I think they kind of glide seamlessly along. I’ll glide too. Perhaps with my legs slightly bent?
‘Are you OK?’ Charlotte gives me a strange look and I hastily straighten my legs. Maybe that’s not such a good look. ‘So, we have your photocall and then your interviews …’ She glances at her watch and consults her clipboard. She seems totally unimpressed by the elephant, or the fire-eaters, or the celebrities. In fact, she seems unimpressed by the whole event. ‘So, you’re on.’
With no warning, she pushes me into an empty patch of red carpet, in front of a bank of photographers, who all start shouting, ‘Becky! Becky, over here!’
Hastily I get into position. Legs crossed, chin tucked, radiant, celebrity-type smile …
I’m waiting to feel the glee I did before … but it’s weird. I feel a bit nothingy. And then, almost before they’ve started, it’s over, and Charlotte is tugging me along again, towards the rows of TV cameras.
It was more fun when it was me and Suze, giggling at the whole thing
, flashes through my mind.
No. Don’t be stupid. This is fantastic. I’m a proper celeb! I’m part of it! I’ve loads to say about Sage’s outfits, and my own dress, and fashion … I can’t wait.
‘So, the first interview is with Fox News,’ says Charlotte in my ear, and pushes me towards a TV camera. I quickly straighten my hair, and hope my lipstick hasn’t come off on my teeth, and put on my brightest, most intelligent expression.
‘Hello, Betty!’ says a very coiffed woman in a trouser suit. ‘We’re delighted you could join us!’
‘Thanks!’ I smile. ‘Although actually, it’s
Becky
.’
‘Betty,’ she continues as though she didn’t hear, ‘you are, of course, the witness to Lois Kellerton’s shoplifting incident. Have you seen Lois since then?’
I’m flummoxed for a moment. What do I say? I can’t reply, ‘Yes, I broke into her house and found her plotting how to fool the American public.’
‘Um … no,’ I say, feebly.
‘If you see her tonight, what will you be saying to her?’
‘I’ll be wishing her well.’
‘Lovely! Well, thank you, Betty! Enjoy the movie!’
To my astonishment, Charlotte grabs my arm and shunts me onward. That was it? That was the interview? Don’t they want to know what I do for a living? Don’t they want to know who my dress is by?
‘And the next one is TXCN,’ says Charlotte in my ear.
Another TV camera is pointing at my face, and a guy with red hair grins at me.
‘Hi there, Betty!’ he says in a Southern accent. ‘How’re you doin’?’
‘It’s
Becky
,’ I say politely.
‘So, shoplifting. Is it a crime or is it a disease?’
What?
How on earth would I know? I stammer some answer, feeling like a total moron, and before I know it, I’m moving on to the next interview. That guy wants to know if Lois put up a fight when I confronted her, and the next woman asks me if I think Lois might have shoplifted because she was pregnant. I haven’t had a chance to mention my dress, or the fact I’ve styled Sage. And they all call me Betty.
‘I’m called
Becky!
’ I exclaim to Charlotte as we’re moving on. ‘Not Betty!’
‘Oh,’ she says, unmoved. ‘I guess it might have been written wrong in the press pack.’
‘But—’ I stop, mid-sentence.
‘But what?’
I was going to say, ‘But don’t they all
know
my name?’ Looking at Charlotte’s expression, though, I change my mind.
Maybe I’m not quite as famous as I thought I was. I feel a bit crushed, even though I think I manage to hide it quite well. Charlotte leads me on to another reporter, who shoves a radio mic in my face, and I’ve just babbled a few lines about how I’m really glad that Lois and Sage have reconciled and yes, I did see the interview … when there’s the most almighty roar and I can’t help looking round.
It’s Sage.
She’s standing in front of the photographers and they are going wild. I mean, nuts. The level of shouting is going up and up and up, and the flashes are like some kind of lightning storm, and the crowd is surging in her direction, pressing against the metal barriers and holding out phones and autograph books.
Sage looks absolutely delighted. She’s posing in Danny’s white dress, which looks sensational, and she’s flicking her hair around, and blowing kisses to the crowd. And then it happens. She blows a particularly energetic kiss … and somehow the side seam of her dress comes apart. I watch in shock as the whole thing unravels, exposing the entire side of her body.
Sage gives a huge gasp, and clutches at the dress, and the photographers nearly have fits, trying to get a shot of her.
I’m slack-jawed in horror as white beads start rolling all over the red carpet. That dress was fine this afternoon. It was
fine
. She must have doctored it. That was her secret plan which she didn’t want to tell me. A deliberate wardrobe malfunction. A girl in a black trouser suit is trying to offer Sage a coat, but she’s ignoring the offer, and beaming at the cameras.
