Authors: Kwame Alexander
She lives with her dad.
She shoots hoop at the Rec to relax.
Her mom doesn't want her playing basketball.
Her dad's coming to our game tomorrow to see JB play.
She's sorry I won't be playing.
Her smile is as sweet as Mom's carrot cake.
She smells like sugarplum.
She has a sister in college.
HER SISTER GOES TO DUKE.
When the last plate is scrubbed,
the leftovers put up,
and the floor swept clean,
Mom comes into the kitchen.
When is Dad's doctor appointment? I ask.
Josh, you know I don't like
you eavesdropping.
I get it from you, Mom, I say.
And she laughs, 'cause she knows
I'm not saying nothing but the truth.
It's next week.
School's out next week.
Maybe I can go
with you
to the doctor?
Maybe,
she says.
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I put the broom down,
wrap my arms around her,
and tell her thank you.
For loving us, and Dad, and
letting us play basketball,
and being the best mother
in the world.
Keep this up,
she says,
and
you'll be back on the court
in no time.
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Does that mean
I can play in tomorrow's
playoff game? I ask.
Don't press your luck, son.
It's going to take more than a hug.
Now help me dry these dishes.
Tonight
I decide to sit
on the bench
with the team
during the game
instead of the bleachers
with Dad
and Mom, who's sitting
next to him
just in case
he decides to
act churlish
again.
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Coach says:
We've won
ten games
in a row.
The difference between
a winning streak
and a losing streak
is one game.
Now, Josh is not with us
again, so somebody's
gonna have to step up
in the low post.
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I sit back down
on the bench
and watch JB lead our Wildcats
to the court.
When the game finally starts,
I glance up at Dad and Mom,
but they're not there.
When I look back
at the court,
JB is staring at me
like we've both just seen
another ghost.
The team's in trouble.
If they don't find an answer soon
our championship dreams are over.
Down by three, they're playing
like kittens, not Wildcats.
With less than a minute to go
Vondie brings the ball up the court.
Will he go inside for a quick two
or get the ball to JB
for the three-ball?
He passes the ball to number twenty-nine
on the right wing
and tries to dribble out,
but the defense is suffocating.
They're on him like
black on midnight.
He shoots it over to JB,
who looks up at the clock.
He's gonna let it get as close
as possible.
They've gotta miss me right now.
Vondie comes over, sets a high pick.
JB's open, he's gonna take the three.
It's up.
That's a good-looking ball there.
But not good enough.
It clangs off the rim.
The buzzer
rings
and the Wildcats
lose
the first half.
7:04
Dad wasn't feeling
well, so we went outside
for some air. Back soon.
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7:17
I think we're
heading home. At halftime,
let your brother know.
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7:45
Home now. Dad wants
to know the score. How is Jordan
doing? You okay?
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7:47
Y'all hang in there. The
second half will be better.
Hi to Alexis. Get
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7:47
a ride with Coach
or Vondie. Yes, Dad's okay.
I think. See you soon.
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7:48
I shouldn't have said
“I think.” He's fine, just tired.
He says don't come home
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7:48
if you lose. LOL.
Vondie strips the ball
at center court,
shoots a short pass
to JB, who
skips
downtown
zips
around,
then double dips
it in the bowl.
SWOOSH
Man, that was cold.
We're up by two.
These cats are BALLING.
JB is on fire,
taking the score
higher and higher,
and the team
and Coach
and Alexis
and me . . .
we're his choir.
WILDCATS! WILDCATS!
My brother is
Superman tonight,
Sliding
and Gliding
into rare air,
lighting up the sky
and the scoreboard.
Saving the world
and our chance
at a championship.
Tonight, I'm studying.
Usually I help JB
prepare for his tests,
but since the incident
he's been studying alone,
which has me a little scared
because tomorrow is also the big
vocabulary standards test.
(But don't say that word
around Mom. She thinks
that “standards” are a lousy idea).
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So, after the game
I go home and pull out
my study sheet with all
the words
we've been studying
and my clues
to remember them.
Like
heirloom.
As in: Dad treats his championship ring
like some kind of family
heirloom
that we can't wear
until one of us becomes
Da Man.
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I put eight pages of words
on JB's pillow
while he's brushing
his teeth,
then turn off my light
and go to sleep.
When he climbs into bed,
I hear the sound of ruffling paper.
