To the Edge and Back [The Royal Wolves] (Siren Publishing Allure) (14 page)

Her mouth moved down his neck and to his chest, easier for her to reach, so she relaxed back off her tiptoes and allowed her lips to trail over the strong pectoral muscles there, and she smiled as he shivered. “I like it very much, too.” She loved the way his skin tasted. It was like honey, but it also had a zing of mint, and she liked it a lot. “I think that we should maybe climb up and into that big bed?”

Grinning slightly, Janos tipped his head. “I think so, too,” he said, softly nudging her a couple of steps until her knees met the side of the bed. “Climb in, love,” he encouraged gently even as he held her close for a moment longer before forcing his hands to fall. Of course, he only went as far as his towel, which he pulled free and tossed aside to land on a chair. “You should get rid of this, too.” Janos tugged lightly on her towel but left it where it was until she was ready.

With shaky fingers, she unwrapped herself and allowed the towel to fall, for the first time being naked before him and feeling each and every single failing in her body. She was too thin. She knew her ribs could too easily be counted. She had some kind of weird genetic mutation, as she called it, and had never been able to grow body hair. It was only by the grace of god that she had hair on the top of her head and eyebrows.

She moved, however, up and into the bed, her eyes watching his, watching her. Finally she licked her lips and held her arms open in welcome, needing to touch him once more.

Moving to her, Janos smiled softly. “Perfect,” he said gently as he lay at her side and rolled into her so she could wrap her arms around him. Running a hand down her side, he frowned slightly. “We need to fatten you up though, my love. You’re too thin, not good. It will make my brothers think I’m starving you,” he murmured, leaning in to kiss her very gently.

“And I will have to set them straight, because you aren’t starving me.” Her eyes closed at the kiss. Her hands moved around and over his shoulders and tugged him closer to her body as she kissed him back. She was touching him as much as she could. The feeling in her lips was of a tight buzzing sting, and it was beautiful.

When they parted, she was panting. “I love you, Janos.” She did. It was from her heart. She loved him and knew she had been born for that moment, for him.

“I love you, too, Mina,” he said with a smile, lifting a hand to stroke back her hair. Letting it run through his fingers, he let out a sigh before breathing her in. Sliding a hand down her back slowly, he pressed her closer to him.

The feel of the silk against her back had her sighing with cool relief and pleasure. “Nice,” she murmured slowly as she opened her legs for him and allowed him to settle into the juncture of her thighs.

She didn’t know what to say, how to ask for what he had given her so freely in their dreams. In their dreams she had been free with herself, never really knowing what she did, but she had been a participant and not just a viewer.

Leaning up on an elbow, Janos let his eyes trail over her, what he could see, and smiled before letting his hand follow the same path, stroking down her arm to her hip and down her leg as far as he could before coming back up her inner thigh.

Gliding his fingertips along her inner hip, he pressed his hand flat to her belly to skim along her flesh. “So soft,” he murmured, moving his fingers up to her breasts and swirling one finger around the globe of flesh in ever smaller spirals until he was stroking her nipple gently.

Mina drew in a deep breath and bit her lip lightly. “Janos.” She had her eyes wide as she looked at him. She had to watch him, needed to watch him always. “I like how that feels,” she said with a smile and then nodded. “I really like how you feel.” He was so extremely hard against her. She could feel the steely press of his body against her thigh and it excited her, deeply.

“I like how you feel, too, Mina, so soft and smooth,” he told her as he moved his hand and cupped her breast fully in his palm. Squeezing her gently, Janos lowered his head to lick at the flesh he held. Slowly, gently he worked up to her nipple before sliding his tongue over the taut nub. Breathing over her flesh, he paused just a moment before he closed his mouth over her and sucked, hard.

Her eyes glazed over in passion as she arched into him. “Oh god, Janos.” She was moving now restlessly under him, her body moving and aching with want and need. She was starting to burn with desire, a hot flame starting in the pit of her stomach and moving up to her breast where his mouth was so lovingly latched to her breast.

