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As SOON AS WE GOT BACK TO THE HOUSE, BETIY SUE
tumbled out of the pickup and raced up the stairs
toward the front door. Fireball and I followed slowly
! was trying to be polite and he was practicing his
aim-but she met us at the doorway, her finger lifted to
her soft lips.
"He's working," she whispered.
"Listen," I said as I set her bags down, "I think I'll
go fishing this afternoon. You know, so you can be
alone with the great man."
"Don't be mean," she said shyly. "And it isn't
necessary for you to go away."
"I'm going anyway," I said, then told Fireball, "let's
go kill a trout. " But he was sitting stolidly beside
Betty Sue's heel. "Will you keep an eye on the dog?" I
asked her.
"He'll keep an eye on me," she said. "You have a
good time. "
"You too," I answered, trying t o mean it.
As I walked to the pickup, beneath the heat of the
late summer sun, a hint of cool, crisp air tickled my
nose. Autumn soon, I thought, and another Montana
winter waiting in the wings. Every fall I considered
drifting south to San Francisco and renewing my
California license, but I never went. Maybe this would
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be the year. But for now, I knew where there was a
little roadside lake up in the mountains behind Cauldron Springs. Moondog Lake, where the trout had an affinity for worms, a place to waste an afternoon
watching my bobber dance across the windy chop.
I drove down to the highway and turned right, away
from town, but Catherine's Porsche caught up with me
before I crested the first rise. I pulled to the edge of the
road, parked, and got out.
"What did she say?" Catherine asked as she walked
over to stand beside me. "Well?"
"We didn't talk about it."
"Why not?" she demanded flatly.
"This whole idea is . . . is terrible," I said. "You
can't expect to pay people to do this sort of thing."
"Why not?"
"There's more than money involved," I said.
"That's why Edna and I are willing to spend so much
money."
"Well, you're going to have to get somebody else to
do it," I said. "Or do it yourself."
"You're the only one who could do it," she said,
"and if you don't, whatever happens is on your head."
"Sometimes I get the awful suspicion that this whole
thing has been out of my hands from the very beginning," I said, "so it can't be my fault. But even if it is, I'm not going to try to bribe her to leave the man she
loves."
"If she loved him, Sughrue, she would leave him for
free."
"Betty Sue doesn't-"
"So it's Betty Sue now," Catherine interrupted.
"That's very interesting."
"That's her name."
"Fitting," Catherine sneered.
"Look," I said as I stepped behind the pickup to
unlock the topper, "I'm going to give you those
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damned checks back and then wash my hands of this
whole fucking mess."
"It's on your head now," she said, then ran back to
her car and drove away before I could climb into the
pickup bed.
"My ass." I coughed into her dust as I locked up.
I didn't leave Moondog Lake until full dark, so it was
nearly midnight before I drove down the highway
toward Trahearne's house. The lights were still on, so I
went on into town for a drink, then drove back out to
check again. This time the lights were out. I eased up
the driveway, parked, and let myself in through the
basement door. As I mixed a drink the household
above was silent. I switched on the television to catch
the late movie from Spokane by cable, hoping for
something rich with romance and scenery. The Hanging Tree, maybe, or Ride the High Country. Instead I caught The Rise and Fall of the Roman Empire, which
put me to sleep. Occasionally I woke for a barbarian
attack, a Christopher Plummer screeching speech, or
Sophia Loren's breasts nudging the small screen, then
fell back into a confused sleep.
I woke to the sound of gunfire and the instant
memory of a preceding scream. I glanced at the
television, where an aggressive young man urged me to
buy a new pickup from the thousands on his lot. Then
another shot boomed through the house. Down the
hallway, I heard glassware break in the basement
bathroom. I dashed to my bedroom for the .38, then
raced back and up the stairs to the main floor, listening
to the grunts and thuds of a struggle. As I slipped
through the darkened kitchen, another shot banged. I
dove across the living room rug and rolled into a
left-handed firing position behind Traheame's lounge
chair.