Danny’s going to
kill
me. He’s got a particular sore spot about his clothes falling apart, ever since an unfortunate incident in Barneys when he hadn’t sewn up his seams properly. He’ll ask me why I didn’t make sure she was dressed properly, and I’ll have to say she wouldn’t let me near her, and he’ll say I should have insisted …
I can’t tell anyone I’m Sage’s stylist now. It hits me with a fresh blow. They’ll laugh at me. My whole plan is ruined.
Charlotte has been listening to her earpiece and now looks up.
‘Rebecca, you’re done,’ she says with a professional smile. ‘You can go in now. Enjoy the movie.’
‘Oh,’ I say, taken aback. ‘Is that all?’
‘That’s all,’ she says politely.
‘But I thought I was doing loads of interviews.’
‘The plan changed. If you make your way into the movie theatre, someone will show you to your seat. Have a good evening!’
I feel a pang of dismay. I don’t want to go into the movie theatre. Once I go in, it’s over.
‘Can I stay out here a bit longer?’ I say. ‘I want to … you know. Soak it all up.’
Charlotte looks at me as though I’m crazy. ‘Sure.’ She shrugs, and turns away, leaving me alone. I feel a tiny bit awkward, with nothing to do, but I determinedly swivel round and survey the rows of surging people and TV cameras and celebrities talking to interviewers. Come on, Becky. Here I am on the red carpet. Maybe Sage has derailed my plan a little, but I can still enjoy myself. I can still be positive.
The entire line-up of Heaven Sent 7 has just appeared on the red carpet, and a bunch of teenage girls is screaming hysterically. I can’t help feeling a thrill. They’re huge! I so want to share this with someone. I automatically pull out my phone, and start to text – and then stop, mid-word. I can’t share it with Luke. Or Suze. Or Mum.
Or Dad, obviously.
Or … anyone.
Without meaning to, I heave a miserable sigh, then immediately plaster a wide smile on, to compensate. I can’t be sighing on the red carpet. That’s a ridiculous idea! It’s all good. It’s all fab. It’s—
Oh, there’s Aran, looking immaculate in a black tuxedo and open-collared blue shirt. Feeling a surge of relief, I hurry over to him. His hands are in his pockets and he’s watching Sage, with that wry, detached expression he has. Sage has found a little mini trench coat from somewhere, and has put it on over her dress and is talking eagerly to a queue of interviewers.
‘Hey, Becky.’ Aran kisses me lightly on each cheek. ‘Having a good time?’
‘Yes!’ I say automatically. ‘It’s wonderful!’
‘Good.’ He smiles. ‘I’m glad.’
‘Although, did you see Sage’s dress? It totally collapsed.’
He rolls his eyes. ‘Believe me, I saw that.’
‘She was lent that dress by a friend of mine. He’s a really famous designer. And she ruined it on purpose.’ I’m trying not to sound accusing, but I can’t help it.
‘Ah.’ Aran winces. ‘Well, I’m sure we can figure out compensation—’
‘It’s not the money! It’s just so inconsiderate. And now I can’t let anyone know I’m her stylist. I mean, that was the point of tonight; to launch myself as a stylist! I sourced her that dress and she would have looked amazing, but then she goes and deliberately sabotages it …’ My voice is trembling. I think I’m more upset than I quite realized.
‘Uh-huh.’ Aran surveys me as though he’s working something out. ‘Did you meet Nenita yet?’
‘No.’
‘Well, we’ll fix that up.’
‘OK. Thanks.’ To my dismay, a tear has come to one of my eyes. I wipe it hastily away and smile, but Aran has noticed.
‘You all right, Becky?’
‘Kind of.’ I gulp. ‘Not really. My dad’s gone missing and I had a row with Luke, and then I had one with my best friend, too … No one
gets
it. This.’ I spread my arms around.
‘You don’t surprise me,’ says Aran.
‘Really?’
‘It happens. You’re not a civilian any more, remember?’
He sounds totally unmoved, and I suddenly feel a pang of frustration at his easy-going, Teflon manner. If the world ended, he’d probably just shrug and say, ‘That’s the way it rolls.’
And what did he mean,
You don’t surprise me?
‘Let me find Nenita.’ He pats me on the shoulder.
As Aran heads off, I look around again, trying to savour the experience, but suddenly I’m finding it a bit jarring. Everything’s so bright. The white smiles, the cameras flashing, the sequins and jewels and shrieking. It’s like, even the air is alive with electricity. My hair is prickling with it, and my leg is tingling …
Oh. Actually, that’s my phone, buzzing. I grab it out of my clutch, and it’s Suze. I feel a dart of terror and jab the Answer button.
