A Knight for Nurse Hart
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Authors: Laura Iding
Caleb's broad hand lightly stroked her back, and she knew his intention was probably to offer comfort, but her skin tingled with awareness. She was tempted to reach up and kiss him. Ironically, she was happy to discover that she could still feel desire, this deep yearning for physical closeness. That what had happened to her, as awful as it was, hadn't taken everything.
She still wanted Caleb. The attraction she'd felt for him the moment they'd met was still there.
But would he ever trust her with his whole heart?
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Dear Reader,
You met emergency nurse Raine Hart in
The Nurse's Brooding Boss,
and I felt compelled to write her story. You may remember Raine as Elana's lighthearted and fun-loving friendâbut circumstances have changed, and unfortunately Raine isn't quite the same person she was before.
Emergency physician Caleb Stewart dated Raine for a few months, and then they decided to take a breakâmostly because Caleb couldn't get past his deeply rooted trust issues. Now he wants a second chance, but Raine isn't sure she can lower her defenses enough to give him one.
Writing about characters who need to overcome massive hurdles in order to find themselves and to embrace love is always a challenge. This book was no exception. Raine and Caleb met at the wrong time, but in the end everything happened for a reason and they both grew stronger and closer to each other as a result.
I hope you enjoy Raine and Caleb's story.
Happy reading!
Laura Iding
Laura Iding
This book is dedicated to Senior Editor Sheila Hodgson, for giving me a chance five years ago and buying my first book.
Thanks for being so supportive.
“R
AINE
! You're here? Working Trauma again?” Sarah greeted her when she walked into the trauma bay fifteen minutes before the regular start of her shift.
Emergency nurse Raine Hart smiled at her coworker. “Yes, I'm back. Working in the minor care area for a few weeks was a nice reprieve and a lot less stress. But I confess I've missed being a part of the action.”
“Well, we sure missed you, too. And I'm so glad you came in early,” Sarah said, quickly changing the subject from Raine's four-week hiatus from Trauma to her own personal issues. “I have to leave right away to pick-up my son, he's running a fever at the day care and there's a new trauma coming in.” Sarah thrust the trauma pager into her hands as if it were a hot potato. “ETA is less than five minutes.”
“No problem.” Raine accepted the pager, feeling a tiny thrill of anticipation. She hadn't been lying, she really had missed the excitement of working in the trauma bay. She scrolled through the most recent text message from the paramedic base. Thirty-year-old
female with blunt trauma to the head with poor vital signs. Not good. “Sounds like it's been busy.”
“Crazy busy,” Sarah agreed. “Like I said, we missed you. Sorry I have to run, but I'll see you, tomorrow.”
“Bye, Sarah.” Raine clipped the pager to the waistband of her scrubs, and swept a glance over the room. It looked as if Sarah had everything ready to go for the next patient. She was secretly relieved to start off her first trauma shift with a new admission. She'd rather be busyâwork was a welcome distraction from her personal problems. Raine was thankful her boss had kept her real reason for being away from Trauma a secret, telling her co-workers only that she'd been off sick, and then reassigned to Minor Care to work in a less stressful environment on doctor's orders. After three weeks in Minor Care, she was more than ready for more intense nursing.
So here she was, back in the trauma bay. Raine took a deep breath and squared her shoulders, determined to keep the past buried deep, where it belonged.
She could do this, no problem.
“No sign of our trauma patient yet?” a low husky, familiar voice asked.
She sucked in a harsh breath and swung around to stare at Dr. Caleb Stewart in shocked surprise. According to the posted schedule, Brock Madison was supposed to be the emergency physician on duty in the trauma bay tonight. Obviously, he and Caleb must have switched shifts.
“Not yet.” Her mouth was sandpaper dry and she desperately searched for something to say. Caleb
looked great. Better than great. Better than she'd remembered. But she hadn't been prepared to face him. Not yet. She hadn't seen him since they'd decided to take a break from their relationship just over a month ago.
She couldn't ignore a sharp pang of regret. If only she'd tried harder to work things out. But she hadn't.
And now it was too late.
Thankfully, before he could say anything more, the doors of the trauma bay burst open, announcing the arrival of their patient. Instantly, controlled chaos reigned.
“Becca Anderson, thirty years old, vitals dropping, BP 86 over 40, pulse tachy at 128,” the paramedic standing at the patient's head announced. “Her GCS was only 5 in the field, so we intubated her. She probably needs fluids but we've been concerned about brain swelling, and didn't want to make her head injury worse.”
