The governor was completely absorbed in the conversation now. This writer seemed genuinely interested in his answers, not just as a reporter, but also as a human being. He had to give Jay credit, she didn’t ask run-of-the-mill questions and had a way of making him want to talk about topics near to his heart, but which his advisors wished fervently that he would avoid.
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“I think, Ms. Parker, that there are moments in every politician’s career when he or she wonders if this is the right path. The sacrifice can be enormous, as you have gleaned. And yes, there are times when the types of decisions to which you have referred keep me up at night. But the rewards far outweigh the price I have had to pay, or may yet have to pay. The amazing opportunity to improve the lives of so many is a balm to my soul. The professional judgments I make, if you will, are arrived at with the conviction that, when it is time for me to be judged, my steadfast desire to help humanity will count heavily in my favor and my individual actions will be weighed accordingly.”
“Governor, I know that you are both a student and a scholar of the history of the presidency. It is a topic that has always fascinated me.” Jay smiled at him and wrinkled her nose slightly. “I’d be a fool to pass up an opportunity to learn a little something here.”
“If I can enlighten you in some way, Ms. Parker, it would be my pleasure.”
“I had a history professor once who included as a final exam essay topic the thesis that, at least in the twentieth century, governors tend to make better presidents than those who have never served in that position.
He claimed that history had borne him out and he cited as an example Franklin Roosevelt.”
“Ooh, that must have been some tough final. How did you answer the question, Ms. Parker and how much time did you have to do it in?”
With an embarrassed shrug Jay answered, “I respectfully disagreed with the hypothesis, citing a list of governors turned presidents who I thought were less than stellar in the higher office and an equal number of non-governors who I thought had done excellent jobs as president. I backed up each choice with facts and events. And I did it in ten pages in twenty minutes.” She looked across at him with something akin to defiance.
“Hmm. Sounds like you’re still carrying some bitterness at the end result. What was your grade on the essay?”
“I got a B minus, it was the only time in that class that I’d gotten anything below an A. It wrecked my average.”
The governor laughed. “I bet you were steamed.”
“Yep, I sure was,” Jay agreed. “So, do you think he was right?”
“Well, in theory he should have been, but in practice I tend to agree with you...”
“I knew it.”
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At 4:00 p.m. the governor’s secretary buzzed him to tell him he would be late for his next appointment if he didn’t get going. He appeared to be disappointed that the interview was at an end.
For her part, Jay couldn’t believe that an hour and a half had passed.
She thanked him for his time and started to excuse herself.
Impulsively Governor Hyland said, “Ms. Parker, my wife and I would love it if you would join us as our guest for the Legislative Correspondents’ Association Show in Albany. Have you ever been to one?”
“No,” Jay answered, caught off guard by the invitation.
“Well, that settles it then. No individual’s life is complete without the experience.” There was a smile in his voice. “I’ll have my secretary give you the details. My wife will be so pleased to meet you.”
“Thank you, sir,” Jay said. “I look forward to meeting Mrs. Hyland, as well.”
With that, the secretary ushered her out the door.
Kate checked her watch for the millionth time. She had gotten home from the airport with just enough time to give Fred a good scratch, shower and change her clothes before heading to the station. Since arriving, she had been checking facts, following up on leads, and writing copy for the 6:00 broadcast. And thinking about Jay, which brought an unconscious smile to her face and her eyes to her watch yet one more time.
Yep, right about now,
she thought. Then she sighed as yet another street reporter passed by her desk and pretended to be so engrossed in the piece of paper in front of him that he didn’t even notice her.
Fame, however fleeting, was a funny thing. The station management, the photographers and the producers had all gone out of their way to congratulate Kate on her performance on the “big three” that morning.
Her co-anchor and the reporters who aspired to sit in her chair someday avoided her like the plague; their jealousy was so obvious she was surprised they hadn’t literally turned green. She just shook her head. She had done what she had to do the previous day, not in some quest for glory, but because it was her job, and it was the right thing to do. She didn’t care what they thought, she had work to tend to, and a little less than an hour before she had to be on set.
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Her bedroom was in a loft overlooking the living room, which showcased Mission-style furniture, like the rest of the rooms. Off of the living room underneath the loft was her office, and a bathroom, and to the right was a small dining area and a reasonably sized kitchen. Racks were hung from the kitchen ceiling with well-worn pots and pans and wine and champagne glasses. The floors throughout were hardwood, and one wall of the living room featured floor-to-ceiling windows that looked out over a small park.
Climbing to her bedroom, Jay changed into her comfortable clothes, then walked into her tiny office and deposited her briefcase on the desk.
She sat down with the intention of organizing her notes and revisiting background interviews she had done with some of the governor’s close associates and personal friends. Her mind kept straying, though, and her stomach was tied in knots. Telling Kate about her childhood had triggered the fear that something terrible would happen now that she had exploded the secret, just as her father had said it would so many times, so long ago.
At exactly 5:00 p.m., the buzzer sounded, letting her know someone was downstairs in the lobby for her. She frowned, knowing that she was not expecting anyone. She pressed the intercom button and asked who it was: a delivery for her. Hmm. Jay was no New Yorker by nature, but she was cautious. She asked the delivery person where the package had originated.
“I was told not to ruin the surprise, miss.”
“Well, I have no intention of accepting an unidentified package that I was not expecting. So either you tell me where the package is from or who sent it, or you can just turn right back around and take it back with you.”
“Um, I was told that if you gave me a hard time, I was to tell you that it was from a close personal friend of Fred’s?” There was a question at the end of his statement, as if to underscore that he didn’t get it, either.