‘Is everything OK?’ I demand. ‘Has anything happened?’
‘Oh God, Bex.’ Suze sounds despairing, and I feel a lurch of fright. ‘Alicia’s found out some information. They’ve gone off with Bryce.’
‘Bryce?’
I stare at the phone, not quite understanding. ‘Bryce from Golden Peace?’
‘Your dad had some mission and he asked Tarkie to help him carry it out. And Tarkie asked Bryce to come with them. Bryce! Alicia reckons he’s just after our money. He wants to set up some rival centre, and he’s going to brainwash Tarkie into funding it, and we have no idea where they’ve gone …’
‘Suze, calm down,’ I say desperately. ‘It’ll be fine.’
‘But he’s evil!’ She sounds almost hysterical. ‘And they’ve driven off into the desert with him!’
‘We’ll find them. We will. Suze, just try to get as much information as you can …’ She’s trying to say something else, but I can’t make it out. Her voice is crackling and breaking up. ‘Suze?’
My phone goes dead and I stare at it in dismay. Bryce. Tarquin. My dad. In the middle of nowhere. What’s Mum going to say? What are we going to do?
‘Becky.’ Aran is at my side again. ‘Let me take you to meet Nenita.’ His eyes twinkle. ‘She’s a pretty big deal in your world, huh?’
‘Um … yes. Massive.’ In a daze, I follow him across the red carpet, stumbling slightly in my heels. This is the biggest moment of my career. Meeting Nenita Dietz. I have to put my personal life aside. I have to focus.
Nenita Dietz is holding forth to a group of people, and we wait patiently at the side until she pauses. She looks
amazing
. She’s in a massive blue fur coat and spiky metallic boots. Her long, dark wavy hair is shining with red and gold highlights under the spotlights and she must be wearing at least three pairs of false eyelashes. From here she looks like a fairy princess.
‘Nenita Dietz,’ Aran says pleasantly. ‘Let me present Becky Brandon.’
‘Becky!’
As I take her hand I feel like I’m meeting the queen. I mean, she
is
the queen of Hollywood stylists.
‘Hello!’ I gabble nervously. ‘I love your work. Actually, my background’s fashion, too. I was a personal shopper at Barneys and I’d love to get into styling and I’m such an admirer of yours. Especially of
Clover
. The clothes were exquisite.’
I’ve mentioned
Clover
because it’s a very low-budget film that she did a few years ago, which most people haven’t even heard of, and I’m hoping to get some Brownie points. But Nenita doesn’t seem interested in my opinion of
Clover
.
‘You.’ She points at me with narrowed eyes. ‘You’re the young woman who saw Lois stealing and told the world.’
‘Um, yes. I mean, no. I only told one person … or maybe two …’
‘Lois is a
wonderful girl
,’ she says with emphasis. ‘You should be ashamed of yourself.’ Her words feel like a slap, and I start backwards.
‘I didn’t mean to cause any harm,’ I say hastily. ‘And I honestly didn’t tell the world …’
‘You’ll bring bad karma into your life, you realize that?’ As she leans forward, I can see that her eyes are all yellowed, and her hands are a lot older than her face. She actually looks quite intimidating.
‘Lois’s doing fine, Nenita,’ says Aran. ‘You know that.’
‘Bad karma.’ She fixes me with her yellow gaze and jabs a finger at me again. ‘Bad karma into your life.’
I’m trying not to recoil in horror. I feel like she’s putting a curse on me.
‘Also, your dress is dated,’ she adds disdainfully, and I feel a prickle of outrage on Danny’s behalf. ‘Nevertheless,’ she says, as though bestowing on me a massive honour, ‘I can see that you, young woman, are like me. When you really want something, you have to have it.’ Her eyes run appraisingly over me again. ‘You may call me.’
She hands me a silver-edged card with a telephone number on it, and Aran raises his eyebrows.
‘Well done, Becky!’ he murmurs. ‘Nice job!’
I stare down at the card, feeling a bit dizzy. I’ve done it. I’ve actually made contact with Nenita Dietz.
The crowd is moving towards the movie-theatre entrance, surging around us, and a bulky man bumps into me, causing me to drop my bag. As I stand, I see I’ve been split up from Nenita and Aran and the crush is increasing. Girls in black suits are circulating, telling everyone that the movie will start soon, could they please take their seats. Feeling a bit like a zombie, I follow them in. The foyer is crowded with people and cameras and journalists, and I just let the throng propel me forward. A pleasant young man shows me to a seat in the auditorium, where I find a complimentary bottle of water and some popcorn and a circus-themed goodie bag.