Borrowed (Embracing Series) (4 page)

The girls sparked up a conversation with her and pulled her to the couch with them. Damn them, this was my time with her. “Hey bro, let’s step out on the patio and have a beer.” Said Zan. I needed a cold one anyways. Brody walked out with a smile plastered on his face.

I knew he was going to fuck with me about Alyssa’s annoying ass voice. Although I hadn’t been with her in months, he always talked about her seal sounds.

“So, have you fucked any seals lately, Evan?” he said as he threw his head back laughing. Zander busted out laughing. I just laughed at him.

“What the fuck are y’all talking about?” asked Zan. I looked at Brody and wondered if I should tell him or not.

“Fuck you both.” I said.

I laughed as I tried to explain to Zan, but all I could do was laugh. I think he finally got it because he pointed in the loft toward Alyssa. I just shook my head. We walked back inside the loft and the girls had the music blasting and were dancing.

I grabbed Malory’s hand, pulled her in my room, and shut the door.

“I want to be alone with you tonight, babe.” I said to her as I started kissing her. She smelled so good, she always smelled like vanilla. Damn, I could kiss her lips all night.

“Evan, I need to change into something a little more comfortable.” She said. Damn, tonight was my lucky night.

“You can change in my bathroom.” I said as I watched her cute little ass walk through the bathroom door. I wanted to rip my clothes off, but I didn’t, I sat on the edge of the bed. My mouth dropped to my stomach when she walked out of the bathroom. She was wearing a short black lace night gown, with her beautiful blonde curls cascading down her back.

I cleared my throat and said, “Mal you look amazing!” She giggled as she approached me, she started shaking. “Are you okay?” I asked.

She just smiled and shook her head yes. She started unzipping my pants as she kissed me. My pants felt really tight, I knew it was because I was hard as hell. I let out a groan in her mouth when she pulled my cock out of my boxer briefs.

“Um…do you have condoms?” she asked. She looked really nervous. I gave her a gentle smile and pulled her in for a hug.

“Of course I do, Mal. Are you sure you want to do this? You seem really nervous.” I said.

The look on her face explained it all. Good God, I bet she was a damn virgin.

“Oh babe, we don’t have to do anything.” I said as I gave her a reassuring smile.

“I…um…I’m a
VIRGIN
.” She finally blurted out. I just smiled at her, she looked so damn sexy in that nighty and she just confessed her purity to me. I was at a loss for words.

Everyone I had slept with had already had sex other than Bryn. I kissed Mal on her forehead and said, “Baby, it’s okay, if you aren’t ready I can wait. There is no rush.”

Although I wanted to fuck her badly, I wouldn’t feel right knowing this is her first time.

“Evan, it’s fine. I want to. I’m nervous. I have done other things, heck I have done everything except that.” She said with a shy smile. She then pushed me on the bed and pulled my pants the rest of the way off. She started kissing my chest as she made her way down.

She took my length in her hands and started stroking me. God, it felt great! I tilted my head back and let out a little groan, just as I did I felt her tongue slide across the tip. I raised my head up to look at her, and she smiled and started sucking as hard as she could. The faster she sucked, the louder I groaned.

“Mal, babe if you want to have sssex. Damn babe… FUCK!” I said as I released myself in her mouth.

She looked at me with that sexy smile and said, “I wanted you to know I’m not as innocent as you think.”

She was so damn sexy, I wonder why she waited so long to have sex? Why she choose me? I didn’t want to ask her. I would damn sure fuck her though, she was hot as fuck. The thing she did with her tongue was fucking brilliant.

“I want to have sex with you. I know we haven’t known each other long and we aren’t in love but, I feel a connection with you that I haven’t with anyone else. I have been in relationships and like I said, we have done everything except that. But I’m ready, and want you to show me that you do care about me and enjoy spending time with me. Please don’t think that you have to be committed to me though, only if you want to be. I just need you to give me this.” She said.

I was shocked, I didn’t know what to say. Hell yeah I wanted to be inside of her. Who the hell wouldn’t want to? I didn’t say anything as I started kissing her, I laid her on the bed and reached over and turned my iPod on. I didn’t look to see what was playing and busted out laughing when I heard “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye filtering through the room. I was a country boy, but I loved old R&B music.

“Babe, you sure about this?” I asked hoping she hadn’t changed her mind. She didn’t have to speak, her actions told me she was more than ready. She pulled her panties off and slipped her nighty over her head. I’d never seen breasts as beautiful as hers. I put one nipple between my fingers, teasing her while I sucked the other one.

I kissed all the way down her stomach until I reached her heat. She was moaning and rubbing her breasts, I was so damn hard… I just wanted to stick my cock in her. I ran my tongue across her clit, I then slipped one finger inside of her. “Mal, you are so wet baby.” I said as she just moaned, and continued rubbing her breasts.

