Pushed (31 page)

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Authors: Corrine Jackson

The air crackled and hissed, and red sparks shot through the air. Franc cried out and blood spread across his shirt in a brilliant red stain. He pressed a hand to his side. In the distance, Lucy screamed and called out for help, her voice fading as she ran away from us.
Xavier and the other Protector readied to attack me. I held out a bloody hand in invitation and leveled a dare at Xavier. He knew I could transfer my injuries by touch. Would he chance coming near me?
I gathered what energy I had left and let it swirl in the air.
Xavier wheeled about and ran. The other man stared at Franc for two seconds and then took off after him.
All my bravado crumpled, and I collapsed to my knees, holding a hand to my stomach and trying to remember how to breathe. Franc took a few stumbling steps backward and almost tripped over the bench before sinking down onto it. The gun fell to the ground.
“Asher!”
He rolled to his side, but didn’t lift his head. “I’m okay, Remy. You?”
“Stabbed,” I said.
“Ah, the usual, then.”
I snorted and immediately regretted it when my stomach muscles burned like an unholy fire.
My father rose to his feet beside me, slowly approached Franc, and took the gun. “Who the hell are you?” he asked.
Ben’s eyes narrowed, and I thought he might be considering shooting Franc.
I said, “Dad, meet my grandfather. Granddad, meet my father.”
“Stop it!” my father shouted.
I jerked and grimaced.
“Just don’t. Don’t joke,” he said in a softer voice. “I stabbed you, and you’re acting like . . .” He swallowed and gathered himself. “I’m going to get an ambulance, and when I get back somebody had better tell me what the hell is going on.”
He handed me the gun. “Will you be okay?”
I nodded. He smoothed the hair off my forehead and then was gone, crashing through the trees. His expression lingered in my mind. I’d freaked him out. Fear and shock had drained the color from his face, and his hand shook. When I couldn’t hear him anymore, I shrieked in frustration. He would hate me now that he knew what I was.
“He didn’t know about you,” Franc said in wonder.
“Why couldn’t you leave me alone?” I despaired.
He didn’t answer. Tires squealed in the distance. Too soon to be an ambulance. I gripped the gun tighter. Xavier appeared and helped Franc up. They disappeared into the forest in seconds, heading back toward the road with Xavier helping my grandfather along.
I flattened on the ground, my energy reserves depleted.
“Remy?” That was Lucy’s voice shouting from the edge of the forest. “Is Dad with you?”
“No! He ran back to the house to get help!”
It sounded like Lucy was at the house. She should have bumped into Ben.
An engine started on the road and a car pulled away. I listened with half an ear.
Except the Protectors had run off before Ben.
“Ben!” That was Laura yelling. I pulled myself up and saw Asher doing the same. Something was very wrong.
A crash thundered and echoed through the forest, followed by the squeal of those tires. The Protectors had hit something when making their getaway. I stared at Asher, and his eyes filled with equal dread.
And then Lucy’s screams exploded into the evening air, shattering what was left of my world.
C
HAPTER
T
HIRTY-TWO
“L
ucy, we have to go.”
We lived at the hospital the first week.
Machines and tubes kept Laura alive, and we were terrified to leave her. Lucy and I watched over her, but she wouldn’t wake up.
Head-induced trauma that had led to a coma,
the doctors said. I’d tried to heal her, but nothing happened. Head wounds had always been my nemesis. I hadn’t been able to heal my mother, either.
As soon as the doctors in Blackwell Falls had stabilized Laura, we’d made arrangements to move her to a hospital in Chicago under a new name. The better to hide her from the Protectors. I’m not sure how Asher had moved that mountain, but I would forever be grateful. Who knew how many Protectors were crawling all over our hometown by now?
They had taken Ben. The Protectors had forced him into their car and driven off. And then—by accident or on purpose?—they’d struck Laura as she’d run after them. Lucy had watched the whole thing and spent too much time rocking silently in her seat, lost in her thoughts.
A week had passed, though, and we couldn’t chance staying put any longer. The Protectors or my grandfather would come after us, and we needed to find a safer place to hide. Lottie had surprised me by volunteering to stay with our mother. When I questioned Asher, he simply said, “You and Lucy can’t stay. Your mom can’t be moved. Either I stay or she does. She wants to stay.”
Rather, she didn’t want to be stuck with me. I couldn’t blame her. So Lottie and our mom would stay in Chicago, while Lucy and Asher ran with me.
I touched my sister’s shoulder, wishing I could make that shell-shocked look disappear from her face.
Lucy glanced up with bruised eyes. “I can’t leave her. What if she wakes up and she’s alone? What if—”
“Lottie promised to check on her. You know we can’t stay.”
They would use her against me. My friends and family would be little more than collateral to control me. We had to run and figure out our next steps.
“When we find somewhere safe to hide, we’ll bring her to us if we need to. But she’ll be awake by then. You’ll see.”
I put an arm around Lucy’s waist when she stood. We took turns saying good-bye to Laura, but our only answer was the beeping of the machines.
Lucy’s steps dragged as we left the room, and she tucked her head down. Outside the hospital, Asher and Lottie waited, saying their good-byes. She shook her head at my asking look. Still no word from Gabe. He had no idea what had happened. At least he hadn’t been in danger.
Lottie helped Lucy into the backseat of the car, and Asher stopped in front of me.
I kept wondering what I could have done differently in the forest. Had there been a way to avoid all of this? Asher rested his forehead against mine. We’d healed our injuries, but it hardly seemed to matter anymore.
Would we ever see Laura or my father again?
“Ready?” Asher said.
I nodded, and he took my hand. We climbed in the car. Within minutes, the hospital and then the city disappeared behind us, and I stared out the back window long after there was nothing to see.
Lucy’s shoulders shook as she hunched down and cried.
I stroked her hair. “Everything will be okay, Lucy. I promise.”
And I prayed I wasn’t lying as we left everything we knew behind.
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
1. At the beginning of the novel, Remy is determined to seek out her grandfather despite the protests of her friends. Why is it so important to her to find him? Are her actions brave or rash?
 
