The Boston Debutante (The Debutante Series Book 1) (15 page)

In a little while the waitress came back with two plates. There was a rare steak and a baked potato on each one. 

She sat a plate in front of each of them and then she sat two glasses and a bottle of wine on the table.

“Will there be anything else?”

Turk looked at Macy and said, “No that’s all for now.” 

The waitress picked up her tray and left.

Turk undid the cork on the bottle and poured each of them a glass of wine. 

He watched her eyes sparkle as she talked about her childhood she wanted to grow up and become a nurse like most young girls do. 

Turk talked about some of the foster homes he had lived in and about his days in the orphanage. 

Macy could see the sadness in his eyes as he described the conditions he had to live in.

She changed the subject.

“Turk what plans do you have for the ranch?”

Turk looked at her.

“Macy, you should be asking yourself what plans you have for the ranch. 

You are going to be the one that runs it.

I just make sure that everything works.”

“What are you talking about? I don’t know anything about running a ranch.”

Turk smiled and said, “That’s what Megan and Mom says. Of course they also say that you are going to marry me and we are going to run it together.”

Macy about slid out of her chair.

“WHAT? I don’t even know what I am going to do tomorrow and they have all this planned out for us. 

I wondered why you were coming on to me so strong.

You’ve been part of this plot all along.”

Turk started backtracking. He had said more than he wanted to.

“No Macy. I have been coming on to you because I look at you and my heart goes all mushy. I want to hold you and run my hands all over your body. You drive me crazy and the ranch never was part of my feelings for you.”

“Turk I am not going to let you run your hands all over my body. I have a few morals left no thanks to you and Megan.”

When they finished their meal Turk drove to the river. 

He had spent a lot of time fishing there when he was a kid.  He parked the car and got out. 

Macy followed him around to the front of the car. As they talked they looked out at the river, dark and foreboding.

He lifted her up and sat her on the hood of the car.

He stood between her legs looking into her eyes. 

She sat there swinging her legs as she looked in his eyes. 

His eyes no longer scared her. She could feel her heart starting to beat faster and the heat rising in her body as he stood there.

“Turk you aren’t going to seduce me are you?”

“What makes you think I want to seduce you?”

“Turk I know how you are. You never miss a chance.” 

Finally he leaned over and softly kissed her and licked her lips.

“Turk please don’t do this to me. I’m afraid we will hurt our relationship.”

“Macy your lips taste so sweet and they are so soft.  I love you. You are so soft and beautiful.” 

Macy just sat there looking into his eyes.

“Turk I am real fond of you to but I don’t know if I am ready to take it to the next step. I have never been there and I am scared.”

“Macy it is just a natural thing when two people are in love.”

He could see the change in her eyes as he said he loved her. He kissed her again. 

This time she opened her mouth and let him slide his tongue in. 

He moved his tongue across hers as the heat between them started to grow.

“Turk please don’t I love you and I can’t resist you any longer. Don’t take advantage of me please.”

Passion caressed her body as his tongue worked in her mouth.

She started meeting his tongue with hers running it into his mouth.

She felt she was on a trip with no return.  She fought off the urge to stop him with all her might. 

He placed his hand on her face and gently slid it around her neck playing with her ear
lobe.

He finally got the courage to place his hand on her leg.

She gasps but she made no attempt to move it.

He started moving it lightly up and down her thigh till he reached her panties.
He didn’t want to hurt her still chafed legs.

Macy was breathing harder and harder as she fought off the urge to stop him.

“Turk, please don’t. Let’s just kiss. I’m not ready. I’ll let you feel me but just don’t go any further.”

He held his hand there for a moment not moving it. 

Then he slowly slipped his fingers under the elastic band on the leg of the panties till he could feel her soft hair covering her mound. She let him touch anything he wanted to but she wasn’t going to let him go any further.

She felt just as good as he had visualized on the trail.

He slid his finger down the “v” of her passion and started rubbing lightly. 

It was sending a tingle all through her body as she laid back and opened her legs wider as her breath started coming in gasp. 

She could feel her wetness as her warm slick lubrication rushed out to meet his fingertips. She started feeling the passion rising as he stroked her softly taking his time.

 
              He took his index finger and pushed down intending to slip it inside her.

Those doubts came rushing in her mind canceling out the passion that was building in her groin. 

When she realized what he was about to do she sat up abruptly closing her thighs around his hand.

“No Turk I
‘m not ready for you to go inside me. Please give me a little more time. I have a lot of mental issues to work out before I am ready. This is too big of step for me to take yet.” 

Turk looked at her for a minute breathing hard and starting to shake.

“You better make up your mind pretty soon, I can’t hold back much longer.” 

He pulled his hand out from under her dress and got in the car.

Macy had already lain back on the hood to let him continue.

Macy slid off the hood and straightened her dress.

She opened the door, got in the car and sat with tears starting to stream down her cheek. 

Her dress had ridden up so high he could see the crotch of her lacy pink bikini panties. 

She didn’t care she was so torn with grief from not letting him go all the way it was ripping her heart out.

