Wesley [Resistant Omegas 7] (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour ManLove) (10 page)

“Hey.” I wanted to roll my eyes. Yeah, we weren’t completely lame.

“I don’t know what to say besides I’m sorry, which I keep saying and it seems to piss you off more,” he whispered as he closed the door. I nodded as he came into the room and knelt in front of me. I didn’t flinch as he reached up and wiped away a stray tear. “And then I make things worse by yelling. I’m sorry for that too. You haven’t deserved my anger. I can’t get my frustration under control when you deny me the chance to fix things. But it’s not your fault.”

“I heard what you said to Tristan.” I covered my hand with his. “I don’t know how to let you back in and try to fix this. It hurts, Bay. When Tristan kissed me though—”

“Tristan kissed you?” he growled as he moved his hands to my hips and pulled me closer. “You can see people now. There’s no reason he should be kissing you.”

“He was proving a point,” I panted as I stared down where he was holding me, my naked body up against his. Even though he was clothed, I got hard almost instantly.

“And what point was that?” He glanced where I was looking and licked his lips.

“That I didn’t want to kiss anyone but my inner circle and I missed it. I missed having the connection and I missed wanting you guys.”

“Do you want me now? Do you want me to lick your sexy little body?”

My dick started leaking pre-cum and I smiled at him. “I think that answers your question, don’t you?”

“I came here to grovel and instead I feel like I’m being crass and ogling you. I don’t just want sex between us anymore, Wes. It hurts my heart.”

“Then kiss me and come wash my back in the shower,” I whispered as he rubbed my hip bones. “I want more than just sex too. But a kiss tells me so much about you and the way you feel for me. I want that.”

“And here I’d give you anything you want. And here you’re asking for something I want just as badly.” He mashed his mouth to mine, pushing me back to the bed as his larger body surrounded mine. I moaned and opened for him, sucking on his tongue when he pushed it past my lips. We were still kissing when I yanked his shirt up, breaking apart for just a moment to get it off.

“Take me to the shower.” He nodded and kissed me more as he lifted me up, helping me wrap my body around him.

“It’s okay for you to be away from the pups a little bit longer? Do you want to check on them?” he asked me as he stumbled into the bathroom.

“Yes, it’s fine,” I breathed against his neck, shaking with emotion. “The fact that you brought that up now, because you know how much they mean to me, makes me start to believe that you really love me like you told Tristan. Thank you.”

“I do truly love you, baby.” He set me on the counter and turned to the shower, flipping it on. “Please just let me in again.” He sniffled as he took off his pants. I hopped off the counter and moved so I was in front of him.

“You’re crying,” I whispered in shock. “You’re that upset by what’s been going on?”

“I figured you knew
exactly
what we’ve all been feeling.”

“And that’s why you’ve been yelling and so mad,” I surmised, waiting until he nodded. “I’ve been blocking you, all of you, and what’s been going on, Bay. I didn’t want to hear anything else that upset me. I didn’t know, I’m sorry. I spent most of the time in wolf form as well.”

“You didn’t know,” he parroted, his eyes filling with tears. “My gods, so much anger and attitude I gave you and you didn’t even know. I thought you felt my deep depression and sorrow every time we had cold sex. I thought you knew and didn’t care.”

“I hurt you too,” I whispered. The realization hit me like a ton of bricks. Yeah, I mean, I knew we were all hurting from the situation, but offering them only sex hurt them.

“I could have said no,” he admitted as he pulled me into the shower with him. “It was my choice, all of our choice. We decided something with you, even if it wasn’t what we wanted, was better than nothing. I didn’t realize that it was making this pit form in my stomach that just kept growing.”

“I felt the same.” We stared into each other’s eyes as tears overflowed them, the water washing them away as we held each other. “I don’t want cold anymore. I don’t want to hurt or grow to hate you.”

“It would kill me if that happened.” I closed my eyes and opened myself to him, gasping as I felt his pain and utter despair at the idea. “Do you believe me now?”

