When the Heart Lies (16 page)

Bedside tables. There’s always something telling in those. He saved them for last. Nothing of consequence in the first one, the drawer contained only a couple of novels, a book light, and a few hair bands. Apparently, Kinsley slept there, on the right. He smiled. He was a left side sleeper. Nothing much in Nick’s side table either, but after examining the drawer for a minute, he noticed the inside didn’t seem as deep as the outside. He sat on the bed beside the table, bent down, and felt underneath. Sure enough, he located a release button with no lock for easy access. Most likely, they kept a gun inside the compartment for an emergency. Sure enough, there was a gun, but the big revelation was an unexpected pile of letters. There must’ve been close to sixty of them, all to Kinsley, and all marked ‘Return to Sender.’

Nick had been trying to reach her. What a screwed up contradiction that was. He must’ve written to her nearly every day. He stood and dropped to one knee, taking a look under the bed. Something on Kinsley’s side caught his attention. A thick photo album. He retrieved the album and sat on the edge of the bed. It was locked. Seemed a little odd, but all couples had their playtime. He sighed and slid it back under the bed. After surveying the room one more time, he got up to leave and headed toward the study.

The study, jam-packed with law and writing books, held his interest. He examined the degrees hanging on the wall. Pinned onto the bulletin board were a few rejection letters from publishers and one asking her to make revisions and resubmit a book entitled,
Broken
. He was able to learn a lot about her in the study. She collected strange pens, cluttered her desk with artsy knickknacks, and posted inspirational quotes on the wall in front of her desk. She also kept a pair of fluffy, pink, elephant slippers tucked under the chair. But he found nothing related to the case that gave any indication of why she left.

As he headed down the back staircase, he heard a door creak open. Pressed against the wall, he slipped around the corner. Whoever it was might be on the way to the kitchen, so he ran defense and turned back toward the bathroom.

Nick was coming from the master bedroom, walking with his head down. He startled when he looked up and saw him. “Jackson.”

“I had to run down to the kitchen to get a glass of water. I hope I didn’t wake you.”

“No, no, you didn’t. Nick lifted his hand displaying a condom, confirming Jackson hadn’t been the disturbance. “Well, I’m going back to bed. If you need anything, help yourself.” He headed toward the guest room.

Jackson couldn’t resist and asked as he pointed to the master bedroom, “Isn’t that your room?”

Nick hesitated and glanced in the direction of his and Kinsley’s bedroom. With as close to a sincere loving thought of Kinsley as Jackson had heard from him so far, he said, “I don’t bring other women into our bedroom.”

Jackson sighed, supposing that that was at least one redeeming quality.

The next morning, they all had coffee, saying how glad they were they had gotten together, and that they hoped they’d see each other again. And like the night before, it was awkward for him.

Once he and Olivia were in the car, she turned to him. “We have to swing by Xavier’s office before we pick up our things at the hotel and tell him what went on last night.”

“When’s our flight?”

“One.”

“Damn, Olivia, could you have slept any longer?”

Jackson and Olivia arrived at Xavier’s office with little time to spare for the meeting if they were going to make their flight. They waited impatiently for a few minutes before they were finally taken in to his office.

“Mr. Wentworth can meet with you now. Would you like me to bring in some coffee?” the receptionist asked.

Both he and Olivia shook their heads no. They thanked her for asking, and she led them into Xavier’s office. The room was large, contemporary, and functional. All business. Xavier came from behind his desk and motioned them toward the sofa and chairs, which provided a comfortable conversation area.

“Good morning, have a seat.”

They sat, and he joined them.

He addressed Jackson. “So, how did things go last night?”

“The evening went well. We ended up staying the night. I was able to look around and talk to Nick.”

“Good. What did he have to say?”

“He said he still loves her and wants her back. But the way he talked, love isn’t what he feels for her.” He looked at Xavier and shrugged. “My opinion.” He also said she had to come back on his terms, or he didn't think things would work out.”

Xavier frowned. “I’m sure he did.”

“The best insight I got was in his bedside table. There must’ve been sixty letters marked ‘Return to Sender,’ and all addressed to Kinsley. However, when I talked to her she told me he hadn’t tried to reach her.”

A puzzled expression crossed Xavier’s face. “Do you think the returned letters are a matter of this guy, Wayde, being jealous and not wanting to give them to her?”

“Maybe. Still, she never goes anywhere except to that café, and occasionally to her friends place down the road from Wayde’s. Those types of behaviors are often red flags. He drops her off and picks her up when she goes to the café. The café has no Internet. Who knows if she’s able to make a call? Doesn’t appear she has a cell phone, and pay phones are hard to find these days.”

“No telling why she hasn’t called,” Xavier said. We have the audio in as of this morning; Olivia had some undercover men pose as telephone repairmen. It should give us more insight.”

“What if she’s being threatened?”

“We’ll have to help. If she doesn’t want any, I’ll have to get Max home.”

“What about Kinsley?”

“If she’s in physical danger, do whatever you can to help her, but ultimately, leaving is her choice.”

Chapter 9

After Jackson and Olivia’s plane got in, Jackson went straight from the airport to pick up Scar. Anxious to hear what she had to say about Kinsley, he drove a little too fast. She was already waiting for him in the dining area.

“Hi, ready to get out of here?” he said, pulling his head in the direction from which he’d come.

“Yeah.” She headed for the door, but her usual upbeat way of behaving seemed subdued.

“Whoa, wait a minute. What’s up with you? You didn’t even say hello. Is something wrong?”

“We can talk in the car. I just want to get out of here.”

They had been driving about five minutes when he let out a huff. Scar’s silence was uncommon and disturbing. “Okay, time to tell me what’s wrong.”

“I just got a bad vibe.”

