“Yeah, getting a cab at six a.m. would be a pain in the ass,”
Cameron agreed. “So a ride would be great.” He studied Blake. The other man looked worn out and worried. “Are you okay?”
Blake ran his hand through his hair and gave Cameron a small smile. “Not at the moment,” he answered truthfully. “But I will be, as soon as Julian gets this shit straightened out.”
Cameron stiffened, unable to return that smile. He settled on a jerky nod.
Blake didn’t seem to notice his sudden discomfort, and he picked up a piece of paper and turned it around and around on the desk, fiddling with it to dispel some nervous energy. It was the first time Cameron had ever seen him fidget. “So,” he said as he folded the paper in half and tapped it on the desk. “You call me when you’re ready for the car to get you. I’m providing breakfast, lunch, and dinner, if Warrior’s Cross 211
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“In a hurry, huh?” Cameron said quietly. “I’ll call,” he said.
“In a very big hurry,” Blake muttered with a nod of his head.
“Thank you, Cameron,” he added as he reached over and picked up the phone again. “You have a good night.”
Uneasy, Cameron nodded and stepped out, pulling the door shut behind him. He should have known he wouldn’t completely get away from reminders of Julian. Shaking his head, he headed back to the bar for his jacket. It would be a quiet walk home with his memories.
“WHAT the hell, Blake?” Julian muttered as he sat on one of the counter stools in Blake’s gourmet kitchen. Preston sat beside him, sipping from a mug of coffee.
“What?” Blake asked defensively. “I have Irish crème,” he offered with a grin as he held up the coffee-pot.
“I told you to be ready at five a.m., not wandering aimlessly in your boxers and a robe,” Julian said.
“You know, I read a study that said wandering aimlessly for an hour fulfilled a percentage of your daily exercise regimen,” Blake told them as he poured his own mug of coffee and sat opposite them. “You should wander aimlessly more often,” he advised seriously before taking a small sip of the steaming liquid.
“If I had the fucking time to wander anywhere, I would,” Julian snapped, his impatience growing as he thought about the large house full of large furniture they would need to move before nightfall.
“Technically, sir, you have quite a lot of time. You just can’t wander,” Preston pointed out quietly, hiding his smirk behind his coffee mug.
Julian turned his chin slightly to glare at the man. “You jump from a fucking twenty-foot brick wall and see how daintily you land,” he challenged. “And stop calling me sir, goddamnit,” he added crankily.
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He tried to stand from the counter stool, but the unwieldy walking boot on his newly broken left foot got caught in the bottom rung, and he had to kick at the stool and curse before he was free.
Neither Preston nor Blake laughed as he struggled. They knew better.
“When is your fucking help getting here?” Julian demanded as he thumped away from the center island and looked out the large bay window of the breakfast room.
“He’s cranky, is he?” Blake asked Preston in a low voice.
Julian turned in time to see Preston merely raise one eyebrow and take another conveniently timed sip of coffee.
Blake’s smile faded as he glanced at Julian and met his eyes.
Julian knew the man well enough to know that he wasn’t as cheerful or as cheeky as he seemed this morning. They were preparing to uproot his entire life. It was a heavy day in more ways than one.
Julian sighed softly and reminded himself to go easy on his friend.
It wasn’t going to be fun.
“I have a list of addresses,” Blake told them as he pushed a piece of paper across the counter and slid it in front of Preston. “You can take my Escalade. Less trips,” he added as he placed the keys next to the paper.
“Yes, sir,” Preston acknowledged with a nod as he glanced over the list and then folded it into his pocket. He looked over to Julian as he stood, then back at Blake before turning and heading toward the foyer.
Julian frowned, wondering what the odd look had been for. He shrugged it off, though. “Where are we starting?” he asked Blake softly.
“Bottom floor, I guess,” Blake answered with a sigh. “We need to find creative places to hide shit. Just in case.”
Julian nodded and cleared his throat. “You may want to get dressed first,” he reminded as he turned back around and looked out at the misty morning.
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THE buzzer rang at almost exactly the time Blake warned Cameron it would. He shoved his wallet into his jeans and grabbed his keys, and then he was out the door, leaving behind forlorn yips and yaps as he hurried down the stairs.