“Yes. Yes, I do,” I whispered. His mouth found mine and seconds later I felt his fingers pushing against my hole. I wrapped one leg around his hip, smiling when I realized he was using bodywash to slick me up. That’s one I’d never used before. “Take me and love me, Bay.”

“My pleasure.” He stretched me quickly, his lips never leaving mine. We made out with a passion most people didn’t ever get to experience and when it was time he lifted me up. “Wrap your legs around me, baby.”

“I am your baby now,” I agreed as he lowered me onto his cock. I cried out in pleasure as my shoulders moved against the tiles of the shower. Bay thrust into me over and over again, our eyes never leaving each other’s.

“Mate me,” he begged as he picked up the pace. I felt my eyes go wide in shock and he simply smiled. “It’s all I’ve ever wanted from the moment you kissed me. I’m yours, Wes. We’re all yours as we are each other’s. You were the piece we were always missing to the puzzle.”

“Yes, I’ll be your mate.” He kissed me again, moving us in a pleasurable dance that words could not describe. When we got close to our climaxes I leaned in and bit his shoulder. Bay bellowed my name as he filled me with his cum, mine shooting all over his stomach. We rode out the pleasure together, holding on to each other as if we were all that mattered. And right then, it was all that meant anything.

“Love you,” he whispered as he kissed my neck. I smiled as I licked his bite closed, not ready to say the words back but finally able to hear them for real.

“I believe you.”

“That’s a start.” He lifted me enough so his spent cock slipped from my ass before lowering me to my feet. We cleaned each other up, trading kisses and intimate touches of comfort and love as we showered. Long after we were really clean, we stepped out of the shower and dried off. Then we got dressed and headed out into the living room to see what everyone else was doing… Only to find them outside playing with the pups.

“Oh good, you’ve made up,” Tristan chuckled after he sniffed the air. “I take my payment in cute wolf pups. These will do.” He went so fast and stared down at the ground I knew he didn’t really think I would hand them over.

“Cute little buggers, aren’t they?” I giggled as I leaned against Bay, his strong arms wrapping around me.

“I want one.” Tristan pouted, even going as far as to stick out his lower lip when he looked at me.

“And so we should split up siblings because you want one?” I gave him my best serious face, complete with eyebrow raise.

“Right, of course. I’ll just take them both then.” He gave me an innocent smile that I knew was for shit.

“Find your own,” Levey growled as he snagged one from Tristan. “Wes loves these guys as his kids. You can’t take them.”

“He was just teasing, Levey,” I said gently. “But it’s good to know you would protect the pups from anyone if I’m not around.” I stepped into the pen and laughed how my boys were jumping all over each other to get to me. “I think I’ve finally named them though.” I picked up my little troublemaker first. “This is Devil.”

“Fitting,” Tristan chuckled as he showed us a hole in his jeans. “He wasn’t happy when I was holding his brother instead of him and decided to show me.”

“Yeah, that’s right on the money,” Levey added.

“And this is Angel,” I informed them as I picked up the other pup. Again, it was fitting, not just because the pups were yin and yang in personality, but Angel spent as much time as I did trying to keep Devil out of trouble. “It’s time for their hunting lesson so if anyone wants to shift and help us get some rabbits for their lunch, you’re more than welcome.”

Harkin and Bay had some things they needed to do for the pack so they didn’t end up coming with. Levey and Tristan were in though. Tristan admitted he could use the chance to let his wolf run after the flight, and Levey… I think Levey just loved the pups as much as I did. He ended up watching them most times when I needed to step away so I think they had bonded.

The pups hid in the grass, ready to pounce if needed as we hunted as a team. I scared the rabbits out and they went straight for Levey and Tristan in their fear. It worked out well because I’d been showing them how to hunt as a solo act. But they had a sibling so it was a good chance for them to see how much easier it was to hunt in groups.

They brought the kill over to the pups, using their sharper adult teeth to open the flesh up. Then we sat back and watched Devil and Angel tear into their dinner… Literally. It wasn’t as creepy as it sounds, simply the way things were and how they ate.

