Authors: t
And lust is what he felt, he told himself. Nothing else. Certainly not anything like love. There was no room in his long life for love, not when he had to recreate himself every fifty years and his lover grew old and withered away. Besides, he had allowed himself to love once and the results had been disastrous on a whole fledgling nation. He became a hermit for a long time after that. And then he found the Templars.
Still, Sara was powerfully alluring. Her body was soft curves that he wanted to press against while he ran his hands through the cloud of silken hair. With the wolf’s keen nose, he could pick up her unique womanly scent from across the room. And yesterday had been nearly over-powering. Grief did that, he supposed. Her shields had been down.
And that surprised him too. He’d blocked McCain’s mind probe, but it had
channeled through her. There was something a little bit mysterious about Sara. The herbs he’d found—he hadn’t seen crushed mistletoe since the Druids worshipped in oak groves. The symbols of the Sacred Feminine—as Brighid was referred to in these times—scattered around her apartment suggested something that ran deep below the surface of personality and beautiful looks. He’d known the faerie, Nimue, since Arthur’s time. She didn’t attach herself to anyone unless they had a Gift.
He paused in his pacing and thought of his sister, Brighid, the bestower of
Avalon’s Gifts. The painting on Sara’s wall had startled him, for it was a rendering of Avalon, a place he didn’t know if he would ever see again. He had lost his own sun-god divinity when he came to Earth, so only Brighid could part the mists for him now. And with the Christians, Muslims and Jews at each other’s throats around the world, the gentler teachings of the Goddess path were receding deeper into shrouded veils of secrecy.
It was a blood-thirsty world, this twenty-first century. The Mongols, Romans, Huns, and Saxons had been brutal. The World Wars and Viet Nam had taken lives, but SEARCH FOR THE SPEAR Cynthia Breeding 60
this … this was Balor’s triumph. He had finally gotten the perfect combination. Suicidal terrorists in countries that had the capabilities for weapons of mass destruction.
And Balor was close. First the wolf attack and now the murder. He doubted that Sara had gotten ill on one drink. He suspected that Caldwell had slipped something into it, although he couldn’t prove it, since Sara had refused to go a doctor. Drugging women to make them compliant disgusted him. Strike One, as the Americans said. If Caldwell were somehow linked to his grandfather, that would be Strike Two. Gavin was still working on that. If Lucas ever found out that Caldwell was behind the slaying of that old man, he would release the wolf with pleasure.
But first the Hallows must be found. After the murder and whatever had
transpired at lunch with Caldwell, he didn’t want to leave Sara alone. He knew she had a gun, she’d showed it to him before they left, but a gun wouldn’t stop Balor.
He’d have to take her with him. But how he was going to manage to keep things platonic, when even now his cock grew hard thinking of her, he didn’t know.
* * * *
Caldwell fidgeted with the jacket he’d taken off, the steam from the water
forming beads of perspiration on his forehead. “The drugs were working. She’d agreed to let me take her home.”
“And you let Ramsey get in your way.” Again. He was getting tired of the
Templar. Something would have to be done about him.
“I didn’t have much choice.”
Baylor contemplated him with his good eye while he took a slow sip of cognac.
Waited long enough until he could see sweat rolling off Caldwell’s face and staining the armpits of his shirt.
“Warm?” he asked impassively.
“Yeah. It’s … it’s hot in here.” Caldwell stammered.
They keep the room at a friggin’ sixty-eight degrees because of the tub. He knew damn well why Caldwell was sweating. He had failed him. And men paid for that.
Caldwell knew it.
“Then take off your clothes and join me,” he said.
“Ah … no, thanks. Maybe I could just wait for you outside?” Caldwell took a
step backward toward the door.
“It wasn’t a request.”
Caldwell stared at him and for a moment, Baylor actually thought he might
refuse. Adrenaline surged through him. None of his quarries ever got away. By the demons he commanded, was his prey going to give him cause for chase? He needed to be brought to heel. He lifted the patch over his eye slightly and turned toward the man.
