Madness or Purpose (7 page)

Taking her for her word I graze her soft skin with my teeth and bite at her ear lobes. She lets out breathy moans and ripples of electricity run between us. Then slowly I trace lower and lower down her chest. I slide my hands up her sides and cup her wet, soft, supple breasts. I roughly rub my thumbs over her hard nipples and she gasps. Even though I’m in a state of blindness I can tell our auras are making the bathroom brighter than the sunrise. I can feel her hands unbuckling the belt of my pants and I am surprised.
“Are you sure Zoe?”
I question her in our minds.
“I have no idea. You said feel and I feel like if I don’t I will combust.”
She answered.
“Agreed,”
I add.

With that my pants fall to the bottom of the shower with a clunk and I feel her finger tips run just under the elastic band of my boxers. I freeze as her lips touch my chest and her hands run along my torso. Quicker than I think she runs her hand over my erect penis and I can’t control myself and I moan through clenched teeth. She can see exactly what I am thinking and I cannot hide my desire from her. She uses it to her advantage and before I realize it she has spun me around put my back to the wall and stripped off my boxers. Zoe drops to her knees and starts kissing and nipping along the insides of my thighs. My breathing is becoming more ragged and erratic. As her head moves up her hands slowly slide behind me and grab my ass as she simultaneously runs her tongue from the base to the head stopping momentarily to caress just below the head.
“Holy fuck woman! Whatever you do don’t stop.”
I exclaim.
“Now who has the dirty mouth? Or shall I say mind? I will do as I please and you will not finish.”
She orders.
“That may not be an option.”
I think.

As she continues on exploring and tasting me she gains confidence. Just as quickly as she had spun me around and started her amazing torture she takes me in entirely and she takes me rough and fast. No hesitation with her. I grab the back of her head and keep in rhythm with her. In and out, oh my god she seems to add more pressure each time she pulls from the base with her lips and the way her tongue adds a secondary massage. It’s like nothing I ever imagined. If she can do this with her mouth what would really having her be like? Just as I thought I might prove her wrong, nothing happened. I mean my entire body is wracked with spasms and intense pleasure filled release, but I do not finish.
“I told you,”
I hear her think.
“How did you do that?”
I question her mentally because there is no point in trying to ask through all the panting.
“The mind is a powerful thing Gav.”
Zoe answers.

Zoe slowly stands up dragging her wet, naked, trembling body against mine. She is half shivering because the water had gotten cold long ago and half terrified of the things she is thinking and the things I am thinking now. I bend my head down and find her lips. This feeling is amazing. I am still on fire, but more aware than I have ever been before. Lifting her legs around my hips I carry her out of the shower and across the apartment exploring every part of her I can reach with my lips.

Once I reach her bed I set her on her feet. She is still trembling so I dry her off with one of the blankets. As I reach for her tiny sleeping shorts her hand shoots out and stops me. “Let me.” She says sheepishly. “Ok.” I whisper. I realize I can actually see to some degree. My vision is like a day after not using goggles at a public swimming pool, but good enough. Her eyes travel up and down my still wet body. I am doing the same to her. It really is funny that neither of us has seen the other naked in the almost 11 years we have been friends. Even hazy she is absolutely gorgeous.

A mischievous grin spreads across her face and she backs closer to her bed. Slowly she bends over and peels her wet shorts from her body. Zoe promptly kicks them in my face and jumps onto her bed. “You think you’re just so cute don’t you?” I mumble from under her wet shorts. I hear her giggle and pull a blanket up over her body.

“You can’t and won’t hide from me Zoe. I have waited too long and after that stunt you just pulled in the shower! You will pay baby, and I will enjoy every moment of it.” Grinning I toss the shorts from my head and climb onto the bed.

I decide to play her little game and get under the blankets. As I slide up behind her she instinctively backs up against me for warmth only to be met by the problem unsolved by our previous activities. She gasps quietly and then wiggles back and forth making my body ache and I groan just a little. “You have a lot of confidence in my self control ZZ. You should know by now the things I ache to do to you.” I whisper in her ear.

