CONNOR (SEAL Team Seven) Book 1 (5 page)

After dinner we cleaned
up together and then had coffee. There was something plaguing me as we sat
there. Something that I’d never asked another woman in my life. Never cared
truth be known but with her I needed to know.

“We need to talk but we’re not doing it in here,
let’s step outside.”

She followed me out the door to the backyard.
Standing in front of her it hit home just how small she really was compared to
me. Last night when I’d been fucking her, her small stature had been the last
thing on my mind. Now looking down at her so tiny and fragile looking it hit
home for the first time what it really meant to have a woman that you wanted
for your own. How much more vulnerable she seemed. How can I protect her
always? Did all men have these questions? I’ll have to take that out and look
at it later. There was no point in asking one of the others because they’d
never been here before either, I’m the first to wade into these waters.

“Who had you?”

“What?”
She took a step back. I could see that my question had thrown her but I wasn’t
about to let up. I needed to know.

“Last night when I took you, you weren’t a
virgin. Not that I expected it of a twenty five year old woman but I need to
know.” Just saying that shit fucked with my head. It was completely irrational
but I didn’t give half a fuck I needed to know.

“It was um, Robert, my ex fiancé.” I could sense
her discomfort and for the life of me I couldn’t figure out why this shit
should matter but it just did.

“How
ex is ex?”

“Um,
I broke up with him the day after we first met.” That went right through me.
That was sweet as fuck and said a lot but I’ll have to come back to that later.

“Why?” I took a step closer to her taking her
chin in my hand.

“Why?”

“Yes;
why did you break up with him the day after you first met me?”

“You
now why.” Her face started to blush but I pushed on.

“Tell
me.” I held her eyes with mine reading the truth of her words there.

“Um
because I knew I wasn’t in love with him and that it wouldn’t be fair.”

“Good girl.”

“Why did we have to come out here to talk?”

“Because
I don’t want talk of another man in my house, scratch that in our home. You
don’t have any dealings with him ever again.”

“Connor.”

“That’s dead, not up for discussion he had you I
don’t want to ever hear his name pass your lips again; we clear?”

She swallowed hard and
stared at me like I’d lost my mind. I very well might have but that’s what’s
inside of me. The thought of that fucker whoever he is even breathing the same
air as her fucked with my head. There’s no way I’d ever believe that he
wouldn’t always want her.

The fact that she’d been
the one to break things off told me that he probably wasn’t completely out of
the picture. I wouldn’t believe that he wouldn’t want her back. Knowing what I
do now, how sweet she is, how she feels under me, around me, no fucking way. I
wanted to know everything about their relationship. How long it had lasted,
who’d approached who? But I didn’t want to freak her out any more than I probably
already had with my dominating ways, she’d find out soon enough.

“Were there any others?” The fuck Connor what’s
with you? She’s a grown woman she wasn’t sitting on a shelf somewhere waiting
for your ass to come along. Doesn’t matter I need to know.

 
“No.” She
turned bright red and looked at the ground.

I wasn’t sure if that
was worst or not. I took it in and decided to drop it for now. This shit would
drive me nuts if I dwelt on it too much tonight. We were too new, still at that
learning stage and I’m sure there were going to be many things from her past
that I’d try to erase.

I’m territorial like that so the fuck what? I
know my thinking was off, I wasn’t a virgin last night either and I can’t
remember ever feeling this possessive of a woman before. But with her it was as
if something inside me, something that had been hidden there had reared its
head. The need to own her, to completely take her over in every way was strong.
I look at her and all I think is ‘mine’ all fucking mine.

“Let’s go on inside it’s getting chilly out
here.”

With my arm thrown
around her shoulders I led her back inside the house and to the den. Honestly
all I really wanted was to drag her off to bed. But I didn’t want her thinking
that that was all she meant to me, women can be strange that way. So I forced
myself to sit through a movie while sitting on the couch with my arms around
her, my cock hard as fuck and wondering when he was gonna get to play with her
again.

“Do you mind if I ask you something Connor?” She
broke the silence halfway through the film that I’d been having trouble
following because her scent was getting to me.

“You
can ask me anything love.” I squeezed her shoulders.

“In that case I have lots of questions.”

She turned that beautiful face up to me, eyes
wide and bright and so beautiful she made my heart ache. I couldn’t resist
running my finger down her cheek and touching her lips softly with mine.
“Shoot.”

“Okay first, why do you all live here like
this?”

“We’re brothers, we made
the decision a long time ago that when the time came we would do something like
this. We didn’t know where in the country we would’ve done it. We hadn’t
settled on any one place yet but we knew this is what we wanted. Then our
commander died and left us this land so here we are.” I didn’t bother asking if
she had a problem with the arrangement because nothing was going to change.
I’ll always live with my brothers and she’ll always be with me. There was no
point in debating it.

“Okay I think the town thinks you guys are some
sort of gang or something. I mean they know you’re ex military but what with
the bikes and the fact that you guys are always together I think there’s a
little fear that you might be some kind of biker gang.”

 
“Do you have that fear?”