Caldwell doubled over in pain, clutching his belly. “My god, I feel like a knife has been run through me,” he gasped.
Baylor smiled benignly and settled the patch back over his eye. “Sorry. It must have slipped.”
Caldwell wasn’t stupid. It didn’t take him long to figure it out. He hung the jacket on the back of the chair and took off his shirt and pants. Pulling off his socks, he started to step into the tub.
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“Alan. You know the rules.” He took another sip of brandy while he watched the man’s emotions play over his face. Surprise. Shock. A flash of anger. Resentment.
Caldwell had never been disciplined before. This might be even more enjoyable that he had thought.
“I’m waiting.”
Caldwell looked a little desperate, but surprisingly his voice was calm. Baylor gave him a mental point for that. This game was going to be fun.
“I prefer getting naked in front of women, not men,” he said.
“Apparently you aren’t too successful with that,” Baylor answered and was
pleased when the other man winced. “I want to make sure you really are a man. If you are, then maybe I’ll let you try to take the girl again. You know what to do.”
Baylor could feel the strength of the other man’s hatred and it nourished him as he inhaled it. Perhaps he should make Caldwell fondle him instead. He had no preference on who gave him release when he wanted it. And he was beginning to want it.
“I think I may bend the rules a little, just this once,” he said pleasantly and suppressed a smile at the relief on Alan’s face. He finished off the drink and set the glass down beside the tub. “Since you’re acting like an adolescent about taking your skivvies off, you can pump my cock instead. If you succeed in jacking me off, I’ll know you can probably make a woman come.”
In a flurry of movement, the briefs went flying and Cantwell began masturbating, his eyes closed, his face red.
“Ah. Humiliation. I like it,” Baylor said. “Shall I finish for you?”
Caldwell didn’t answer but jerked harder and faster until with a groan, his seed shot out. Baylor laughed as he sank into the tub.
“You could at least thank me.”
Caldwell opened his eyes to mere slits. “For what?”
“Oh, come now.” Baylor stopped and gave a short bark. “I forgot. You just did.
But the thanks should be for letting you obtain your own pleasure without the pain that I usually require.”
He grunted.
“Hmmm. You are most unappreciative,” Baylor admonished. “Well, that bit of
chastisement was for disappointing me. I had wanted to see a video of the bitch being screwed. Hard. You were right. She has nice tits. “This,” he said as he reached over the edge of the tub to pick up something, “is going to be a reminder that you didn’t get the copy that I asked for.”
Caldwell’s eyes widened as he looked at the cilice Baylor was holding. The
spikes on the leather belt would penetrate the flesh when strapped on his thigh and tightened. “God Almighty, where did you get that?”
Baylor gave him a cold smile. “Actually, I find it highly ironic that some
Christians think their benevolent God wants them to use this. It really is more of a devil’s tool. I’d nearly forgotten about this device. It was kind of Dan Brown to bring it up in his book.” He stroked the smooth leather slowly and sensually and then turned it over to run his fingertips over the points. He rubbed a drop of blood off one. “I sharpened them to make it more effective,” he said and held it out. “Do you want to put it on or shall I?”
“If I refuse?”
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Baylor touched his eye patch. “How much pain can you take? The cilice would
seem a merciful weapon.”
Caldwell took a deep breath. “I know you can kill when you lift that eye patch. I also know you like making the victim suffer slowly. But what good am I to you dead or totally incapacitated?”
Baylor’s adrenaline surged again. By the Unseelie Court! The man had balls. He hadn’t had anyone stand up to him, really stand up to him, since Hitler. And Adolph had truly considered himself a god of equal stature. Pity. Ultimately, it cost him the war.
Baylor refused to consider anyone an equal. But still, he enjoyed a game of cat-and-mouse with someone who had guts.
“What good are you to me now?”
“I can still get the copy.”
“How? If she gets sick again, she won’t blame it on a drink.”
“I have a key to her place.”
Baylor raised an eyebrow. “How did you get that?”