He stopped still at the glass door when he saw Preston outside, surprised and confused to see the man. He pushed through the door.
“Preston?”
“Good morning, sir,” Preston greeted as he stepped slightly to the side and waved his hand at the huge black SUV parked at the curb.
Cameron glanced to the truck and saw Charles wave at him from the back. He shot another look at Preston. If Julian’s driver was going to be at Blake’s, that meant—
“We have several more stops to make, sir,” Preston said to him pointedly. He walked swiftly to the back door of the Escalade and opened it for him.
Swallowing hard, Cameron shoved his hands in his pockets and followed, climbing into the truck with no comment, instead nodding to the others Preston had already picked up, all of whom were in various stages of wakefulness. When Preston closed the door, it echoed in Cameron’s ears. He closed his eyes.
He had a sudden feeling that today was going to very
uncomfortable.
The rest of the ride to pick up the other volunteers and take them to Blake’s house was a quiet, unsettling one, but Blake was waiting on the great stone steps of his home to greet them when the car pulled up in his driveway.
“Good morning!” he called cheerfully. “I have coffee and breakfast of sorts in the kitchen,” he offered as he shook each of their hands in turn. “Morning, Cam,” he said with a smile as he took Cameron’s hand. “Thank you for coming.”
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in this situation. Right? He offered half a smile and followed the rest inside. His stomach was already churning.
As they walked through the house, it became obvious that a little work had already been done. There were bare spots on the walls where paintings had hung, shelves where knickknacks might once have sat.
The formal rooms near the front of the home looked as if a herd of elephants had tried to play chess with the furniture, but nothing appeared to have been moved out of any of them yet.
As they neared the kitchen, a repetitive banging echoed in an adjoining room. As Blake passed by he began to snicker, and he stood at the doorway to the kitchen and ushered everyone by while looking past them toward the noise.
“Come eat breakfast, Jules. Those things can wait,” he called out.
Cameron stopped so suddenly in the doorway to the kitchen that Keri ran into him and squeaked. He turned to the side, apologizing as the others laughed and paused in the hallway, teasing him about still being asleep.
“It’s not breakfast when you’ve been up all fucking night, Blake,”
Julian’s voice answered as soon as the banging stopped. “Did you find the painter’s tape?” he asked in an annoyed voice as he leaned out of the doorway, just ten feet away from Cameron. His eyes were on Blake as he spoke, but when he saw Cameron he seemed to jerk slightly, blinking at him in stunned silence before recovering and moving his eyes back to Blake without any other reaction to Cameron’s presence.
All discussion died off as Julian appeared, drawing everyone’s eyes.
Blake grunted at him and nodded, reaching into his back pocket to extract a roll of blue tape. He tossed it at Julian, muttering about breakfast as he turned and walked into the kitchen, obviously expecting to be followed.
Keri cleared her throat first, being the most accustomed to seeing Julian—besides Cameron, of course. “Good morning,” she greeted him.
The other staff members raggedly joined in with a variety of comments along the same line. All except Cameron, who was looking at anything except Julian.
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Julian merely nodded to return their greetings and then disappeared back into the room.
“C’mon, Cam,” Charles said, pulling at his arm. “Let’s get something to eat before Blake works us like dogs.”
“Like usual,” Keri added playfully.
Cameron let them pull him along, making himself look toward the kitchen and not back at Julian. Just that one look at him had set his heart pounding hard enough to make him breathless, and he could feel the pendant under his shirt heavy and warm against his skin.
Blake stood at the end of the large center island, eating a doughnut and scowling at them. “I wouldn’t work my dogs like I work you people,” he told them with a small smile.
Dragging his attention to the bar, Cameron picked through the pastries. “Do you actually have dogs?” he asked distractedly, looking around at the fancy kitchen.
“Only if you count Julian and Preston,” Blake joked with a wink as he poured himself more coffee.
