Authors: Cher Carson
“Why did you do that?” she hissed, trying to break free of his grasp.
“Your mother was watching us like we were the premiere feature. The only thing missing was the buttered popcorn.”
“Damn it,” she muttered, feeling the color rise in her cheeks. “I should have known. She’s probably planning a double wedding before you lose interest. Nothing would make her happier than a handsome, successful doctor actually showing an interest in her pathetic, workaholic, spinster daughter.” She knew she sounded bitter and resentful, but her mother had interfered in her personal life for too long. It had to end, now.
“Hey,” he said, pulling them into a private alcove. “Has it ever occurred to you that your mother loves you and wants you to be happy?”
“Sure, but her definition of happiness involves marrying a rich guy, having a couple of kids, and moving to an upscale house in the ‘burbs because that’s what she did. It never occurred to her that I worked hard to get a good education and I may want to use my degree to make a name for myself. I don’t need some man to take care of me or complete me…”
He pressed his finger to her lips. “Don’t you believe you could have it all: a great career, a guy who loves you, and a couple of kids to call you mommy?”
She was too much of a realist to get sucked into the Cinderella fairy-tale. She wasn’t expecting a white knight to ride in and rescue her from her dismal life. She had a plan to make the dealership profitable again so they could sell it and move on with their lives. “What makes you think that’s what I want?”
He traced her cheekbones with his thumbs. “You don’t want a man who’s going to love you unconditionally, someone who’s willing to put you above everything else in his life?”
Fighting back the emotion, she said, “That’s just a stupid fantasy.”
“It doesn’t have to be,” he whispered, leaning his forehead against hers. “You deserve that kind of love, Alana. You shouldn’t settle for anything else.”
She gave into the temptation to wrap her arms around his waist. Having his strong arms around her again was both frightening and exhilarating. “I’m not thinking about marriage and kids right now. My first and only priority is making the dealership profitable again.”
“And when it is?”
“I’ll list it for sale and hope to find a buyer willing to make a fair offer and take it off our hands.” She pressed her palms into his chest, trying to push him away and pull him closer at the same time.
He must have sensed her indecision because he linked his hands around waist, refusing to let her go. “Once you sell the dealership, what’s your plan?”
“I’d like to resume my jewelry business.” She dipped her head, looking at the heavy gold necklace lying in the opening of his golf shirt. “And I’ve thought about what you said. I might like to work as an independent consultant, helping new start-ups.”
“My offer still stands,” he said, brushing his lips against her cheek.
She shuddered before giving into the urge to sink into his arms. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she leaned her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes. She hadn’t had a strong shoulder to lean on in so long.
“God, I love the way this feels,” he whispered, his hot breath fanning the hair around her ear. “I don’t ever want to let you go, sweetheart.”
“This is just a moment in time, Ryan,” she said, trying to find the resolve to put some distance between them so she could collect her thoughts. This was happening so fast. Within minutes of seeing him again, she wanted him.
“It doesn’t have to be, honey,” he said, stroking her hair. “I could be that man for you, the one who puts you first, who supports you while you make your dreams come true. We could have it all.”
She allowed herself to bask in the fantasy for a few seconds before she forced herself to quash it. “No, it would never work. You’re not the man I need.”
His grip tightened. “Damn it, stop saying that. I can be whatever you need me to be.”
Part of her thought he may actually believe that, but she knew in time a man with his sexual appetite would tire of being with just one woman, and he would start looking elsewhere. Just the thought of him leaving her for someone else broke her heart, and the reality would be so much worse than the nightmare if a couple of kids stood to get hurt in the process. She wouldn’t even entertain the idea. When she got her affairs in order and her new business off the ground, she would find a nice, normal guy, settle down, and maybe have that family he talked about. The voice inside her head told her she wasn’t getting any younger, but tomorrow would have to wait another day because she was too busy trying to survive today.
“Honey, please say something…”
She tipped her head back to look at him and was struck by the raw emotion, bordering on pain, reflected in his eyes. If she didn’t know better, she would believe he really was in love with her. “I can’t say what you want to hear, Ryan.”
“Can we just see where things go on this trip? Will you keep an open mind?”
She knew it was too late for that. She’d already made up her mind, but she was too tired to argue with him now. They were on their way to paradise, and for one week, she was willing to pretend that she really could be the princess in his fairy-tale.
Ryan arranged it so that he and Alana sat together on the plane. He smiled when she leaned her head against his shoulder, trying to find a comfortable position to claim some sleep before they landed.
After linking his hand with hers, he brushed her knuckles against his lips.
Her mother turned around in time to witness the display of affection and smiled at him.
In spite of Alana’s strained relationship with her mother, he wasn’t about to alienate either of her parents. He needed all the help he could get winning her over, and if her family approved of him, he was one step closer to sealing the deal.
He stared mindlessly at the small TV screen in front of him, but he didn’t really see the images. He was too busy planning his week. He only had seven short days to convince her that he was worth the risk. How the hell was he going to accomplish that miracle? Leaning his head against the headrest, he closed his eyes, hoping his sub-conscious would supply some brilliant solution to his dilemma.
Alana curled into her seat, trying to get closer to him.
He raised the armrest, pulling her into the circle of his arms.
“Hmm, this feels nice,” she whispered, settling in.