Raine took her place on the left side of their trauma patient, quickly drawing the initial set of blood samples they'd need in order to care for Becca. Luckily, the rhythm of working in Trauma came back instantly, in spite of her four-week absence. Amy, one of the other nurses, came up on the right side to begin the initial assessment. One of the ED techs cut off the patient's clothes to give them better access to any hidden injuries.
“Raine, as soon as you're finished with those labs, we need to bump up her IV fluids and start a vasopresser, preferably norepinephrine,” Caleb ordered. “Shock can kill her as much as a head injury.”
“Left pupil is one millimeter larger than the right,”
Amy informed them. “I can't feel a major skull fracture, just some minor abrasions on the back of her scalp. It's possible she has a closed cranial trauma.”
Raine's stomach dropped at the news. Patients with closed cranial trauma had the worst prognosis. When the brain swelled there was no place for it to go, often resulting in brain death. And Becca was too young to die.
Suddenly, she was fiercely glad Caleb was the physician on duty. Despite their differences, she knew he'd work harder than anyone to make sure their patient survived. Determined to do her part, Raine took her fistful of blood tubes over to the tube system to send them directly to the laboratory. En route, she noticed two uniformed police officers were standing back, watching the resuscitation. It wasn't unusual to have law enforcement presence with trauma patients, so she ignored them as she rushed back to increase their patient's IV fluids and to start a norepinephrine drip.
“We need a CT scan of her head, stat. Any other signs of internal injuries?” Caleb demanded.
“Bruises on her upper arms,” Raine said, frowning at the dark purple spots that seemed to match the size and shape of fingertips. She hung the medication and set the pump to the appropriate rate as she talked. “Give me a minute and we'll roll her over to check her back.” She finished the IV set-up and took a moment to double-check she'd done everything correctly.
“I'll help.” Caleb stepped next to Raine, adding his strength to pulling the patient up and over onto her side, so Amy could assess the patient's backside. Caleb was close, too close. She bit her lip, forcing herself not to
overreact at the unexpected warmth when his arm brushed against hers.
Memories of the wonderful times together crashed through her mind and she firmly shoved them aside. Their relationship was over. She wasn't the same person she'd been back then.
And they had a critically ill patient to care for.
“A few minor abrasions on her upper shoulders, nothing major,” Amy announced. Raine and Caleb gently rolled the patient onto her back.
“She's the victim of a domestic dispute,” one of the police officers said, stepping forward. “Her husband slammed her head against the concrete driveway, according to witnesses.”
Dear God, how awful. A small-town girl at heart, Raine had moved to the big city of Milwaukee just two years ago after finishing college. But she still wasn't used to some of the violent crime victims they inevitably cared for. She tried to wipe the brutal image from her mind.
“Raine?” Caleb's voice pierced her dark thoughts. “Call Radiology and arrange for a CT scan.”
She nodded and hurried to the phone. Within minutes, she had Becca packed up and ready to go.
“I'm coming with you,” Caleb said, as she started pushing the cart towards the radiology suite next door. Thankfully the hospital had had the foresight to put the new radiology department right next to the emergency department. “I don't like the way her heart rate is continuing to climb. Could be partially due to the norepinephrine, but it could also be her head injury getting worse.”
She couldn't argue because Becca's vital signs were
not very stable. Usually the physicians only came along on what the nurses referred to as road trips, for the worst-case scenarios.
As Becca's blood pressure dropped even further, Raine grimly acknowledged this was one of those times she would be glad to have physician support.
She was all too aware of Caleb's presence as they wheeled the patient's gurney into the radiology suite. There were unspoken questions in his eyes when he glanced at her, but he didn't voice them. She understoodâthis was hardly the time or the place for them to talk about the mistakes they'd made in the past. About what might have been.
She kept her gaze focused on their patient and the heart monitor placed at the foot of her bed. They were only part way into the scan when Becca's blood pressure dropped to practically nothing.
“Get her out of there,” Caleb demanded. The radiology tech hurried to shut down the scanner so they could pull the patient out from the scanner opening. “Crank up her norepinephrine drip.”
Raine was already pushing buttons on the IV pump. But then the pump began to alarm. She looked at the swollen area above the patient's antecubital peripheral IV. “I think her IV is infiltrated.”
Caleb muttered a curse under his breath and grabbed a central line insertion set off the top of the crash cart the radiology tech had wisely brought in. “Then we'll put a new central line in her right now.”
“Here?” the radiology tech asked incredulously.