Cameron cleared his throat and reached for the juice as the other restaurant staff started talking and wandering around the house to gawk while they had the chance. He stayed right there. Cameron hadn’t seen Julian even once since that very painful night—not once in three weeks. He squeezed his eyes shut for a short moment. He didn’t want to dwell on how much he was hurting.
“Cameron?” Blake asked softly as soon as the others had begun to wander. “Are you okay?”
“I… I didn’t know he’d be here,” Cameron said softly, not looking up from his juice.
“Who?” Blake asked in confusion.
“Julian.”
Blake glanced at the kitchen door with a frown. Just beyond, the banging started again, perhaps a little louder now than it had been. “I don’t understand,” Blake admitted as he looked back at Cameron.
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Cameron swallowed. Obviously Julian hadn’t said anything to Blake. “We’re not… together anymore,” he murmured, poking at the half doughnut in front of him.
Blake inclined his chin and gave a small, “Oh.” He was silent for a moment before shaking his head. “I’m sorry. He hadn’t said anything to me,” he offered. “I wouldn’t have accepted your offer to help if I’d known.” He hesitated for a moment, something Blake wasn’t apt to do.
“Would you like Preston to take you home?” he asked uncertainly.
Tilting his head toward the continued banging, Cameron sighed and shook his head. “No. He knows I’m here. I expect we’ll do fine avoiding each other.” He picked up his juice. “Especially if he keeps banging on the wall like that.”
“That’s not the wall,” Blake responded with a wince. “That’s my ten-thousand-dollar billiards table,” he explained.
Cameron’s head jerked up and his eyes widened. “Uh.” He glanced in that direction. He’d seen Julian lose his temper only once, and even then the man had regained it with remarkable speed. What in God’s name was he
doing
in there? “Would
you
like Preston to take me home?” he asked awkwardly.
Blake smiled and shook his head. “I need all the help I can get.
Besides,” he sighed regretfully, “he’s not abusing the furniture because of you.” He gave Cameron a sad shake of his head. “He’s just trying to take the damn thing apart.”
Cameron bit his tongue to keep from asking the most obvious question; why did taking it apart require quite such vehemence? But Julian’s state of mind wasn’t his business anymore. “What will we start with?” he asked instead, gesturing around.
“We cleared the front rooms earlier; we start there,” Blake answered in a slightly more businesslike tone as he gestured for Cameron to follow him out of the kitchen toward the front of the house again. “We’re three rooms behind you, Cross,” he called into the game room as he passed. “Double time it!”
“I’m going to find creative things to do with this boot if you don’t shut up,” Julian responded calmly from where he sat under the pool table. He was taking it apart, piece by piece, and there were envelopes Warrior’s Cross 217
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Cameron tried to ignore what looked like a very suspicious scene and instead glanced to Blake, mouthing a questioning, “Boot?”
Blake pointed to his own foot and shook his head. “Broke his foot,” he explained almost silently.
Raising one brow, Cameron almost looked back into the room before he stopped himself. Shaking his head slightly, he started walking again. Not his business. How Julian might have broken his foot was not his business, nor was the fact that he seemed to be hiding Blake’s important documents inside a piece of furniture. None of it was his business.
And that was his own fault.
“Mr. Cross is cataloguing my artwork and antiques in case anything gets damaged in the move,” Blake explained to Cameron and several of the others who had rejoined them. “If he tells you to do something, you do it, and you do it fast. Otherwise, just stay out of his way,” he advised. “If you have a question, ask Preston or myself. Stay out of Mr. Cross’ way,” he reiterated slowly.
The staff members buzzed quietly over “Mr. Cross” and all the gossip he represented as Cameron drew in a long, slow breath, trying to settle the nerves that still plagued him. He followed Blake to the front, where his boss began collecting the volunteers and telling them just exactly what they would be doing. Heavy lifting, mostly. And a lot of it.
What surprised Cameron was that apparently Julian really was there to take care of the antiques and artwork, because as it turned out, he seemed to know what he was talking about. More than once Cameron heard his ex-lover’s voice rattling off the details of the provenance of some random bit of artwork or an antique piece for whoever was writing it down. Why had Cameron never known that about him? Frowning, Cameron told himself to stop thinking about it and just do what he was told.