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Ted brushed her misgivings aside. ‘It’ll be worth it, what’s a bit of family upset? The struggle’s worth it.’

‘Yes,’ she said, bristling slightly, ‘I wouldn’t be here, if I didn’t think it was worth it.’

At the door she shook hands with the other two dockers, and Ernest’s driver showed her to the waiting car. He opened the back door for her, got in to the front himself and set off towards London Bridge. They had been driving for several minutes, when she leaned forward to tap on the sliding window between her and the driver.

‘Simmons, could you turn round? I’d like to take a different route home.’

She gave him instructions, and a puzzled look passed across his young face. But he merely turned the car round, with a nod of his head, and drove towards Rotherhithe as she had asked. The gas lamps along Southwark Park Road were still blazing, but their cheerful glow soon receded. The lamps grew sparser as they skirted the entrance to Brunel’s tunnel and moved into the area of docks and wharves strung along the great loop of the river at Rotherhithe. The driver followed her occasional instructions and then stopped when she tapped on the window again. They had come to a street that fronted on to the Thames. A sign pointed to Globe Stairs, down on the foreshore. The little row of terraced houses was squashed between the wide blackness of the Thames on one side and the square, silent basin of Globe Dock behind. Here and there, the indigo skyline was pierced by the black bows and masts of ships, many of them marooned and still unencumbered of their cargos, while they waited for the dockers’ strike to end.

‘I won’t be long, Simmons.’

She peered at the door numbers as she walked down the dimly lit street, and hesitated before eventually stopping at the last house in the little terrace. She knocked, a weak knock; certainly it seemed less loud than the pounding of her own heart. The door was opened by a young man with dark wavy hair. He didn’t smile, just swung the door wide open and stepped to one side.

‘Hello, Sam,’ Eliza said.

*

Nellie’s lungs burned and she was gulping in painful breaths by the time she arrived at the front door of their terraced house in Vauban Street. A gas lamp hissed and flickered halfway down the street and a few of the houses still had lights in the downstairs windows, but her own home was in darkness, with the shutters closed. She banged on the front door and when no one answered, stooped to call, in a half whisper, through the letterbox.

‘Alice, it’s Nellie, let me in!’

She heard footsteps on the stairs and, for a moment, was relieved that her sister had heard her. Then she heard her father’s voice booming.

‘Get back to bed, girl. I told her ten!’

Her sister’s muffled, pleading voice floated down to her and Nellie put her ear to the letterbox.

‘Please, Dad, she can’t stay out all night.’

She heard no reply, just her father’s footsteps, thumping down the stairs.

Nellie’s face was wet with sweat from her run in the sticky warm night, but now she shivered on the doorstep. She wasn’t sure which terrified her more, a night out here on the streets or a confrontation with her father. The front door was flung open and his large figure filled the passageway. He was dressed only in long johns and a hastily donned pair of trousers, baggy at the waist and held up by a pair of braces. He looked faintly ridiculous, but she wasn’t going to laugh, not now.

‘I’m sorry, Dad, I lost track of—’

‘What’s it to be?’ Her father held up the thick leather belt that he usually wore as well as his braces.

‘This, or a night on the streets?’

His voice was quiet and controlled, but his face was even redder than usual and thin spittle had collected at the corners of his mouth. She knew there was nothing George Clark hated more than to be crossed, especially by his children. Nellie avoided looking directly at him.

‘I’ll come in then.’ She knew what was coming.

He took her by the elbow and marched her into the little kitchen. She shot a glance up the stairs, to see her pale-faced sister hovering at the top. Alice shook her head, in a resigned way, that told Nellie she had tried on her sister’s behalf and failed. Nellie managed a weak smile, before being pulled into the kitchen. There her father grabbed her hand and administered his usual six smart slaps of the belt.

‘You dare defy me again and you’ll get more than that, next time!’