The desk lamp in the study was on, but it had been
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knocked askew and it shined out the doorway directly
into my eyes. Beyond it, though, I could see two
shadowy figures struggling, wrestling for possession of
the .45 automatic, which went off again. A shelf of
books scattered into smoldering pulp. I fired a round
through the ceiling and shouted Freeze! but nobody
paid any attention to me. As I charged the door, I
heard a fist strike soft flesh, and Betty Sue staggered
toward me. I shoved her aside and crouched just
outside the door. When Trahearne hulled his way
through it, I slammed him on the side of the neck with
the butt of the .38, then again as he was going down. As
he fell, he swung the .45 toward me, but I clubbed it
out of his hand with my cast. He hit the floor
unconscious and belched a small puddle of vomit,
which smelled like straight whiskey. I picked up the .45,
unloaded it, and tossed it on his lounge chair.
"Is he all right?" Betty Sue panted behind me.
"He's alive," I said as I knelt to check his pulse,
which beat along as strong as a bear's, "but he's dead
drunk. Are you all right?"
"Just had the breath knocked out of me." She huffed
and puffed. "That's all." She moved over to kneel
beside me. "Help me get him to bed."
"Right," I said, stuffing the .38 into my belt. "Glad I
didn't have to shoot anybody," I added. "I'm terrible
with my left hand."
"Help me," she answered, and the two of us levered
the big man upright and walked him toward the
bedroom. As we dropped him on the bed, he woke up
long enough to tell us that he didn't need our damned
help, but he went to sleep before we could debate the
point. "Thank you," Betty Sue said, still breathing
hard and deep.
"What the hell happened?" I asked.
"I need a drink," she answered, then walked out of
the bedroom.
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"Me too. " I said as I followed.
But she wouldn't talk to me in the living room,
either. I poured whiskey into two glasses and handed
her one.
"Can I have a cigarette?" she said. I lit two, and she
grabbed one out of my hand and sucked a cough out
of it.
"Maybe you better sit down," I suggested.
"Outside," she said, and I followed her again.
As I leaned against the door frame, she paced back
and forth across the deck, hitting the cigarette and the
whiskey until she finished them both. When I went back
inside, I noticed that the lights were on in Trahearne's
mother's house. I hoped that they hadn't heard the
shots. Outside again, I handed Betty Sue a fresh drink.
"What happened?" I asked.
"I'm not sure," she said in a small voice. "When he
finished working this afternoon, we went into town for
dinner, and he started drinking-he said it was all right,
a celebration, you know, because he'd just finished a
section and I had come home. And it was all right. He
was in great form, full of good spirits and jokes . . .
"
"Until?" I said into her pause.
"Until we went to bed," she murmured. She blushed
and hugged herself against the chill night air, wrapping
the new yellow nightgown tightly around her body.
"He went to sleep--finally-and I guess I dozed off
too," she said. "When I woke up he was gone. I went
down to see if he was in his study working-he does
that sometimes when he can't sleep at night. He was
there. He was . . . holding the gun to his head . . . He
was holding the gun anci staring me right in the
eye . . . It was almost as if he was daring me to make
him pull the trigger. I don't know . . . I remember
screaming, then after that we were fighting for the gun.
That's all I-"
"You better pull yourself together, " I interrupted as
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I saw the blue lights of a sheriff's car racing out of
Cauldron Springs toward the turnoff to Traheame's
house.
"Why?" She was close to crying.
"Because the law is here," I said.
"What should I say?"
"Don't say a word," I said. "Just sit down on that
lounge chair and whenever somebody asks you a
question, you break into tears. All right?"
As if taking me at my word, she fell on the chair and
began sobbing loudly. I stepped back inside the house
and flipped on the porch lights, then stood emptyhanded in their glare as the sheriff's unit skidded to a stop at the bottom of the stairs. The officer stepped out
and leaned across the hood, covering me with his
revolver.
"Shoot him!" came a wail from the direction of the
creek. "He's killed my baby boy! Kill him!" The old
woman floundered out of the shadows, dragging Catherine as she tried to hold her back. "Kill him! " she wailed again.