Authors: Anne Holt
“I . . . I haven’t watched TV or listened to the radio tonight. We . . . Kristiane and I were playing with the dog and went for a walk and . . . Eleven months.
Eleven months!
”
Her outburst hung in the air between them for a long time, as if the young victim’s age held a hidden explanation, a code or solution, for his meaningless death. Johanne felt the tears in her eyes and blinked.
“But . . .”
She let go of the drawer and sat down at the table. His hands were clasped in front of him and she had a strong urge to put hers on top.
“They’ve found him already then?”
“He was never abducted. He was suffocated in his carriage during his afternoon nap.”
The dog had flopped down in the corner by the stove. It was lying on its side. Johanne tried to focus on the small rib cage, rising and falling, rising and falling. The ribs stood out under the soft, short fur. His eyes were half closed and his tongue was wet and pink in the middle of all that shitty brown.
“Then it’s not him,” she said quickly in a flat voice, struggling for air. “He doesn’t suffocate them. He . . . he abducts them and then kills them in a way we can’t . . . we can’t work out. He doesn’t suffocate small babies while they’re asleep. It can’t be the same man. In Tromsø, you said? Did you say in Tromsø?”
She hit the table with her fist, as if the geographical distance was the proof she needed: what they were looking at was a tragic but natural death. A cot death, awful, of course, but still bearable. At least for her. For everyone else apart from the family. The mother. The father.
“Tromsø! That doesn’t make sense!”
She leaned forward over the table and tried to look him in the eye. He turned toward the coffee maker. Slowly he got up, seemingly robbed of energy. Opened the cabinet and took out two mugs. For a moment he stood studying them. One of them had a Ferrari on the side, faded to a pale pink by the dishwasher. The other was shaped like a tame dragon, with a broken wing and the tail as a handle. He filled them both and gave the car mug to Johanne. The steam from the coffee clung to her face. She gripped the mug with both hands and wanted Adam to agree with her. Tromsø was too far away. It didn’t fit the pattern. The killer had not claimed his fourth victim. It couldn’t be true. The dog whimpered in its sleep.
“The message,” he said in a tired voice, and sipped the hot liquid. “He left the same message.
Now you’ve got what you deserved.
”
“But . . .”
“We haven’t released any details about the message yet. There hasn’t been a word about it in the papers. We’ve actually managed to keep it secret until now. It has to be him.”
Johanne looked at the clock.
“Right. Twenty-five past one,” she said. “We’ve got four hours and thirty-five minutes exactly until the alarm clock in there goes off. So let’s get started. I’m guessing that you’ve got something in your flight bag. Go get it. We’ve only got four and half hours.”
“So the only common feature is the message?”
She leaned back in the chair, frustrated, and folded her hands around her neck. There were yellow Post-its everywhere. A big sheet of paper was stuck to the fridge; as it had been rolled up, they’d had to use masking tape to stop it from falling down. The children’s names were written at the top of each column with information about everything from their favorite food to their medical history underneath. The column for Glenn Hugo was almost empty. The only information they had about the little boy who was not yet more than twenty-four hours dead was a preliminary cause of death: suffocation. Age and weight. A normal, healthy, eleven-month-old boy.
A piece of paper over the stove showed that his parents were named May Berit and Frode Benonisen and they were twenty-five and twenty-eight years old respectively and lived in her wealthy mother’s house. Both were employed by the local council. He worked as a trash collector and she was a secretary in the mayor’s office. Frode had nine years’ elementary education and a relatively successful career as a soccer player for TIL behind him. May Berit had studied the history of religion and Spanish at Oslo University. They’d been married for two years, almost to the day.
“The message. And the fact that they’re all children. And they’re all dead.”
“No. Not necessarily Emilie. We don’t know anything about what’s happened to her.”
“Correct.”
He massaged his scalp with his knuckles.
“The paper that the messages are written on comes from two different sources. Or piles, to be more precise. Ordinary copy paper of the type used by everyone with a computer. No fingerprints. Well . . .”