My eye sight is just about clear when she flips onto her back and her shoulder grazes my mark. That must have been what did it before. Our marks cause some sort of sense deprivation but only to our eye sight, interesting. I slide my hand up over her stomach and pull her closer to me. She shows me images of me exploring her body in the shower.
“I’m in charge now you naughty girl. You will squirm before I let you finish.”
I grin mentally and she glares at me playfully. I use the tips of my fingers to run circles around her breasts touching everything except her nipples. I trail them down her torso and right above her hips making her back arch. Zoe is trying to manipulate me so I quickly straddle her and take control. I pin her arms above her head and run my tongue between her breasts and around each hard nipple being sure not to touch them. She writhes beneath me and bites her bottom lip trying not to make any noise. I’m only sure of it when I lean down to kiss her. I lower my head next to her ear and whisper, “let it out hon, you will feel so much better. Come on let me hear you Zoe.” Zoe can’t fight it for long. I can feel everything I make her feel and it’s hard for me to concentrate. Wow, could she feel everything I felt before?
“Yes, I could feel it all.”
She tells me.

Quickly, before I can think about it too much and warn Zoe I slide my index and middle finger in as deep as I can inside of her. Her back arches and her hips buck as she loses the battle and moans loudly. I maintain a slow pace and kiss back up her neck. “I told you ZZ, you feel better now huh?” She simply lets out a breathy moan in my ear in response. While inserting a third finger I finally give in to my own desires and start to flick her hard nipples with my tongue and gently graze my teeth over each one before taking it in my mouth and gently sucking. Her panting and moaning is driving me crazy. I just can’t take it anymore. As I take my fingers out of her she grabs my hand and takes my index finger into her mouth gently sucking and swirling her tongue around my finger. Oh my god, she tastes herself! Without thinking I finish spreading her legs with my knee and thrust into her to the hilt. Her back arches, she screams in both pain and pleasure and I am immediately flung against the bedroom wall. Everything goes black.

I hear his body hit the wall and slide to the floor. Before I can think of what to do I am crouched next to him. I can see him normally and his aura is flickering faintly. I lightly smack his cheek and start calling out his name. “Gavin, Gavin, wake up. Are you ok?”

I ask over and over. His eyes blink open and he groans. “What the hell did you do to me Zoe?” He questions me. “Holy hell, I didn’t kill you! I was so scared.

I don’t know what I did. I am so sorry Gavin.” “I’m ok Zoe, except for that.”

He points to his still erect penis. “What am I supposed to do about that Zoe?”

I grin at him sheepishly. “Oh, I can think of something.” I climb over his body running my tongue down his chest, abs, and over his tip. “Fuck ZZ, don’t torture me, please.” He begs me. “Gav, shut up and let me finish you off as my apology.” “Apologize away ZZ!” He tells me. I make sure to stop over him with my knees at his shoulders giving him a nice view.

I drag my hard nipples down his torso and try to block out all the things he is telling me to do in his mind. “If you don’t stop I’ll bite!” I threaten. His voice quiets and that’s when I give him what he doesn’t even know he wants. I gently rub him between my breasts and run my tongue along the base. Gently I suck and mouth each of his boys and he gasps and moans all at once. He grabs my thighs and pulls me down on top of him. He licks and sucks and shoves his tongue inside me distracting me from my own task. All I can think is he is finally touching me and I never want him to stop. Not to be out done I quickly take his entire length in and moan at the same time. His hips rise up and he pulls away from me. Gavin’s hands still grasp my thighs in a grip so strong I am liable to have bruises but I don’t care. His chest rumbles beneath me with his deep moaning. His entire body convulses over and over again. I pin his body down with my legs as I feel him release and run down my throat. His body goes lax beneath me as I slowly with draw him and crawl over to the bed exhausted. I flop down with my legs hanging over the edge and even though my sight is back and I long to look at him my eyes shut.

I hear shuffling from the floor and without looking I know he is staring at me. When I open my eyes and lift my head I see Gavin’s messed up blonde mop of hair and his classic grin between my knees. I shake my head at him and lay my head back down and close my eyes. “Is someone tired?” He mocks me. “Would you like to go get some breakfast?” He asks. “Are you buying?” I question. “Sure, anything for ZZ.” I know he is grinning but I don’t give him the satisfaction of looking. All of a sudden his hand comes down hard on the bed sending me a foot in the air. “Wake up!” He yells. “You can’t go eat breakfast naked. Get dressed.” He orders. “Fine, I’ll get dressed.” “Oh, here.” I feel something square and cold land on my stomach. “Ugh. What the hell Gavin?” I grunt opening my eyes to see a book with a worn leather cover. “What’s this?” I ask holding it up. As he leaves the room he grins over his shoulder and says, “answers ZZ, answers.” I hear him rummaging around under his futon and decide I should get my butt moving. I really don’t want him deciding to dress me if he gets ready first.

