“I’m drunk, baby. I thought it was you. I don’t even like her. I fucking love you.”
She looked up at me with tears in her eyes. “Please don’t drink anymore tonight. Please,” she begged.
“I promise. Now, please get outta the car.”
She did as I asked and we walked back to the bonfire. We cuddled up against an old bale of hay and laid there, watching everyone else act like fools. Well, for awhile.
“Eric, man. Get your ass over here.” Darrin called from the back of his truck. Emma looked up at me and shook her head. I went anyway.
“I’ll be right back,” I promised as I walked away. Darrin had a cooler in the back of his truck and it was full of booze. He handed me a bottle of whiskey.
“Just one shot, man. Come on. Or are you too pussy-whipped for that?” He was taunting me. Even in my drunken state I knew that, but it didn’t matter.
I opened the bottle and started chugging it down. It burned like a son of a bitch, but I didn’t stop. Before we left the back of the truck, I’d drank half a bottle. I was completely shit-faced. I don’t remember much after that. I remember Emma yelling at me as I puked in the pond. I kinda remember Declan screaming at me about not puking in his truck. I remember watching Emma leave and feeling like a total ass for ruining her night.
What happened next is still a blur. I heard breaking glass, crunching metal, and screaming. Lots of screaming. I was sober now. I woke up and Loralei wasn’t in the truck. Declan was beside me. His head was covered in blood and laying on the dashboard.
“Declan! What the fuck? Declan are you okay? Wake up!” I screamed at him as I shook him and tried to wake him up. I had to get out of this truck. I kicked the driver side door open and pulled Declan out with me. I could see Loralei lying ahead of us in the field. I laid Declan down on the street and went to check on her. I turned her over. She was breathing and had some scratches on her face.
I heard Declan moan so I ran back over to check on him. His eyes fluttered a little bit. He finally looked up at me. “Eric, where is she?” His eyes were darting all around. He was trying to find Loralei.
“She’s okay, man. I checked on her. Her face is scratched up, but she’s okay.”
“Go take care of her. I’m not gonna…I’m not gonna be okay, man,” he said. I was crying. I grabbed him by the shoulders.
“Don’t say shit like that, Dec. You’re gonna be fine. We’ll all be fine.”
“No, Eric. I’m not fine. I know.” A tear streamed down his face. “I need you to promise me something, man.”
“Anything, Dec. Anything.”
“Promise me you’ll take care of her and keep her safe. Make sure she finds someone to love.”
“Damn it, Dec. Stop talking like that,” I begged.
“Don’t let her be sad for me. This is how it has to be. Tell her I loved her.” And with those final words, I watched the life drain from my best friend’s eyes. He took a deep breath and he was gone. I’d killed my best friend. I’d taken away his future. All because I’d been too damn stupid to quit drinking. I made a decision at that moment. I would never have another drink. Ever.
I stood sobbing over Loralei. Praying to God for her to wake up. Praying for her to forgive me for what I’d done. When she woke up and screamed, “DECLAN!” I cried even harder.
I would never be able to forgive myself for what happened that night when I was sixteen years old.
~Coming Fall 2013~
~About the Author~
Lisa M. Harley~
I grew up in a really small town in Missouri. Very similar to the fictional towns I write about. I moved to the big city right after I graduated. I work full-time and I am mom to a beautiful little girl.
I started writing in October 2012 when a group I am a member of had a prologue contest. I didn't win the contest, but everyone who read my prologue asked for more of my story. I decided I had to finish it and get these characters that were in my head out on paper. During the writing process it became clear that these characters had a lot to say. So I realized my story was really a series:
The Destined Series
Destined to Change (Available Now)
Destined to Succeed (Available Now)
Destined to Forgive (Coming Fall 2013)
Destined to Rock (Coming Winter 2013)
Destined to Overcome (Coming Early 2014)
I am a really boring person, so this bio is super short! This is really about all there is to know about me. Sad, isn’t it. lol
I love music and honestly couldn't write without my Spotify playlist. I am kinda obsessed with frogs (not real ones) and office supplies are my downfall! I could spend my whole paycheck at the stationery store...boring, didn't I already say that? lol
Also, I am slightly addicted to Facebook and Voxer. Please message me on either one...I would love to hear from ya’ll.
Contact Information:
Facebook:
www.facebook.com/Destinedtochange
Twitter:
http://twitter.com/Lharley77
Goodreads:
http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/17368908-destined-to-succeed
Blog:
http://lisamharley.blogspot.com
Spotify (Link to DTS playlist):
Destined to Succeed (Book 2 in the Destined Series)
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