Forever and Always (5 page)

“
We can stop,” he
said.

“
Sean, you are being
annoying,” I said as I grabbed his cock and squeezed it
gently.

“
I love you,” he
whispered.

“
I love you too,
Sean.”

“
I want this to be perfect
for you.” He breathed deeply, inhaling my scent.

“
It is,” I said. “As long
as it’s with you.” His lips were on mine and I kissed him gently.
Sean pulled down my underwear and freed me from the
material.

“
You are gorgeous,” he
said as he separated my legs with his own.

“
I want you,
”
I said as he leaned over me. “I love you so much, Sean. It’s been
hell being apart from you.”

“
I know,” he said from
above me. “I know exactly what you mean.” Sean kissed me gently and
ran his hands through my hair; touching me like I was a goddess. I
realized that he was making love to me in a different way than
before. It was obvious that he was madly in love with me. He felt
the same way that I did, and my heart began to throb at the
realization.

He broke our kiss and pressed his
forehead against mine while holding himself above my body with my
legs around his waist. I felt him move inside me slowly, and I
moaned as he stretched my insides. I grabbed his arms as he moved
further inside and I whispered his name.

“
You feel amazing, Scar,”
he whispered when we was entirely within me.

“
Sean.” I gasped as he
moved inside of me. It felt amazing and right, completely different
than the last time. I knew I could do that for the rest of my life.
“Oh god,” I whispered to him.

“
I know,” he said as he
moved inside of me.

I grabbed his back and ran my hands
down his flank then back through his hair. “You feel perfect,” I
said.

“
Only for you,” he
whispered. Sean quickened his pace slightly and his lips were on
mine again. He made love to me until I felt my body give into the
all-consuming pleasure and I climaxed, whispering his name as he
moved deeper into me.

“
Sean, don’t stop,” I
whispered through my tears. No one had ever made love to me like
that before. I was so happy that Sean was the first. Sean
understood my tears were from happiness, not sadness or pain, and
he kissed them away while still moving inside of me.

“
I’ll never stop,” he said
as he reached his own euphoria and released inside of me. “For the
rest of my life, Scar.”

Sean didn’t move away or pull out. He
stayed on top of me and kissed me tenderly, showing his love for me
in his embrace alone. I ran my hands through his hair while I
stared into his eyes, understanding that he was mine forever. Sean
finally pulled away and lay down beside me. I moved closer and
wrapped my body around his. He kissed me on the head.

“
Why didn’t we do that
before?” I asked.

“
I have no idea.” He
smiled. “We shouldn’t have waited so long.” Sean grabbed my hand
and held it within his own. “You are everything to me, Scarlet. I’m
just a walking shadow without you.”

“
I am too.”

“
I wish I didn’t have to
leave tomorrow.”

I sighed. “I know.”

“
It’s going to be a shitty
five days.”

“
We can still talk every
day,” I said.

“
It’s not the same as
seeing you every day,” he said. I immediately thought of Ryan and
knew our relationship would change if I did leave—it couldn’t stay
the same. But now I couldn’t live without Sean. “You need to make a
decision soon, Scar. I don’t think I can put up with this for a
long time. I may just drag you back to New York.”

“
I’ll figure it out,
babe.” I hugged him tighter.

“
We should go back in the
living room,” he said.

“
I want to do it again,” I
said quickly.

Sean smiled at me. “I’m not a
machine,” he said. “I need a break before we go another
round.”

“
But we’ll do it again?” I
asked earnestly.

“
We can do it for the rest
of our lives.”

I smiled at him. “Let’s lay in here
for a while.”

He laughed. “Okay, Scar. I’ll make
love to you again as soon as I’m ready.”

“
I don’t want to make
love.”

His eyes shined a brighter shade.
“Then what do you want to do?”

“
I want you to fuck
me.”

Sean’s breathing increased. “I love
making love to you.”

“
I know,” I said. “But I
also know you enjoy fucking me. And I enjoy it, too.” I trailed my
hand up his chest then tickled the skin.

“
I can’t say that I’m
displeased by the idea.”

I smiled. “I know you aren’t.” I
grabbed his fully erect penis and massaged it. “I want it, Sean.
And just because it’s carnal doesn’t mean there is less love in it.
I know you love me.”

He swallowed the lump in his throat.
“I love you more than anything.”

“
And I feel the same
way.”

He cupped my face and looked at my
lips. Then, he leaned in and kissed me gently, massaging my mouth
with this own. His hand slid up my thigh until his thumb rested on
my clit. He rubbed me the same way he did last time. I immediately
began to shake for him.

“
You like
this?”

“
Yeah.”

He leaned down and licked me in the
same area his fingers were. “You really like it.”

I nodded as I bit my lip.

“
Sit up.”

I did as he commanded and he moved
behind me. He grabbed my breasts and pinched the nipples while he
separated my legs with his. I was sitting on his lap and I felt his
dick against my back. I was shaking with excitement. He kissed my
neck then trailed his lips to my ear.

“
I know I’m a little
bigger than normal,” he whispered. “And you are very
tight.”

I moaned at his words.

“
And this is going to make
it feel even fuller. But you are so wet, I don’t think it will
matter.”

I reached behind me and ran my fingers
through his hair. I felt his breaths fall on my shoulder as he
kissed my neck. The tip of his penis was leaking fluid and it stuck
to my back. I didn’t mind. It was hot.

He grabbed my hips and lifted me
slightly. Then, he pulled me down slowly onto his dick. I felt
myself expand as I took him in. Sean encouraged me to move, but he
left me to determine how quickly I wanted him inside me.