We couldn’t help but laugh when they were done. Each had eaten a full rabbit, completely down to the scraps, moved closer to us, and practically toppled over from all that was in their bellies. They both lay on their backs, showing us that they knew we were above them in the hierarchy and as a submissive sign they were grateful for the food. Which was
all
over them.

It was definitely bath time. I picked up Devil while Levey grabbed Angel by the scruff of his neck and we headed home. Once we were at the house we all shifted back and walked into the kitchen.

“Seriously, where
didn’t
they get the rabbit?” Levey chuckled as he pulled out a small piece of Angel’s dinner from his ear. “When was the last time you fed them?”

“Shut up,” I gasped as I snagged Angel as well. “I’ve been feeding them better than Stacy said they would in the wild, okay? They’re growing boys that need lots of nutrition! We just weighed them yesterday and they’ve doubled in size in the two weeks—”

Levey leaned in and kissed me, effectively shutting me up. “I was kidding. It’s like when Bay and Harkin tease me that I need to hydrate better because I guzzle down water sometimes. But the joke is that I’m
always
doing it, like I never get any. I know how well you’re taking care of the pups.”

“Oh, okay then.” I smiled, blushing a little as we moved them to the sink. They didn’t like bath time but I’d figured out if we didn’t stick them directly under the water it wasn’t so bad. Normally in the wild, a mother wolf would lick them clean. They didn’t have one and I couldn’t stomach doing that, even in my shifted form. It was just gross.

Instead I used warm water on a soft washcloth and got them clean. Devil lay down on a hand towel next to the sink, showing me his belly as I wiped all the nasty leftover rabbit off of him. He was just too cute! It was one of the things he liked so he never started trouble then.

Five minutes after his bath and he would though.

Tristan was doing the same with Angel while Levey was busy doing other things… Mainly touching me.

“This is so not the time, Levey,” I chastised gently as he massaged my ass. His whole body was against mine as he kissed along my neck.

“You’re so gorgeous the way you smile and coo at them, so loving. And you came outside smelling like sex even though I know you guys took a shower. And then my wolf loved how sleek and sexy your wolf was. Now you’re naked, happy, and not shoving me away for once and I can’t help it, Wes. Gods, I want you so badly.”

“I never shoved you away,” I defended as I tilted my neck to give him better access.

“No, not physically but when I’d try to approach you and saw how closed off you were to any contact it was almost the same thing. You weren’t receptive.”

“Apparently I am now,” I moaned.

“And I need to grovel,” he purred. I didn’t know what he meant until he dropped to his knees and buried his face in my ass. I gasped when his tongue licked my hole, clutching onto the counter so I didn’t collapse.

“Never had someone do that before, huh?” Tristan chuckled, guessing that’s why I was reacting the way I was.

“No,” I moaned, leaning over to give Levey more room. “The idea never even appealed to me before, but now? Holy shit I could beg for this daily it feels so good.”

Devil realized his bath was being interrupted and gave me an annoyed yap.

“Just a second, sweetie. Daddy’s being loved on by your other daddy.”

“I got him.” Tristan moved Angel, who was already napping, over on a clean towel, and brought Devil closer. “You’re going to be a great parent one day, Wes.”

“Uh-huh,” I mumbled, only half listening. “Can’t have kids. Plan on trying a lot, but they won’t get me pregnant.”

“Goofball,” Levey mumbled into my ass. I simply nodded, willing to agree to anything if he kept doing that.

“Why don’t I watch the pups outside while you guys fuck each other silly?” Tristan offered when he was done bathing them. Again, I nodded, not really listening. My friend laughed as he carried our boys outside to their pen.

“Gonna come,” I moaned as Levey kept eating me, now while fucking me with four fingers and his tongue.

“Do it, baby. We want to watch you scream in pleasure,” Harkin purred. My head snapped up, not realizing we’d had an audience. Sure enough, Bay was kissing along Harkin’s shoulder while his hands were down the man’s pants. It seemed they’d been watching for a while.