex suddenly looks uncomfortable and I wait as it takes him a moment to continue. “That day at the auction I was going to beat you no matter what the cost.” I must look as puzzled as I feel as he carries on, “I had seen you quite a few times at the auction house before. I would watch how serious and sad you were, as if you had the weight of the world on your shoulders, and how focused you were on making sure you won your lot. You intrigued me and I found myself wanting to protect you, even though I didn’t have a clue what from. I watched your body language and knew you were a submissive, even if you didn’t know it yet. And it spoke to me, drove me crazy until I did some research. I found out all about you and your mother, and I knew if I waited, an opportunity would present itself. I was terrified about revealing myself; I thought there was no way you would be into the lifestyle, so I was determined that I would be there for you no matter what, even if it meant that we would only be friends. And then there you were that day, so desperate and I was so cold, but you were so brave. Somehow, everything fell into place, whether it was luck or whatever…”
Alex is watching me warily and I guess he is waiting for me to be angry, but actually I don’t care how orchestrated our meeting was because, at that point, I was at rock bottom and didn’t have a clue how to drag myself out of the mess that was my life. Instead, Alex had taken me under his wing and nurtured me, and here I am in his bed while he tells me he loves me.
I reach out my hand and pull his head down to mine in a soft kiss before looking deep into his eyes. “I don’t care about the past, Alex. All I care about is the here and now.” Alex pulls me into a fierce hug and we stay that way for several minutes as he strokes my back, until Alex insists on running me a bath.
The water is blissful as I settle into the bubbles. My eyes are closed as I float in the claw-foot tub, my mind relaxed and clear. I hear the door open and soft feet pad in. Opening my eyes, I spot a completely naked Alex holding out a mug of tea for me. I take in the taut planes of his body, the defined muscles that come courtesy of his morning gym visits, the slim hips and, eventually, his eye-wateringly large cock. Even in a semi-aroused state it is still magnificent, standing proudly to attention, and I find myself licking my lips nervously at the thought of something so big inside of me. Finally, I look up into his face, his day-old stubble a contrast to his normal pretty-boy surfer-dude looks. The twinkle in his eye lets me know that I have been caught out ogling him.
“I hope you didn’t give Mrs James a fright, wandering around the kitchen like that,” I say, only half-joking. I take a sip of the steaming brew before setting it down on a small cabinet to cool down properly.
“Nah, I gave her the day off. Texted her earlier.” Alex gives me a smirk, leaving me in no doubt why he wants the house free of interruptions. “Scoot over,” he instructs, before climbing in opposite me, the water splashing over the edges as he makes himself comfortable. We soak in silence for several minutes and just enjoy the quiet. My mind is busy, though, trying to work through everything.
“Alex, my dad…” I begin, the nerves starting to ripple through my stomach.
“Liv, we are not talking about that today. Today is all about pleasure…nothing is going to spoil it.”
“Oh, okay,” I say, my body shivering slightly at the use of the word ‘pleasure’. Alex picks up one of my feet and starts kneading it, digging his knuckles deep into the arch. The feeling is divine and I close my eyes, lost in the sensation of having my foot massaged. It is not long before he swaps feet and goes to work on the other one. I let out a moan of appreciation and I feel his cock twitching against my calf.
I am barely paying attention until, suddenly, I feel Alex’s hand at the apex of my thighs. My eyes fly open as I feel Alex pushing down on my clit with his thumb. The pressure is constant, yet he doesn’t move, instead concentrating on the foot he still has in his other hand. A dull ache begins to grow in my groin and I find myself wanting to move, to gain some friction against the sensitive little nub. My body attempts to buck of its own accord, but the rest of Alex’s hand is holding my pelvis down firmly, and I find myself immobile. I stare at Alex’s face, the naked arousal evident in his expression. Maintaining eye contact with me, his brings his mouth down over my big toe. He nips the end and I feel a jolt of electricity directly in my pussy. The pressure on my clit steadily increases as Alex begins to suck and nibble my toe. Oh fuck, whoever thought toes could be erotic?
The ache in my pelvis turns into an all-consuming throb, as I feel the blood rushing in my ears. Only then does Alex start to move his thumb in very deliberate circles. My body is insatiable in its responsiveness and I throw my head back over the edge of the tub as I quietly beg for more. I am rewarded by Alex moving his hand round to push two long fingers deep into my slit, all the while never ceasing his thumb movements or the sucking of my toe. How the hell is he this dexterous? With a slow deliberateness Alex begins to fuck me with his fingers, drawing them all the way out before plunging them back in.
“Alex,” I whimper, my body completely overwhelmed yet still pleading for more.
“Do you want it faster, baby?” Alex asks, his voice thick with arousal. It is all I can do to nod and all at once he starts driving into me in short, sharp thrusts. My muscles tighten around Alex’s fingers as my body starts to tingle. A coolness seems to seep up from the toe that is currently being suckled upon and my body starts to shake as I near my climax. I am gripping onto the edges of the bath tightly, my back arching out of the water as my pussy greedily begs Alex for more. I am so close to coming when I feel Alex withdraw his fingers completely. I whimper with dissatisfaction until I feel the hard pinch on my clit. The searing pain immediately turns to a white-hot burn and that is all it takes for me to explode, my body going completely rigid as my climax drives electricity into every nerve ending. In my haze, I am aware of Alex plunging his fingers back inside of me, his relentless pace drawing out my orgasm almost painfully while I plead for him to stop and to give me some relief.
“No way, baby,” I hear him chuckle. “Come for me one last time, Liv.” His words send the world spiralling and then I am weightless, adrift in a sea of sensation. I go completely limp, and in the abstract, I am vaguely aware of Alex moving my body around so that I am now leaning with my back against his chest. I slowly come back to myself with my cheek pressed into the smattering of soft hair on Alex’s chest. His hands never stop moving across my body in long, languid strokes as he plants small kisses over my hair.
“Mmm, um, wow,” I mumble and I feel the rumble of Alex’s laugh through his chest. We lie like that for several minutes until I am aware of something very hard poking me in the back. I reach my arm back, sliding it between our bodies and wrap my hand around the end of Alex’s swollen cock. I let my fingers play with the end, drawing back its hood and teasing the slit. I hear Alex catch his breath, and a smile plays on my lips with the knowledge that I can elicit a response like that out of him.
I suddenly feel Alex move from behind me. I turn my head, thinking he is about to get out of the tub, that maybe he doesn’t like what I am doing, but instead I see him settle his backside on the rim of the bath. I swivel around on my haunches so that I am facing him, and when I look up at him, I see the desire in Alex’s eyes. His beautiful pink cock is right in front of my mouth and I lick my lips like this is the tastiest morsel that I will ever put in my mouth. Slowly I slide my mouth over his head. The skin is silky and slick under my tongue and I am gratified when I hear a low moan coming from Alex. Using my fingers to pull back Alex’s foreskin, I begin by swirling my tongue around the exposed head and slit.