“Evan, please I want you. I need to feel you inside of me.” She said. I wanted to be inside of her more than anything, but I needed to get her good and wet, I didn’t want to cause her any pain. As I moved my finger faster, I sucked her clit. I could feel her tighten around my fingers, and felt her arch her back, throwing her head back. Then she grabbed my head and pushed it into her as she came. I told her I would be right back I was going to rinse my mouth out.

“No Evan… Please… I need you.”

When I got back to the bed she was rubbing her self. “Damn baby, that’s hot as hell.” I said as I slid a condom on. She looked down at my dick and back into my eyes.

“Yes Mal, it will be fine.” I kneeled between her legs and asked her one more time if she was sure. She shook her head yes. I guided myself inside her wet opening. I noticed a single tear rolled down her cheek. I wiped it away with my thumb as I whispered to her, “You’re beautiful.”

I could tell I was getting ready to release, I started moving faster as I felt my build up, she had already came. I could tell by the way her back was arched. “Oh Mal. Fuck…” is all I could get out before I fell onto her chest.

“Evan, that was amazing. Thank you for being so gentle.” I kissed her cheek and motioned her to the shower. I hoped everything would be okay with us. I really liked her, and hoped that we could eventually love one another.

After showering I asked if she wanted to grab a drink, with a shy smile she said yes. I hoped that the loft was empty, but as I opened the door there were four others still sitting in the living room. I noticed Alyssa was gone.

Looked like Mal and I both had to do the walk of shame. I smiled at them all, and got my keys off the counter and headed out the door. It was December and the New York snow had been falling, it was beautiful. Mal and I walked around the corner to the café. Alyssa no longer worked there, I was so thankful she didn’t.

Mal and I had been ‘seeing’ each other for several months. We never really said we were dating, we just hung out, but I hadn’t seen or been with anyone except her. I really liked her. After the first time we slept together, she seemed like she couldn’t get enough of me. I turned her into a sex maniac.

She was from New Jersey and was heading home to be with her family for the holidays. She’d been thinking about leaving NYU and going to Penn State. I really hoped she didn’t, I enjoyed spending time with her. We had so much in common. I’d never told her about Bryn though. I thought when the time was right I would.

I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go home for the holidays or stay here, Utah brought back all the memories of Bryn. I tried not to think about her but it didn’t work. I didn’t love her anymore, it hurt knowing what she did.

Since everyone else was leaving and going home, I decided to go to Alabama with Zander. It would be great to see my grandparents. I could use some time away, and I knew my pap would put me to work on the farm, which was fine with me. As I packed my bags my cell phone chimed.

Mal: Evan, I hate to do this to you like this. But I’m going to stay in Jersey for a while. I withdrew from my classes. I’m so unsure what I want to do with my life and it’s just costing my parents extra money that they can’t afford. I hope that we can still be friends. Your friendship means a lot to me. When I’m in town I hope we can still ‘get together’. PLEASE… Forgive me for leaving like this, I was ashamed to tell you in person. I really care about you, thank you for making my first time a night I will never forget. You are an amazing man, I will miss you and every inch of you. –Mal

How the fuck would I respond to a text like that? She broke up with me through a goddamn text message. Our relationship was more of a ‘friends with benefits’ but I really liked her. I tried to replay last night over in my head and it all made sense. She took several pictures of us together and she stayed with me the entire night. Why the fuck couldn’t she tell me in person? I was so pissed off at her, I couldn’t text or call her I would had said something that I would regretted. I couldn’t fall asleep, even if I tried.

I took my guitar out and started playing and got lost in the lyrics, now I see why they say country music is depressing. It helped me though, anytime I got in a funk, the lyrics of good ol’ Conway Twitty or George Jones pulled me out of it. I sat there with my guitar in one hand and needing a beer in the other. I didn’t love that girl, but she broke my heart a little.

That is why I don’t fall in love!!

It was great to be in Birmingham, my parents also came to spend Christmas with us. It was great to have everyone under one roof. Zander rented a car at the airport, he dropped me off at the farm on his way home. His parents lived about five miles away. His sister Tatum came home, she attended a university a few hours away and lived on campus.

“Is that Gran’s homemade apple pie I smell?” I said as I entered the kitchen. My gran made the best damn apple pie, they even sold it in the local grocery store. I could eat an entire pie myself.

“Evan, baby, is that you?” I heard my gran from the kitchen.

“Yes, Ma’am, it is me.” I said as I walked up to her and pulled her into a big bear hug. She was a beautiful woman, her auburn hair had now turned silver and she was a lot thinner since I saw her last.

I kissed her on her cheek and she swatted my behind and said, “Boy, you can’t just sneak in on an old lady unannounced. Your pap is out in the barn, he and Mr. Kelley are getting the cattle together. Speaking of The Kelley’s, where’s that handsome friend of yours?”

I laughed at my gran’s words, she always said Zander would make some lucky woman a good husband someday.

“He went home, Tatum had just made home, also.” I said, I noticed my grandmother’s smile get even bigger.