Smiling at her words, Janos let her go, his hand moving down her stomach once more as he continued to suck at her flesh. Gliding over her smooth flesh, he found her pussy, smooth and sleek, his fingers moving gently down. Carefully, he pressed a finger between her slick and slightly swollen folds to find her clitoris. Rubbing at her slowly, he moved to her neglected breast and, licking, nipping, and sucking, gave it his full attention.

Her legs fell open further, allowing the assault on her body, and she completely forgot how to breathe as she arched up and took his finger deeper into her pussy, whimpering as she did. “Janos.” It came out more of just the
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melted together, but her eyes were crossing and she saw stars. It was as if something broke inside of her. There was a melting of sorts in her belly, and she felt the answering liquid sliding out of her cunt and onto his waiting hand.

“Shh, love,” he murmured, lifting his head as he inhaled her scent, his eyes drifting closed for a moment. Blinking them open again, they were fully Wolf, his mate’s scent pushing him closer and closer to the edge. But, before he lost complete control, “Love,” he said softly as he pushed a second finger into her pussy to stretch her gently.

“I’ll want to mark you,” he whispered against her cheek as he shifted his weight. “You need to tell me if you want it visible or if you want it hidden from all eyes but mine.”

Her eyes were glazed as she opened them and smiled as she looked at him. “I have nothing to hide, Janos. I want everyone to know that I am yours.” Her fingertips lightly stroked his jaw. Looking into the eyes of a Wolf, she wasn’t afraid. She was needy, anxious, and more in love than anyone had a right to be so soon.

His second finger was adding more pressure and more pleasure as he moved them inside of her pussy and bent them slightly to find that sweet spot inside that would send her flying. Her body was burning and had her watching him. “Please, Janos, now?” She was desperate and needy, hungry, and hurting with need.

Nodding slowly, he eased away from her and, catching her look of surprise, flipped her over to her stomach. “I need you this way the first time, love. Every time after we can do it however you want, but to mark you and take you as my mate I need to be dominant or I could hurt you unintentionally.”

Lifting her hips up, he got her onto her hands and knees. “I’ll mark you on the curve of your neck,” he said as he moved over her slightly, his lips moving over her skin. “Right here. That way, if you want, you can hide it or you can leave it open for all to see.”

She braced herself on her hands and turned to look back at him. “I trust you, Janos.” She did trust him. Completely and fully she trusted him. “I will wear it proudly.” Because it was more than an engagement ring or anything of that type. It was a symbol of forever. Even if it faded it meant for all time, and that to her was more than she had ever thought she would get.

Moving over her a little more, Janos braced his hands on the mattress as he rubbed against her softly.

She felt him pressing against her, felt the hot and hard press of him against her butt, and she whimpered, rocking forward on her hands and then back again by reaction more than knowledge. “I need you, Janos.” She did, too. She allowed her body to take on more of a submissive position, even if she wasn’t aware of it.

Growling softly as she lowered her shoulders to the mattress, Janos kept a tight rein on the Wolf. It was okay for the moment, acknowledging that it had to release control for a time. “I need you, too, baby,” he whispered softly to her. “I need you to relax, love. This is going to be hard enough as is, but to resist too much…” He ground his teeth together.

“I am trying,” she said as she forced herself to relax, needed to relax, because she was burning with desire.

Pressing the head of his cock into her wet pussy lips he moved a hand to her clit to gently rub at her. Easing in slowly and carefully, he let her get used to his intrusion. “That’s it, love,” he murmured, nibbling on her shoulder gently to help keep her distracted as he inched into her a little at a time.

Her hand reached back and pressed to his stomach when she felt him butting against what felt like the inner wall inside of her body. “You’re too big.” She gasped but shook. She was too small for him. He was barely inside of her and she couldn’t fit more of him into her body. She was frustrated and wanted to cry, but it also felt so very, very good to have him filling her so very full.

“Shh,” he whispered as he slowly moved his fingers over and around her clitoris. “We’re made for each other, love,” he murmured softly to her.