Caldwell allowed himself a small smile. “I didn’t know if I’d need it at some other time so I decided to take the precaution of making an indention when I put her keys in my pocket. A little modeling clay is a good thing to carry.”
“Hmmm.” Yes, ‘Dolf would have liked this man. “Perhaps I can reserve
judgment for a bit.” He laid the cilice down on the floor.
“I can get in tonight if you want,” Caldwell said.
“No. Not so soon. That damnable Ramsey will be hovering over her for a day or two. And if she goes to Nova Scotia the copy will no doubt go with her. See what you can find out at Smith’s first. No sense in taking the risk of getting caught for nothing. I don’t tolerate mistakes well, as you know. Don’t fail me this time.” His hand just barely touched the leather belt.
Caldwell went just a shade pale. “I won’t fail.”
* * * *
Lucas was standing by the window, looking out at the gardens that were carefully tended. With the sunlight filtering in, it cast him in golden shadow, making him look like a bronzed Celtic god. She caught her breath at the broad expanse of his naked shoulders, and then realized he was wearing a tan polo shirt drawn tight over hard muscles. Better not think about Lucas nude. She had a mission to accomplish.
“If you think I’m going to stay here in Texas while you chase down the Hallows, you’re wrong,” she said a little too loudly.
Lucas turned away from the window, his amber eyes seeming to glow in the
sunlight. “Good morn to ye, too, lass.”
Did he have to look so devastatingly irresistible? Mission, remember? “Sorry,”
she said in a softer tone. “It’s just that I have to do something to avenge the professor.
And I can’t stay home while .... ”
“You may come.”
Come? Did he have to put it like that? Muscles clenched deep in her belly as she of his shaft deep inside her, thrusting hard. She felt herself blush. Stop it! “What made SEARCH FOR THE SPEAR Cynthia Breeding 63
you change your mind?”
He gave her a slow, lop-sided grin. “Maybe I just thought I was fighting a losing battle and decided to surrender.”
She didn’t think he lost many battles, but the thought of him ‘surrendering’ gave her imagination whole new ideas, like listening to him moan in earnest as she slowly licked the length of his erection and then teased its head with the tip of her tongue. Stop!
That lop-sided smile wasn’t helping matters. It could melt glaciers. Big ones. Hello?
Remember the Three Losers? Don’t fall for a sinfully wicked smile again! She lifted her chin. I’ll just keep this businesslike. She sighed and mentally zipped up his pants. She was glad that Nim had stayed home. The faerie would have given her a good poke.
“Good. I’m glad that’s settled. When do we leave?”
“Not so fast.” Lucas sat down at the small table and motioned for her to join him.
“Let’s take a look at these verses again.”
He shuffled some papers while she took a seat. “I think the lines that your friend brought up, makes it pretty clear that we need to look for the spear first,” Lucas said as he handed a sheet to her. “But I don’t know about the second one. Roses climbing to heaven? There are hundreds of thousands of trellises in gardens everywhere. And a Druid’s tree would be an oak. Pretty common.”
Sara studied both verses for several minutes. “Hmmm. Dawn could mean that
the spear could only be seen in a certain light, perhaps.” She looked at the second verse and suddenly recalled Michael’s calling of the quarters during the full moon. She sat up straighter. “Directions,” she said. “I think that’s a clue.”
“Huh? Ye doona make sense, lass.”
“Yes, I do! What direction does dawn come from? East. Are you familiar with Tarot? Or astrology? The disc/platter/pentacle’s element is earth and its direction north.
The chalice, of course, holds water and its direction is west. The direction of sunset and the Otherworld, according to Celtic legends. The sword is fire—as in the avenging archangel Michael—the direction is south. And the spear,” she said with emphasis, “is the element of air and its direction is east, just like dawn.” She put the paper down triumphantly. “And Nova Scotia is east of here.”
Lucas gave her a little smile. “Unless the world has shifted off its base, yes.”
“Then what are we waiting for? Let’s go to Oak Island.”