He rubbed his head again, and a very thin puff of dandruff caught the light from the powerful lamp she had taken in from the living room.
“It’s too early to say anything definite about the last message, of course. It’s still being tested. But I don’t think we should get our hopes up. The man is careful. Extremely careful. The handwriting in each message looks different, at least at first glance. That might be on purpose. An expert is going to compare them.”
“But this witness . . . this . . .”
Johanne got up and ran her finger over a series of yellow Post-its on the cabinet door nearest the window.
“Here. The man in Soltunveien 1. What did he actually see?”
“A retired professor. Very reliable witness, by the way. The problem is that he . . .”
Adam poured himself coffee cup number six. He tried to suppress an acid burp and held his fist to his mouth.
“His eyesight isn’t that good. He wears pretty strong glasses. But in any case . . . he was repairing his terrace. He had a good view from there down to the road, here.”
Adam used a wooden ladle as a pointer and marked out the rough map that was taped to the window.
“He said that he noticed three people during the critical period. A middle-age woman in a red coat, who he thinks he recognized. A young boy on a bike, who we can basically rule out immediately. Both of them were walking down the road, in other words toward the house in question. But then he saw a man, who he reckoned was somewhere between twenty-five and thirty-five, walking in the opposite direction . . .”
The ladle handle moved across the paper again.
“. . . out toward Langnesbakken. It was just past three. The witness is sure about that because his wife came out shortly afterward to ask when they should eat. He looked at his watch and reckoned that he would be finished with the new railings by five.”
“And there was something about the way he was walking . . .”
Johanne squinted at the map.
“Yes. The professor described it as . . .”
Adam rummaged around in the papers.
“. . . someone who’s in a rush but doesn’t want to show it.”
Johanne looked at the memo with a degree of skepticism.
“And how do you see that?”
“He felt that the man was walking more slowly than he wanted to, almost as if he wanted to run, but didn’t dare. Sharp observation, in fact, if it’s right. I tried to do something similar on the way here and there could be something in it. Your movements become quite staccato and there’s something tense and involuntary about it.”
“Can he give any more details?”
“Unfortunately not.”
The last wing had been broken from the dragon mug in the course of the night and it stood there, more pathetic than ever, like a tame, clipped cockerel. Adam put a bit of milk in his coffee.
“Nothing more than his age, approximately. And that he was dressed in gray or blue clothes. Or both. Very neutral.”
“Sensible of him. If it really
was
our man . . .”
“Oh, and that he had hair. Thick, well-cut hair. The professor couldn’t be sure of anything else. Of course, we’ll make an announcement, asking anyone who was in the area at the time to contact us. So we’ll see.”
Johanne rubbed her lower back and closed her eyes. She seemed to be lost in thought. The early morning light had just started to creep into the sky. Suddenly she started to collect all the notes, take down the posters, and fold away the map and columns. She put everything together in a meticulously thought out system. The Post-its in envelopes. The large sheets of paper folded and piled on top of each other. And finally she put it all back in the old flight bag and then took a can of Coke from the fridge. She looked questioningly at Adam, who shook his head.
“I’ll go,” he assured her. “Of course.”
“No,” she said. “This is where we really start. Who kills children?”
“We’ve been through this before,” he said hesitantly. “We agreed that it was drivers and pedophiles. And when I think about it, it was a bit flippant really to say drivers, given the context.”
“They’re still responsible for killing most children in this country,” she retorted. “But never mind. This is about hate. A distorted sense of justice or something like that.”
“How do you know that?”
“I don’t know. I’m thinking, Adam!”
The whites of his eyes were no longer white. Adam Stubo looked as if he’d been on a bender for three days, an impression that was reinforced by the smell.
“The hate would have to be pretty intense to justify what this man has done,” said Johanne. “Don’t forget that he has to live with it. He has to sleep at night. He has to eat. Presumably, he has to function in a community where society’s condemnation screams at him from the front of every newspaper, from every news broadcast, in shops, at work, maybe . . .”