“We’ll fit just fine,” he promised as he slipped in a little further, the head of his cock pressing to her hymen. “I’m sorry, love, but this next little part may hurt you,” he said with regret. “I don’t want to hurt you, but unless I break through it with my fingers this is going to sting.”

“All right,” she whispered and looked back at him. “Are you going to come out of me now?” she asked as she felt him moving his cock from her body and moved his hands faster and faster over her clitoris. “I really like when you touch me like this.” She whimpered and pushed back into him more.

Watching her, Janos let her press back and froze when she pushed hard enough to break through her own hymen. Shuddering, he slid in the rest of the way into her silken pussy and then froze as he felt the first shimmer down his spine of what would be. Shuddering slightly, he pressed his forehead to her shoulder trying for some sort of restraint.

She felt the pain and her eyes watered. Her hand dropped as she felt him now really fully inside of her body. Her pussy clenched on his dick, tightening around his cock and making her sob in pleasure, of all things. “Janos, that feels so good,” finally came rushing from between her lips.

Releasing a breath, he held tight to his need to just take her. “It’s supposed to, love. We’re meant to be. It will always be good,” he promised her softly. Dropping his chin, he kissed her flesh lightly. “I love you, Mina. We will always be so good together. It’s fated to be,” he said with a smile. Moving slightly, he rocked out and then slid slowly back into her pussy, letting her feel just the tip of the iceberg of what they were going to be doing.

Her hands made fists in the sheets, and her pussy clenched tightly on him, and she sobbed out loudly as she did so. Once more she fell back into the submissive pose, her shoulders against the mattress and face turned to the side as she offered her ass higher into the air for him.

“That’s it, love,” he told her as he began to move, finding an easy rhythm as he leaned further over her, one hand on the mattress by her head and the other still between her legs stroking gently as he encouraged her to relax even more with him. Shifting slightly, he brushed her hair out of the way of her neck and kissed her softly, licking and nibbling at her flesh as he felt something else expand within him.

“You are mine now and forever,” he breathed. “I am yours for all of time. Mated through fate, through actions all our own, and through mutual love, we are joined together for all our lives.” Pressing a soft kiss to where he would bite her, marking her flesh, he breathed her in. “No one will ever tear us asunder, for we are meant to be,” he whispered before sinking his teeth carefully into her flesh. He pressed just hard enough to break the top layers of her flesh but not enough to go through and thereby start her change. That would be later. This was making her his for however long they would have.

Mina shivered from his kisses on her neck and then the words. When he spoke those beautiful words, she felt herself falling apart and into him. She was no longer alone. She was the other half of the whole being that was them. They were one together. However, when he bit her and then began to move harder and faster inside of her, she screamed, not in pain, but the beauty of the moment blinded her and opened all her senses to him and everything around them.

Pumping into her pussy over and over, Janos felt the growl building and let it roll over them both. It was a sound of satisfaction, of need, of desire, and it was right. When her vaginal muscles began to clench even tighter around him, he felt his cock swell and knew what was coming. But when it did, it still shocked him mindless, and he bucked slightly before his seed spurted out, a snarl of completion rolling past his lips as he filled her in a seemingly endless stream.

Her eyes went wide and she screamed when she felt him growing inside of her. “Janos!” She screamed his name, the sound of the growling louder and louder in the room and making her shudder and orgasm again, and then a third time.

Groaning as her pussy spasmed around his cock, Janos felt his vision swimming at the pain-pleasure she was inducing with her tight grip on his cock.

The feeling of his seed spilling so deeply inside of her womb had her vision swimming, and she knew she wasn’t wrong. He was larger inside of her. He felt as if he were locked inside of her tight.

She went limp on the bed under him and felt him following her, but her eyes were closed and her lucidity slipped away as she slipped into an orgasm-induced unconsciousness. The smile on her face, however, was wide and spoke of just how happy she was.

Breathing hard, Janos lay over her for a long moment before carefully gathering her close and rolling to his back with her. Pulling up the covers, he tucked her in and then, wrapping his arms around her, he fell into a light sleep, the sound of her breathing reassuring him she was just fine.