His large red nose glowed with exertion and what Nellie guessed was the effect of a drop too much of his favourite tipple. She wanted to grab the belt and strike him back. Images of red welts across his cheek flashed into her mind. But it was useless, then she really would be on the streets. One thing she wouldn’t give him was a tear. The bloody big bully could wait till kingdom come for that, she thought, in silent rebellion.

‘Get up to bed and don’t think you’re going out again of a night. And you dare lie to me again! I know it was a barefaced lie, about that Bosher boy being there tonight. You listen to me, girl, him and his Bolshy friends are trouble. Always stirring up people to be discontented with what they’ve got. Prancing about on soapboxes, telling me I’m hard done by. I can look after me own, and I don’t need some jumped-up docker’s son telling me different. I don’t want you having nothing more to do with them union lot. D’yer hear?’

Now he was shouting. Of course she heard, the whole bloody street could hear. She nodded, longing to get away, and then he let her go. She followed him upstairs and crept into the front bedroom, where, as expected, three heads shot up. The two boys, Freddie and Bobby, sat up in their bed, looking at her expectantly, and Alice jumped out of the bed she shared with Nellie, to put her arm round her.

‘Did the old git hurt you, Nell?’ she whispered.

‘Nah,’ Nellie lied, ‘he’s getting old and soft.’ But her palm stung as if a hot poker had been laid across it.

‘Gawd, you’re shaking, though.’

‘It’s temper, Al. I’m only shaking ’cause I can’t have a go back at the old sod.’

‘Come on, love, let me help you get changed,’ said Alice, starting to unbutton the back of her blouse.

But Nellie noticed that the two wide-eyed boys were still staring at her. Bobby, especially, looked close to tears. She knew his soft heart would not be able to manage seeing her vulnerable or in pain.

‘Go on, boys, back to kip,’ she said encouragingly. ‘I’m a tough old boot!’ She reached down to tickle Bobby and give Freddie a hug, before pulling the little curtain that separated their half of the room from the boys’ beds.

‘It’s so unfair, Al,’ she went on in a whisper. ‘He treats me like I’m still a child, but if it weren’t for me he’d have no one to cook and clean for him, or to look after the boys.’

She was seething as Alice tried to calm her.

‘Don’t leave us, Nell, will you? He’s harder on you than the rest of us and I know it’s not fair, but we’d be lost without you.’

When Nellie saw her sister’s lip trembling, she forgot her own injuries. It was easy to forget Alice was little more than a child herself.

‘Shhh, love, ’course I’m not leaving you, it’s just I think he could let me have a bit of a life.’

They didn’t dare light the lamp, so in the darkness, Alice helped Nellie out of her blouse and skirt. And when they were in bed, the sisters put their arms round each other, till they had both stopped shaking.

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I would like to thank my agent Anne Williams at Kate Hordern Literary Agency and my editor Rosie de Courcy, their insight and inspiration has helped make this a much better book than it otherwise would have been. Thanks also to all the team at Head of Zeus for their professionalism and unfailing enthusiasm.

Thanks to my fellow Bexley Scribblers for continued enthusiastic support; to Stephen Potter at the Southwark Local Studies Library for guiding me through Bermondsey Borough Council’s meticulous bomb damage maps and log books; to Ann ‘Nanan’ Nash for stories about Dix’s Place and Troubles, the dog; and to Violet Henderson and Jim Munday for sharing their memories of working at Garner’s and Atkinson’s factories during the Second World War. I am grateful to Michael and Bill Gibson for sharing their knowledge of aviation history and horse racing during the war.

I would also like to acknowledge the work of Theresa Tyrrell and the Bermondsey Memories project in helping to preserve my own parents’ reminiscences of their wartime service in the ATS and RAF. Many thanks to my ever supportive family and friends, especially to Josie Bartholomew, without whom this book could not have been written.

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M
ARY
G
IBSON
was born and brought up in Bermondsey, where both her grandmother and mother were factory girls. She is the author of the bestselling
Custard Tarts and Broken Hearts
, which was selected for World Book Night in 2015. Her second book,
Jam & Roses
, was published by Head of Zeus in 2015. She lives in Kent.