"But if you took a long time to find her, long enough
for him to finish this new book," she said, "it wouldn't
matter by then." When I didn't answer, she added, "I
wish you could read the beginning of this new book. It's
beautiful, and you would understand why this is so
important."
"I can't do it," I said as I tried to hand the envelope
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back to her.
"Just think about it, then," she said. "Keep the
money and think about it. You owe me that much."
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"I guess I do," I said as I set the envelope down and
worked into my clothes. "Whose money is it?" I asked
as we finished dressing.
"Does it matter?"
"Maybe. "
"Edna and I put up equal amounts. "
"I'll think about it, but I know I won't d o it," I said.
"If you don't convince her," Catherine whispered as
she stepped into my arms, "Trahearne's a dead man."
"I can't," I said, then buried my face in her damp
hair. Beneath the sharp mineralized odor of the spring
water, the light flowery touch of her perfurrile lingered.
"Everything would be so simple if you could," she
whispered against my neck, "and it will be so awful if
you don't. "
"It's already awful," I said.
We rode in silence back to Trahearne's house, and
when she dropped me there, we didn't even say good
night. I watched her drive over to the other house and
park her car in the garage on the far side, watched the
progression of lights turned on, then off as she moved
through the house. The light in the living room stayed
on for several minutes, as if Catherine had spent time
looking at Trahearne's war trophies again. Then the
downstairs went dark and a soft glow lightened the
upstairs windows, as if a hallway light had been turned
on. As I turned away, both upstairs windows on this
side of the house flared, and I could see the two
women's shadows moving behind their separate curtains. The old woman had been sitting downstairs in the darkness among the remains of that old war. A shudder
swept across my back, and I went over to my El
Camino, unlocked the topper, then crawled inside to
lock the envelope in the. gun case in the bottom of my
tool chest. I went on to bed before I could think about
any of it.
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Catherine was right about one thing, though: two
days later Traheame asked me to drive down to pick up
Melinda so he wouldn't miss a day's work.
When she came down the ramp, I almost didn't
recognize her. She wore a tailored, vested suit in a dark
shade of peach, her hair was blond again, short still but
smoothly cut instead of hacked into a rumpled mess,
and she even wore light touches of make-up. When she
walked briskly across the asphalt and through the
terminal doors, everything came to a halt at the airport
while everybody watched her. She wore a new pair of
leather boots, too, with stacked heels, and she didn't
have to reach up to give me the light hug and kiss with
which she greeted me.
"How do you like the new me?" she asked, her smile
so warm and dazzling that it nearly blinded me.
"Jesus Christ," I murmured.
"Thank you," she said; accepting the compliment as
if she felt she deserved it. "How are you?"
"Overcome with desire," I confessed.
"Thank you again," she said calmly, then swung her
shoulder bag around and headed for the baggage claim.
1\vo matching leather suitcases came down the conveyor. She nodded toward them, and I picked them up.
"What the hell's in here?" I grunted.
"A new life," she said, still smiling.
I followed her out to the El Camino, hurrying to
keep up with this new, confident stride. Even from the
rear, she looked happy. When she swung open the
passenger door, Fireball tumbled out to greet her. If he
had been any more excited, he would have rolled over
on his back and pissed on himself like a puppy. As it
was, he bounced around and barked and slobbered
until he ran out of breath.
"Old Fireball MacRoberts seems to have recovered," she said as she knelt to rub his stubby ears.
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" Roberts," I said as I tossed her bags under the
topper.
"What?" she asked.
"Fireball Roberts," I said, "not MacRoberts. "
"Oh who cares?" she said joyously, and I had to
agree.
"I'm almost afraid to ask what happened," I said as
we drove away.
"Buy me a beer and I'll tell you all about it, " she said
as she opened the cooler between the seats and cracked
two beers. She handed me one, then drank half the
other in one long rippling swallow, the smooth muscles
of her throat working fluidly. "How's your hand?"
"Still broken," I said as I pounded the ratty cast on
the steering wheel.
"What happened?" she asked.
I had made the mistake of assuming that she knew,
but it seemed that Traheame hadn't told her. If he
hadn't, I certainly wasn't going to.
"One of those things," I said.
"Well, if you want to be mysterious," she said, then
laughed and attacked the beer again. When she finished it, she crumpled the can like tissue paper, tossed it behind the seat, and went after another. "You
ready?"
"Not just yet," I said, hefting the nearly full beer.
"What did you do down there?"
"I don't know where to begin," she said, "so many
wonderful things happened. I found a gallery in
Ghirardelli Square, and they liked my work well
enough to arrange a show-which sold out in three
days; can you believe that?-and I shipped the rest of
my pieces to a place in L.A. , so that's settled.
"Then I went to see all the old ghosts. Rosie and I
got roaring drunk, had a terrible fight, then fell
weeping and laughing into each others arms. " She
paused long enough to laugh giddily. "I went up to see
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Mr. Gleeson, and he was a pathetic old fool. Then I
dropped in unannounced on poor Albert, and it took
him two Valium and a giant Scotch before he stopped
stuttering. I forgave the bastard for being a bastard,
and you know what he did?"
"No, but I can guess."
"He came on like Mister Smooth-action. " she said,
"and when I wouldn't have any of it-1 laughed in the
creep's face-he burst into tears and dashed upstairs to
see his shrink. I loved it. " She laughed again, then dug
into her purse. When she jerked out a long white
envelope, I occupied myself with the beer can, but she
slapped me across the chest with the envelope. "Five
thousand dollars cash money," she said. "Will you see
that Hyland gets it for me?"
"All right," I stammered, then stuffed the money in
my shirt pocket.
"A down payment on a new life."
"Melinda-" I started to say.
"Betty Sue," she interrupted quietly, "Betty Sue
Flowers. It's a decent name."
"I've always thought so," I said.
"How's Trahearne?" she asked. "He didn't have
much to say over the telephone."
"Nose to the grindstone, dry as a bone," I cliched.
"He did mention that you were a great nursemaid,"
she said. "You'll stay, won't you? As long as he needs
you?"
"I guess so," I said. "Unless you want to run away
with me."
"Don't be silly," she chortled as she slapped me
heavily on the thigh. "I've just come home again. "
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