“
Oh god, Sean,” I said as
I moved down. “Sean.”

“
Yeah,” he
whispered.

I moaned louder as he pressed his
entire length inside of me.

“
You are almost there,
Scar.”

“
You’re huge,
Sean.”

He chuckled. “Thank you.”

I finally felt him stop moving as he
was completely sheathed. “God.”

He began to thrust inside of me very
slowly. “How does this feel?”

“
Oh, Sean. Yes,
yes.”

He grabbed my hips and started to
thrust harder. I watched his reflection in the mirror on the
closet. He stared at my ass while he fucked me. His chest started
to drip with sweat and the sight was enough to make me
come.

I grabbed his thigh as he pounded into
me. “I’m about to come.”

He looked in the mirror and stared at
my reflection. “Come for me. I want to watch you.”

“
Fuck me
harder.”

He did. He thrust into me with a
greater speed. “Come on, Scar.”

I screamed his name as the tidal wave
of pleasure hit me. He continued to pound into me as I rode the
high. “Sean. Sean. Fuck yeah.”

“
Fuck yes,” he said as he
watched me. “Fuck, Scar. I love watching you come.” He grabbed my
hips and started to tense as he had his orgasm. He locked his gaze
to mine as he started to come. “Scarlet. Scarlet. Yes, Scarlet.” He
finished with his final thrusts. “Yes.”

When he was done, we stayed that way
for a moment, both breathing heavily. He kissed my neck then my
cheek. His hands caressed me everywhere, confessing his love for me
silently. “I love fucking you, Scar.”

“
I love it,
too.”

“
Did I hurt
you?”

I laughed. “God, no. I loved
it.”

He smiled. “I’m glad. I know you
aren’t used to my size yet.”

“
Is that a
challenge?”

His eyes twinkled. “Are you asking me
to break you in?”

I nodded. “Please.”

“
I would love to. You will
be perfectly molded to my cock.”

“
Good,” I said. “Because
my body is only for you.”

“
And mine’s only for
you.”

4

The front door opened and closed
around eleven that night, and Ryan walked into the living
room.

“
Hey,” he said as he sat
down on the couch next to us. Sean and I were making out while we
watched a movie, but we broke apart when we heard the door
open.

“
How was the show?” I
asked.

“
It was good,” he said.
“Cortland and I laughed a lot.”

I nodded. “You didn’t meet any
girls?”

He shook his head. “None that I
wanted,” he said. “By the way, I’m having a girl over. She’ll be
gone before you wake up in the morning, so you don’t have to worry
about seeing her.”

“
Is she as lovely as that
last girl?” I asked.

Ryan smiled. “She has a lot of
tattoos, if that’s what you are asking.”

“
So you just call them and
they come over?”

“
Yes,” he said. “They are
open to casual sex.”

I shook my head. “Ryan, you need to
find someone serious. Stop messing around with these inked
girls.”

“
I already said I can’t
find anyone,” he said. “Introduce me to someone. I’m willing to do
a blind date.”

“
I don’t have any
friends,” I said. “At least not in Seattle.”

“
Hang in there,” Sean
said. “You’ll find someone.”

“
I hope so,” Ryan said.
“I’m tired of being pestered by my little sister, who didn’t get a
real boyfriend until yesterday.”

“
I hope you find what I’ve
found, Ryan.”

My brother looked at me and Sean. “Me
too,” he said quietly. He walked down the hallway and disappeared.
Sean started kissing me again and we made out on the couch until
there was a knock on the door. Ryan answered it and a girl came
into the apartment. As soon as the door was opened, Ryan and she
were going at it against the wall. Ryan pulled away and they walked
to his bedroom.

I shook my head and started kissing
Sean again. “Let’s go in my room.”

“
No,” Sean said quickly.
“Your brother is in the next room.”

We both heard the headboard slam into
the wall and the girl start moaning in Ryan’s room. I stared at
Sean. “I don’t think he cares.” I laughed.

“
It’s still
disrespectful.”

The headboard crashing into the wall
echoed throughout the house. “He won’t even notice,” I
said.

Sean laughed. “He has a lot of built
up sexual energy, doesn’t he?”

“
Well, he’s been
babysitting me for the past few weeks,” I said as I got up. My
shirt fell from my body and I pulled down my pants, standing in
just my underwear and bra in front of him. Then, I carried my
clothes into my bedroom. After I got into bed, Sean came into the
room and closed the door behind him. I smiled in victory as he took
off his clothes and crawled on top of me. Ryan and his friend could
be heard through the walls, and it made us both laugh.

“
He knows we can hear him,
right?” Sean asked.

“
He isn’t stupid,” I said
as I pulled his lips to mine.

“
Well, most of the time
you act like he is.”

“
That’s because he
is.”

Sean pulled away. “Is this weird?” he
asked hesitantly.

“
It is,” I said. “You are
lying on top of a girl, who is naked and damn fine, and all you
care about is my brother?”

Sean smiled at me then leaned over.
Our lips were glued together again as Sean inserted himself within
me and moved delicately, making love to me like last time. After a
few moments, it became more carnal. Because we were making out on
the couch for the entire movie, we were both ready for more. Sean
pounded into me harder than last time, which I didn’t mind in the
least. I rocked my hips from below, beckoning him to thrust into me
faster. Not only were we making love, but we were releasing our
sexual desire for one another. I trusted him and didn’t mind being
so overtly sexual with him. “I want it harder, Sean.” I
moaned.

He picked up his pace. “You got it,
babe.”