 
“No, I
like the fact that you guys are so close, it feels like you made your own
family you know.”

“That’s exactly right baby we did and that’s
what makes it special, we had the choice and we chose each other. What’s your
next question?” She seemed to need some time to put this one into words so I
squeezed her shoulder gently.

“Spit it out sweetheart it can’t be that bad.”
She bit her lip and bowed her head a little.

“Why did you not want to be with me?” Her voice
was barely above a whisper and I had to bend to hear her.

“Is that what you thought, that I didn’t want
you?” I had to look at her to gauge her sincerity; I can’t believe she’d been
that off. “Nothing could be farther from the truth sweetheart, I was trying to
protect you.”

“Protect me? Protect me from what?”

“Me.” I lifted her face to mine so she could
read the seriousness on my face. This was probably one of the most important
conversations we’ll ever have and I needed her to understand where I was coming
from.

“I don’t understand. Why would I need protection
from you?”

“Because I’m not like most men baby. I live by
my own set of rules I’m never going to be anyone’s ideal of the perfect man. I
don’t believe in towing the line and falling in with everyone else. None of us
do, our women are going to have to be strong to put up with our shit. I didn’t
think you were going to be able to deal with me.”

“I still don’t understand.”

“I’m an all or nothing kind of guy babe. If
you’re with me you’re with me all the way no half stepping no looking back.
There might come a time when you fuck up and I can’t promise things will be
easy. I’m going to expect things from you that you might not be ready to give.
I’ll try to be patient but you’re gonna have to learn real fast because last
night we crossed the point of no return.”

“What does that mean?”

“It
means that I now own you, that you’re mine one hundred percent. It means you do
what I say when I say no questions.” Her body tensed beneath my arm and I tried
to soothe her.

“I’m not going to abuse you baby, it’s not like
that; it’s just that I’ve seen enough shit in the world that I’ve learned to be
careful. I don’t want you to ever be in danger so if I tell you not to do
something and you do it anyway it might set me off.”

“And what happens then?”

Oh
I could see I was scaring her now. It couldn’t be helped though she needed to
know the truth of what she was getting herself into.

“Then you get your little ass spanked for
disobeying me and for putting yourself in danger. I might overlook some things
but that one’s a no
no
.” She didn’t seem to believe
me so I nodded at her to let her know I was dead serious. She took a deep
breath and just looked at me. She’d probably never been spanked a day in her
life but I know me. I would have no problem taking a belt to her ass if she
fucked up and put herself in danger. Hopefully we never got to that point ever
because that’s one thing I wasn’t looking forward to.

“Don’t worry about it baby just don’t fuck up
and you’ll be fine.”

“But
how will I know?” She seemed really concerned about that so I set about trying
to ease her fears.

“It’s simple, no other men ever that’s a given.
You’re free to do whatever you want to this isn’t about that. But you will not
go anywhere that I tell you not to. I’ll need to know where you are at all times
that one’s not up for debate. It’s more about your safety than my needing to
control you though make no mistake about it Danielle I will control you. It’s
the only way I can do this.”

“You’re scaring me.”

“No need to be scared I’m here to protect you and
take care of you. These are just some of the things you’re gonna have to get
used to being with me. I gave you plenty of chances to move on Danielle, you
chose to stay. Don’t think I missed
all those
signals
babe, I didn’t miss them and oh yeah. That little stunt you pulled the other
day, don’t do that shit again.”

“What stunt was that?” Yeah like she didn’t
know. She yanked my chain to bring me to heal and she damn well knew it too. I
can’t fault her for going after what she wanted. “That day you walked right by
me and pretended you didn’t see me. You do some shit like that again it’s gonna
go very badly for you. I cant say as I liked the feeling too much so consider
yourself warned. Now back to your safety. Try your best to never disobey me on
that score and your ass should be safe from my belt but Danielle, the first
time you break that rule will be the last you get me?”

She blushed and planted
her face in my chest so I brushed her hair back soothingly. I had no doubt I
was scaring the shit out of her but like I’d told her. I’ve seen some shit that
would make the average man padlock himself in a house and never set foot among
humanity ever again. There are some sick fuckers in the world and a lot of the
time women find themselves at the wrong end of that evil shit. I don’t know
that she would ever be in that type of danger here in this little burgh but I
wasn’t willing to take the chance.

“Would you ever like,
fold your fists and hit me?” I felt my heart clutch at her question as memories
threatened to intrude, memories of the one who was supposed to protect becoming
the monster. I’ve always believed that has to be a woman’s worst nightmare.
Something I could never find myself doing, I’d die first before I ever did that
to her. It would kill me if I ever saw that fear and degradation in her eyes.

“No baby that’s fucked, there’re grown men who
couldn’t take one of my punches I could never come at you like that. But if you
pissed me off and did something I didn’t like I might tan your hide.”

“Wow, I didn’t know people actually did that.”

“ Fuck if I know what
people do, but that’s me. Like I said it’s nothing for you to worry about just
don’t fuck up. There’re only two things that might get me to that point. If you
put yourself in danger or you fucked with another man. Outside of that your ass
should be safe from my belt. As for me folding my fists and knocking you
around, not only would I never do such a thing but my brothers would have my
ass if I even thought of doing something like that.”