“From Fred’s friend, huh?” Jay smiled. “Okay, bring it up.”
At the sound of the door latch in the lobby being released, the delivery boy shrugged his shoulders and bounded up the stairs to the young woman’s apartment. The package was large and somewhat unwieldy and he struggled not to bang into the walls with it.
Jay waited at the door to her apartment. Whereas she had been wary at first, now she was just flat-out curious and excited. What could it be?
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When she caught sight of the package (she couldn’t see the delivery boy behind it except for his legs), her eyes went wide as saucers.
What the...?
She accepted delivery and slid the huge box into her living room. It was bulky, but surprisingly light. There were no markings to indicate where it had come from, or who had sent it, though the hint the delivery boy had given her had clarified that matter.
Jay grabbed a pair of scissors from her desk drawer and sliced open the tape binding on the box. Her stomach fluttered happily at the anticipation of the surprise; her first reaction was to laugh after she pulled the top flaps back. Then her face took on a wistful expression.
“Aww. That’s just too cute for words, Ms. Tough Anchorwoman.”
In the box was a massive cuddly teddy bear. Jay lifted it out of the box and stroked its soft fur; he had such a cute face and a little potbelly that protruded over his plaid shorts. Then she noticed that he had a card pinned to his adorable little vest. It was the same bold, flowing handwriting from the business card that she had removed from her pocket and stared at numerous times since early that afternoon, which prompted a smile.
The card read,
“Jay, this guy looks as though he’s got a lot of hugs to
give, which is exactly what you deserve. Since I couldn’t be there in
person, I thought he made a pretty good substitute. Thank you again for
the gift of your trust. You are a beautiful person and I enjoyed every
minute we spent together. I hope we’ll have many more. By the way, his
name is Theodore E. Bear. Your friend, Kate.”
Jay wiped at the tears that leaked out of her eyes. It was as if, from 150 miles away, her friend had seen into her soul, answering her doubts and calming her fears. In her entire life no one had ever been so solicitous or so attuned to her emotions and thoughts. She knew intellectually that Kate could not have known how rattled she was feeling just then, but it felt as though she had.
Closing her eyes and nuzzling against his face, Jay hugged the stuffed animal to her, and her eyes popped wide open. She pulled back a fraction and sniffed at his fur, grinning delightedly. “Oh, Katherine, were you testing him out? You just got caught.” Taking another whiff of the traces of Shalimar that clung to her new companion, she knew she would be grilling her big, tough friend about it later. But for right now, she just wanted to enjoy Ted E. Bear’s company and the delicious scent that had been bringing her such comfort for so many years. She decided that a nap was definitely in order, and, carrying her buddy, she trundled off to the loft.
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ate was so tired she wasn’t sure she could even make it up the Kstairs. Not counting the brief nap in the
limousine and the even
shorter shuteye she’d gotten when she and Jay had come back to the house to shower, the anchorwoman had been up for nearly forty eight hours straight. Phil had practically had to prop her up to do the 11:00
newscast.
It had been a long day, to be sure, but, she mused, there had been some good points. Immediately, Jay’s face loomed in her mind’s eye, her smile like the sunshine on a brilliantly clear day. Kate wondered for the umpteenth time what Jay was doing right then, if she had enjoyed her surprise, and if she was dead tired, too.
As if she had willed it to happen, the phone rang just as she reached her bedroom. Already knowing who it would be, Kate grinned broadly, flopping gracelessly onto the bed, and picking up the receiver. “Fred’s Pizza Palace.”
There was a second’s hesitation on the line, and then a throaty laugh.
“Yes, I’d like a thick crust with all the fixins. Oh, but could you hold the anchovies, the olives, the green peppers (they give me gas), the sausage, the meatballs, the onions, the mushrooms, the tomatoes, and the artichokes?”
“So, let’s see, then. You want a plain cheese pizza with sauce, right?”
“You got it.”
“Well, Fred could probably make that.”
“I’m willing to bet that you can’t.”
“Hey, I resemble that remark!”
“Hi, Kate. How are you? Did you get home all right? How was your flight? Did you get a hero’s welcome? How was the rest of your day?”
“I’m tired, but fine. Yes. Fine. Yes and no. Long.”
“Ugh,” Jay uttered in exasperation, “I’ve got to learn to start asking you one question at a time.”
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“Uh-huh.” Kate’s amusement at her friend’s mock frustration was obvious.
“You won’t believe what happened to me today a few hours after you left. A mysterious package arrived, no identifying markings, no labels, no return address, no nothing. I try to be very careful about my safety; after all, this is New York City. The delivery guy tried to give me some cock and bull story about the sender not wanting the surprise to be ruined so he wouldn’t tell me where the package had come from,” she scoffed.
Kate was dead silent for a few seconds. “Gee, how odd. Um, so, what did you do?” There was a note of panic in her voice although she tried for reserved nonchalance.
“Well, what do you think I did? I turned the guy away; made him take it back. What idiot would accept a big, unmarked box like that without knowing where it had come from? Especially if she hadn’t been expecting anything. Can you imagine?”
Kate had a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach. “Yeah, what idiot, indeed.”
Jay laughed. “Hah. Gotcha good that time, girl! I love my Ted E.
Bear; he’s so cute and cuddly. In fact, we took a nap together this afternoon.”
Kate felt an unexpected surge of jealousy.
Of a teddy bear, what is
that, Katherine?
“You rat.”
“Hey, I just want you to know that I can give as good as I get.”
“Evidently.” Kate had to smile at being taken in by her friend; she had been pretty convincing.