Borrowed (Embracing Series) (23 page)

I started kissing her and she was panting so hard, this was the moment we had both waited for. I took all of her clothes off and she laid on the bed, I took my clothes off and started kissing her all over. “Baby, I don’t think I can do anything, but make love. I need to be in you
now
.” I said as I rub myself against her.

“Evan, just give me all of you, we can do the other stuff later. Right now all I want to feel is you inside of me, I have wanted to feel you inside of me for so damn long, its time.” She said as she stroked me and started to guide me inside of her sexiness.

“Goddamn baby, you feel so good.” I said kissing her.

“Hmm… Evan, I love you so much. Give me it all, please don’t hold back. You won’t hurt me.”

“Are you sure, you know the doctor said eight weeks?”

“I know and I’m fine. Just give me everything you got.” She said as she grabbed my ass. I couldn’t believe she was finally mine, Tatum Kelley was mine. I’d loved her so long. Loving two woman at the same time was a fucking headache, I will always love Lila, but this was where I belong. Right in the arms of my girl. I wanted to thrust into her so hard, but I didn’t want to hurt her though. She kept wiggling under me and finally I was going to give her exactly what she wanted.

“Oh hell baby, I will give you all of me.” I said as I started making love to her nice and hard like she wanted. I don’t know if it’s was because we had waited for so long or what, but that was the best damn sex I’d ever had. I felt her arch her back and knew she was coming, I rode mine out with her. I laid next to my sweet woman and said, “Tatum, I love you.”

She laughed and said, “Evan, I love you, too.”

“Ta, will you be my wife?” I asked as I propped myself up on my elbow.

“What? Evan, I would love to be your wife! That’s the greatest proposal ever. You make sweet love to me then ask me to be your wife. Epic… Evan… Epic.” She laughed and a huge smile appeared on her face.

“Well I can wait to ask you, but I thought we could go pick the ring out together at Tiffany’s since we were planning on going shopping in Hollywood anyways.” I said as I kiss her nose. Her beautiful smile spread across her face.

“Yes! Hell yes I will. I have dreamed of being Mrs. Evan Martin since you kissed me on the way to Mable’s when I was thirteen. I need to call Audrey, she is going to fucking scream.” She said laughing

“Really calling Audrey now?” I laugh

“Okay, I will wait until we pick out the ring.” She said as she straddled me.

“I love you, Tatum Kelley, soon to be Mrs. Evan Martin.”

Tatum

Present

Life with Evan is perfect. We’ve been together seven months. He is amazing and we went to pick out a ring just as he said. It is a three carat princess cut diamond and it never leaves my finger. We’re having a house built back in Alabama, close to Evan’s grandparent’s farm. I’m almost finished with school but decided to put it on hold, for now. Evan and I are expecting our first child in six months. Yes, we are pregnant. Things couldn’t be better.

Thayer was found guilty for everything, and he will be spending the next twenty years in prison, I didn’t get charged for shooting him. They said it was self-defense.

Evan’s overfriendly friend Alyssa, hasn’t come around much. I bluntly told her that, he was mine and she wasn’t welcomed in our home. I know that she was his friend, but that bitch has some serious issues. I’ve heard all of the crap she has pulled with Evan. Audrey never missed a beat on keeping me updated on the man I was in love with. She actually confronted Alyssa several times, but she didn’t take the hint. She understood me clearly, I made sure of it. I don’t think she will call Evan again.

My parents are so excited about Evan and me. So is Gran, I think she always knew I would be a part of the family. Evan works very hard to take care of us, he and Zander are working on opening up the practice in Birmingham. It will be about twenty miles from the farm. They still haven’t decided on a name for it, they are so indecisive.

The day that changed everything keeps replaying in my head. I had wanted to leave Thayer for so long, he wouldn’t let me though, and he knew I had always loved Evan. He always threated that he would kill us both if I left. Finally that night I had enough
.

I had made dinner and we ate, and was going to bed, I hadn’t felt well considering I was at the time three months pregnant with Thayer’s child. I had been having complications and wanted to sleep, well he had other plans for me.

He wanted to have sex and because I wouldn’t, he started hitting me. I was used to it by now. The only thing was now I had someone else to worry about, so I tried to perform just so he wouldn’t hurt the baby. Well it wasn’t good enough for him, he kept saying I was cheating and the baby wasn’t his, and if he couldn’t have me no one could. I tried to explain and he just kept getting more frustrated, and he pushed me down and started kicking me.

Well Audrey, my wonderful friend, had given me a gun, and I kept it under my side of the bed. So as he was kicking me, I knew he had already hurt my baby, I took the gun and tried to shoot him, but again, he had other plans. He took the gun from me and I thought for sure I was dead, he shot me in the side and said, “Now his baby is dead and you will be next. Then I will kill him.” Meaning Evan, who I hadn’t seen in years. I never had sex with anyone other than Thayer.

Once he shot me and saw the blood, he freaked out and was trying to stop the bleeding. All I could think about was getting out of there. I could hear Audrey in my head cussing Thayer and telling me to kill that dicktwat. Adrenaline kicked in as I jumped up took the gun, and wanted to hurt him but not kill him. “This is for all the years of torture you have put me through Thayer. I hope in prison you are someone’s prison bitch and they rape you just like you did me all those times. I hate you, you are nothing but a dirty mother fucking dickweed” Then I shot him in the shoulder. I wanted to blow his dick off. I hated him, and I hated that I ever let him touch me the way he did.

“Ta, baby are you okay?” Evan asks as he lays beside me

“I’m more than alright, I’m the happiest woman in the world. No matter what happens, we will be by your side.” I say to my sexy man.

“Okay, get some sleep, we have a long trip tomorrow and I don’t want you or the baby not getting your rest.” He said then he put his head on my stomach

“Hey there Peanut, your momma and daddy love you so much. We’re going to decorate your room in a couple weeks. I know you are a boy, your momma swears you are a girl. Now you get some rest. Daddy loves you Peanut.”

“Evan, you are perfect, after everything we’ve been through. I wouldn’t change it though because it brought us together.” I say as I kiss him good night.

Update on Lila…

She finally regained consciousness, and she is also pregnant. It possibly could be Evan’s, considering she slept with him around the time she conceived. They waited to tell him and did so about a week ago. I honestly think they hadn’t planned on telling him, but Brody and Nikki will be getting married in a few weeks and we all will be attending the wedding. Her due date is only a week away. Deep down, I pray it isn’t Evan’s baby. But it will not change the way I feel about him or change us. Lila played him for so long, I know how she feels though, she loves Evan. Audrey had told me how Lila looked at Evan when she saw them together. I couldn’t hate her after everything even if I tried. Who the hell wouldn’t love Evan, he is the perfect man.

I had waited so long to be with him. Every day I’d hope and pray that someday I would be his. When Zander told me he was engaged to Lila years ago, I thought I’d lost him forever. Then when I found out what she’d done to him, I wanted to choke her and hug her at the same damn time. He was free to be with me, the only problem was I couldn’t get away from Thayer, until that horrible day. No matter what, I will be by his side just as I said I would. No one can hurt us as bad as we have been hurt already. Lila
Borrowed
his heart until I could keep it, now his heart isn’t
Borrowed
, it’s mine.

~This Is Our Forever~