Heart Ripper - Coffin Nails MC (gay biker M/M romance) (Sex & Mayhem Book 9) (11 page)

He shouldn’t, he shouldn’t, he shouldn’t.

David closed his eyes and let his fingers wander
to the front of Raja’s jeans, already feeling blood drain down his own body.
He’d been dreaming about that cock for so long… He popped open the button of
Raja’s pants, and even the smell of daisies was surreal, the petals so soft
against his skin.

Raja shuddered and pressed his upper body against
David’s. His face moved, caressing David’s skin, but when their lips met,
explosions of heat robbed David of any rational thought. The rough denim rubbed
against his palm when Raja’s hips thrust forward. David opened his palm,
letting it happen as he opened his lips for Raja.

Even Coach Teller had never had such a profound
effect on him. Maybe it was because he was just a crush, whereas Raja was real
in the force with which he crashed into David’s heart whenever he wanted to?
And David could have run, screamed, told Hunter all about it, but he didn’t. He
kept Raja a secret. His only. No one would ever know how Raja made David squirm
and talk dirty.

Raja’s lips were pure heat, and the gentle slide
of his tongue tugged on something deep within David, releasing the barriers he’d
carefully built up around himself. “Come on, take it out. Remind yourself how
it feels,” whispered Raja, rolling his hips against David’s palm. The hardness beneath
denim was already noticeable.

“This is so wrong…” David uttered, but pulled down
the zipper of Raja’s pants, so deliciously crowded in the corner that he could
hardly breathe. When he slid his hand down Raja’s pubes, all the way into his
briefs, he couldn’t hold back a moan. His cock was so thick but fit so well
into David’s hand as he pulled it out and gave it a slow pump. His mind was in
chaos, and even though he wasn’t capable of putting together another sentence,
his body knew what it was doing as he gently pumped the dry cock.

Raja groaned and nearly chewed on David’s lips
when they kissed again, rocking their bodies together. A whole month of no
contact, and the moment he came through the door, he got a handjob for just
being the way he was? David was ashamed of wanting to pleasure Raja so badly.
He should have made Raja wait, make Raja court him, invite Raja out on a date,
wait until they were boyfriends, yet here he was, heaving, horny, with his hand
glued to Raja’s dick in adoration.

Raja groaned and broke the kiss for just long
enough that he could pull the front of David’s shirt over his head and leave
the chest uncovered. Rough fingers trailed David’s stomach, then cupped the
front of David’s pants too.

David gasped, engulfed in the scent of Raja’s
cologne, arousal, and daisies. He felt overwhelmed, tense, yet safe at the same
time. He slipped his hand to Raja’s neck, feeling the hot pulse with his thumb.
Was his own chest to Raja’s taste? David was slim and did sports, but he wasn’t
exactly muscular like Raja.

Raja was sucking on David’s tongue when he
squeezed his wrist and pulled his hand away from the hard, throbbing cock. He
lapped at David’s chin and grinned. “Show me your palms,” he uttered.

David swallowed and turned over his hands, to
present his palms. A tiny voice in his head whispered to him that he could lose
his job over this, yet a louder one screamed that it wouldn’t matter if he only
got to touch Raja and be touched in return.

Raja took out a small packet, very much like the little
sachets of condiments used in fast food restaurants, and opened it before
squirting the contents into David’s hand. The gel was colorless and almost too
cool to the touch when his skin was so hot from the closeness, but Raja kissed
him again, and all David’s worries melted in a whirlwind of soft hair, warm
skin, and smooth daisies. He yelped when Raja pulled down David’s shorts,
freeing his rock-hard dick.

“Now make your dick nice and slick,” said Raja,
nipping at David’s lip.

David gave him a quick kiss. They had a
connection. It couldn’t just be David’s imagination, he was sure of it. He
swallowed and grabbed his own cock, unsure if he was excited or embarrassed
over being watched. “Is this something people generally do?” He looked down to
Raja’s thick cock right next to his.

Raja grinned, amused by David’s inexperience, but
he didn’t pull away or make any mean comments, and instead, ground his dick
against David’s stomach. “I’ll show you how it’s gonna be when my cock’s inside
your tight little ass.”

David’s heart was beating as fast as after a ten
mile run.