Nice didn’t even begin to describe it. For him, this was heaven. The woman he loved sleeping in his arms, the ability to leave their problems thousands of miles away, and all the time in the world to focus on building this relationship. He kissed the top of her head. “Get some sleep, sweetheart.” He knew she was exhausted. According to her brother, she still worked seventy plus hours every week, barely taking a moment for herself. The only comfort he found in her hectic pace was the knowledge she didn’t have time for other men, which meant he was her last lover. He remembered in vivid detail every single tremor that wracked her body that day. He’d mapped her flesh, marking every sweet spot in his mind, so he could use that knowledge to give her pleasure that exceeded her expectations every time they were together.
“Shit,” he muttered, shifting her body weight to conceal his growing arousal. Just the thought of what he wanted to do to her was making his cock hard. “I want you now,” he whispered in her ear.
She moaned softly in her sleep-induced haze, grinding herself against him.
He grabbed the blanket and pillow he’d asked the flight attendant for earlier because Alana complained she always got cold on airplanes. He positioned the blanket over her, settling the pillow under her head. “I’m gonna make you come, right here, right now,” he whispered.
She opened one eye, looking at the passengers around them. “Are you crazy?” she hissed.
Grinning, he said, “Yeah, about you. Now shut up and close your eyes.”
“You actually expect me to just lie here and…”
“It’s dark now,” he whispered. “No one can see a thing. Just relax and enjoy.”
“Ryan, I don’t think this is a good idea. What if…”
He slipped his hand inside the waistband of her pants before she could utter another protest. God, she was already drenched. She must have been fantasizing about this while she wavered on the edge of sleep. He wanted to spread her legs wider, but he couldn’t risk the blanket slipping away, so he made do with the close confines. As he started rubbing her clit, he realized she was a terrible actress. The play of ecstasy crossing her face would have given them away had he not cupped her face, turning her toward him. “Feel good, sweetheart?” he asked, slipping a finger inside her tight pussy. He kissed her quickly, swallowing her moan as he slid another finger inside of her. He released her face to toss another pillow on her lap. “Don’t move,” he whispered.
“Believe me, I’m not going anywhere,” she said, biting her bottom lip.
He hadn’t gone this long without sex since he lost his virginity to his next-door neighbor at fifteen, and the sight of the woman he loved coming apart in his arms after a three-month-long dry spell was killing him. “Fuck, I’d give a year’s salary to sink inside that sweet pussy right now,” he whispered in her ear.
“Maybe we could…” She opened her eyes, looking around. “No, I guess that would be too obvious, wouldn’t it?”
He wouldn’t hesitate if they were on an airplane filled with strangers, but since they were in the midst of her parents, brother, and numerous other relatives, he wasn’t about to risk being ostracized for a quickie. He could live with a case of blue balls for a while; what he couldn’t live without was her. “Yeah, it’s not happening here, baby.”
She gripped his forearm, digging her nails into his skin.
He swirled the pad of his thumb over her clit while he thrust three fingers in and out of her tight, wet channel. His breathing was becoming labored as he leaned his head into her shoulder. Her arousal was provoking him beyond his limits. He didn’t know how much longer he could do this without taking her right here. “Honey, I think I need a minute,” he whispered.
“No,” she whimpered. “Please, don’t stop. I’m almost there, Ry.”
He knew he couldn’t or wouldn’t deny her anything, ever. Forcing himself to focus on her pleasure, he ignored his own need for release. He turned her mouth toward his and smothered her moan in a deep, long kiss. He pulled away slowly as her tremors subsided and smiled down at her. “Think you’ll be able to sleep now, beautiful?”
“I’m sorry,” she said, her cheeks stained a soft pink. “I was being selfish…”
He kissed her lips again, softly. “I love the fact that you trusted me enough to let me take care of you like that here.”
Closing her eyes, she said, “I can’t believe we did that.”
“Do you have any regrets?”
With a wicked grin, she said, “No, can we do it again?”
Ryan watched as his little siren fell into a deep slumber. She was so perfect. It irked him to know that she thought he looked at her and thought about all the things he’d like to change. Instead he looked at her and realized that beauty like hers couldn’t be bought at the hands of a skilled doctor; it was God-given, and he wanted to enjoy it, waking up to her flawless face every day for the rest of his life. He already knew he wanted to marry her; if he hadn’t been convinced before, he was now. Three months of self-induced celibacy taught him one thing: he was capable of being a one-woman man, and as long as he could have the woman he wanted for the rest of his life, he’d never need another.
He must have fallen asleep too because when they woke, the plane was landing.
She looked at the clunky watch on her slim wrist. “Wow, we’re here already. I must have been tired. I slept the whole way.” She looked at him, smiling smugly. “Well, almost the whole way.”
“Look at me like that again and I’m not going to be responsible for my actions.”
She laughed, pushing the blanket off her legs. “You wouldn’t do that under my mother’s watchful eye.”
“Don’t be so sure.” At this point, he was liable to do anything.
Her long blonde hair was sleep tousled, her cheeks flushed, and her eyes glazed. She looked like she’d been well-loved, but he hadn’t even gotten started yet. He had seven days to make up for three months of lost time, and that meant he would take her anywhere and everywhere the opportunity presented itself.
“You know you’re sharing my suite, don’t you?” he asked, sucking her earlobe into his mouth.
“But my parents will want to know what’s going on between us.”
“Then tell them to ask me. I’d be more than happy to fill them in.”
She turned in her seat, facing him. “What would you tell them?”
He had the words to express himself but lacked the courage. Things were still so tenuous between them. She appeared willing to let him satisfy her needs, but she wasn’t open to pursuing a relationship with him yet. He was confident that she would feel differently by the end of the week. “That we’re both consenting adults capable of making our own decisions.”
She laughed. “Can I be there when you say that to my mother? I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone put her in her place before.”