2. In
Touched,
Remy was dealing with the trauma of the physical and emotional abuse her stepfather Dean and her mother inflicted on her. How has she changed with Dean and her mother out of the picture? Are there ways in which she hasn’t changed? How does her past abuse affect her relationship with Asher, her family, and the Healer community?
 
3. Remy often makes decisions based on pure instinct, while Asher and Lucy challenge her to think before she acts. Who do you agree with? How has the habit of going with her instincts helped her or harmed her?
 
4. Remy believes in healing people she can help, even when it causes her harm. Is her ability a gift or a curse? If you had her ability, how would you decide who to heal or what injuries to take on?
 
5. Remy and Gabe start out as enemies in
Touched.
How does their relationship change in Pushed? What reasons would Gabe have for helping Remy?
 
6. The Healers have formed a community after years of running from the Protectors. What advantages are there to sticking together? What are the dangers? If you were Remy, would you prefer to be a part of the community or to live outside of it?
 
7. Remy keeps her abilities a secret from her father and stepmother. How does this decision impact their relationships? Is she making the right choice? How do you think her parents would respond if they found out the truth?
 
8. Asher and Gabe bring out different sides of Remy’s character. What are these differences? How does each character become a stronger or better person when they begin to change? Are any of the changes negative?
 
9. Remy realizes that people have been able to manipulate her because of her desire to belong to a family. Where does her desire come from? Have your emotions ever been manipulated by someone because you wanted to belong?
 