Raja wants to have sex with me.

On some level, it had been obvious, but on
another, it was a revelation. After all, Raja could have only come over because
he was having a slow morning, just to disappear again.

“I’m not really sure about that,” David said, but
started jerking off to the fantasy. His bed, Raja on top of him, his heavy body
pushing David into the mattress, his hand on David’s lips to keep him from
waking up Hunter, and a steady pumping into his ass. In and out. In and out.
One body slapping against the other.

Raja licked the seam of David’s lips and reached
between them, putting both of David’s hands on the slick cock. The wet touch
was incredible, even more so with Raja directing David’s hands. “You ever
touched your asshole?” whispered Raja, steadily moving both of David’s hands
over the trembling cock.

"No!" David exclaimed, in retrospect,
maybe too quickly, but this was a shameful secret he wasn’t about to share.
Raja’s presence so close was making him light-headed, as if this were all a
dream. He leaned his face between Raja’s pecs and sniffed him.

Raja laughed and pulled David’s head in, burying
his face in that heavenly valley at the center of Raja’s chest. Coarse, short
hairs tickled David’s lips, but his attention immediately turned somewhere else
when Raja’s smooth cockhead slid over the base of David’s prick, as if asking
to slide into the cradle of David’s hands alongside his own cock.

“Can I touch them together?” David mumbled, lulled
into becoming a throbbing mess of arousal. No other man evoked such feelings in
him. He didn’t know if it was because Raja gave him his first sexual
experience, or simply because he was so amazing, confident, and dangerous, but
it didn’t matter. David wanted him. And since he’d moved out of his parents’
house, he’d learned a lot about making his own decisions and pursuing his
dreams. He took a deep breath of Raja-scented air.

“Open them up for me, and I’m gonna take it from
there,” whispered Raja, pushing at David’s hands until they let him in, and he
growled with enthusiasm, pressing David’s whole body against the door. The
pressure, the slide of another dick next to his had David gasping, but Raja
wasn’t through with it yet and started a steady, thrusting motion with his
hips. “That’s right, open up that greedy hole.”

“Oh f—” David bit his lip to not let the profanity
spill. The moment Raja finished his sentence, David’s arousal levels
skyrocketed. Raja wanted him and would make David his. That’s how he would be
talking to David all night long before leaving his cum on David’s sheets.

“It’s so tight around me. Scared?” whispered Raja,
pulling his teeth over David’s earlobe as he thrust into the slippery hole of
David’s hands and cock harder and faster. His powerful body stiffened every
time he pushed in, teasing David’s own dick with each stroke.

“Yes.” David’s breathing became erratic, as he
imagined that thick, hot shaft pushing into him, and he couldn’t stop himself
from trembling. “Will it hurt?”

Raja rested his forehead against David’s, tickling
him with his warm breath as they stilled against the door, trembling with heat
and lust. “It won’t,” he rasped and brushed his thumb over David’s cheek. “I
know what I’m doing,” he said and thrust hard into David’s hand again.

David’s moan sounded so wanton he bit his lip to
shut himself up. Would he feel Raja’s cock throbbing inside of him the way he
did now? Even though he dreamed of being the only man in Raja’s life, he was
grateful for Raja having all the experience with sex that David was missing.
David clenched his ass when his imagination once again drifted off to him being
fucked by Raja.

He dared to look into Raja’s eyes but only
whispered. “I’m a dirty boy, I want it.”

Raja’s breath became ragged, and he fucked David’s
hands harder, teasing David’s cock in a way he never thought possible. It was
on fire.

“You’re my dirty little slut. I’m gonna cum in
you, and you’re gonna take every drop,” he rasped against David’s lips as he
pressed him even harder against the door. The thrusts became more intense,
primal, and for a moment it really felt as if Raja was fucking David,
pleasuring them both with his perfect dick.

David should hate being called that way, he knew
he should, but Raja said it in a way so sexy David soaked up every word. He’d
be filthy with another man’s cum, and he’d love it. What else was he if not a
slut. Even if he was gay, he wasn’t in bed with his boyfriend, he was at the
back of the store where he worked, talking about being fucked in the ass, and
getting a hand— jerk— whatever-it-was job.

David whimpered into Raja’s lips when he came. “I
will, I’m so bad.”