Then his night-light comes on
and I don't hear anything else
except
Thanks.
to my table
during lunch,
sits down
with a bag
from McDonald's,
hands me a fry
and Vondie a fry,
bites into his
McRib sandwich,
and says:
Look, Josh,
you and your brother need
to squash this beef.
If my two stars
aren't aligned,
there's no way
the universe is kind to us.
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Huh?
Vondie says.
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My brother and I
got into a bad fight
when we were in high school,
and we've been estranged
ever since.
You want that?
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I shake my head.
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Then fix it, Filthy.
Fix it fast.
We don't need any distractions
on this journey.
And while you're working
on that, give your mom
something special this holiday.
She says you've served
your sentence well
and that she'll consider
letting you back
on the team
if we make it
to the championship game.
Merry Christmas, Josh.
[
IH-STREYNJD
]
adjective
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The interruption of a bond,
when one person becomes
a stranger
to someone
who was close:
a relative, friend,
or loved one.
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As in: Alexis's mom and dad
are
estranged.
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As in: When I threw the ball
at JB,
I think I was
estranged
from myself,
if that's possible.
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As in: Even though JB and I
are
estranged,
Dad's making us play
together
in a three-on-three tournament
on the Rec playground
tomorrow.
Mom has to work late,
so Dad picks us up.
Even though JB's
still not talking to me
Dad's cracking jokes
and we're both laughing
like it's the good ol' times.
What are we getting for Christmas, Dad?
JB asks.
What we always get. Books, I reply,
and we both laugh
just like the good ol' times.
Boys, your talent will help you win games,
Dad says,
but your intelligence, that will help you win at life.
Who said that? I ask.
I said it, didn't you hear me?
Michael Jordan said it,
JB says,
still looking at Dad.
Look, boys, you've both done good
in school this year, and
your mom and I appreciate that.
So you choose a gift, and I'll get it.
You mean no books? I ask. Yes!
Nope. You're still getting the books, player.
Santa's just letting you pick something extra.
At the stoplight,
JB and I look out
the window
at the exact moment
we pass by the mall
and I know exactly
what JB wants.
Dad, can we stop
at that sneaker store
in the mall?
Yeah, Dad, can we?
JB echoes.
And the word
we
never sounded
sweeter.
Mom's decorating the tree,
Dad's outside shooting free throws,
warming up for the tournament.
Hello, I answer.
Hi, Josh,
she replies.
May I please speak
with Precious?
He's, uh, busy right now,
I tell her.
Well, just tell him
I will see him at the Rec,
she says, and now
I understand
why JB's
taking his second shower
this morning
when he barely takes ONE
most school mornings.
Sometimes
you have to
lean back
a little
and
fade away
to get
the best
shot.
I challenge Dad
to a quick game
of one-on-one
before the tournament
so we can both warm up.
He laughs and says,
Check,
then gives me the ball,
but it hits me in the chest
because I'm busy looking over
at the swings where Jordan and
Miss Sweet Tea are talking
and holding hands.
Pay attention, FilthyâI mean Josh.
I'm about to CLEAN you up, boy,
Dad says.
I pump fake him then sugar shake him
for an easy two. I hear applause.
Kids are coming over to watch.
On the next play I switch it up
and launch a three from downtown.
It rolls round and round and IN.
The benches are filling up.
Even Jordan and Alexis are now watching.
Five-oh is the score,
third play of the game.
I try my crossover, but
Dad steals the ball
like a thief in the night,
camps out at the top for a minute.
What you doing, old man? I say.
Don't worry 'bout me, son.
I'm contemplatin',
preparing to shut down
all your playa hatin',
Dad says.
Son, I ever tell you
about this cat named
Willie I played with in Italy?
And before I can answer
he unleashes a
killer crossover,
leaving me wishing for a cushion.
The kids are off the benches.
On their feet hollerin',
Ohhhhhhhhhh, Whoop Whoop!
Meet the Press, Josh Bell,
Dad laughs,
on his way to the hoop.
But thenâ
People watching
Players boasting
Me scoring
Dad snoring
Crowd growing
We balling
Me pumping
Dad jumping
Me faking
Nasty shot
Nasty moves
Fiveâzero
My lead
Next play
Dribble bounce
Dribble steal
Dad laughs
Palms ball
You okay?
Dad winks
Watch this
He dips
Sweat drips
Left y'all
Right y'all
I fall
Crowd wild
Dad drives
Steps strides
Runs fast
Hoop bound
Stutter steps
Lets loose
Screams loud