“Okay, I feel better I
don’t think I’ll be getting any beatings because I don’t like putting myself in
danger and I don’t want anyone else but you.” She turned her face up for my
kiss and I took her lips willing myself to leave it at just one kiss and not
jump her right then and there. The kiss heated up a little so I eased off and
just held her close to me and we went back to watching the show.

It felt right sitting
here with her like this too.
l
felt settled for the
first time in my life, like everything had finally come together. As soon as
the credits started rolling I turned the TV off though, my cock was about ready
to rip out of my pants it was so hard.

“Time for bed.” I was about to burst, it had
been hours since I had her and I couldn’t wait a second longer.

“I’m going to have you now.” I started stripping
her on the way up the stairs my hands going straight to her ass. I knelt behind
her for a better look.

“I love your ass it’s so fucking perfect,
sweet.” I bit her on her cheek and she squealed and ran before turning back to
me halfway up the stairs.

“I love everything about your body, it’s so
strong.” She was off and running again, her face red. I caught up with her in
the bedroom where we started hurriedly taking off the rest of our clothes. She
ran her hands over my chest and arms with her head on my chest, as she seemed
to be drawing in my scent. I pulled her in close and rubbed my naked cock
against the softness of her stomach. I was hard and hurting to get inside her.
There wouldn’t be any foreplay tonight. One finger inside her pussy told me she
was wet enough to take my length without too much trouble. I’ll take care of
her after, but this first time I couldn’t hold off.

“Hop up here.” I pulled
her up in my arms with her long legs wrapped around me her pussy right over my
cock, her folds cradling me. Her hips started to move slowly up and down as she
masturbated my cock against her clit and back down to her slit. Taking my cock
in hand I lifted her enough to reach her opening and pulled her down on me
filling her.

“Yeah right there baby, you’re so fucking
tight.” I fucked her standing up lifting and dropping her on my cock as she
moaned and clenched, her juices running down my thighs.

“Give me your mouth.”

Making love to her felt
like nothing I’d ever felt before, she fit me like a glove. Hot, wet and tight
as I stood in the middle of the room with her impaled on my cock. I held onto
her ass as I fucked up into her but pretty soon that wasn’t enough. I needed to
be deeper inside her. The mating hadn’t been fulfilled yet it was going to take
a while for me to feel like I’d staked my claim, almost like imprinting myself
on her in her.

“Baby I want to do you
from behind.” Pulling her off my cock I turned her around and propped her over
the bed. I ran my cock from her clit back to her ass before she reached back
and opened herself with both hands inviting me into her pink sweetness. Fuck,
my mouth watered at the sight and I wanted to suck on her pussy but not as much
as I wanted to fuck her. I watched as my cock forced its way inside her going
deep on the first plunge.

At her screech of ahh I
held still until she grew accustomed to having me in her like this. I could
feel how deep I was inside her as the tip of my cock butted against the rubbery
flesh of her cervix before pulling back out. I had to close my eyes against the
feelings that threatened to over power me. Fuck, being inside her felt like I’d
found my place, like there was nowhere else I wanted to be. This was it for me
she was it for me.

“Grab the sheets babe.”
She fisted the sheets and I started up again. Slow and steady getting her used
to having me so deep inside her. Slow and steady, that’s how we made love until
the need became too much and I had to fuck. With fistfuls of her ass cheeks in
my hands I fucked my little southern belle the way I’d been wanting to ever
since the moment I first laid eyes on her. I needed to stake my claim here and
now to own her pussy, own her. Wrapping my hand around her throat I pulled her
head back so I could tongue fuck her mouth. I wanted to do things to this girl
that I’ve never done to anyone before but was she ready for it? There was only
one way to find out.

“You’re driving me crazy Danielle, what the fuck
did you do to me?”

She didn’t have a chance to answer because my
hand was cutting off her circulation as I fucked into her wildly from behind.
Her fingers dragged across the bed as her body shook with the force of my hips
slamming into hers. I kissed her again my tongue buried deep in her mouth as
she sucked and fought for air her pussy clenching sweetly around me as her body
struggled. I was totally out of control, couldn’t get deep enough inside her
hot little pussy. I wanted to brand her somehow; the need to completely control
was overwhelming. This is why the debutante and the ex SEAL was a bad idea the
shit I needed from her sexually would probably scare her half to death.

“I need to get deeper
inside you fuck…I can’t…I can’t…fuck…” I went out of my head as her pussy tightened
and she pushed back telling me without words that she was with me all the way.
Thank fuck. I pulled her hair hard pulling her head back making a deeper arch
in her back. The only place we touched other than my hand in her hair was my
cock in her pussy and my other hand cupping her so I could force my fingers in
there with my cock. My long pole going in and out of her looked like I was
sawing her in two when I finally looked down at where we were connected. She
spread her legs wider trying to ease the pressure and I released her hair and
smacked her ass hard.