“But surely he can’t . . . he can’t hate
the children!
”
“Shhh.”
Johanne raised her hand.
“We’re talking about someone who wants revenge. Is taking revenge.”
“For what?”
“Don’t know. But were Kim and Emilie, Sarah and Glenn picked at random?”
“Of course not.”
“Now you’re drawing conclusions without any conclusive evidence. Of course, they
may
have been picked arbitrarily. But it’s not
likely.
It’s hardly likely that the man suddenly decided that it was Tromsø’s turn this time. The children must be linked in some way.”
“Or their parents.”
“Exactly,” said Johanne. “More coffee?”
“I’m going to throw up soon.”
“Tea?”
“Hot milk might do the trick.”
“It’ll only make you go to sleep.”
“That wouldn’t be such a bad thing.”
It was half past five. The King of America was having a nightmare, its little legs flailing in the air, running away from a dream enemy. The air in the kitchen was heavy. Johanne opened the window.
“The problem is that we can’t
find
anything that links the damn . . . the parents.”
Adam lifted his hands in despair.
“Of course, that doesn’t mean that there isn’t a link,” Johanne argued, and sat down on the countertop with her feet on a half-open drawer.
“If we just play with the idea for a moment,” she continued, “that he might be a psychopath. Just because the crimes are so horrible that it seems likely. What are we actually looking for then?”
“A psychopath,” muttered Adam.
She ignored him.
“Psychopaths are not as rare as we like to think. Some people claim that they account for one percent of the population. Most of us use the expression about someone we don’t like, and it may be more justified than we think. Although . . .”
“I thought it was called antisocial personality disorder these days,” said Adam.
“That’s actually something different. Though the diagnosis criteria do overlap, but . . . forget it. Keep up, Adam! I’m trying to brainstorm!”
“Fine. The problem is that I’m not in a state to brainstorm anymore.”
“So let me then. You can at least listen! Violence . . . violence can be divided into roughly two categories, instrumental and reactionary.”
“I know,” mumbled Adam.
“Our cases are clearly the result of instrumental violence, in other words, targeted, premeditated acts of violence.”
“As opposed to reactionary violence,” said Adam slowly. “Which is more the result of an external threat or frustration.”
“Instrumental violence is far more typical of psychopaths than for most of us. It requires a kind of . . . evil, for want of a better word. Or to be more scientific: an inability to empathize.”
“Yes, he doesn’t seem to be particularly bothered by that sort of thing, our man . . .”
“The parents,” said Johanne slowly.
She jumped down and opened the damaged flight bag. She went through the papers until she came to the envelope marked “parents,” then she placed the contents side by side across the floor. Jack lifted his head, but went quietly back to sleep.
“There
has
to be something here,” she said to herself. “There’s some kind of link between these people. It’s just not possible to develop such an intense hate for four children aged nine, eight, five, and under a year.”
“So, it has nothing to do with the children at all?” Adam questioned, leaning over the notes.
“Maybe not. But then again, maybe it’s both. Children and parents. Fathers. Mothers. How do I know?”
“Emilie’s mother is dead.”
“And Emilie is the only one who has not been accounted for.”
There was a pause. The silence was amplified by the noise of the wall clock ticking mercilessly closer to six o’clock.
“All the parents are white,” said Johanne suddenly.
“All of them are Norwegian, by origin. None of them know each other. No mutual friends. No jobs at the same place. To put it bluntly . . .”
“Striking. Or perhaps they’ve been chosen precisely because they
don’t
have anything in common.”
“Common, common, common . . .”
She said the word over and over to herself, like a mantra.
“Age. Ages range from twenty-five, Glenn Hugo’s mother, to thirty-nine, Emilie’s father. The mothers range from . . .”
“Twenty-five to thirty-one,” said Adam. “Six years. Not a lot.”
“On the other hand, all the women have young children. The difference can’t be that great at all.”
“Do you think there’s some connection between the fact that Emilie’s mother is dead and that she still hasn’t been found?”