10. Remy’s grandfather believes that he’s doing the right thing for the Healer community. Should an individual be sacrificed for the greater good of the many?
SOUNDTRACKS
When I begin a book, I create a playlist. The songs I pick fit the mood of the novel, or the lyrics may reflect a certain moment or character. As I write, I listen to these songs over and over. By the time I finish a book I’ve listened to each song upwards of 100 times each. They become so much a part of my process that they feel like the backbone of the story. Below is a partial list of songs that I listened to while writing
Touched
and
Pushed
. A lot of these bands may be new to you, but I hope you check them out
 
Touched
Song (Artist)
Because of You (Kelly Clarkson)
Waiting on an Angel (Ben Harper)
Daughters (John Mayer)
Breakable (Ingrid Michaelson)
Yes I’m Cold (Chris Bathgate)
Trouble Is a Friend (Lenka)
You’re Not Sorry (CSI Remix / Taylor Swift)
Hangin’ by a Thread (Jann Arden)
Falling (Tyrone Wells)
Inside My Head (Clare Reynolds)
Come Down to Me (Saving Jane)
The Death of Us (The New Amsterdams)
Hero/Heroine (Boys Like Us)
Falling (Keri Noble)
Next to You (Tim Easton)
Closer (Kings of Leon)
Hang On (Isobel Campbell & Mark Lanegan)
So Long Sweet Misery (Brett Dennen)
Winter Song (Sara Bareilles & Ingrid Michaelson)
Arrivals (Aqualung)
I Would Die for You (Jann Arden & Sarah McLachlan)
That’ll Be the Plan (Daniel Martin Moore)
The Night Will Go As Follows (The Spill Canvas)
All I Can Do (Tyrone Wells)
Don’t Give Up (Clare Reynolds)
Pushed
The Light Song (The Homes)
Come Over Here (Sarah Bettens)
Someone to Fall Back On (Aly Michalka & I Can’t Go On, I’ll Go On)
The Fear You Won’t Fall (Joshua Radin)
The Road Knows (The Homes)
Stay Over (The Rescues)
Youthless (Beck)
Into Dust (Mazzy Star)
Safe & Sound (Taylor Swift)
Sit with Me Tonight (Garrison Star)
Jungle (Emma Louise)
The Trapeze Swinger (Iron & Wine)
The Only One (The Black Keys)
Lonely Hands (Angus & Julia Stone)
Fever (Adam Freeland & Sarah Vaughan—Verve Remixed 3)
Run (Katherine McPhee &
Smash
Cast)
Firefly (Ed Sheeran)
Call It Off (Tegan and Sara)
The House That Built Me (Miranda Lambert)
Somebody That I Used to Know (Gotye)
Free (Graffiti6)
If Not Now, When? (Incubus)
Falling Awake (Gary Jules)
Live Forever (Drew Holcomb & The Neighbors)
Sail (AWOLNATION)
The Sense Thieves series continues in
I
GNITED
Turn the page for a special sneak peek!
 
