There was nothing to do for the next few hours but wait. Tanner checked and rechecked his weapons, the knife inside his boot, the pistol strapped to his calf beneath his pants. I stared off into the distance, replaying Wesley’s voice in my head over and over.
I’m sorry that we have to kill Mary, Eliza, but this is our only chance. Don’t you see?
How could Wesley betray me this way?
When I thought he was dead, I had mourned him, properly, with love and sadness. I could miss him and hurt in a way that made sense. Now nothing made sense. My feelings for Wesley were a confused blur. And then there was Tanner, making everything even more complicated.
Tanner listened at our train car door for clues as to what was going on outside. A portion of the rebel camp had already begun leaving for the palace, but they were heading out in shifts, and too many still remained to safely bust out of our car just yet.
“From what I can tell,” he said, “a few guards have been ordered to stay at camp just to keep an eye on our prison car. But I expected that.”
I nodded, watching Tanner as he paced back and forth, a high-strung ball of energy, but still focused. Sometimes, he tossed his dark brown hair back from his face with a restless energy. He was so different from Wesley, who would have spent these moments sitting utterly still.
And what was Wesley doing now? Setting a bomb that would kill my sister, with hands I knew so well, hands that had held me close, curled in my hair as we kissed. I couldn’t believe it.
“Eliza.” I dimly realized that Tanner had been saying my name repeatedly. “I think it’s time.” He put his ear to the door and listened. “If we wait any longer, we’ll risk missing Mary. Are you ready?”
“I’ve been ready for hours,” I said, standing up so quickly I got dizzy.
Tanner attached two of the explosives to the doorway and turned to me. “Once these go off we have to make a break for it. Head for the Jeep, and don’t stop or slow down for any reason. If we get separated, go on to the palace tunnels without me. I’ll catch up to you.”
“I don’t want to get separated,” I said.
His face softened. “I will do everything in my power to not let that happen. But remember to save yourself first. Worrying about me will only slow you down.”
I didn’t like the sound of this warning. “You said there are probably guards out there anticipating an escape attempt,” I said. “Do you really think we can get past them?”
Tanner patted at his gun. “Yes,” he said. “I do.”
Then he reached for me, pulling me toward him. “But if anything happens, Eliza, I want you to know—”
I couldn’t bear it, couldn’t listen to him say that he loved me. Not right now, with everything I was feeling swirling so confusingly inside me. So I did the only thing I could think of to stop him from saying it.
I kissed him.
It was a quick kiss, light and soft on the lips. I let it last for just a moment, then stepped away.
“Okay,” he said, grinning, his face flushed. “Now let’s go save your sister.”
I stepped back to the far end of the car, ducking down behind a torn-up leather seat as he pulled the insectlike explosive from his pocket. He fastened it onto the train door’s surface and ran to me, ducking down alongside me just in time.
The blast was small but effective. I winced, squeezing my eyes shut, reopening them to find that what had been the door was now a gaping hole, and the inside of the train car had filled with gray smoke.
“Go, go, go!” Tanner ran ahead of me with his gun drawn.
There were a few rebels left behind to watch us. They’d all been knocked down by the blast. Some of them appeared to be injured, but none of them had been killed. One caught Tanner by the ankle, bringing him tumbling down to the ground.
I hesitated.
“Go!” Tanner screamed.
I ran ahead as fast as my legs would carry me, trying to ignore the sounds of fighting behind me.
But then two gunshots rang out, echoing across the Tube, and I froze in my tracks.
Tanner
.
“Tanner!” I screamed.
I started running back toward the noise. I couldn’t lose him, not him, too. I had a terrible flashback to the moment when I looked over the railing of the tanker, right after Wesley had been thrown overboard, and realized that my world would never be the same.
But then he appeared, running straight for me with blood-splattered clothes. He caught me by the hand and we continued through the Underground together.
We didn’t stop running until we were out onto the street and in sight of the Jeep. I was running on adrenaline, the high of Tanner surviving, of him being there with me at my side, hitting me with full force. I almost felt like I could fly.
Before I knew it, we had parked the Jeep and were dropping down into the palace tunnel entrance. Sweating, hyperventilating, limbs aching, we let ourselves freefall into the tunnel’s black-hole darkness.
Tanner landed beside me with a thump. When I caught his eyes I could see they were filled with hope.
“We made it,” he said, his chest heaving.
“Almost.” I pulled him off the ground to a standing position. “Follow me.”
We moved in sync, running together as I led the way, pure instinct kicking in. I could navigate these tunnels with my eyes closed if I had to. Each step was bringing us closer to Mary’s bedchamber, where she would be getting ready. We would get there and help her escape before the blast.
I thought I heard sounds farther along the tunnels, but I just turned and redirected our route, making us run faster. No living soul could outwit me in this maze. It belonged to me and my sister.