Raja moaned and pushed his hips into David’s hand
even harder. It became too much, so David dropped his own cock, but he squeezed
his palms around Raja and watched his skin flush, his chest rise, his lips
quiver as he came, shooting into David’s hands and on his bare stomach.

“You can’t wait to spread your legs for me, isn’t
that right?” whispered Raja, catching deep breaths as he sank against David.

David didn’t even have the energy to lie anymore.
He wanted to hug Raja but didn’t know how to go about it with his hands all
dirty and slippery. “I’ve been waiting for you to come back.”

Raja smirked and rolled his hips against David
gently, merging their lips in another heated kiss. Even though they just came,
the electricity in Raja’s touch was still there. “So you didn’t hook up with
anyone to spite me?”

David licked Raja’s gums, hazy and completely
spent. “I can only think of you.”

Raja made a strange sound that oddly resembled a
whimper, and he pressed his mouth to David’s softly. “Why?”

So it was truth time. David took a deep breath,
not ashamed anymore, just enjoying their naked bodies touching. “Because you’re
everything my life isn’t. Sexy, exciting, like a living, breathing adventure
that I never want to end.”

Raja exhaled, watching him in silence. He stroked
his fingertips over David’s cheek, and just this simple touch was enough to
make David tremble again. “So you’ll meet up with me again, my dirty little
boy?”

David wanted to shake his head, say he wanted
commitment first, that he also wanted to be the only one for Raja, but he
nodded. “Yes.”

Raja smiled and gave David a little smooch. “Turn
around. I’ll give you a teaser for what’s to come.”

David’s eyes went wide. “What? No, not here.” It
was enough that he had cum on him.

Raja laughed and grabbed David’s arms, rapidly
turning him to face the door. David couldn’t bring himself to protest when Raja
pulled at his hips and told him to look back. His heart thudded furiously when
he did as he was told. Raja’s gaze met his and with the slowest of movements,
Raja lapped at his fingers while ghosting his hand over David’s buttocks.

David pressed against the door even harder,
sweating, panicked, excited, and all of those mixed up into a feeling of
anticipation he couldn’t name. He loved that Raja knew exactly what he wanted.

Those dark, intense eyes never left David’s when
he spat on his hand and softly pressed the wet fingers between David’s
buttocks. It was as if fireworks erupted in David’s balls, and he pushed
against the gentle, fleeting touch. He whimpered and stood on his toes but
wouldn’t tell Raja to stop, too excited for words. The way Raja looked at him
made all the butterflies in his chest flutter their wings. As if David really
was the only one Raja had eyes for. As if David’s buttocks were a sight to
behold, and pushing between them, Raja’s only dream.

“You like that, huh?” whispered Raja, rubbing the
flesh that for once felt oddly sensitive, almost quivering in anticipation.
“It’s gonna be even better.”

“I don’t know…” David felt obliged to say, because
he did in fact know. It felt fantastic. As if up until now Raja was only
tracing his fingers over the surface of David’s desire and was about to dip
them in and create a whole new word for lust.

Raja laughed and pulled back his fingers, ending
it all with a playful slap to David’s ass. “Of course. You can say that all you
want.”

David couldn’t even force himself to turn around,
just standing there and heaving at the door, with his sweaty cheek pressed
against the wood and his ass on show for Raja. Who wasn’t even his boyfriend.

The sound of Raja pulling up his pants was a
signal for David that this was over, but he couldn’t bring himself to turn
around and get himself in order yet. He looked back, and watching Raja buckle his
belt and re-arrange his clothes gave him a jolt of voyeuristic pleasure. When
Raja looked back at him, David couldn’t even pretend he wasn’t looking.

David bent down to the pants around his ankles to
get some tissues, and only then he turned around slowly. It was actually useful
that Raja had pulled up his shirt because it would have been cumstained
otherwise.

“I’ll be working today with your sperm on me…” he
whispered and pulled his pants up with his cheeks burning.

Raja laughed and rubbed his nose against David’s
forehead. “In the real world, we say
cum
.”

David let out a long exhale and leaned in for a
kiss as he zipped up his pants. “
Cum
,” he said into Raja’s lips with a
little smile he couldn’t help. He was too elated for his own good.