Caleb ignored him. Raine understoodâthey couldn't
afford to lose another vein. A central line would be safer in the long run. Anticipating his needs, she quickly placed sterile drapes around the patient's neck, preparing the insertion site as Caleb donned sterile gloves. Luck or possibly divine intervention was on his side when he hit the subclavian vein on the first try.
“Here's the medication,” Raine said, handing over the end of the IV tubing she'd disconnected from the non-working IV.
The moment Caleb connected the tubing, she administered a small bolus to get the medication into her patient's bloodstream quicker, since the woman's blood pressure was still non-existent and her heart rate was dropping too. For a moment, Raine held her breath, but their patient responded well and her blood pressure soon returning to the 80s systolic. Caleb anchored the line with a suture and then quickly dressed the site.
But they weren't out of the woods yet. Worried, she glanced at Caleb. “Should we complete the scan?” she asked.
He gave a curt nod, his expression grave. One of the things she liked best about Caleb was that he didn't build a wall around himself to protect his emotions. He sincerely cared about his patients. “We have to. The neurosurgeons are going to need to see the films in order to decide whether or not to take her to surgery.”
The radiology tech didn't look very happy at the prospect, but took his place to continue running the scan. Raine and Caleb together slid the patient back onto the exam table. She was startled when he took her arm, and instinctively pulled away. She winced when
she realized what she'd done, knowing he'd done nothing to deserve her reaction. Her issues, not his.
His stormy gray eyes darkened with hurt confusion but she avoided the questioning look he shot her way. She felt bad about hurting him again, but at that moment her patient's heart monitor alarmed so she was forced to go over to adjust the alarm limits. The ten-minute exam seemed excruciatingly long, but they finally finished the procedure.
Caleb didn't say anything as they pushed the gurney back to the trauma bay. The moment they arrived, he crossed over to page the neurosurgeon to discuss the best course of action for their patient.
“Becca?” Raine glanced over at the shrill voice. She saw Amy bringing in a woman who looked to be a few years younger than their patient. “Oh, my God, Becca. What did he do to you?”
Raine had to turn away from the crying woman who clutched their patient's hand.
“Her sister, Mari,” Amy said in a low tone. “I had to let her in because I'm betting Becca will be going to the OR ASAP.”
“Of course you did,” Raine said, but her voice sounded far away, as if she was speaking through a long tunnel. She'd wanted to be busy, but maybe she'd been overconfident. Maybe she wasn't ready for the trauma room just yet. Maybe she should have stayed longer in the minor care area of the ED, where they didn't deal with anything remotely serious.
Her eyes burned and she fought the need to cry right along with Mari. She turned away, to give them some
privacy and to pull herself together. She went over to the computer to look up Becca's most recent labs.
“Raine? Are you all right?” Caleb asked, coming up to the computer workstation.
“Of course.” She subtly loosened her grip on the edge of the desk and forced herself to meet his gaze, hoping he couldn't tell how emotionally fragile she was. It was far too tempting to lean on Caleb's strength. To confide in him. If things had been differentâ¦
But they weren't. Reminding herself that she needed to find her own strength to work through her past, she waved a hand at the computer screen. “Did you see these latest results? Her electrolytes are way out of whack.”
He gave her an odd look, but then nodded. “Get her prepped for the OR. Dr. Lambert wants her up there ASAP.”
“Okay.” Raine abandoned her computer and jumped to her feet. She hurried over to Becca's bedside and told Amy and Mari the news.
Within moments she and Amy transported Becca up to the OR, releasing her into the hands of the neurosurgeons. There was nothing else they could do for now but wait.
Raine tried to push Becca's fate out of her mind since she and Caleb had done everything she could for the patient. But concentrating on her job wasn't easy. Especially when she could feel Caleb's gaze following her as she worked.
She could tell he wanted to talk. The very thought filled her with dread. She couldn't talk to him now, no matter how much she wished she could.
It was too late. She'd missed her chance to take his
calls weeks ago. Better now to focus her energy on moving forward rather than rehashing the past.
What she and Caleb had once shared was over.
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“Dr. Stewart?” He glanced up when Raine called his name. “I think you'd better check Mrs. Ambruster's chest X-ray. Her breathing has gotten dramatically worse.”
Caleb scowled at the formal way she addressed him. They'd dated for almost two months, had shared more than one passionate kiss. He knew it was his fault that she'd requested a break from their relationship but, still, hadn't they moved well beyond the
Dr. Stewart
stage?