The book makes me curious but unless I want to be wearing just my shoes I better get moving. So I chuck the book into one of my messenger bags and gather up some clothes.

Everything that’s been happening in the past two days is spinning around in my head. I keep getting flashes from Gavin’s mind and it makes it really difficult to even pick out my clothes. When I look down I am wearing a dark blue band t-shirt and a pair of old jeans with real holes in the knees, not the pre-fabricated kind people pay through the nose for now days. Did I put on panties? Hmm…oh well commando it is. I am just a millisecond faster than Gavin as he enters the room fully dressed grinning from ear to ear. Dashing past him with my bag and a hoodie in hand I squeal, “I’ll be back in a flash!”

I run to the bathroom and quick brush my teeth and pull my hair up in a messy ponytail. When I emerge from the bathroom he is leaning against the door of my bedroom yawning. “Ready!” I announce.

Gavin shakes his unruly head of hair at me. “No you’re not!” I look myself over for some sort of horrible wardrobe malfunction and find nothing. I look Gavin up and down. He just keeps staring at me. It finally hits me as he bats his eyes at me. His eyes are hazel, not gold. “How am I supposed to be able to do that?

Besides my eyes have always been messed up! Who’s going to care?”I ask him.

“I guess you’re right about that, but you better not take off your hoodie” He nods to my arms. Looking down I can see my mark has continued to spread down my arms and has a faint blue glow to it. I guess it will be similar to Gavin’s since we are one soul. I shrug at him and pull my hoodie on. As we head out the door I slip on some shoes and snag my wallet from my open purse tucking it in my bag.

Gavin and I race each other down the three flights of stairs to the lobby laughing the entire way. I miss this sense of pure bliss. Moments like these remind me why he and I are best friends and I guess now fated lovers with some type of epic journey and greater purpose. I’ll be sure to bring that up after I get some food and caffeine in my body. I am alone in my mind for now. Unless I touch him, I guess. I know he is wondering what I’m thinking about because whether or not he is in contact with me I seem to be able to hear him. “Could you please put up some sort of walls, your brain is going to give me a headache!” I groan at him. Gavin stops and spins around to face me cocking an eyebrow. “You can still hear me?”

He questions. “Yes, I guess at some level I have always picked up on some thoughts, when you were really concentrating, but after last night and this morning I can’t get you out.” I answer rubbing my temples and clamping my eyes closed. We are now at the truck so I climb in and close the door. Gavin is still standing outside the truck staring at me with a weird look on his face.

It’s a mixture of surprise, confusion, and concentration. He is trying to put up barriers and ease my throbbing head.

A few moments later he joins me in the truck and to my relief I hear nothing. I sigh and lay my head back against the seat. Gavin turns the key and the truck roars to life. He presses a few buttons and the heat kicks on along with the radio. As we drive he drums his fingers on the wheel as always and sings along. I close my eyes and listen as I always do, something about his presence sooths all my worries for now. He is my family. I really have never felt close to anyone, except Gavin.

Maybe all of this is the sharing of one soul, maybe it’s a girl falling in love? I don’t want to really think about anything but the baritone of his voice. I don’t realize that we have stopped or that he has turned the truck off until I feel his warm breath on my cheek right before he kisses me. My eyes shoot open at the shock I feel run through my body and the
“boo!”
I hear in my head. “Snot,” I yell at him. “We’re here ZZ. Get your butt out. I’m starving.”

Gavin whispers in my ear.

Guardians Good or Evil

Gavin drags me through the door of our favorite diner because my legs just aren’t fast enough for his growling stomach. The diner is just your average place to grab a bite 24 seven in New York. As we sit down I hear my stomach growl and Gavin snicker. Our waitress saunters over to our booth swinging her hips and batting her eyes. I can feel my eyes flashing and I have to fight to hide it. She positions herself right in front of Gavin so I get to stare at her ass which her altered waitress skirt barely covers. “Good morning, my name is Carrie. What can I get for you today sugar?” She purrs while batting her obviously fake lashes and being sure to lean down just enough to expose her fake cleavage. In turn I get a glimpse of her barely there thong and ass cheeks! Gavin has one eye on me and one on the bimbo in front of him. I reach out and flick her in the ass she has so generously shoved in my face. This chick has got to go! She yips and spins around. Gavin starts shaking his head at me and his eyes are bugging out of his head. He touches my leg with his.
“Don’t be stupid ZZ!”
He scolds me mentally.