“Turk I am so sorry. I’m just scared. Please don’t be mad at me. I want to do it with you but I have to work it out in my mind. You just need to give me a little time. I wasn’t going to stop you from feeling me.

I’m afraid if I do it with you and you decide you don’t like me anymore you will dump me and I can never get back to the way I was. I hope you can understand what a big step it is for me.”

“Macy you were humping me back in the stable this afternoon. You know you want me so what’s the problem?”

She noticed that his hands were still shaking from getting turned off so fast. She felt sorry for him.

She tried again to say she was sorry but he wasn’t listening. She leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

He showed no reaction. 

Turk cranked the car and drove back to the ranch. 

When they got there she got out and went straight up to her room and closed the door.  She lay down on her bed cried her eyes out.

Megan heard the sounds of sobbing from her room and came over to see what was wrong.

“Has Turk done something to you?” 

Macy told her the whole story.

When she had finished they were setting on the bed when they heard his car start again. Macy looked out the window. He took off in a cloud of dust.

              Macy looked at Megan and said, “We have to follow him. I want to make it up to him.” 

They ran down the stairs and out the door. Megan went in the barn and came out in a pickup truck. Macy got in and they headed toward town.

“Megan I don’t know what is wrong with me.”

Megan smiled, “The first time was kind of hard for me to. I started a couple times to stop him but I was so consumed in the moment before I knew it he was inside me.

I just lay back relaxed and enjoyed it.”

When they got into town they started riding around looking for his car. They didn’t see his car anywhere.

              Megan said, “I bet I know where he is. He went to the Drop-Dead bar to get stinking drunk. 

They drove out to the edge of town where the bar was located. It was a rundown bar that lived up to the name “Honky Tonk.” Megan pulled the truck
alongside Turks car.

“Macy wiped the tears from her eyes. They got out and walked into the bar. It was filled with smoke and stunk of stale beer. The bar was on the left as they walked in and the bar tender looked at them curiously.

“Megan I don’t want no trouble in here tonight.” The bar tender said as they walked by. Megan held up her hand to him and kept walking. Right away some of the cowboys started trying to hit on them. Megan put them in their place right away. 

It was hard to see inside the bar for the low lighting.  A country music band was playing on stage.

When they were inside for a little while their eyes adjusted to the light.

Macy spotted Turk setting in a corner booth. He was kissing on Mildred and had his hand inside her dress. 

Macy walked over to him. He realized someone was standing beside him and turned to see who it was.

              Macy drew back and slapped him as hard as she could. 

The blow knocked him back against Mildred.  She turned and stormed out of the bar.

Turk started to get up and go after her but Megan pushed him back in the seat. 

“You dumb ass. You worthless piece of shit.  She was coming back to apologize and let you finish what you started with her. Now you’ve lost her you stupid bastard.

She will never want anything to do with you again. You have blown it royally. I hope you rot in hell. You just stay here with your stupid whore and leave Macy alone. I’m sure you will enjoy your stay building the shack. That range is nice and lonely at night especially without Macy to love on.” 

Mildred slammed her drink down, stood up and said, “You little pig don’t you call me
a whore. You have screwed more men in this town than I have.” 

Megan got a
n angry look on her face and said, “Shut up you stupid bitch before I reach over there and knock your head off.”

Turk said, “Set down Mildred you know she means what she says. Now get out of here and take that frigid bitch with you before you get arrested again for busting up this place.”

Megan stomped out the door and drove Macy home cursing under her breath all the way. 

           CHAPTER VII

       MACY RETURNS TO BOSTON

When they got back to the ranch Macy started packing her clothes. Megan protested to no avail.

Macy felt betrayed and wanted to get out of there as fast as she could. She told Megan she needed a ride to the Train station in the morning.

Aunt Maude was all upset when she found out that Macy was leaving. She begged her to stay but Macy was to hurt from what Turk had done to her. She didn’t ever want to see his face again.

“Aunt Maude I never want to see Turks face again. I was a fool to fall in love with an orphan. He is no good and he never will be. I’m going back to Boston where the
men are honest and they treat you like a woman should be treated.”

“Macy I don’t know what happened but I’m sure Turk would never treat you bad
ly.”

“Aunt Maude, that so called man was in that bar with his hands in Mildred’s dress and kissing all over her. I could never trust him anymore.”

“Mom Macy is not telling you all of it. Turk tried to force himself on her. He took off because she turned him down.”

“Megan I want you to go to that bar right now and tell Turk I want him home right now. When I get through with him he will be setting on a street corner somewhere begging for money. I told him I would not put up with this and I meant it.”

Megan took off back to the bar. When she got there Turk and Mildred were gone. Megan checked out the motels and Turks favorite parking places but they weren’t there so she drove by Mildred’s house. Turk and Mildred were nowhere to be found.

She finally drove back to the ranch and told Maude he was nowhere to be found.

Turk waited till late that night when he knew no one would be awake before he returned to the ranch. He knew everyone would be mad at him and he especially didn’t want to run into his Mother.

He got up the next morning and took off for the barn before anyone woke up in the house.