 
A KTeen trade paperback in June 2014
C
HAPTE
O
NE
I
hid in the alley, painted in shadows and praying that I hadn’t stepped in whatever caused the putrid scent burning my nose. Across the street, a lone pay phone—the first one I’d seen in the last hundred miles—stood under the glaring spotlight of a street lamp.
Two more minutes, Remy,
I promised myself.
Two more minutes of cowering, and then I run for the phone.
Warm fingers pressed into my back, seeking comfort and offering it at the same time. My half sister, Lucy, waited behind me, and I could feel how she shook. Talk of fear rarely entered our conversations these days, but after four months of living like hunted animals, I knew what horrible thoughts might be running through her mind. I had to remind myself that she was only seventeen. I was only a year older, but my experiences had aged me compared to her. My fingers trembled, too, around the knife I gripped, and I used a cloth to wipe my warm blood from the blade. I lifted my thin T-shirt to tuck the weapon into the back of my jeans’ waistband and pressed a hand to my stomach when the torn muscles protested. The part of the plan where I had to be injured sucked.
“Well? See anything?” Lucy whispered into my ear, peering around me with wide brown eyes. Her heart-shaped face glowed white against her curly black hair, and she looked small and scared.
I shook my head and tucked a loose blond strand back under my ski cap. My bones had frozen some time ago in the frigid January air, and I shoved my fingers into my bulky coat pockets to thaw them. Then I dug deep for courage like it was buried treasure. “It’s time. Wait here. If anything happens or Asher signals, you run. You hear me?”
My husky voice sounded harsher than normal as I tried to swallow my emotions.
“Got it, Buffy.”
She stumbled over the joke, her voice flat, but it didn’t matter. That my sister could attempt to joke about me being a heroine nearly killed me. I could be brave for her. I lifted my chin, imagining my spine made of iron rebar, and looked down at her one last time before I stepped out of the shadows and onto the sidewalk where anyone could see me. Nothing happened. No Healers or Protectors jumped out at me. Maybe we really had given them the slip two days ago. Encouraged, I looked both ways down the deserted street.
Maple, Alabama, could be called many things, but nobody would call it a party town. Home to a whopping population of 863 people, the town had one stoplight, a gas station, a diner, and a few small businesses lining the main street where we stood. Everything had shut down around six, as people went home to their families. As far as I could tell, Lucy and I were the only ones out on the street. Well, the two of us, and Asher who hid somewhere nearby.
Earlier today, the three of us had crashed for a few hours at a tiny motel sixty miles down the highway. Then we had packed our few belongings into the car, knowing that we might have to run in a hurry after I made this call. There was a very good possibility that our enemies were hidden, waiting for me to come out into the open. I shivered again, and then rolled my shoulders back.
Now or never, Remy.
I marched into the street, walking straight though it sent spikes of pain to my stomach. My steps echoed, and the sound encouraged me. That meant I would hear others approaching if they tried to sneak up on me. I cast another glance around when I reached the phone. Then I picked up the receiver, dropped some coins in the slot, and dialed the number that I knew by heart.
I counted three rings before a male voice answered. “Hello.”
Memories crashed and tumbled into each other at the sound of my grandfather’s deep voice. I once thought we could be family, but François Marche was incapable of loving anyone.
“Hello?” he repeated.
I swallowed, suddenly mute.
“Remy.” He almost purred my name, the confident bastard. “I wondered how long it would take you to call. You lasted longer than I thought you would.”
Four months. It had been four months since I’d seen him, heard his voice, watched him threaten my family. My nails formed half-moon circles in my palms when my hands tightened into fists.
“Franc,” I choked out.
“How are you, sweetheart?”
The fake concern reminded me of how naïve I’d been, taken in by this huge hulk of a man towering over six and a half feet tall with crazy white hair and a booming laugh. My grandfather called me “sweetheart” in his old voice, the charming voice, as if he hadn’t destroyed my life.
I buried my rage, keeping my voice light. “I’m a little tired from ditching your guys so often, but I can’t complain. How about you? Sacrificed any Healers to your friends recently?”
God, if the Healer community he led knew how he’d betrayed them to the Protectors, they might rise up against him. Franc rationalized that sacrificing a few of his Healers to the Protectors would save the larger community.
Franc sighed. “I do what I have to. It doesn’t have to be like this, Remy. You could stop it all.”
Take their place, he meant. Unlike full-blooded Healers, I wouldn’t die from the things the Protectors would do to me. Bile swam up the back of my throat as I pictured Asher as he’d been when we rescued him from my grandfather. Tortured, broken, hopeless. That would be my life if I caved to my grandfather’s demands.
“Never,” I whispered with revulsion.
“Think about it. Nobody else has to die.”
Disgust and fury sharpened my words. “I have thought about it. I’ve had nightmares about it since the day you suggested it. You remember that day, right? Because I do. By the way, how’s your stomach?”
Franc had tried to force me to kill my father, but I’d escaped using the only weapon I had against them—transferring my injuries to those who hurt me. The last time I’d seen my grandfather and his Protector allies, they’d been bleeding out from a stomach wound I’d inflicted on myself.
“Healed,” he bit off when I wondered if I’d gone too far. “You’re more powerful than I gave you credit for. You caused me a lot of pain.”
Smug satisfaction curved my mouth.
“You’re lucky I’m not a man who believes in petty revenge. I don’t think your father would survive what I’d do to him.”
I gripped the cold metal ledge beneath the phone to stay upright. I had to try twice before I got the words past the golf ball wedged in my throat. “He’s . . . He’s alive?”

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