“About Kinsley?”

“You should’ve seen the way she looked when she left. Way worse than the other night when she said she was down.”

He remained quiet for a few minutes, chewing himself out for not meeting with Xavier sooner and not saying goodbye to Kinsley. “We’ve got the audio from inside the house. Come back to the motel with me and listen to some of the taped feed from today.”

Scar nodded. He could see she was worried. He shouldn’t have gotten her involved, but now that she was, he knew she’d feel better knowing what was going on.

“I’m going to make sure she’s all right, Scar.”

“I gave her my cell number and told her to call me if she needed to talk,” Scar said, not sounding very confident that Kinsley would call.

That worried him. “Did you give her mine?”

“I asked if she wanted yours, but she said no.”

“Oh.” It wounded him hearing she didn’t want his number. He was sure she felt the same connection he did. He hoped so at least. “Did you have any lunch? I’ve got some stuff at the motel for sandwiches.”

“I ate. I’m good.”

The room was in a shitty roadside motel. The only thing available in Orangevale: rooms rented by the hour, the day, or the month. Depending on the length of your stay, they offered amenities. Scar dropped her bags beside the door as they walked in. She went over to the bed, fell backwards onto it, and stretched out like a cross.

“How could you stay in this hole for three months?” she said.

“It’s not so bad. Cable, fridge, hotplate—porn.”

She distorted her expression and threw her pillow at him. “Gross.”

He ducked and went to get himself a beer. “Relax. You know I’m kidding. Sorta.” He smirked. “Want anything?”

She shook her head with another ridiculous expression deforming her pretty face. “Yeah, right. You’re kidding. It’s not like you could bring anybody here. Even Olivia wouldn’t want you that bad.”

He laughed heartily. She was right. Lying down on the other bed, he put his hands under his head and crossed his legs at the ankles. Grunts escaped the depths of him as he stretched.

Scar turned onto her side, leaned on her elbow, and faced him. “So, what happened last night?”

“I talked to her father-in-law, Xavier. I’m working for him.” He turned his eyes back to the ceiling and added with some hesitation, “Met her husband, Nick.”

“What’s her husband like?”

“I can’t even describe the guy. Asshole would pretty much sum it up, I suppose. He’s good looking and filthy rich. Definitely a natural born player. She’s too good for him.”

“So he’s everything you’re not, except the player thing.” She giggled.

He tossed the pillow she’d thrown back to her and got up. “I’m single. And I’m not exactly broke. I’m getting in the shower. Start listening to the taped audio from today. I’ll be out in a few.”

“But you are filthy.” She batted her lashes, mockingly.

As he turned to leave, he waved her comment away.

Scar turned the feed on, got a Coke, and began listening.

What she was listening to explained Kinsley’s mood yesterday. It wasn’t long before Jackson finished his shower.

As he came from the bathroom, he continued to shimmy the towel over his wet hair before tossing it aside. “Did you hear anything?”

“Yeah. I think you might want to listen to it for yourself.”

“Okay. Back it up.” He sat huddled over on the side of the bed, listening intently with one ear cocked toward the sound as he chewed his bottom lip.

“So, what do you think?” Scar said.

His brows creased, and he pinched the bridge of his nose. “I think it’s a good thing we have audio. Put on the live feed, and we’ll listen to that for a while. There’s obviously more going on than we imagined. I wonder if this is what she’s been going through the last three months. We should’ve started sooner.” He got up, went to the window, and stared out into the sandy parking lot, leaning the bulk of his weight against the frame. His stomach flip-flopped. He’d have an ulcer by the end of this case. That, and a broken heart. More discouraged than ever, he turned away from the window, went to sit across from Scar, and continued listening to the feed.

He dug a roll of Tums from his pocket, popped one into his mouth, listened to some more, and popped another. Wayde’s promise to ‘take care of her’ troubled him. Maybe Pierce keeping her one more day would’ve given him the time he needed to make a deeper connection and convince her to get back home. He had handled everything wrong. Pierce had been right; if anything had happened to her, it would have been on his head. Second-guessing himself wasn’t going to help, though, so he moved on to more forward thinking, considering ways he might be able to reconnect.

“How long do you think she’ll stay?” Scar asked.

“I’m not sure. Not very long, I hope. I’ll miss her if she does leave.” He hadn’t meant to say the last of his thoughts aloud.

“Jesus, I’ve never seen you like this with anyone. Are you in love with her? She’s married.”

He hung his head back and stared at the ceiling. “I don’t know.” He knew there was nothing he could do to stop thinking of her. He felt different with her. It wasn’t some game of seduction between two people filling time. This was real.

“Jackson, you said she wants to go home. What are you thinking?”

He moved from the window and fiddled with the equipment, unable to remember a time in his adult life when he’d felt so unnerved. “Look, let’s drop it.”

Scar raised her hands delivering a virtual apology. “Okay. Enough said. Can I watch TV while you listen?”

“As long as I can hear.” His phone rang, and he signaled to Scar to cut the feed. When he looked at the caller ID, he grimaced and swiped the cell from the table. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Hi, it’s me, Olivia. How’s everything over at the house?”

“Kinda quiet right now. I’ll call Xavier when I get something.”

“How about going to dinner?”

He cast his eyes over the room as his hand raked through his hair, landing on the nape of his neck, massaging deeply. “Already had dinner. I should probably stay here anyway.”

“Drinks? You can listen to the feed later. You don’t have to listen every minute.”

“I’m kind of tired.” He lied, but it was best to not to lead her on.

“Okay, your loss.”

The phone went dead.

He grabbed a beer and turned the feed back on. With the first words from Wayde’s mouth, he cringed. Kinsley meant every word when she said she was in a bad place. Just how bad, she hadn’t said.